βExcuse me while I kiss the sky.β
β Jimi Hendrix
γMore Than Just A Pretty Face...γ
βEveryday I try to look my best, even though inside Iβm such a messβ¦β
β Skylar Grey
My name is Juliana Santana Ramon-Lopez, long I know but it's a Spanish thing... I cannot help that. I only use my mother's last name because my father didn't play a huge role in my life. *shrugs*
βNicknamesβ
Oh, with a name like Juliana what do you think? Of course there are the obvious ones like Ju Ju, Jules, JJ, and J. But, some people got creative and came up with the nickname Juliet. I don't allow anyone to call me by it though.
βRaceβ
Go ahead, make your jokes. I've heard them all already. But, I am a werewolf.
βPowersβ
I am very large and have a bit more control of myself then other wolves do. Which is pretty hard to be able to say to someone. Other then that, I am pretty fast, in both forms. And, not to brag but my stamina, sense of smell, sense of hearing, sense of direction, and sight are all heightened. And, I am also the small... in both forms and I might not have the strength but I have to speed.
βRoleβ
I'm the scout of the pack, along with two others but, out of them all. I am by far the best.
βAgeβ
I'm young, I'm only twenty two.
βSexual Orientationβ
And since we were that close that you could ask me such a question?! Just kidding, I really don't give a crap what people think. My preference is my preference and mine alone. I'm heterosexual though.
βMarkingsβ
I have a few tattoos on my body; One on my upper back of a cross one on my right shoulder blade of the quote "Never look back.", and the last one is on myleft side of a Dia De Los Muertos girl.
γBehind The Mechanicsγ
βWhen you feel my heat, look into my eyes. Itβs where my demons hide. Itβs where my demons hide.β
β Imagine Dragons, Demons
Moonlight Walks | Italian Food | Mixed Martial Arts | Jogging | Practicing | Being The Best | Arguing | Wicked (The Musical) | Winning | Italy | Starbucks | Chocolate | The Outdoors | Music (Folk, Indie, and Italian) | Using Sarcasm | Being By Myself | Reading | Sports | Being In Control | Things Done My Way | The Rain | Giving Advice | Soap Operas (Days of Our Lives, CentoVetrine , and General Hospital) | Music in General | My Friends | Dogs | Spicy Food | Swimming | My Pack | Tropical Birds "They are so beautiful." | The Alpha | Arguing | Speaking Spanish | Steak | Arizona Tea | Jogging | Stability | Things Being The Same | Organization | Dancing In The Rain | Bonfires | Dressing Up Once and A While | Her Boyfriend, Danny
βDislikesβ
Slow Dancing | Crying | Being Upset | Jealously | Pop, Rap, and Country Music | Abuse of Children | Being Lied To | Losing | Not Having Control | Lazy People | Fast Food | Reality Television | Cheaters | Getting Hurt | People With No Respect | Pity | People Asking About Her Past | The Rumors About Her Past | Sex/Having Sex | Romance in most situations | Weak People | The Word "Moist" | Death | Fire | Pain | My Scars | People Not Saying My Last Name Right | Jerks | Bullies | Those Bloodsuckers | Depressed People | Shots | Violence | Aggression | Needles | Anger: I hate having angry people in my life. | Falling in Love: I always end up leaving in the end...| Distractions | The Cacciatori | Losing Someone She Cares About
βFears and Phobiasβ
| Alleyways | Never Starting A Family | Being Left Alone For Life | Fear of Puppets Please....don't ask | Abandonment | Being Bullied | Abuse | The Pitch Dark | Folklores: I believe in that shit! | Losing Another Child | Dying | The Afterlife | Going Deaf |
βAspirations/Dreamsβ
I'm not one for thinking into the future, so I don't have a lot of dreams. But, I do want to live a long life and be with someone who loves me for me. Wolf and all. Other than that, I've always wanted to finish my education, go to college, get a career in art or something, Hell I don't know.
βSecretsβ
I'm not one for secrets, I'm pretty much an open book to my pack. I mean, they know I have a human boyfriend, they know about my past, hell, I've told my closest friends about my pregnancy scare last year. I don't have any deep dark secrets like everyone else... Well, maybe the fact that I am losing my hearing slowly but surely... Ok, so what I'm going deaf! What's the big deal about it?
