âWake up youâve got hell to pay Boonsy, I was tasked with bringinâ you to mamma bear.âHe comes to feelinâ like someone dumped a goddamn pile oâ bricks on his head, and he donât remember eatinâ dirt but he sure does feel it down his throat. Thereâs a layer of dried blood still on his gums, crusty and forgotten, and heâs pretty sure he tastes the slime of three days worth oâ hooch layerinâ the back of his tongue.
If Death came in a bottle they might as well throw a label on it and name it after him, âcause Boone was pretty damn sure he had both feet fallinâ down into hell already and he was only holdinâ onto life âcause Anna Leigh Declan had a vice grip on his wrist. Funny what such little girls were capable of when they only had one friend in the world, no matter how fucked up that friend happened to be.
Sunlight snaps into the room harsh and unforgiving, and Boone mutters a handful of curses through a voice box that crackles as he pulls blankets up over his head and tells Anna God musta sent her to punish him in between one crude word and another. As if fuckinâ provinâ his point, the next second his solitude is gone and ice cold covers him from the top of his head to his neck.
He jumps up sputterinâ like heâs drowninâ, runninâ his hands through hair he canât remember the last time he washed, narrowinâ blood shot eyes at Annaâs blurry form. The world is either spinninâ or his head is, canât decide. All he knows is it goddamn hurts. âFuck you,â he spits at the girl standinâ across from him, voice cracklinâ from a box that ainât too fond of him.
âDo you have any idea the trouble you could have gotten into?â sheâs concerned, but heâs not sure he really cares all that much. He wants somethinâ to stop the poundinâ he can hear. Wonders if heâs goinâ crazy finally or if heâs just actually hungover. Been awhile, since heâs got hungover. Drink like a sewer fish and you start gettinâ used to it. Tolerance, he thinks them smarter people call it.
He barely remembers the night before. Donât know what day it is, even. But Harlow Batesâ voice is a thing of nightmares, and it cuts through the fog in his head with surprising clarity. Oh. Thatâs right. He
is in some kinda trouble or another.
He scrubs dirty palms over his eyes before glancinâ down at his knuckles. The bruises are old, but the cuts are new, and he donât remember who he got in a fight with or when, but knows it musta felt good. âYeah, yeah,â he mutters at Anna as he finally drags himself off the bed. Everything fuckinâ hurts, from his back to his joints, complainâ bout dehydration probably.
He slides his way into the bathroom, keeps the lights off while he takes a piss, barely glances at himself in the mirror while he tries to scrub away the last traces of blood and dirt on his face. Washes his mouth out, combs his hair back with his fingers and lifts his shirt up for a sniff. Fish, dirt, blood, sweat, probably some tears.
He shrugs, leaves it be, and lets Anna drag him down to the Honey stop for a talkinâ to. He stumbles over halfway there, the sunlight hell on his eyes, and stops twice to vomit. Ainât had much food in awhile, itâs mostly liquid, smells like a goddamn distillery.
Climbinâ up the steps of the Honey Stop sends flashbacks up his spine and he remembers pressed pants and beinâ at Rem Batesâ feet. Sloshed, then. Lookinâ for food like an alley cat digginâ through a dumpster. They fed him, heâs sure of it. Probably while Mama Bates was tellinâ him heâd be âround in the morninâ.
Olâ Rem is there, all serious like, standinâ next to the porch swing. Gives Boone a narrowed eyeâd look, and he responds with a lazy too fingure salute. Sofia Moon is at his hip, sittin down there like a goddamned Grim Reaper. He donât spare her glance, âcause she always looks at him like sheâs
searchinâ for somethinâ and he donât like that too much. He ainât sure what it is she think sheâll find, but he donât want her to.
He pushes the door open harder than he means too, wood crackinâ like a lightinâ bolt, props it with his elbow so Anna can slide in behind him. Itâs damn early, Stop ainât crawlinâ yet. Atticus is there, lookinâ tired and frustrated, Noel not much better. Remâs little slice oâ Honey ainât made it down yet, though.
He wonders if the boys will honor him with a last meal before they let her rip her claws into him, âcause he sure is fuckinâ hungry, but he ainât dumb enough to ask outright. Heâs lookinâ for his favorite table - that one thatâs got a corner missinâ and a leg that donât quite touch the floor right - when he catches sight of somethinâ a little more interestinâ.
Roux Bates.
Now, Boone done felt like shit, but heâd haveâta be in the ground before messinâ with Baby Bates wasnât in his will power of the day. Dog was still sober, this early, always had more control than Boone - but that doesnât matter, in his book.
