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Lorelei and Adrian's House

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Lorelei and Adrian's House

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Lorelei and Adrian's House

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Lorelei and Adrian's House is a part of Papoa Lake.

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Loris Birgison [7] You sure you want to do that?
Elise Monroe [7] So much paperwork...

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Lorelei looked at him. "Maybe she does, but Dol can be real fucking stupid. If you haven't noticed tonight. And she isn't the greatest at picking boyfriends. Hence Noah, which I know Micah had to do something about that. If he couldn't harm a damn fly then why the hell is Noah... the man who beaten Dol, is scared of him? That makes NO sense. None." She said and walked out. When they got inside and headed for their room. "I'm not hungry." She said. "Imma take a shower." She said before going in the room. She came back out a second later and let Edmund out who ran to Adrian and babbled away, pointing at Lorelei and danced. "Really need to learn their language." She sighed before going back in the room.

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Adrian sighed. "I.didnt say he couldn't. I said it was unlikely that Ed hurt people for no reason. He would have had a reason with Noah. He was beating Dol, you'd want to hurt him too." He said and then walked into the kitchen and tried to figure out what to make.hed been cooking for himself so he was getting decently good at it. He blinked at Edmund and then picked him up and started on dinner, making enough for Lorelei too if she decided she wanted to eat.

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Lorelei sat in the shower for a while and just let the hot water steam over her. She was mentally and emotionally done with people. The whole reason she sleeps at the office is because she doesn't have to pretend to want to be touched or talked to. She didn't want to eat and she didn't want to see Adrian. A part of her resented him and she knew it didn't make sense since he had nothing to do with it, though she did think if they had tried when she wanted to they would have had a baby by now. It wasn't until she ran out of hot water that she moved and started to wash before getting o utm she wrapped herself in a towel, along with her hair, and went lay on the bed. She did meant to fall asleep, but she did.

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Adrian ended up eating alone, putting the leftovers in the fridge and hen walking into the bedroom to find Lorelei asleep. "Well at least she's sleeping in our bed..." He mumbled, mostly to himself and the voices. He sighed and went to clean around the house since it was too early for him to go to sleep. He got bored after a while and went on a walk and found a Micah laying in the grass, obviously having been running a moment earlier. He and Adrian talked for a minute and then went back to Micah's for a minute while Micah showered and got dressed and then they disappeared into the city for a few hours, both getting back at a decent hour. He got into a pair of sweatpants and curled up with Lorelei and tried to sleep.

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Lorelei woke up, it was still dark out, and saw Adrian. She sighed and got up, a bit annoyed that he couldn't have woke her up and let her get dressed. She slide out if bed and got dressed. Looking at the time, it was only three in the morning. She put her nasty hair up and walked out to the office. She might as well do something with her time instead if waste it like yesterday.

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Adrian didn't wake up until morning. He woke up to an empty bed and sighed. Last night did no good. He got up and showered and went out to the kitchen and took his medications in his towel and then went back to the bedroom to get dressed. He walked out and kissed Lors cheek. "See ya later hun. Love you." He said and went off to work, though little got done because he just wasn't really feeling up to it. He got that Lor was depressed, he really did, but she wanted nothing to do with him, and she wasn't the only one feeling depressed either. There wasn't much he thought he could do. He'd told her he missed her, he'd gotten checked out, he talked to her about the baby thing and tried to make it somewhat positive that they had time to get things ready. He had tried and all she did was shut him out and run off good knows where with a known rapist she knew Adrian was uneasy about, he'd edn expressed that and did she care? No,she just made it about Micah's secretiveness about his scars. Elise and Blair both ended up checking up on him and he gave them very little other than saying he was fine. Elise sighed and went down to fine Loris to love on, hugging him with a worried sigh. "Adrian's acting weird...I doubt you'll have any more bodies today if you wanted to head home. Well nit weird in the might have snapped and might kill someone kind of way. But in a severely depressed but denying it kind of way...so you're safe I think..." She said.

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Loris blinked, "well thanks, babe. I wasn't worried till you said that." He sighed and kissed her head. He hadn't really seen Lorelei since the appointment with Elise to check on their babies and he was worried also. He had been hearing that she was depressed and even saw it in her face. "I am going to clock out early and see if I can talk to Lor. I miss her little face and if HE up there is depressed too then something is going on with Lor." He said and walked up with her and peeked at Adrian. "Hi... bye.... going talk to Lor." He said and ran out after kissing Elise like a man on a mission. When he got to the hospital she was alone, thankfully, and she smiled. "For the fifth time, Loris, you can't carry a damn baby. You don't have the goods." She smiled.

