Part of Gigi wanted Q to follow her because her lips were still on fire from kissing him and her heart was still pounding in her chest even as she walked briskly down the hall away from the library. In the end, however, she was mostly relieved he didnât follow her. Getting involved with Q would probably be exciting, but it also might be more trouble then it was worth. Her and Cain were barely hanging on as it was. The last thing she needed was him catching her fucking around with his friend. In fact, she was starting to feel a familiar sick guilt turning her stomach as she thought about Cain.
Even if she she was constantly stepping out on him, her feelings for him were complex and twisted. Sometimes she resented him, sometimes she felt like he was the only thing keeping her together. He was the only guy whoâd ever really made her feel needed as opposed to just wanted or lusted after and she couldnât seem to let that feeling go. Even if their relationship had become more hell then heaven lately. If she lost Cain, she would be alone and nothing scared her more. Hell, sheâd pretty much gotten herself admitted to Saint Vincentâs on purpose after Cainâs arrest. It was selfish of her, but she needed the way he cared about her like a drug, even if their relationship was really only driving them both crazy.
Gigi rubbed her wrist where Q had bruised it slightly and bit her lip as she made her way down the hall. She always got a wild high from sleeping with someone she knew she shouldnât, and then afterwards, she felt low, empty, even sick sometimes. Somehow, she didnât exactly regret kissing Q, but she couldnât help but hate herself for having no fucking willpower. If Q hadnât stopped her, sheâd have cheated on Cain for the second time that day for no other reason then that she wanted to.
It was a little fucked up, but she needed Cain. She was feeling low because sheâd cheated on him, but at the same time, she needed him to fix it. She wanted to be with someone who wouldnât just fuck her, zip up his fly, and leave. She needed someone who would fuck her hard, but kiss and hold her when it was over. Georgia knew if she could manage to hide her guilt and didnât give Cain a reason to suspect anything or start a fight, being with him would make her feel better, at least for a little while.
She went to her room first, not bothering to go to class. Sheâd already decided she was blowing off the rest of the day. She needed to get the memory of fucking her teacher out of her head and sitting in a classroom with nothing else to think about certainly wasnât going to do that. She took a long shower, changed, and did a little bit of coke before heading out to find Cain. She already knew he wasnât in class. They very rarely went to class on Fridays, especially the last few classes of the day.
Despite looking for him for a good half hour, Gigi couldnât find Cain anywhere. She checked all their usual places and even broke into his room. The laptop heâd had Shi steal for him from a teacher was poking out from under the bed so she grabbed it and did a little snooping, but she didnât find much. Cain wasnât an idiot. He used that laptop for hacking and he wasnât just going to leave everything open for anyone to find. She knew enough from dating him about computers to find out that heâd been fucking with guard schedules, so he was clearly been planning some type of trouble for the weekend.
She waited for another twenty minutes hoping he might come back to his room, but when he didnât, she just re-stashed his computer and gave up. Without Cain, she felt a little aimless. She went back to her room, hoping maybe Shi was there and hanging out with her friend would distract her from possibly cheating on Cain again to fill the empty time. Unfortunately, Shi was missing too and Gigi honestly felt like she might crawl out of her skin if she was alone much longer. She couldnât stand it. Being alone with herself gave her more anxiety then probably anything.
Eventually, she broke down and did exactly what she knew she shouldnât do. She snuck back over to the boys dorms and knocked on the door of a guy she knew would be open to a casual, quick fuck. She didnât even really know his name, all she knew was that she had a class with him, and they had decent sex sometimes when she was bored. They didnât even talk much, he just let her in and they got right to it. He fucked her hard, and it was satisfying, but afterwards, he pulled his jeans back on and her high faded quickly back into emptiness again as she left.
Back at her room again, she sighed when she realized Shi still wasnât there and went right into the small bathroom. Geeg took a second shower, feeling like she needed to scald her skin under the hot water to feel something other then low. As she got out, she tossed her wet hair back and pulled on one of Cainâs shirts and a pair of panties. It was one of his favorites, but heâd given it to her because he knew she liked sleeping in it. She planned on just crawling into bed and hopefully taking a nap until Shi, or Cain came to find her and they got the weekend started by causing some sort of trouble.
