"I like my name. It's not one of those names that you hear all the time yet it's not one of those weird out of the blue names. It's just perfect for me I guess." Amber Lynn White
| Nickname |
"Yes Bambi as in the innocent little fawn from the movies. My father gave me the nickname when I was first learning to talk."
Bambi
| Gender |
"Okay so either your blind or I have this whole biology concept wrong, but last time I checked I was a girl."
Female
| Age |
"I'm 19 and only god knows how many times I've been carded for smoking."
19
| Sexuality |
"I take no interest in other girls, I mean yea I'll talk about how hot a girl might be, but that's about it."
Straight
| Role |
"I'd rather die then ever become one of those mindless creatures."
Non-mmune
"Everyone always tells me that they wish they had my eyes. It gets annoying after some point."
Amber has the dreamy blue eyes that most people complain about wanting
| Hair Color |
"I dye my hair a lot. One day I have naturally black hair and the next my hair is as blue as my eyes!"
Although she is always changing her hair color her favorite color to use is light purple with white streaks, and she is always fighting to keep it that color, even with every human being turning mindless cannibals.
| Height |
"I get it I'm short alright? You don't have to sit there and rub it in."
[b]Amber uses her short height to an advantage whether its to get under things quicker then those taller then her or disappearing within small cabinets.
|Weight |
"I've never been fat but I have lost a lot of weight since everything went batshit crazy."
Amber has little weight to her due to the lack of food but she isn't thin to the point that it could be harmful to her. She uses her low weight to an advantage allowing her to move faster then most of her opponents.
| Skin Tone |
"No I am not a vampire, and yes I know what the sun is, my skin just doesn't tan."
Bambi has a milky white skin tone with a pretty shimmering appearance to it. No matter how hard she tries the only way she can get a tan is if it's one of the cheep spray on tans, but this doesn't bother her.
| Distinct Markings |
"I'm all for tattoos and piercings even if I don't seem like that kind of girl. I just feel like it's a creative way of expression."
Amber is the kind of girl that loves tattoos and piercings yet she doesn't have a single tattoo. She has long scars down her back from shattered glass in a car accident she was in when she was only 9.
| Physical Description |
"I guess you could say I have the potential to be a model, but I'd never have the patients."
Amber has always been one of the girls that's to pretty to be real, or so some people say. Along with her stunning beauty there is a harshness that seems to radiate from her. Amber's appearance seems to give off the impression that she's an unwelcoming person when in reality she's just misunderstood.
Many people make the mistake of underestimating Bambi due to her height. Bambi has always had a well built body and she's never had a problem showing it off in nice dresses, skirts and shorts. Even though she seems to be nothing but a beautiful face with a temper, she contains certain characteristics that normally she keeps hidden. Down her back are several risen pale scars of where shattered glass tore through her flesh forever marring her skin.
♥ Reading
♥ Writing
♥ Singing
| Dislikes |
✖ Country Music
✖ Almond Joy's
✖ Bugs
| Skills |
✔ Parkour
✔ First Aid
✔ Archery
| Weaknesses |
✘ Paranoid Schizophrenic
✘ Anxiety
✘ Insomnia
"I don't carry many weapons because half of them I wouldn't know how to use."
Bambi normally carries a simple trench knife and her Matthew's Mustang compound bow. She has been shooting archery since she was able to pull the string back and her bow is the weapon she has the most faith in.
| Inventory |
"All I really carry around with me is some canned food and the things I need to stay alive. Any more and I'm just asking to be killed for it."
Bambi's backpack consists of a couple cans of food, some bandages, and her prescription of hydrocodone pain killers.
| Personality |
Delirious [Dih-leer-ee-uhs]
Adjective
1. Affected with or characteristic of delirium.
2. Wild with excitement and enthusiasm
"In simple terms I'm just to crazy to handle."
[b]Bambi is the kind of girl that laughs at the most random moments, has times were she's hyper one second and extremely depressed the next moment. She always finds some way to turn things into a mean of entertainment. Bambi has always been the kind of girl that strangers called immature while her friends called her spontaneous.
Bambi's bubbly side has an opposite though. Bambi is paranoid schizophrenic and is nearly always fighting off the rash voices inside her head. Along with her schizophrenia she also suffers from insomnia which effects her mood most times causing her to seem lifeless, drained, and extremely aggitated.
| Potential Interest |
"Does that really matter?"
Although it's not Amber's focus she wouldn't mind finding someone that cares enough not to kill her and take everything that she has.
| History |
"Grab a chair, you just might be here for a while."
Amber's life hasn't been the best and sometimes she wishes that she was just never born. Everything started when she was just a little girl. She was only a few years old when her father had come home from over seas. He had been in Iraq when she was born and was unable to return home for her birth, and the death of his wife. At 1:20 in the morning of January 14th Amber was born and her mother had died. Bambi stayed with her grandmother until her father was able to get leave and return home to take care of her.
When Bambi was 7 her father was shot outside of a local bar leaving her to the will of the foster system. It wasn't long after she was placed into a foster family that she started to hear voices in her head, twisting her thoughts, persuading her to do horrible deeds. Once the voices started she began to lose sleep, bringing her to the edge of her sanity at the age of 10. The voices began to spiral out of control and she began to lash out in anger and frustration. "Your nothing, your parents hate you, they're just planning how to get rid of you." Finally the voices became to much and she snapped, and in a fit of rage she murdered her foster parents. She was taken in and thrown into the loony bin and drugged so heavily that there was no telling reality from fantasy.
Several years later she had been deemed mentally stable and was released back into the foster system at the age of 15. Amber was placed into a foster home with two other younger girls where she lived with them just fine until she was 17. When she turned 17 the voices returned to her and taunted her day and night, but this time she was determined not to snap. When she was 18 the foster parents went missing and the two sisters were found dead in a river and it is still to this day determined whether it was Bambi's doing or not.
| Other |
"I suffer from several mental disorders, oh joy."
Telling Layla's story spoken
'Bout how all her bones are broken
Hammers fall on all the pieces
Two months in the cover creases
Fully alive
More than most
Ready to smile and love life
Fully alive and she knows
How to believe in futures
All my complaints shrink to nothing
I'm ashamed of all my somethings
She's glad for one day of comfort
Only because she has suffered
Fully alive
More than most
Ready to smile and love life
Fully alive and she knows
How to believe in futures
Fully alive
More than most
Ready to smile and love life
Fully alive and she knows
How to believe in futures
Fully alive
More than most
Ready to smile and love life
Fully alive and she knows
How to believe in futures