Loris sighed, "Man... you would think it was possible. Sea fucking horses do." He said and sat down on one of the stools. "Look, sweetcheeks. Everyone is worried about you." He said softly. Lorelei looked over at him, "that sounds like a them problem and not so much a ME problem. I am perfectly fine. I have a lot of work to do and sometimes I don't want to put in the effort to go out and talk to people." She said. He nodded, "understandable... but Adrian seems a bit... depressed." He said and she stopped what she was doing. "And what exactly do you want me to do about that when I can't even fucking help myself, Loris." She said and he nodded. "I know... but... you need to see that you have distanced yourself from EVERYONE except the lady you work with and James... you married Adrian... not them too. He needs you now more then ever and he is trying his damnest to make you feel okay while he is sinking." He said and Lorelei turned back to his work. "No one told him to do that." She said.

"And yet he fucking does because YOU are his world, Lor." He said and she sighed. "You know... I am really tired of people butting in on what the hell I do or hang out with. If I am not getting told something by my family it is by you or someone else. I am going to need you to get out unless you need something medically you need to leave." She said.

"Lor..." He said softly.

'I said LEAVE!" She yelled and Loris nodded before leaving. Something was really up and he went find James, taking a bit longer than he had hoped and filled him in. James glared but nodded and headed that way. Loris went back to work and looked at Elise, "I think we may be losing, Lor." He said softly.

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Elise went back to work, nervously peeking in on Adrian every now and again and just seeing a completely broken looking person. When Lori's came back she sighed. "I think we may be losing Adrian too. He doesn't want to work Loris. Even when he was emotionally void he enjoyed working. He looks so disinterested in the lab...And if all he's got is Lor and she's not any kind of available...I hate this...they were so happy when they got married. Now.....At least when he was emotionless I didn't have to see him hurting and know I can't do anything about it..." He's so stressed out about giving her what she wants and it not happening...He told me that she was just up and leaving with this James guy, and he didn't say anything about it to her, but then she came home less and less and...How are they gonna fix themselves if she's pushing him away so much...She's his everything.. if he's giving up then..." She said, shaking a little. "I just...it makes me want to cry...They don't deserve to be having problems like this...they're such good kids.."

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Loris held his wife softly and kissed the top of her head. "I know, babe..." He said softly and leaned down and kissed her tummy. "Daddy loves you so much, but he is going to go home now so he can take a nap before he goes get big sis." He cooed and kissed it again before kissing her. The door opened and Lor came in with a couple bags and just stared at them, "And here I thought Adrian and I were weird... you know it looks like you are doing naughty things from here..." She said before walking back into Adrian's lab and past him and into his office before setting the takeout up all over his desk and peeked out. "I bought your favorite takeout for lunch. We can eat and I can tell you about how I just caught Loris looking like he was doing naughty things to Elise." She said.

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Elise smiled a little bit and then kissed him back, blinking at Lorelei and then shaking her head. "Jesus that girl.." she huffed and then smirked and slapped Lori's ass. "Go on. You've got a nap to get to." She said.

Adrian was just sitting in his rolly chair staring off at his office clock when Lorelei walked in and set take out on his desk. "Naughty things? In the lobby? Those two need help. There are storage rooms for that, those sickos." He said and walked in then opened up the take out.

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Loris nodded and kissed her once again, "Mmm... so glad I married you." He chuckled before leaving. Lorelei looked up at him as she grabbed her food and sat in a chair across from him. "Now I am going to let them know that you are okay with them banging in the storage closets. I mean... you did use to fall asleep to Micah and Cam going at it." She sighed and looked down at her food before she began to eat. "Still don't know if I should think you are a perv for that or just tack it on as a side effect." She said.

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Adrian blinked. "As long as I don't hear them going at it....I don't care what they're doing." He said and then blinked at her. "Technically it's the sound of Micah tapping a broom handle on the wall that puts me out. He let me in on his little devious plan to keep me from actually hearing what him and Cam were up to." He said and shrugged. "I don't know what it is about that sound. But damn it makes me sleepy as hell." He sighed and started to munch on his take out.

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Lorelei blinked and sighed before eating. "I might start doing that too you when you are off your meds and need to go to bed. I wonder if that would work..." She mumbled to herself. She felt a bit awkward being here... as if she wasn't married to him. James had told her she needed to snap the fuck out of it and that he knew she was depressed about the baby situation but she was going to end up losing her husband if she didn't climb out of the pit she was in. Despite James' bad side, he did have a good one and she wasn't about to lose her only friend outside of the family just because of her husband and cousin. She got up and sat in his lap sideways so he could still eat. "I love you, Adrian... and... I know I have been pushing you and everyone away... but it takes so much energy to just talk to you or anyone. It ends up with me having to defend my own damn choices. I am tired of being happy when I'm not. I am NOT okay, Adrian. I want to leave everything behind and just... not exist. And I know you have tried and I know you are depressed too but I don't know how I can help you when I can't even help myself. I can't get high because I hold people's life in my own damn hands. I don't want to lose you, Adrian..." She said softly.

