I Am This Old: Eighteen
This Is My Greatest Fear And How It Works: I am afraid that I am no longer human...
Lilith believes if she cannot die, she cannot truly be alive. People can sense this abnormality within her, they know that she is not like them. They subconsciously know that she is not truly human. She has lost virtually all of her friends because of this... They know something is 'wrong' with her and fear her because of that.
This Is My Strength And How It Works: I am immortal.
Lilith cannot die. It is her biggest strength but is in her opinion, also the curse she must bear. She can withstand mortal wounds with ease, including direct headshots and an autopsy. She has 'died' through so many different methods but to her disappointment, nothing seems to last longer than a few minutes. She can still feel pain, but it's different to before. It's not a signal telling her that something is wrong, but a sign that something will be repaired shortly.
Lilith's blood seems to have the same effect on anyone who is injected with it, but the effects do not last forever.
I Look Like This:
Lilith Ross stands roughly at five foot seven inches in height, with pale, yet clear and healthy skin and cool gray eyes. Her facial features could be decried as being pretty, and appear vaguely Asian; her great-great-grandmother was of Japanese birth. Lilith's hair is naturally black in color, well-looked after and falls just past her shoulders when loose. Her eyes are a light grey; a few people find her stare unnerving. She is slender in build, and is quite physically fit and has a rather gothic sense of dress, even in her workplace.
Here Are Some Lyrics About Me:
[This is the Best Day Ever -- My Chemical Romance]
And we can run, from the backdrop of these gears and scalpels
At every hour goes the tick-tock bang of monitors as
They stared us down when we met in the emergency room
And in our beds, I could hear you breathe with help from cold machines
Every hour, on the hour, they drew blood
Well I felt I couldn't take, another day inside this place
From silent dreams we never wake, and in this promise that we'll make
Starless eyes for heaven's sake, but I hear you anyway
Well I thought I heard you
Say I like you, we can get out
We don't have to stay, stay inside this place
Someday, this day, we kept falling down
Someday, this day, set the ferris wheel ablaze
You left my heart an open wound
And I love you for
This day, someday we kept falling down
One day, this day all we had to keep us safe
And if we never sleep again, it would never end
Well I thought I heard you say to me
We'll go so far, far as we can
And I just can't stay, one day we'll run away
[Ghostflowers -- Otep]
And she's a killer
And she's a keeper ...
Am I blurry
In your vision
Was I just
A poor decision?
Cut me open
With precision
And we'll finger
The incision
Tell me what have I have done
(quid pro quo)
To watch you lose...
Control
I will give you sanctuary
In these hymns of Thanatos ...
I will give you sanctuary!
You want to
See me burn
I am living fire!
You want to
See me burn
I am LIVING FIRE!
You will know me
By the scars I bare
You will know me
By the hate I swear
You will know me
By the scars I bare
Shapeless vengeance!
We are the 1000 children of death.
We're in-between, on the fence
Non-descript antagonists
I'm in-between, on the fence
Non-descript antagonist!
I'll split you open
& climb inside
Lose myself
Eaten alive
From seraphim!
To nephilim!
To exodus!
She's picking ghostflowers
From her soul
She's clipping the wings
Of fallen angels!
She's picking ghostflowers
From her soul
She's tonguing splinters
Of broken halos!
You will know me
By the scars I bare.
You will know me
By the hate I swear.
You will know me
By the scars I bare.
YOU WILL KNOW ME!
From gelatin
To specimen
To emptiness
I WILL BE AVENGED.
I WILL BE AVENGED.
These are the secrets
That kill. that kill.
That kill. that kill.
That kill. that kill.
That kill. that kill.
Something else about me:
Lilith works in a morgue, and as such, is on somewhat good terms with the staff there who are barely affected by her 'inhuman-ness'