CASSANDRA LOVELL
"A smart girl leaves before she is left."
Blizzard of '89- The Ready Set feat. Christofer Drew Ingle
"If you were a snowflake, impossibly I'd be the same shape as you.
Spilled coffee in the mornings, you still adore me,
And that's what I love about the cold nights,
'cause your jacket fits me, just my size.
Check that list you made for Christmas day,
'Cause I've been on the rooftop all night.
Giving out gifts to the world so every boy and girl
Can feel the way that I do, every time I see you."
Full Name
Cassandra Lovell
Nickname
She hardly ever replies to Cassandra, unless you're a teacher and she's in trouble. Most people just call her Cas or Cassie, it's doubtful that anyone even knows her full name.
Gender
Female
Role
Vampire, Alona Tal
Appearance
Hair
Her hair is the color of wheat, though many like to describe it as blonde or even golden because of it's deep coloring and various shades. It falls in gentle waves, resting just a bit below her shoulders. Though sometimes she will choose to straighten it, it takes quite a while though due to it's thickness, and she really is not all that patient.
Eyes
Cassie's eyes are somewhat of a murky brown that she can't stand. The only thing she likes about them is the specks of gold that seem to float within them. Sometimes she is known to wear contacts, especially more often recently. When her bloodlust is really bad, her eyes will appear to have a reddish tiny, so she wears the color contacts.
Body
She fits almost perfectly into the "petite" category, being just above five foot[ five foot one inch to be exact, though the world naturally rounds down ] and only a hundred and two pounds. Though, sometimes a turn off to others, she is rather pale. People used to tease her for being "white as a ghost", though she never minded it. The reason she has always been so pale is because she doesn't really like to go out in the sun, she much more prefers the night. She isn't necessarily "strong" in her appearance, but her vampire strength has made her a bit less breakable. The only good thing about being naturally pale is that no one noticed that change when she was turned.
Style
Most girls go out of their way to look "pretty" for guys, right? This girl is probably the complete opposite, she chooses to be comfy rather than be whore-y. You'll rarely catch her in a skirt, actually she doesn't even own one. Though you'll also rarely catch her with pants on, unless in public. She prefers to wear longer shirts[ longer, heh, just long enough to cover everything ], often old band tee shirts or even some of her brothers button down shirts. When she does have to wear pants though, you can usually find her wearing skinny jeans of any color or sometimes even shorts, though she doesn't really like wearing shorts either. Shoes are usually combat boots or skate shoes[ DC's, Van's, TH ]. Also she tends to wear a lot of hoodies in public, mostly to cover up the way her hands shake from the bloodlust, or how frail she looks.
General
Cassie probably comes off as somewhat of a tomboy. She sits with her legs spread wide, or sometimes she'll lay in a seat and put her feet over the back of it. This girl can curse like a sailor, yet at the same time sound perfectly intelligent. Most of the time though, you'll find her in her room, curled up on the window seat with a book and her iPad, listening to whatever music she pleases without earphones so the rest of the house can hear. Mainly she looks innocent though. Like a little kid almost, definitely not like she should be involved in all the current happenings. And she really isn't, she had so far refused to drink blood and isn't violent at all. She isn't one to purposefully cause trouble or go looking for a fight.
Likes
Cas likes a lot of things, well a lot of silly things. She likes to play pranks and laugh, run around the house singing and dancing until someone literally has to hold her to get her to calm down. Candy is a god, though she really shouldn't have much of it because she gets hyper way too easily. To be more serious though, she likes to read and write, if you're lucky you may catch her playing guitar or singing, though she really only does that in private. Something she would never admit is that she likes to cuddle or be held, touch is a really big thing for her, she misses feeling those sorts of things, as in she'll crawl all over people or try and sit in their laps, though it's so innocent and playful that it can't be really thought of as anything other. Lastly she loves the rain, her dreams are to be kissed in the rain and dance in the refrigerator light at midnight, sounds like a Taylor Swift song, right?
Dislikes
Obviously she isn't too fond of her own gender, though there is multiple reasons behind that. She doesn't like relationships, they terrify her. Being serious is boring, sitting still is impossible, and her "sire" is an asshole. Cas can't cook for the life of her, if it can be burnt it will be. Sometimes she will be teased for being skinny or anorexic, and she really can't stand that. Crying, that's a pretty normal thing to dislike, and she hates people seeing her cry. Other things include her insomnia, and the nightmares that haunt her when she actually can sleep. She doesn't like the prospect of eventually having to drink blood either.
Fears
Like any other human being, Cassie fears rejection. Things that she fears that most adults probably don't include the dark, or mirrors at night. Any sort of scary movie frightens her, even if it's supposedly PG 13 or whatever. One of her biggest fears is her family being hurt or dying, those surprisingly she does not fear death herself.
Personality
Cassie's primary mode of living is focused internally, where she deals with things rationally and logically. Her secondary mode is external, where she take things in via her five senses in a literal, concrete fashion. Cas has a compelling drive to understand the way things work. She's good at logical analysis, and like to use it on practical concerns. Typically having strong powers of reasoning, although she's not interested in theories or concepts unless she can see a practical application. She likes to take things apart and see the way they work. Cassie has an adventuresome spirit. She is attracted to motorcycles, airplanes, sky diving, surfing, etc. She thrives on action, and is usually fearless. Cas is fiercely independent, needing to have the space to make her own decisions about their next step. She does not believe in or follow rules and regulations, as this would prohibit her ability to "do her own thing". Her sense of adventure and desire for constant action makes her prone to becoming bored rather quickly. Although she does not respect the rules of the "System", she follows her own rules and guidelines for behavior faithfully. She will not take part in something which violates her personal laws.
Cas likes and needs to spend time alone, because this is when she can sort things out in their minds most clearly. She absorbs large quantities of impersonal facts from the external world, and sort through those facts, making judgments, when she is alone. Cas is an action-oriented person. She likes to be up and about, doing things/ She won't sit behind a desk all day and do long-range planning. Adaptable and spontaneous, she responds to what is immediately before her. She usually has strong technical skills, and can be as effective technical leaders. She does not pay attention to her own feelings, and even distrust them and try to ignore them, because she has difficulty distinguishing between emotional reactions and value judgments. This may be a problem area for her.
When she is over-stressed, she may exhibit rash emotional outbursts of anger, or on the other extreme may be overwhelmed by emotions and feelings which she feels compelled to share with people (often inappropriately). When down on herself she will foray into the world of value judgments - a place which is not natural for the her - and judge herself by the inability to perform some task. Cas will then approach the task in a grim emotional state, expecting the worst. But Cas is excellent in a crisis situations. She is good at following through with a project, and tying up loose ends.