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Adrian put his food down when Lorelei came and sat in his lap, instead just wrapping his arms around her and listening. He shook his head. "I never asked you to defend your choices. I just wanted you back home because I don't feel like I see you anymore with all this pregnancy stuff going on. You'd just leave and not say anything about it...And with some guy I don't really know and Dol doesn't trust. I just wanted you to be home. I can't try to help you with anything if you don't let me. I can't help get you pregnant, that's not working as much as I wish it was, and I can't even try to comfort you when you're not home, and pushing me away when you are. I know you're not okay, but I don't know what to do when it seems like all you want to do is get away from me. " He said. "I don't want to lose you either...But I feel like I am no matter what I do.. "

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Lorelei looked at him, "I know I have been missing and that is me... not you... I promise... well... kind FOR you is why I left but I can't discuss that so..." She said softly and cupped his face. "You are my world, Adrian. I don't want anyone else but you and Dol can shove it up her pregnant ass. If she can't trust me enough to know how to pick my friends then she can stay the fuck over there and it will be strictly patient-doctor crap from now on." She said and took a deep breath. James is literally my only friend outside of family who won't go back to you with every little word I say. He is the one who HELPED me stop some very bad people. I was alone with him for THREE days. Did he do anything? No? I am alone with him a good portion of the time and nothing happens. He sits there and sings or talks himself out of doing bad things. I just... I am done defending my friendship with him. It isn't like he is all over me. He hasn't touched me ONCE since our friendship started unless he was throwing me out of getting run over by horses. Dol can take her secretive douchbag boyfriend and fuck off." She said. "Look... I will come home at six every night unless someone decides that dying isn't their thing or they shoving a baby out. I won't go anywhere off the islands without telling you, but you and everyone else needs to lay off of James. He is literally the only thing that is keeping me for snapping and disappearing completely." She said.

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Adrian shook his head. "You love Dol. And you know she's just worried about you, she would still be even if James wasn't around. Because you haven't been you. She loves you, she just doesn't want to lose you either. " He said. "And Micah's my best friend, as secretive as he is about himself, he's worried about you too. You shouldn't push them away just because they care. " He said. "I know it's exhausting to have to talk to people. I didn't want to go to work, I still don't want to be here. I have no desire to do autopsies, or study, or work on case files. I don't want to do anything. But I know pushing the people who actually give a shit about me away is just gonna make it worse since id have no one if I did that.." he sighed. "I do t know what you mean lay off. I've not said or done anything to James. As long as he doesn't try to hurt you I don't have a problem with him. I can't act like the talking to himself thing is weird, I've got seven disembodied voices floating around my head for fucks sake....but since he's the ONLY thing keeping you from disappearing...I have no choice but to deal with it do I? I sure as hell can't seem to do that....I just..I want the Lor I married back." He said. "If he's helping then... I can't really say one thing or another. It's just hard to trust someone else with you when I don't know them and have really only heard bad things. I'll try though if it helps you.."

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Lorelei looked at him and the down at her hands, "Maybe that Lor doesn't want to come back. Maybe she is tired of all the bullshit. Maybe she rather you have not saved her that day and just let her be comfortable in the black pit she was in where she didn't have to feel anything. Where she had no worries." She said softly and got up before grabbing her food again. "Maybe I can try to get her back... but it isn't easy... just give it time. And James doesn't talk to himself. He talks to me. I am just there for support. He is trying to get better and Dol doesn't understand that. Her of all people shoukd sit down and shut the fuck up. It isn't like James killed an innocent baby... go what? A girl who couldn't care less if she was dead. Who was content with dying because it was apart of life. She had no hope of something like marriage and a family. Her work was her priority. Saving people, not herself, was... her main goal in life. She raped her own brother and killed his son. Who says she is ever to be trusted? She isn't any better than him and if she cared she would shut the fuck up and mind her own business. Plus Micah isn't my friend he is yours. Just like James isn't your friend. Plus I have Una... She is my friend too... but she can't really help..." She put up her food. Not hungry.

