Nickname ~
Her family calls her Khat (Cat). When she was 7 she used to climb trees and was always too afraid to get down. No one would ever understand why'd she would climb trees just to get stuck up there in the end.
Birthdate ~
December 12
Age ~
18
Appearance ~
Everyone else sees her as a pretty and perfect girl; but, what she sees is a girl who is trapped inside a tornado, lost inside a maze, and slowly being pulled down into a quicksand of confusion and suffocation.
But what everyone sees an average human girl on the outside. She has long blonde and brown locks and keeps it maintained with a few hair products. Having the blue eyes in her average green eyed family but, one of her eyes are slightly greener while the other stays blue and since no one really gets too close to her only her family and some close friends know. Her skin is soft and often a barely light pink whenever she does her runs. Her smile is priceless but, it pays to cover up how she truly feels on the inside. There are some scars that some people are able to see but, they are covered up by a load of excuses (well, to be more clear.. Lies).
When she gets out of bed she stands a quite average 5'7, also she weighs around a good and healthy 174 pounds and it is the perfect size for the sports she plays. She's shaped like an hour glass somewhat, not really but, her sister had always told her she does so, she came to believe it. She doesn't have hips but, that doesn't bother her at all. Her legs are somewhat skinny and so are her arms, she isn't ashamed of anything on her body. But, her scars.
She doesn't really bother herself with in fashion but, seems to be in surrounded by fashion to others. She only dresses how she feels she wants to dress and that's how she feels she wants to dress. Never judging others by the clothes on their body she seems to struggle with trying to stop judging herself.
Personality ~
Before the asylum she was happy with her life and she always believed that everything was going to be alright. She was easily scared because, of the things she could see and she could feel them touch her as she lived her life. But, she didn't think it was any type of mental health problem so, she didn't let it bother her as life went by and she was starting to grow up.
In the asylum Kassie still tends to see things that aren't there, hears voices in her ear when no ones around, she can feel the things she sees that others can't more often. She tries to keep her lively problems behind her and she can't just get away from them. She's always paranoid so when someone asks her a personal question she always asked a few paranoid questions back and then look around as if someone was watching her. She's a nice person with a serious problem and she doesn't want to believe it but, she has schizophrenia. The voices whispering in her ear, the figures at the head of her bed, the feeling of someone trying to take her away.
These things were all because, of that?
She didn't want to believe it; that the things she had grown up to experience were because, of schizophrenia. She hated herself, she didn't want to live with that one thing on her mind. She rarely smiles now and it's as if her schizophrenia had gotten worse. She loves talking to people but, she sometimes gets this nervous feeling as if their going to hunt her down when she lays her head down to sleep.
WIP
Likes ~
Reading
Paintings
Poems
Being herself
Being left alone
Freedom
Caring people
Cats
Having that safe feeling
Living
Her mother
Dislikes ~
Being different
People calling her a freak
The man that stands at the head of her bed
Her family
Hurting herself to the point where she won't stop
People who take advantage of her
Reason for admittance to Asylum ~
Her father found her screaming in her room, cutting and stabbing herself with a knife. She nearly killed herself. He told them that she said,"A man was trying to take me away. He was trying to kill me." When her father didn't see anyone there. There was no man anywhere in that room but him and a few other worried family members. He had witnessed this problem before but, her father waited to see if it would get worse and it did. Now he regrets waiting.
History ~
Before her schizophrenia even came into play, Kassie was always a bubbly girl, she loved making people laughed and always enjoyed someone's company. Everyone enjoyed her company and never would leave her in her time of need. It was as if she was a magnet of kindliness that no one knew would go away. Whenever she was 11 years old her mother was in a car accident, her mother had passed away in the hospital. It was as if a part of her was ripped out the seams and it can never be put back together.
The whole family was saddened by the news. Their mother, wife, or daughter would never be coming through that door ever again. They had to admit that she was gone and there was nothing they could do about it. After that day, she had started to sleep less, and eat less; Kassie was a little paranoid around the people she grown to love and care about. She started to scratch or cut herself and she'd scratch or cut herself until she saw blood. She kept saying: "If I didn't do it he'd hurt my family. Then he'd hurt me."
