“To hate something you used to love is such a painful feeling.”
“I realized that once people are broken in certain ways, they can’t ever be fixed, and this is something nobody ever tells you when you are young and it never fails to surprise you as you grow older as you see the people in your life break one by one. You wonder when your turn is going to be, or if it’s already happened.”
Age: 18
Gender: Female
Race: Pure-Blood turned human.
Role: Pure-Blood turned human Prefect,Day Class Student Council President.
Hair Color: Natural light pink
Eye Color: Dark red
Skin Tone: Fair/Pale
Height: 5'5
Weight: 125lb
“I never know what you really want, if I can give it to you, or if I’m already too late.”
Hikari has long, natural light pink hair that most the time she loosely ties off on both sides of her head. She has large dark red eyes that contrast's with her pale skin nicely and full light pink lips, that most of them time are turned down in a frown. She tends to lose her train of thought easily and she tends to day dream and zone out all of time, and when she does she ends up pursing her lips and pulling together her eyebrows as she stares, unblinking at something for as long as she stay's trapped into her mind, captivated by her own thoughts. When she is in this state, most people don't go near her, and that's mostly because her eyes get a hard, steely look that could scare off any who are lacking courage. When she wear's her hair down, it goes a little past the middle of her back and lays in waves. Most the time she'll be seen in the schools uniform or her own clothes.
She has a very slender, yet curvy form, through she isn't one to show off, she doesn't connect to other's very well, and most of the time it's because some people are too scared to approach her. Through her body is slim, she still has a bit of a athletic build, and she tends to work out at least three times a week, to keep up her build and not become frail and helpless. When she is angry, her eyes will seemingly darken until a dark red or nearly black, but when she is happy they'll be bright and have a kind of spark in them that most people would notice wasn't there before. Most of the time she just has an expression less look on her face, not willing to give anything away about how she feels or what she's thinking.
Romantic Interest: TBA
Skills and Abilities:
She is a really good runner, she loves to run and jog and swim, that's what she does when she is overly stressed and cant think straight. She is an avid reader, and could read a whole book in one day, then be able to write a brilliant essay on it and nearly get a equally brilliant scour on it. She loves to write, and that's another thing she does to clear her mind, she writes. A lot of the time she can be found in the library, reading more than one book at a time with a very peaceful look on her face. She is very tough, and can withstand quite a bit of pain.
She also likes to go for walks at night or in the rain, both seem to calm her down and she can just relax and feel comfortable and more open. She tends to skip out on class and ends up finding little hiding places to take a nap in. Ari also has a small garden out on the forest, hidden from view. She is the only one that knows about it and she safeguards it with her life. It's the place she escapes to quite often.
“Avoid hurting the hearts of others, the poison of your pain will return to you.”
STUBBORNNESS: She hates being told what to do and when to do, she likes you go her own way and not listen to people if their being unreasonably bossy.
BIG HEART: She tends to be too trusting and loving, she takes pity on others and she loves everyone, through she hides it, and her emotions can get the best of her sometimes.
HUMOR: She tends to crack jokes all of the time, even at the worst of times.
SHORT TEMPER: She has a very short temper, and when it gets off she tends to see red and do thing's she shouldn't do, which never really ends up helping the situation.
TARDINESS: Never bothering to set alarms of any kind, Ari often finds herself losing track of time and thus being late. Due to her stubbornness, she refuses to even simply wear a watch or set an alarm on it.
Likes:
✔ Reading
✔ Writing
✔ Flowers
✔ Music
✔ Rain
✔ Night time
“Things get bad for all of us, almost continually, and what we do under the constant stress reveals who/what we are.”
✘ Bright lights
✘ Loud people
✘ Boring classes
✘ Rude people
✘ The heat
✘ Mornings
Other: Unknown to most is the fact that Hikari is a human turned Pure-Blood, in fact it is unknown to ever herself. The young girl has no idea that her real family are actually descendants of the King who had made the deal Devil, which is why to most her blood smells very pure and tempting. When she was younger her parents, who loved her dearly, turned her human in hopes of saving her from a Hunter attack at the last second..
When the hunters found them, they were surprised that the two Pure-Bloods had a small human child with them, and thinking the worst, they killed them and took the small girl with them. She didn't know anything except her first name, so the hunters passed her off to another family, who raised the girl as a hunter. The reason Hikari hates some Vampires is because she has been led to believe that the Vampires that had her were the ones that had killed her real parents. Hikari has no idea that all it would take to get her memory's back and to turn back into what she was truly meant to be, is one bite from a Pure-Blood Vampire.