βPersonalityβ
| Sarcastic, Strong, Determined, A Fighter, Intelligent, Protective |
"I will or could never be just one thing, I have many different parts of my personality that makes me... me. They all make me Angelina Santiago. To some, I know I come off as that responsible and mature woman, like a strong woman who knows herself, who she is, what she wants. And to others, and I know this for a fact, I come off as the strict and cold-heated Beta, unable feel an empathy for others. However, this Cuban here isn't one or the other. I'm both. I am true to my heritage and the way she was raised. I have always been as passionate, caring, and strong as my mother, Anya. I am a bit head head just like my mother was and in some cases, I can be far more stubborn than I should be. I am surprisingly one not to act on instinct. I just can't do it. I'm always the one slowing down and taking the time to think something through before making a decision. This fact leads me to sometimes think too much, a habit I've been trying to break. But, for the last twenty four years it has not been able to be broken. But like my father I am determined, protective, and a leader when needed. Having the heart of a bull. I am not one to take pity from anyone about anything and isn't above snapping on someone who sees me as inferior to them. And, I live to prove those types of people wrong. Which has made my father very proud. Something that I have always wanted to place from him; pride and acceptance.
I am, in two words, intelligent and sarcastic. I have what you Americans call a "sharp tongue", and I'm always ready with a quick comment or a sarcastic remark towards anyone, though I never mean to cause real harm to anyone. I am also one to always throw myself into everything I do even if that means having to keep at it for hours on end. Like I have done with my training and my dreams of becoming a leader of sorts. Which has been my dreams for the past, what... 26 years of my life. Since I was born, I knew what I wanted to do. And with those years behind me, I hate to lose or losing no matter what it is whether it's a case or a simple match of basketball. I hate losing to anyone! I do enjoy and love sports and I'm always at her best when I'm in a competitive mood to be frank. And then of course, I like to stay active, and with that, I have a strict schedule. Which has made her stricter on myself than how my parents were which is hard to believe but it is true. She has much control over myself and my decisions, always being the one to think of the outcomes. This is the part of me that I need to feel as if I have done something with my life and that everything that happened to her in her life means something that will help me in the long run.
Thus leading into the part of me no one ever sees: the insecure woman, the one who fears being forgotten and hurt so I second-guess every decision I make because it might not be good enough. This is the part of myself that I hide from the world. Not wanting to look weak. To anyone or incapable of anything. Even those close to me only ever get glimpses, never the full truth of the person that lies far from my serious surface. Overall, l'm like most people in the world who just wants to have all her hard work lead up to... something, anything that is worth remembering in history. Even is that means pushing the people away that I have taken for granted once and a while."
γA Glimpse Into The Past...γ
βI can't drown my demons they know how to swim.β
β Bring Me The Horizon
As you can tell, I have a rather thick accent, I mean I am Cuban on my father's side after all. I was born in the beautiful city of Santiago de Cuba, Cuba. Where I was raised most of my life. I moved to New Orleans when I turned fourteen though and then came to Italy when I was seventeen. So, of course I picked up the accent.
βHistoryβ
Hola and welcome to the story of my life, So grab a seat and some popcorn and listen as I tell you everything. My name is Angelina Maria Santiago-Leon and I was born in Miami Florida for the most part but, days later I was taken to the beautiful city Santiago de Cuba on the amazing and topical island known only as Cuba to a young and not married couple. Their names, I can't really remember but, in the news article I have of them it says their names were Candelaria EncarniciΓ³n Leon-King, a young French woman who had came to America for vacation until she met the man known as Leodanis Javier Santiago, who just so happened to live in Cuba but came to Miami for a business trip. When she found out she was having me, they both decided on moving to Cuba where his family was. And, just like every teenage parent, my mother thought that my father would stay around once I was born. That was not the case. The day my mom came home from the hospital, my father was gone. No trace of him left in their home. And, what did my mother decide to do since it obviously my fault that I was born. So, from the age of two. She abused me. She would hit me with anything she could find, a remote, a high heel shoe, and even a piece of sugar cane from our garden. She starve me for days by locking me into my closet... It was so terrifying for me to suffer through it for almost three years. But, when I reached the age of five years old. She had enough. She left me in an alley, where she said she would be right back. Man, that was a load of bullshit. I waited for a couple a days for her to return with the candy she promised me. After actually getting it. I started to walk around the city for the foster center..... I got lost. Of course, being of the age of five. A young married American couple asked if I was lost and I said yes. They took me to the police to find my mother. But, it was no use. I was so young and didn't know her entire name. By the sign of the large scar on my right arm, they didn't want to find my mother. They said how they couldn't take me with them to their home in the United States. They were devastated but did everything they could to find me a group home that would treat me well. And the one they put me in was nice, it was not glamorous but it was better than my home life with the demon spawn of a mother. And until the age of sixteen, that where I lived with other children who were abandoned by the loved ones all for different reasons, some because of mental illnesses and other were just like me. They were just unloved and unwanted and... It hurt knowing that there were other parents doing this to their children. But, none had scars like I did.
