Clenched jaw to hold back the anger. Kora is as small minded as anyone else. She spewed the same rhetoric that helped cause Rick decades of nightmares, low self esteem, and self hatred. It was that same talk that caused everyone to hate Rick without bothering to hear his side of the story. That speech was the very thing that Rick hoped to have hardened himself to.
He didnāt. Still Rick is a monster to everyone. Still people believed that he was without a soul. Still no one understood the pain he felt every day and night for the things heās done. Still no one cared. Why should anyone care? Itās just best to destroy the things you hate and easily justify it as āfor the good of the peopleā.
No one imagined that Rick had been able to be peaceful thanks to a person with a tremendous heart, a strong understanding to his true feelings, and an unbreakable desire to help him.
Rickās earlier comments came out of his butt to goad Kora into attacking him expecting, and hoping, that sheād just strike him out of rage. Instead she lashed out verbally before doing anything else, seemingly unfazed by his words. Again, Rickās words failed him.
The only thing Rick can count on is his ability with violence. How could he hope to be more than a weapon of destruction if he had no other tools that work?
Rickās hands tightened into fists. Kora pissed him off but it was a controlled anger. The part of him that considered just giving up without a fight shrank out of existence while the part of him that thirsted for battle grew.
Kora splayed her fingers causing them to glow. Rickās narrow eyes noted it. His peripherals took in his surroundings. She continued to speak but she stopped to plant her feet. There was no rush in her movements. She wound up preparing to strike.
Kora kept talking, Rick only half heard what she was saying. His mind recalled the video he just watched of the pro kickboxers sparring. They didnāt move during the fight, they flowed like water away from the opponentās attacks whipping back with their own attacks. It was like watching a delicate dance disrupted by occasional strikes to the body and face. It was beautiful and graceful in its own way.
Rick positioned his knees slightly different. She stopped talking, her eyes flared, and her fist started to uncoil. Instantly Rick was ready for it, without thinking Rick twisted his whole body, excluding the disabled legs, to the opposite side of her fistās trajectory. Rick could feel the heat from Koraās fist as it passed by his face without touching it. Instinctively Rick mirrored the video throwing a power jab at Koraās now exposed stomach while he dodged Koraās punch.
Rick then uncoiled throwing a cross, hook, cross to Koraās upper body. Had Rick been standing, or if Kora was much shorter, those punches wouldāve been able to strike her face. But Rick was stuck on his knees and Kora was exceedingly tall leaving her upper body as the only viable option to attack.
Rickās ease with the movements proved that somewhere in his past he had actual kickboxing training and that he excelled at it. It was so natural and fluid with a high level of speed. The power of all four strikes maxed out at three hundred pounds of force which is about a hundred pounds more powerful than master kickboxers, without super strength, could strike.
Rick didnāt waste time waiting to see if his attacks hit. The amount of damage he could do to her was minimal, the only way he could beat her is if Rick could hit her enough times without getting hit himself. Being able to fully use his legs would help too.
So he flung himself away from Kora then used his hands and arms as legs to ārunā away. Open palms pressed hard against the ground. Rickās elbows locked into place keeping his body upright, his upper body was up at a forty five degree angle as he quickly traveled across the library. His feet dragged behind him as he moved. Rick traveled behind book cases, support columns, and rows of computers.
His haphazard moves where helpful on two fronts. The movements were less predictable for Kora to read making it harder for her to catch him and a clear line of sight to him from the window was blocked. It offered little more than the occasional blurred movement for the sniper outside to target Rick. The sniper that Rick wasnāt aware of was targeting him.
Finally Rick found a suitable desk against a wall. Rick climbed an adjacent chair then pulled himself up onto the desk, his back against the wall. His hands came up to his face in a proper kick boxing stance. For a second Rick noticed the small sliver of sunshine from the front window. The sunray traced the right side of his body from his head to his waist.
āI was never taught how to use my powers!ā Rick yelled at Kora who was probably on his tail. āI had to figure it out on my own! Because of it there were times when I lost control of my powers and people got killed. That doesnāt make me a monster!ā Rick wished he'd figured that out years ago.
Though Rick was shouting he was prepared to attack then dodge the moment Kora stepped into his fistās range.
āIām not using the civilians as a bargaining chip, Iām using them as a wakeup call! As in donāt rush into a fight with me without thinking about what could happen to them!ā Rick continued to yell. There was actual fear in his heart for the civilians of this city.
His powers were gone as far as he could tell but his powers had a way of showing up when Rick needed them the most, to protect himself from getting killed. Usually at the expense of anyone in the way of his powers. Sure, it would be great to knock Kora clear through the solid walls with a single punch or surge thousands of volts of electricity through her but if an innocent person was killed because of it heād go insane. Or more insane.
āAnd I didnāt justify my actions, I justified the Wandererās actions. I know the things Iāve done are horrible! The only thing I can say about it is that I hoped something good would come out of it.ā Rick thought about Dawn and Drake.
His voice softened as he spoke again, āThat maybe if I did those things, they wouldnāt have toā¦ā His voice picked up to a louder angrier tone again.
āBut you think youāre justified to do terrible things because youāre a soldier. That mindlessly following the evil orders of your master makes you immune from judgment! Guess what? Attacking and trying to kidnap an innocent sixteen year old girl is wrong! Itās evil! And you support one of the organizations who ordered it!ā
One last thing he yelled to Kora with hatred in his eyes, āHate me, kill me, but donāt EVER think that you know me! You donāt!ā