She attended Cross Academy because she doesn't want to hate all Vampires, and wants to get over her belief that they are all blood thirsty monsters, through that is easier said than done.
“Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate; only love can do that.. So I'll be your light if you be my love.”
Valiant:
1. Possessing or showing courage or determination: "a valiant warrior".
Courage or Courageous:
1. The ability to do something that frightens one.
2. Not deterred by danger or pain; brave.
3. Strength in the face of pain or grief.
Hikari is very tough, and it's hard to earn her trust. Most of the time, if someone wants to gain her trust, she has to know she can be happy around them, that she can put her life in their hands and they wont end up killing her. Often she isn't at the front of the group but rather at the back watching and learning far more than you would think. She has always been able to read people and see things about them that others can't. She is quick witted and willing to speak the truth when no one else will, she has a knack for showing the harder side of life that people want to ignore. Most people take notice of when she butts into a conversation, since she more than likely has something important to say, but she'll only say something important if she thinks it's worth while. She's the girl who stands up for what she believes in, doesn't let others push her around, and does what she wants. She's headstrong, and everyone used to say she was born a natural leader.
Ari holds a great hatred towards most Vampires, her grandfather would always tell her little things, like how somehow,everyone weakness was their strength, how she would one day fight not for other's believes, but for her heart. Ari looked up to her grandfather more then she did her older brother, her grandfather would take her out into the woods, twice every week, and teach her how to fight, how they used to fight in the old ways instead of the new, which she also was learning from her parents, but he had never taken her brother out there to train, only her.
Ari is a firm believer in the idea that scars never go away, that time cannot heal everything. This goes is part of the mindset she has that people need to face there problems and that it is by doing this that they can grow as a person. Never being one to shy away when problems arise up her direct and no nonsense attitude in life makes it so that she very rarely has an issue that is not dealt with quickly. Ari is really smart, and she tends to speak her mind freely and if she offends someone by what she says she always points out that its only offending because they know it's true. She doesn't like to be pushed about or bossed so she stands up for herself and her friends because she believes that if your going to pick on someone, you should be per paired for what would happen next.
She is very imaginative, creative, and extremely crafty. She likes to think out of the box, no matter how ridiculous her ideas are. She hates being told how to do anything, when she should do it, or that she is wrong. She's very blunt, in your face, and can border on rude because she will not hold anything back. She often gets that sarcastic and witty look like she's about to mess with you, but if she doesn't know you and doesn't know if she can trust you, she wont.. She is extremely good at lying and fibbing and shes mostly and extremely, painfully, stubborn. However, if you should ever, ever get past that side of her, you'll see someone who wishes they could trust others, but try's to avert from doing so. When she helps someone, she helps them in a natural way, making it seem like she did it cause she had to. When angered, she'll simply glare or just walk away. She hates to be around crowded areas and prefers to be alone most of the time.. She's distrustful, but all around nice on the surface to nearly everyone. Though she doesn't stand for any injustice, she understands that the world is often filled with injustice, and there isn't much she can do about it.[/font]
“We are so used to releasing words, we don’t know what to do with them if they stay. No matter how many times we let them go, no matter how badly we don't want them to stay, they come back. The words that matter always stay.”
Hikari was raised by a hunter family, to be a hunter. When she was five hunters found her in a home with two Pure-Bloods, they had saved her and given her off to the Tanaka family, who raised her and led her to believe that her true parents had been killed by those Pure-Bloods, and that is why they had killed them and saved her, but in all honesty they had killed them because they were descendants of the king and very first Pure-Blood, they never knew what she really was, in fact very few know, and she is not one of them. Ari often trained with her grandfather, rather than her parents and older brother, and so she took on a new view of the world. As she grew, her hate for Vampires grew, and it didn't help that she had watched her grandfather, her idol, killed by a vampire. In hopes to rid her of some of this hate, Hikari left for Cross Academy, she had been there for two years and started to feel a bit better about vampires, but she knew these were the only good ones out there, the few that came to this school and wanted more than to kill humans.
When ever someone brings up her real parents or her grandfather, she gets either very angry or very sad, mostly Hikari hates that was hadn't been able to save any of them, so she tries to make herself stronger, because she often feels so weak and helpless.
WIP
“Every second of every day, we are dying. From the moment we were born, we were dying, we will always be dying until the very moment we are dead. I never understood why people said that they are living, while people who are ill are said to be dying, whats the big difference? Maybe that they'll die before us? Or maybe..maybe people cant come to terms with the fact that one day, we'll all be dead, and everything we have done will be for nothing.”