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Adrian sighed a little bit. "The Lor might not have cared about things, but he wasn't happy. She didn't smile or laugh or get that look on her face that makes my heart feel all funny when something was exciting. She was just numb. And we both know numb and happy aren't the same thing." He said and then shrugged. " Dol did it because she loves you more than anything. She didn't do it to be evil or because she was angry or just out of ill will. She did it because she wanted you to have a full life, you wanted to get married and have kids, obviously. You married me, and we're trying to have a baby. We both wanted those things once we stopped being so numb to everything." He said and then sighed. "okay, so he's my friend. But you can't act like you two haven't ever gotten along or shared a laugh, or that you haven't worried about him or cared even a little. You can't say that you've always hated him because I've seen you two act like friends. And I know he's worried about you, he's said so. But if you want to ignore that then fine. He thinks of you as a friend, he's said that too, but I guess that doesn't matter because he's got secrets. It's not like you don't. You keep things from me about what you've been doing, and I just trust you when you've said you can't talk about it. Maybe he can't talk about the scars....I just. I don't understand why you're all the sudden so hostile towards the two people we have spent the most time with. People you used to love being around...I know it's partly the depression. And I know that they just accidentally fumbled their way into something were struggling with and that's frustrating I get it. I wanna be mad at them too about it, but its not like they're meaning to rub it in our faces." He said softly.

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Lorelei stared at him, "you mean I was dragged back here for no fucking reason? I have nothing to say. I told you how I felt... how I feel. I am beyond angry at these fucking assholes who get to have kids they didn't want. Dol, Una, Yora, Roshia... all of them.. and yet here we are. And if you... maybe if you hadn't wanted to wait so damn long we wouldn't be here!" She yelled, tears in her eyes. "For all the fucking good I have done... for every fucking life I saved and this is how I get repaid. I am fucking pissed, Adrian. I am tired of being around you and everyone. It is just a fucking constant reminder. What? Should I have gotten raped? Should I have some fucking tragic ass thing happen to me for this. I really fucking wish you would have left me alone and just let me sink to the bottom of that fucking ocean, Adrian."

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Adrian listened. Most of it hurt but he decided to ignore that for now. "Lor...they're not assholes because of that. It's not like it's their fault were having trouble. We'll get over this Lor, well have a baby. Maybe I shouldn't have waited, but I wasn't ready to have a kid just yet. You don't think I thought about that too? I did. I've worried about that since the first month we tried and nothing happened..." He said and stepped forward to wipe her tears away. "It will happen Lor. We've both been checked out, there's nothing wrong with either of us...We haven't even really tried for that long. Sometimes it doesn't happen right away. As a doctor you know that...The doctor I saw kind of suggested we stop trying until both of us aren't so stressed out about things...and then, it should happen. We just have to give it a little longer to happen Lor...I don't want to lose you to this. You're my everything, and you might hate me right now....But I'm not just gonna sit back and watch you with away when I know how happy you can be, how happy you have been Lor. You can't just think about the negatives. You've gotta try not to..."

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Lorelei moved away from Adrian, "Don't touch me." She hissed. "I never wanted to get married or have kids, I was so fucking content with my life before you had to knock on my damn door. PERFECTLY CONTENT. I regret everything. Nothing good comes out of being good." She whispered, tears coming back. "All I ever did was good... and look where it got me. I absolutely hate my life and I wished I had died all those times. You stripped away the only peace I had since you walked in my life, Adrian." She said, her heart breaking.

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Adrian shook his head. "Being content and being happy aren't the same thing Lor..." He said. He looked down. "If you feel that way then why did you stay? YOU chose to stay. Through all my mental health problems, and you said yes when I proposed. You stayed when I've been in the hospital and when I was off at college. If you hate me so much and I've ruined your life, why the hell did you stay. What the hell was the point of it, if I've NEVER made you happy. Then why did you even start dating me..? Why would you do any of that if I make you so miserable..?" He said. His heart had obviously shattered completely and he wanted to up and leave, but he couldn't.

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Lorelei searched the room as if it had these answers, which it didn't. "At the time..." She said, trying to figure out what to say. "At the time I..." She wanted to leave but he was blocking the way out. She wanted to tell him at the time she had loved him and wanted nothing more to be with him but had wasn't the right tense. She still did, very much so. "Please move, Adrian." She said in a softly voice, not looking at him.

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Adrian watched her struggle with her words and when she asked him to move he shook his head. "No. Neither of us are leaving this room until we figure out what we need to do to be happy again. I feel like I've lost you completely. And the things you've just said just make it seem like I never really had you in the first place. So no, I'm not moving. Even if you tell me you hate me and never want to see me again." He said.

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Lorelei went to moved but then stopped. He could easily stop her if she tried to get out and she looked down at her hands and tried to calm down. "I don't know what you want me to say, Adrian. I am not happy and I don't know what the hell you want me to do to make you happy. I am sorry if I made you feel like you never had me. You did... you do...I don't know what you want from me. I can't give you back your fucking Lor, Adrian. She isn't fucking here as you can tell." She said.