I want to be able to see something other than these nightmares, like when I was little, and I could bask in the light and watch the beauty of growing flowers, when I could see more than darkness.
Theme Songs || Female Vocal Dubstep | Mix 1# ||
Ciara | After her little brother was murdered, she dropped all connections with her family, blaming both herself and them for his death.
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Twenty-One
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Female
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Heterosexual
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Japaneses .`. American | Her father was Japaneses and her mother American.
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Mixed
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5'4
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120lb
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An inky black , like that of crow feathers.
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A slightly milky onyx, mixings of colors swirl in her eyes, but they are empty and sightless.
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Pale like paper
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Ciara has learned to keep her face passive and often, her eyes closed. Her dog, Kaito, and her sightless eyes, are the only clues that she is blind, not many people take notice to how she trails her fingers along the edges of buildings, and how she shuffles her feet more than taking actual steps. She has has many scars from her past - from her father.
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Ciara is the kind of girl who stands up for what she believes in. She doesn't let others push her around. She's headstrong, with as much willpower as an Ox has strength. Some say she was born a natural leader, but she disagrees whole heartily, she doesn't want to be a leader of anything or anyone except herself, she doesn't want to end up responsible for something that happens to someone else ever again.
Ara, though headstrong, is not the kind of person who enjoys human interaction. She prefers to be left to herself, only allowing those who have taken the time to get under her skin, to get anywhere near her. She's strong and smart, capable of making decisions and carrying them out precisely, as well as backing up her choices against anyone who would dare to oppose her. She can speak to a crowd and captivate everyone's full attention, but she has a little trouble with the one-on-one interaction, through she doesn't like to interact with large crowds, it's not avoidable most time. Ciara likes to seclude herself and doesn't take compliments very well. Should she do something for you, don't thank her. She'll merely say it had to be done and wave it off. She hides inside herself, preferring to be alone, than to get close to someone and get hurt. She once had a family and people she loved, however when she lost them all she closed herself off from the world around her.She's spent years building a hard-rock emotional shell for her to hide herself in, and isn't about to let anyone ruin that.
Despite all this though, Ciara is incredibly motherly and caring. She takes care of the people she cares about secretly in a tender manner, loving each one of them as a mother would love her child or as a sister would love another sibling. It's kind of a strange thing, to see Ara act motherly, expressing her love in small gestures that are often hard to pick up on. When people trust her, she can't think of anything worse than letting them down. She doesn't even fear for her own safety, but that she'll fail in keeping the others safe. Though Ciara seems like an impenetrable fortress, underneath all her built-up walls, there's a soft, vulnerable girl. She may not show it, but she grows easily attached to people, and it hits her hard when they leave.
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â || Music
â || Coffee
â || Pie
â || Having Books Read to Her
â || Silence
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â || Crowds
â || Darkness
â || Nightmares
â || Anything Spicy
â || Getting Lost
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â || Darkness - Ironic, no?
â || Getting seperated from her Dog
â || Drowning - She can't swim
â || Monsters
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Ciara is cursed with nightmares, since she is blind, the only connection she has to sight is from her past, and her past is a dark place. Every comer of it is covered in bloody webs of death. If it can be helped, she avoids sleep. Because when she sleeps, she has nightmares, sometimes they are mere memories of her past - twisted and darkened, or they are worse, things that her mind comes up with and throws at her.
Because of her often lack of sleep, she is seen down at the Anteiku cafe all day and nearly all night. She is glad they allow her watchdog Kaito, in there, even if he growls at others alot.
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