It was hard for her father to believe that his perfect daughter had a very bad flaw attached to her; and it was a mental one at that. That's when her father had to really step in to see what was wrong with her. But, he didn't step in enough he let it get worse to the point where he believes she was just having a few bad dreams at first but as the years went by it turned out that Kassie was schizophrenic but, he wasn't for sure. It really hurt her father to hear this about Kassie but, there was no running from it.
Kassie just continued to hurt herself and always had a crazy excuse for the reason why.
When people at her school found out about her mothers incident she had to distance herself from everyone because, people had the nerve to bully and tease her for something so tragic. They kept calling her a murderer, and that she should be electrocuted or put down. She tried her best to ignore it but, it just made it worse.
Everyone in the school treated her like she was some type of monster, the teachers would sit her away from everyone else, she had to eat in the principles office, and she had to wait a certain time before she had to walk home. Every one of her friends treated her like shit, told her she might as well just kill herself, that it was her problem, and they all just ignored her completely. Everyone in her family treated her like she was different, her father put her in a separate room, always had her eat in her room, and lets no one communicate with her at a certain time.
One day Kassie was laying down on her bed drifting off to sleep, when she had closed her eyes she thought she had seen someone at the end of her bed. She was terrified whenever she had opened her eyes, she saw a tall dark figure standing at the head of her bed it told her that she had to die that no one would ever love her. After that everything went black, it was as if her brain was telling her that she had enough and didn't have to remember what happened before she was sent to the asylum.
Before her schizophrenia even came into play, Kassie was always a bubbly girl, she loved making people laughed and always enjoyed someone's company. Everyone enjoyed her company and never would leave her in her time of need. It was as if she was a magnet of kindliness that no one knew would go away. Whenever she was 11 years old her mother was in a car accident, her mother had passed away in the hospital. It was as if a part of her was ripped out the seams and it can never be put back together.
The whole family was saddened by the news. Their mother, wife, or daughter would never be coming through that door ever again. They had to admit that she was gone and there was nothing they could do about it. After that day, she had started to sleep less, and eat less; Kassie was a little paranoid around the people she grown to love and care about. She started to scratch or cut herself and she'd scratch or cut herself until she saw blood. She kept saying: "If I didn't do it he'd hurt my family. Then he'd hurt me."
It was hard for her father to believe that his perfect daughter had a very bad flaw attached to her; and it was a mental one at that. That's when her father had to really step in to see what was wrong with her. But, he didn't step in enough he let it get worse to the point where he believes she was just having a few bad dreams at first but as the years went by it turned out that Kassie was schizophrenic but, he wasn't for sure. It really hurt her father to hear this about Kassie but, there was no running from it.
Kassie just continued to hurt herself and always had a crazy excuse for the reason why.
When people at her school found out about her mothers incident she had to distance herself from everyone because, people had the nerve to bully and tease her for something so tragic. They kept calling her a murderer, and that she should be electrocuted or put down. She tried her best to ignore it but, it just made it worse.
Everyone in the school treated her like she was some type of monster, the teachers would sit her away from everyone else, she had to eat in the principles office, and she had to wait a certain time before she had to walk home. Every one of her friends treated her like shit, told her she might as well just kill herself, that it was her problem, and they all just ignored her completely. Everyone in her family treated her like she was different, her father put her in a separate room, always had her eat in her room, and lets no one communicate with her at a certain time.
One day Kassie was laying down on her bed drifting off to sleep, when she had closed her eyes she thought she had seen someone at the end of her bed. She was terrified whenever she had opened her eyes, she saw a tall dark figure standing at the head of her bed it told her that she had to die that no one would ever love her. After that everything went black, it was as if her brain was telling her that she had enough and didn't have to remember what happened before she was sent to the asylum.
Theme Song(s) ~
Cassie By Flyleaf
Crawling By Linkin Park
Monster By Meg & Dia