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by Akita on Sun Jun 06, 2010 9:32 am
Rhoan's mind felt empty, and the farther he walked, the more his mind began to sink into a nothingness of oblivion, absolution for chaos and evil, and darkness. The images of his being standing over twisted bodies of women and children made him feel as though something was right about the blood lust he was now craving. The tainted blood of the slaughtered victims on his long, sharp claw-like nails and the blood-soaked tattered clothing he was wearing covered his body in a longing satisfaction for control and evil of all race-kind. The stronger the essence grew on him, the more it would pull him through the fogged forest path, mindless and stupid. Thoughts began to race through his mind about all he cared about. It was almost as if this enchanting and addicting woman was erasing his thoughts.
Fogged memories past through Rhoan's mind, sending him mixed feelings about all that was good and evil. He envisioned Savin'es ragged face. Her ugly beauty shining into his eyes, and the clumsy way she curved when she walked. He hugged her in his vision and kissed her soft on the lips. He smiled at her when she glanced up at him, but then stumbled over his own two feet when he noticed her body quickly burn in flames, her skin boiling away, and her skull cracking. Her bones whithered away swiftly, the ashes flowing away with the wind. His eyes widened fiercely and he let out a shrill cry of heartbreak and guilt. "SAVINE!!" He shouted at the top of his lungs as the woman he once loved was now nothing but whisked away ashes and brittle bones.
Soon, another memory came to his mind. He envisioned a long past memory of him and his parents: The same nightmare he'd lived long ago. As a young half-vampire, half-human boy, Rhoan was playing in the yard of his front house with his mother. It was long that they have really played games together at all, but this was Rhoan's day. But when trouble arrived, Rhoan's mother directed him inside from a flock of demons coming for his father. "Daddy!" Rhoan exclaimed as he ran to his father and hugged him. His father looked down at the young Rhoan with a sad, yet determined face. "Stay here, boy. Watch your father become a hero. Should anything happen to me or your mother, you RUN, boy. You run and you don't look back. You keep running until you've reached the other end of the world. And then you start NEW. You're old enough to 'fend for yourself, boy. I trust you." With the deep words of his father racing through his mind, he watched the man who raised him run out the door and literally, get slaughtered within minutes. Then it happened. The flock of demons raided their home, slaughtetered his mother brutally in his own home, right infront of the young boy's eyes. He stood there staring, petrified, numb in the heart. He remembered what his father said and did just that. Rhoan took off out the back door and RAN. He ran for years.
Once the memory of his family rushed through his mind, he heard the soft voice of a beautiful, enticing woman speak gently into his eyes. "What if they try to kill you? What if they do not understand that you are my new mate? My new lover? My new general? What if they fear you and try to kill you? Hmm? Will you let them? Will you let them hunt you like they did their own Father? Like they did the man that gave them the glorious gift that Hope passed to you? They murdered him in his own home.. they cut out his heart before his eyes and they killed his beloved daughter in the process.. Do you think they would pause at killing you if they killed their own Father and sister?"
Rhoan's eyes opened wide and flickered the between the crimson red they currently were, and his vulnerable misty green. He stared at the fog-shadowed woman and turned his cheek away from her as the cold hand touched his face. A small shiver ran quickly down his spine, and even back up to the core of his neck bone. He grunted and gasped, sighed as he continued walking forward. Even though he couldn't control anything that was going on physically, his mind was nearly overcome with the darkness that shrouded the area. His senses pulled back and he tried his hardest to alter his own mind, to speak within his own conscience and maybe talk some sense into himself. 'Rhoan, what the hell are you doing?! Get out of there! Turn around before it's too late! -- But I can't. I don't want to. I need this. I need to kill Nyx! No, you want to love her. You love her. -- I don't love her! I can't love something that kills so many things that I do love! -- But you need her. You need her.' With that, Rhoan continued walking. It took him a long moment to respond to Nyx's words, but he did eventually respond to her.
"Hmph, he grunted, Kill ME?.....What nerve should they have to kill ME? They need me. They need my power, I'm assuming." He sighed softly, and lowered his head as his feet forcefully pushed forward through the heavy fog and shadows of the darkness that fell over the area like a heavy blanket. "Mate....? Lover....?" he questioned, confused. "What makes you so certain that's what I'll be to you? You told me, yourself, you're neither dead or alive. So how will I even protrude to be anything intimate with you, considering I can't even see you?" The perfect trap. Rhoan's mind was clear enough so that he could see what he was doing, he KNEW what he was saying. He could feel, in his strong heart, that he would go down fighting for what he TRULY believed in. But...what...exactly, was that? He didn't seem to know, still.
"And if they so choose to come after me and kill me...I'll be forced to use my deadliest weapon on them: Dark Matter Energy. It's one of the strongest elements anyone can ever possess...And I was gifted with this power. Before I died, and before Hope resurrected me...I never knew I had this power, but I did. And now...I can control it." Rhoan was just spilling all of his information to the one known as Nyx, and the shadow form she sent out to guide him down the path of darkness.
He could feel himself getting dragged through the tight-end of the path, his feet forcing him harder to keep going forward, but his mind telling him to turn around. Rhoan then managed to come to an abrupt halt. Something was wrong and he could feel it. Something didn't feel right about this entire situation. The young vampyr used all of his strength just to keep himself still, trying to refuse the force that literally made him advance forward. He used more strength that he didn't have, draining some of the strength he needed for battle, to speak to her. "And what if this is not what I want?" He asked, his voice seemingly monotone and confused.
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