Akiharu Satou
Gender
Male
Age
20
Birthday
February 12, 1992
Sexual Perference
Gay
Love Interest
TBA
Personality
Akiharu is happy and bubbly almost all the time. He always gets down and depressed when Christmas and Valentine's Day comes around as he sees all of the happy couples walking around. He never really likes to show that he's depressed or sad to others so he puts on a fake smile and a brave face when he goes outside during those times. He doesn't like people who bully others and will stand up for the victims even if he doesn't know them or may get hurt in the process. He likes to try to find the good in everyone, but can't always see it. When he can't take life anymore, he cuts. He's never wanted to actually kill himself - well except for that one Valentine's Day when his boyfriend of three years dumped him - but he hasn't cut that much since then, only when he can't keep his brave face on any longer. He is known to hold grudges over things for a while, sometimes over really stupid things, but after a while he'll give up and forgive the person or ask them to forgive him if he did something to them.
Appearance
Akiharu is short compared to other males his age. He is five foot eight inches tall and weighs one hundred and thirteen pounds. His hair is cut so that the longest parts of his hair reach the bottom of his chin. It isn't cut all at one length but rather as random intervals so that when he styles his hair, the parts that he uses will stick up at random lengths. He doesn't style it to stick straight up but rather at odd angles. His hair is dyed to a dark caramel blonde. His face is rather feminine in looks and his eyes are a brown that resembles the color of an oak tree's trunk. He isn't usually seen without something in his hair, whether it be a headband, brightly colored bobby pins, or a little hat of some sort.
His clothing style could be considered as unusual but he wears what he wants to wear. He usually dresses in a little more feminine style of clothing and in brighter colors. He wears shirts with ruffles around the collar, jackets with fur around the hoods, skin-tight skinny jeans, and usually has something pink in his ensemble. He'll always wear something to cover his forearms, whether it be arm warmers or a jacket or shirt with long-sleeves. His forearms are covered with scars from previous cutting sessions and he finds them to be ugly, hence the covering of them. His lip is pierced both in the middle and on the left side. He usually only has one piercing in at a time.
Nationality
Japanese
Favorite memory Your Relationships
My second boyfriend and I went on a picnic at the local park and watched the sunset. It was a nice autumn day and the leaves of the trees were the most beautiful shades of reds and yellows, with a few oranges in them. He had made some Udon noodles and Sushi, along with some of his own favorite dishes and he bought me a single white rose that had a few specks of pink in it and we stayed out until about one o'clock in the morning to star gaze and just be with each other. I swear it was perfect.
Worst Memory of Your Relationships
It was Valentine's Day and what I expected to be a wonderful day as I had an amazing boyfriend and everything seemed to be going great, turned out to be the worst day. My boyfriend of three years decided that it would be the best day to dump me, saying that he didn't love me anymore and that he didn't think that he really ever did. He left me for some skinny b*tch - pardon my french - that had money and everything else she could ever want in the palm of her hand.
Likes
Reading romantic stories, taking walks, keeping a smile on my face, not worrying others, horses, cats, bright colors, and being happy.
Dislikes
Valentine's Day, worrying others, being sad, being alone, dark colors, cutting - but I do it anyways -, smokers, and rude people.
Theme Song
Who Will be Our Superhero by Chester See
Bio
Akiharu grew up in Japan, living there until he was nineteen. Growing up, he learned how to speak Korean, Chinese, English and French. He is fluent in Korean, Chinese and English and is almost fluent in French. He then moved to America to attend college to get a degree in fashion design. He had a relatively nice upbringing, but it wasn't the best. He got most of what he wanted while growing up until he was thirteen and his mother lost her job. He would love to say that he hated to leave his family behind in Japan, but he can't. They didn't treat him like family after he came out to them when he was fourteen years old. They almost kicked him out of their house, but decided not to. He sought to gain their acceptance but wasn't able to while he was still there, he just recently gained their acceptance three weeks ago. It rather sucked because he had no moral support at all when his second boyfriend dumped him after three years, saying that he didn't love him and probably never really did.
In middle school and high school, he was bullied by the other students because of his feminine looks, his high grades - he was always the top of his class since he didn't have friends that he hung out with a lot and would really just study all the time - and the fact that he wasn't strong enough to fight back. He switched schools three times because the bullying got so bad that he was almost sent to the hospital twice. After his second year of high school he started learning Jujitsu to learn how to protect himself and others who were being bullied. He is now a black belt and won't give it a second thought and stand up for anyone who is being bullied, no matter what the age or situation. The bullying is what started his cutting habit and the only time that he seriously wanted to kill himself was when his second boyfriend broke up with him. His first boyfriend, Keiji, only lasted three weeks and they broke up because he was moving to a different country and they knew that those relationships were the hardest to keep going and they were twelve years old at the time.
He had met Hiroki when he was sixteen years old and Hiroki was seventeen at the time. He had all of his firsts with Hiroki, as Keiji and him hadn't done anything past holding hands and hugging when they were together. He had his first kiss, his first sneak out date, etc. with him. He truly thought that Hiroki and him were going to last for the rest of their lives, but after three years, Hiroki broke up with him on Valentine's day, causing him to forever hate it. After his suicide attempt at eighteen years old, he was sent to a mental hospital for three months. After he was released, he caught up in school and graduated, leaving Japan for New York City to attend college.
Going Into The Your Love Life
What Do You Like A Person?
They have to be nice and not demanding about everything. I don't like the overly protective, over-jealous people. Someone who does what they want even if they are looked down on because of it and don't care about what people think of them, would be amazing. Basically someone who isn't afraid to be themselves and won't make me feel like I have to change who I am to be with them.
Do You Believe In Love?
I think that its out there, but I guess it hasn't found me yet.
Theme Song For Your Luck In Romance
Invisible by Chester See