Boys too comfortable, too quiet, and Booneâs fingers itch, âcause heâs always liked Roux a little more when he was roughed up.
Heâs sittinâ there at the back, in front of that goddamn large window, soakinâ up the sunshine he was born in. It makes Boone feel like someoneâs got their fingers in his brain rippinâ it apart just lookinâ over there, but he grits his teeth âcause heâs fuckinâ had worse for a lot less.
He manages to keep one foot in front of the other as he makes his way over there, jerks out a chair and spins it around backwards before sittinâ down. âThe fuck are you doinâ anyway?â he asks, snatchinâ the book out of Rouxâs hands. He flips through the pages like he can see anything other than jumbled letters and blurred words, snorts out of annoyance. âActinâ like you smart enough to make sense of anyâo this?â
Maybe it was cause he was so preoccupied with payin' attention to his book and keeping' an eye on the front door, but somehow Roux didn't notice Marvin Booneâs entrance till he was stealin' a seat from his table. Loud, abrasive, with the kind of presence that made him grit his teeth instantly. He looked up just as his book was snatched away, a knot of red rage coiling in his chest. It wasn't even ten and he'd been so fuckin' peaceful, but starin' at Boone flip through his favorite book like it was trash made him want to break a few of his dirty fingers.
Roux followed Boone eyes across the page and smirked, knowin' he didn't know shit about reading. Wasn't so surprising considering that hell of a family, but it soothed him a bit to know he had the upper hand.
"Readin's basic nowadays, you sayin' you can't?"It took him all of two seconds to get the reaction heâd wanted. Rouxâs face did that thing where somethinâ much darker than all those shy little grins shined through, and Boone had always found
that damn interestinâ. He was mad, and Boone thought that was
great. wanted to see him fuckin' do somethin' about it.
The question catches him off guard, and he sneers as he tosses the book across the table. He can't read, worth shit. Never learned, most them Boone kids didn't. Wasn't somethin' he admitted though, wasn't nobody's business, but it gets under his damn skin that Roux can fuckin' see it. "Sayin' I have fuckin' better things to do."
He had to hold back a laugh, the corners of his mouth twitching' devilishly. Fuck, Boone had no idea how transparent he was, Roux could almost see every thought written across the pricks face.
"Better things to do like drink yourself shit-faced every night?" He reaches over and snatched the book from the table, sending a knowin' glare Boones way,
"Think showin' up here whenever you're too drunk to handle yourself is gonna pan out long term, Marvin? We might just lock the doors and leave ya to the pigs next time"They were fightinâ words and they both knew that wasnât a game Boone could win. He was all fists or nothinâ, but still, tradin barbs with the likes of Roux Bates gets his adrenaline pumpinâ somethinâ mad. The name causes his fist to curl against the wood, but they both know he wonât throw a punch. Not here, not now. Not like this. âIf youâre family starts lockinâ the doors on drunks theyâd have to go on anâ kick you out with me. Handle your hooch bout as well as I do, donât ya, puppy? Whatâs that shit they say, birds of a feather or whatever? Donât hold that nose of yours up too high. We come from the same side of the tracks, Bates. Youâre more like me than you like.â
He gripped the edge of the table, his knuckles turning white from the tension- he wanted to pound Boone face into the floorboards of his brothers restaurant and he didn't really care that everyone would be there to witness. Boone had it comin', he only ever learned anythin' by having it beat into him.
Blue was standin' now, Roux could make out his stock still mass next to him. He didn't dare move his eyes from Boone, fairly sure he'd get a fist to his jaw as soon as he broke eye contact. The fucker was right, of course. Same side of the tracks, some person. He knew Boone saw red just as much as he did, but that was what made hate blur his vision every time he saw the drunk.
"Same, sure. 'Cept for your inability to throw a punch and impressive readin' skills" He hissed, low that anyone else wouldn't hear. Cause Roux had an image to uphold and Boone wasn't apart of it,
"Doesn't explain why you spend most of your time on our porch. Seems like you come 'round here looking' for a handout or fight daily"His bloodâs pumpinâ and adrenaline is clearinâ that stubborn ass hangover of his. Roux has got his fingers wrapped right around Booneâs strings and knows exactly which ones to pluck to get him pissed off somethinâ good. Maybe Roux is smart enough to read them goddamn books, âcause he sure can read Boone. âLike sittinâ up here all âlone like you do is any better? Whatâs wrong, Sunshine Boy, canât make any friends âcause all the red thatâs in you?â He leans in close and grins, somethinâ all ugly and twisted, not happy like itâs supposed to be. His eyes dropped pointedly to Rouxâs hands, knuckles strained all white, then back up to blue-gray eyes. All bright, washed out in the sunlight like this. âHit me. Y'know ya want to. I dare ya, Roux. Câmon.â

It was the Honey Stop, where Rem and Harlow built their lives. Where his niece would grow up, a sacred community sanctuary during the dry years. And Roux didn't give one fuck as his arm wound back and flew full force in Marvin Booneâs face, sending the other man flying backwards from his seat and onto the floor with a resounding thud. The crack of knuckles on cheekbone was the loudest sound for a moment, forcing all necks to crane their direction. There was blood on his knuckles and across Bones cheek, a rich red that matched the color burning in his mind.