A soft knock at the door stopped her on her way to the bed, however and she smirked, hoping it was Cain finally. She pulled her wet hair to one side and went to the door, opening it quickly. Her shoulders dropped a little when she realized it was Q on the other side of the door. She wasnât sure she should be alone with him again after attempting to fuck him earlier that day. He looked irritated and she already knew why. He was highly controlling of Shiloh and Gigi hadnât seen her friend since that morning. If she wasnât with Q, and she wasnât with her, then she was missing and that had to have driven Q practically up the wall.
Geeg just rolled her eyes and swung the door open so he could get in even though she didnât have to. He practically pushed past her impatiently and she raised a brow as she let her eyes run over him. âSheâs not here. I havenât seen her since this morning.â Gigi shrugged like it wasnât that big of a deal to her really. She knew he couldnât stand not knowing where Shi was because he loved her and had control issuers, but personally, Gigi wasnât worried. Shi could handle herself. Besides, Cain was missing too so they were probably together. âCainâs gone too for what itâs worth.â She sighed, plopping down onto the side of her bed and started to cut herself a line of coke with what was left over on the nightstand from earlier. âTheyâre probably off planning to steal something.â She breathed like she didnât care that her boyfriend was hanging out with her friend without her.
Really, she wasnât worried about Cain cheating, not with a close friend of hers. Cain had cheated on her in the past, but not nearly as often as she did it to him and, unlike her, he usually had a reason. Not a good reason of course. He usually cheated out of anger and revenge, but still, it was better than her cheating just because she was selfish and had no self control. Geeg did the thick line of coke she'd cut herself before she leaned back on the palm of one hand and looked up at him. âJealous you werenât invited?â She scoffed sarcastically at him, knowing he was pretty irritated and she probably shouldnât jab at him, but not caring.
Shiloh didn't answer him. Instead, she avoided the question entirely by quickly standing and pulling the string so that the bus came to a stop. Before he could even say or do anything, she'd disappeared out the front of the bus and Cain sighed, having no choice but to simply follow. She was a little ahead of him as he got off the bus and she watched her as he moved briskly to catch up to her. She flipped off a dangerous looking man fearlessly before he finally managed to fall into step next to her.
Cain just smirked, not giving the man more than a mere glance. His attention was on Shiloh. This was the first time he'd freely left Saint Vincent's in a solid year, but he was more focused on the fact that he was with Shiloh then that they were free for a while. He wasn't sure why, but for some reason her company was more important to him then being out of prison for the night. He just liked being near her. Somehow, it was electric, just being with her and he knew part of that had to do with the fact that, when they had to go back, her brother might just be waiting there for him, ready to kill him. He'd always wanted things that were just out of his reach.
âI thought for sure youâd stay on the bus.â She teased and he raised a brow. âTruthfully, I should be in a womenâs prison.â She shrugged, finally answering his question and Cain just listened. He knew a little about her obviously, their group of four had been fairly close friends for at least a few months now. He knew the King siblings came from a cult, which was freaky enough as it was, and he also knew they had a pretty heady list of crimes hanging over their heads, but that was about all he knew.
âThey only spared me because they were convinced I was brainwashed by my dad.â She breathed and he glanced at her while they walked, lighting himself a cigarette. âI think you would have liked him. He didnât like the government either. Thatâs why he started the cult.â She breathed and he raised a brow at that. He hadn't been aware that her father had actually been the leader of the cult she'd come from, but it definitely clicked a few puzzle pieces into place, given what he knew about the siblings.
âIt wasnât as bad as everyone seems to think. It was the perfect world really.â She shrugged and he just nodded. Her and her brother having been involved with a cult was certainly freaky, and them being the children of the leader only made that worse, but he also understood that that had been her world her entire life. It probably hadn't seemed like anything but normal to her until she'd been forced to leave it. âThe again, maybe I am just brainwashed.â She said with a smirk and a wink that made him think about kissing her again.
Thankfully, before he did anything stupid, she ducked into a smoke shop. He smirked and put his cigarette out before following her in. He stood back and watched her manipulate the guy behind the counter like an expert. It was scary really, the effect the Kings tended to have on people. It was like you were both terrified and yet mesmerised by them in the same breath. She promised the guy they would come back once she got her purse and they slipped out of the store and continued down the street, having no intentions whatsoever of returning. "So," he breathed, lighting another cigarette and gesturing to the city around them. "One night of freedom." He smirked at her, raising a brow like his next words were a challenge. "What do you want to do with it?" He offered, voice low, suggesting trouble, of course.
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