Name:
Jaxon Lyle Nadler

Age:
19

Gender:
Male

Appearance:
Jaxon is quite short, standing height only reaching 5'1. He's usually keeps his dark brown hair dyed a deep black and keeps it jaggedly cut. He's not the cutest guy around but he manages to appear pretty cute any time he is fooling around or smiling. His eyes are a light blue that seems to captivate any that look directly into them. His skin is very fair, marred by only the thin scars that litter his small frame. Jaxon can usually be seen wearing his black converse, tight skinny jeans, random band t-shirts, and his black hoodie.

Why you are here:
Jaxon grew up like most children do. He only had his mother around as his father left shortly after he was born. Up until Jaxon reached the age of 14, he had been pretty happy and friendly with everyone around him. Shortly after turning 15, though, he began getting picked on pretty badly at school. They would make fun of him because of his small size and his sexual orientation. Jaxon began to fall into a bad crowd at school and began dressing in either bright colors or black all of the time. He cut his hair and began dying it a dark black. The bullying only continued though and even though he had a few friends it wasn't enough to get him through the hard times unharmed. Jaxon became very depressed, believing that no one was on his side and that everyone in the world was out to get him. He began to wonder about death and what would happen if he just killed himself. He began cutting anywhere that he could hide from his mother. This went on for several years until he graduated high school. Jaxon enrolled into college hoping that he could start over. It was the same as back in high school. Jaxon was bullied everyday and when his classmates found out that he cut, they began making fun of him for that. It caused Jaxon to become even more depressed and on one afternoon he attempted to kill himself by overdosing on one of his mother's prescription medications. Luckily, his mother had come home early that day and rushed him to the hospital once she realized that he was barely breathing. After recovering from this incident Jaxon was sent home. His mother thought that perhaps he needed help. It was obvious to her that her son had a mental disorder and that she needed to get him help. She had heard of the St. John Bosco Mental Institution and of the healing that they were able to do. If anyone could help Jaxon, it was them. Jaxon was told to pack his things and she drove him the two hours to the institute. Jaxon wasn't thrilled about being here. It was only more proof of how messed up he was.

What creates your paradise:
Once entering his paradise, the first thing that Jaxon sees is blue sky and the long winding stairs that leads to the grassy ground, in front of him. Looking around, he realizes that he's actually near a beautiful beach. One that has the bluest ocean, the whitest waves, the brightest sun. He came here when he was a younger with his mother. Reaching the bottom of the stairs, the grass slowly fades to sand in one direction and forest in the other. Looking around for someone, Jaxon sees her. A teenager that he used to be close friends with. They had spent every waking moment together until her and her family had been killed in a car accident. They would spend what seemed like days together in Jaxon's paradise. The bright and shining sun would never set and it was never too hot. There were pretty blue birds all over the place, softly chirping. Purple and silver fish swam in the ocean, within view, and would allow Jaxon to touch them. All of his paradise was brightly colored and very clear. There was never any bad weather and Jaxon couldn't be hurt there.

Other
Jaxon is Bisexual and doesn't care to tell anyone that asks. He's very proud of his sexual orientation. He smokes and likes drinking excessively. Jaxon spends most of his spare time listening to music or drawing. Jaxon's favorite colors are purple and silver and most of his drawings incorporate this. Jaxon is a very nice and friendly person unless he's being picked on. He loves to have a good time with his friends and loves laughing.

(OOC:Name above is misspelled. His name IS Jaxon)