Masa's House

Masa frowned a bit but nodded and watched her walk out. He watched her walk out of the house and into the rain. He had probably fucked up. Screwed something up majorly and now he wouldn't be able to fix it, but he wasn't ready for HER. The next day he was gloomy and trying to think of a way to get someone to let him practice when he thought of Dannie. It was perfect. Later that day when she came over so he could tutor her he dragged her upstairs and they got to work. After a while he looked up at her. "Dannie... I need a favor." He said.

She looked up from her work and smiled brightly, "And what is it that you need?" She asked.

"I... I need you... uhh to be my first..." He said and she blushed from head to toe, looking around the room as if this was some horrid prank.

"W-What? Aren't you with the Town Slut?" She asked and he shook his head no.

"She isn't... she isn't a slut. She just enjoys doing it." He said. "For the most part she it doesn't harm anyone." He said and she shook her head.

"F-Fine... when do you want to do this?" She asked and looked down at her hands.

"Uhm... tonight? My parents will be away for something and yeah.." He said.

She nodded and looked at him. "I will do it if you kiss me right now, Masa." She said and he blushed but nodded before leaning over and kissing her gently on the lips.

Naddie had gone home and just decided to go to bed. She didnt really sleep though and ended up leaving early in the morning for a real long run with her dad, who was at this point very concerned about his suddenly very quiet and even more distant daughter. She hadnt fought going on the run, she even asked if she could go, which wasnt usual for her. She didnt talk or tease him about being an old man which did not seem normal to him. She left after a shower and a change of clothes later on to go study with Masa. She had told him things would be normal, so she just walked in like she normally would and headed upstairs. When she opened the door she walked in on Masa and Dannie kissing, and even though something inside of her broke, she didnt really react and just decided to go about studying quietly after saying a quick hello.

Masa hurried and sat back when Naddie walked in and said hello. Dannie on the other hand smirked and told Masa she would see him tonight and he mental screamed but nodded. When she left he had looked at Naddie and blinked would even saying it wasn't what she thought it even matter? She was still going to act like this. Masa got his stuff for health out and began to study. Though he didn't study at all. He knew it looked back, especially after last night with Dannie and what he was saying about her. He threw his book at the wall and crawled toward her. "I didn't fuckin call it off so I can be with Dannie. I just would really like to practice doing the do and Dannie seemed easy and... clean." He said as stared at her.

nadia stayed quiet while they were studying. She ended up flinching a little when he threw his book since she definitely wasnt expecting that, and looked at him like he had lost his shit completely. She shook her head at him. "Why...? Why do you think you need practice?" She asked. "I dont know what you mean by clean either...I...It doesnt matter you called things off anyways, I shouldnt say one thing or another about it..." She said and closed her book and put it in her bag. "Im trying really hard not to get real pissed at you right now...But I never expected you of all people to do something like that.." She said and pulled her bag up onto her shoulder. "I didnt push you to do anything, I didnt do anything to make you think that youd need practice. I was fine waiting till whenever you were ready because you are everything to me and I wanted your first time to be when you were ready and with someone who loved you. I do nothing but regret my first time. Because I wasnt ready and I wasnt loved and I hated it. But go ahead, piss it away with Dannie for the sake of practice no one told you that you need...I never cared if you knew what you were doing or not..It didnt matter because it was you and I would have been more than happy with that.."

Masa sat there and watched her pack and get up. He scrambled to get up too and blocked the closed door. "No you didn't push but it still runs across my damn mind every now and again. You never expected something like this from me? I never expected you to fucking just give yours up so damn easy and yet here we fucking are. I haven't slept with you because I am just not ready... I am not ready for YOU. You have pissed off so much and have the nerve to come at me when I actually want to be good before doing something with you. You don't think I fucking feel like shit? You don't think I have had my heart broken every fucking time you ran off just to fuck whoever the hell you wanted." He shook his head, knowing all of this with her would just end up horribly. He hated how she so easily looked over him for years all because she couldn't wait. "Just go." He said after a moment and moved before opening the door.

Nadia shook her head. "I didnt think I had a chance with you Masa. You're younger than me and you never acted interested in me in a way that wasnt like we were just friends. I'm not coming at you because you want to have practice. I dont want you to fuck up like I did...I know I deserve t be hurt like you did...But I had no clue I was hurting you, I didnt know you loved me. If I had I wouldnt have done any of that shit...Doesnt really matter though does it?" She said and moved past her. "Have fun with Dannie, I'm sure she'll be everything you think she is." She said and set his clothes and his umbrella did before walking out.