When I was of the age of thirteen and woman walked in, claiming to be my mother. No one believed her but the moment I set my eyes on her... I knew. I knew it was her but, at the same time it wasn't. She was happy and smiling and married for fuck's sake! She was saying how she had changed and that wanted me back so I could live with her, my father, and my other siblings. I was young and naive so without thinking, I went. I was sad about leaving everyone in the group home but, I promised to always write them and be there for them whenever they needed me. I returned to our home village to this massive house that they all lived in which surprised me. I couldn't believe my mother and father actually fell back in love after she got rid of me. Worst thing is after they got back together is that they had more kids! Four to specify. And, I'm just thinking "Was I really that bad?" Yet, they did treat me like their other kids. They spoiled me and did whatever they had to in order for me to forgive them. I did. And, I'm happy I did. I could never see my life without parents in it, I'm not Batman... Bad joke. Anyways, after that I began getting a better education and graduated with a 3.8 GPA which wasn't bad. And at the age of eighteen when I graduated, I decided to try and leave Cuba in order to have a better life in America so what do I do? Like a dumbass, I get on a boat with my parents, siblings, and older cousin, Felipe to try to get to Miami... It worked! Don't get me wrong but, still it was dumb nonetheless. We ended up all being residents because our parents were smart, they took us to America where we were born and them raise in Cuba. Making us residents of the United States. Genius, right? So, we continued living our lives.
I then decided to go off on my own and move to the city of New Orleans, Louisiana. There is where my life changed forever. I got a house not far from this mansion which supposedly was where werewolves claimed years back, I didn't believe it. I thought they were normal people, they looked normal and seemed normal... Except for their tempers but, whatever. I was jogging in a small section of the woods that was my neighbors' and I begin to hear something. Before I know it I see this giant ass wolf stop right in front of me, look me right before I turned the opposite direction to get myself out of there. Hey, don't laugh! If you have a giant black wolf chasing you, what are you gonna do?! Let it get you?! Of course not, you run. And when I started running, I began to feel myself changing, I was getting faster, stronger, and well... I began to have a temper erupt that I never ha before. That's when I changed into my wolf form for the first time. Turns out, the that's what the jackass was trying to do, he somehow knew I was a wolf and he was trying to get me to change. Dick move, by the way but it made me feel as if I finally was complete. And that's what I need to feel. for once, I felt as if I knew exactly who I was and I loved feeling like that. When I told my parents they said they knew, it was a thing that was in our family for generations but only the "purest of the heart" got the gift. Which is why the last person known to have it was my grandmother, Felipa. None of my other siblings had it nor did my parents. I felt so special for once in my fourteen years of life.
I ended up moving in with my neighbors who also were the only pack in the city. And it was nice, sure they all had tempers at times but so did I. We still worked fine. Besides they offered protection and a bond that you felt like you needed after changing. For the next four years, life was good, I was young and stupid and only did the minimum in the little school I had. Other then that, I loved living my life, being young, just like almost everyone else in the pack. Yet, I was willing to go serious whenever those bloodsuckers thought of acting up. But, it wasn't until I turned seventeen, three years later. These... humans came and wiped us out. We were out on a full moon and all of a sudden one by one we began to fall to our deaths. I was always the fastest, which helped me get away. I told my family and they sent me away to Italy where I had a family member in a pack. They told me that the pack would take me in and protect me... And, well, I've been here ever since.
γJust A Little Extra...γ
βIf you forget the way to go and lose where you came from. If no one is standing beside you, be still, and know, I am.β
β The Fray, Be Still
You said you'd wait forever
But I blinked
And the world was gone
You wade through the water
Slowly your hands grow numb
I wish you felt me falling
I wish you'd watched over me
You said you'd wait forever
But I blinked
And the world was gone
And the world was gone
And the world was gone
I run through your head
Loud with a nightmare
Brushing your skin with my breathing
Turn out the light
And every nightlight
Run you can run you can run
I blink and the world was gone
I blink and the world was gone
I blink and the world was gone
You said you'd wait forever
But I blinked
And the world was gone
You wade through the water
Slowly your hands grow numb
I wish you felt me falling
I wish you'd watch over me
You said you'd wait forever
But I blinked
And the world was gone
And the world was gone
And the world was gone
The light of the dawn has no meaning
Your lost in the haze of the night
The strength that should be there within you
Is wasted and all left behind
I can see what it is you believe in
I can see you've got so much to hide
Everything you touch has no meaning
You need something to keep you alive
I can be what you want me to be
Don't just give me the words
Don't be setting it free
I'll be fine, I'll be safe, I'll hold on to faith, right here, yeah right here oh
Uh oh, uh oh oh
Uh oh, uh oh oh
Right here
Look through the haze of the evening
Let it open up and free your mind
It's time to jump in with no reason
It is time to see if fait can decide
I can be what you want me to be
Don't just give me the words
Don't be setting it free
I'll be fine, I'll be safe, I'll hold on to faith, right here, yeah right here oh