Blue was on his feet with an alerting bark as Roux pushed Boone's chair out of the way and lunged forward, knocking him back against the floor harshly.
"Dare ya, Marvin, punch me in front of everyone here. Lets see what happens"It goddamn
hurt, and Roux hadnât hesitated. Boone had been too close to move even if heâd wanted to, and too close to do anything but fall with that hit. The force sent him to the floor, and the remainders of his hangover left him feelinâ like he was still up there even though his body was definitely on the ground. His cheekbone seared with pain, and it felt
good.
He let out a laugh when Roux was suddenly on him, the back of his head crashing against the floor. Everything rolled, like it was filled with rocks, but there was still that fuckinâ smile stretched across his face. It was the name, more than the dare, that caused him to get a handful of Rouxâs shirt before lifting him up, putting their faces only inches apart. âOh, are we gonna play?â
He didnât have the leverage to knock Roux over, not like this, nor get in a hit like the one Roux had driven into him, but he still pulled his fist back and slammed it home just under the Bates boyâs left eye. Theyâd fuckinâ match. How fuckinâ perfect.
The punch felt good, blindingly painful but fucking good. His head snapped to one side, cricking his neck in that painful way that meant it would be sore tomorrow. But despite that, he wanted to feel it again. Felt something like takin' a shot of Rem's old hooch- kinda shit you knew was bad for you but you wanted too damned much.
Roux's next punch landed right on top of the previous, the broken cheek bone creaking under his bloody knuckles. And then the next one set a spray of blood from Boone mouth, the next snapping his head to the side, the next crushing Roux's hand painfully against skull.
Blood was dripping out of Booneâs mouth at the same rate is it leaked from his knuckles, the pain finally winning out over his rage. For the first time, his eyes flicked up to the room, realizing the bloody mess they'd made on his family's floor. People were looking' at him strange, but his eyes found Rem's. His brother nodded, a small movement, but enough that Roux knew he was done.
He dragged his eyes back down to the mess he'd made of Boone's face and he exhaled. Roux moved to get up, but leaned slightly lower just as he rose,
"I only like playing if you can keep up"Pulling himself off Boone, Roux turned to a very agitated Blue and took a few steps away, hands sliding into blue-ticked fur. He hated the blood that stained Blues fur from his hands, hated not knowing if it was his or Boone's.
Seemed like every time Boone came around, they ended up covered in each others blood.
There was a sayin - he was pretty sure he heard Rem Bates say it - that most people liked the idea of fightinâ, but not a lot of them liked the idea of gettinâ hit. Boone was the exception of the rule, backwards logic all the way around. He loved gettinâ hit more than most guys loved gettinâ laid. Each time Rouxâs fist slammed against his face was a mix of pleasure and pain he could get high on.
Rouxâs voice when he finally backed off was a rough taunt, and Boone laughed. The kind of laugh that started deep in him and burst out of him unhinged. It was fuckinâ
perfect. He rolled onto his stomach, lettinâ blood gather in his mouth before spittinâ it out again. Could feel blood on his face and wasnât too sure just which one of them it belonged to. Both, probably. HIs gaze rose slightly as he pushed himself onto his knees, just to see Rem starinâ down at him.
Oh right. Everyone was here. Heâd almost forgotten. Wondered if theyâd yelled at the boys to cut it the fuck out, or just silently gotten up to get the middle brother. Rouxâs Keeper. Boone grinned, sure it was ghastly, all that blood around his teeth.
Rem shook a head at him and tossed a rag in his face. âClean that shit off my floor,â he ground out. âAnd off your face, âfore Honey comes in and seeâs what a goddamn mess you made.â
âRoux hit me first,â Boone declared, like that would earn him any kind of leeway in this crowd.
Rem arched an eyebrow, slowly.âLike you didnât ask for it.â
The man had a point.
**Credit to Ivisbo for Roux paragraphs