{"I'm slightly sad, maybe because I don't have you, but I'll never stop fighting for you."}
{"I don't care if I'm about to die, because when I go out a smile will be on my face."}
|Full Name|
Axel Jean Fakas
|Nickname|
"Just call me Axel, I mean everyone else does."
|Gender|
Male
|Age|
Eighteen
|Ethnicity/Race|
60% Italian, 25% Australian, 15% African
|Sexual Orientation|
"I'm dating the sexiest girl in school, I think everyone should be jealous."
Heterosexual ([Publicly) | Homosexual (Secretly)
|Class Focal Points|
Photography and Writing
|Current Occupation|
Librarian Assistant and Coffee Maker
||At his families local coffee shop 'Fakas Coffee'||
{"Guys in glasses are such a huge turn on."}
Chocolaty Brown
|Eye Color|
Creamy Emerald
|Height|
6'0"
|Weight|
150 lb
|Tattoos|
He has a tattoo of a two birds sitting on a tree limb on his left wrist and on his right wrist he has a bird flying to represent how he likes to leave his small town and adventure around the world.
|Piercings|
He has one hole in each of his lobes, where sometimes he wears small diamond studs if he's in the mood.
|Scars|
Axel has to be one of the most accident prone people in the world, he's always following or something; therefore leaving small scars all over his body, with only one major one. On large one run downs from his right thigh to his knee where he slid down a sharp rock.
|Description|
When first meeting him a few things someone might notice is his first his emerald puppy dog eyes, slight bubble face, and his smooth skin. His face isn't well defined or very sharp in certain lighting, but in other lighting you can tell how sharp his jawline can be. On his face you'll find a few freckles, mainly on the apples of his cheeks, and a small mole on the left side of his chin. His lips are very full, smooth, and pink; when smiling he has dimples. Axel's eyes are fairly large and are a brownish green mixture. His nose bridge is very defined and thicker at the end.
Axel has almost no hair for the most part on his face on his chin and his legs are always so smooth. On his head his hair is extremely thick. At the top it's somewhat straight and full of volume; as it continues down if gets more wavy and normally curls up at the ends. His hair stops at the end of his neck. He also normally wears his bangs in a rightward swoop. Most people think he has black hair, but in reality it's extremely dark brown. In almost all lighting it does look black, but in the perfect shade of lighting, usually the sun, you can tell it's brown.
He pretty much has no fat on his body whatsoever, it's muscle. He's not huge like a body builder, but he is fit and somewhat strong. He has a simple six pack from basketball an ok looking biceps. The brood shoulder boy is known for wearing the most randomness of things. Sometimes he wears suits, to appear more sharp and professional, and then the next day you might see him in a wife-beater and shorts; it's just what he's into. The only common thing he wears is thick rimmed black glasses.
{"I just want a guy with a winning smile and a nice ass."}
|Personality|
{Loving} {Caring} {Strong-Willed} {Protective} {Jealous}
Axel is one of the most open people someone could ever meet. He loves to make people laugh, bringing joy to others brings joy to himself. Laughter is the best medicine to him, for he does laugh a lot. Sometimes he laughs at nothing, he'll just bust out into laughter for absolutely no reason, this is annoying to people, but he can't help himself. Axel even laughs at his own jokes even if no one else finds them the least but funny; he won't let their boring nature stop his fun. Axel's caring nature leads him to put people before himself, to him other people's needs and wants are more important. He can be a very big people pleasure and normally tries to make everyone happy even if it causes him pain. Axel has tried to stop being so pleasing, he knows in the end it's just going to hurt him so bad, but he doesn't. He just stays so pleasing. He's also a borderline pushover and he lets people walk all over him from time to time, like his bestfriend in a way. He let's his friend treat him anyway he wants, for the most part its good, but it's hard for him to be around him because he's in love with him and knows that he's bestfriend is in love with (Girl 5). Along with the lines of this he's a gentlemen in his ways. Axel knows how to treat people right, which he always does. He's the type to hold the door open for people, if it's raining he'd take off his jacket and place it over a puddle for a lady to walk across, he cooks every meal for his family, and so on.
With the caring he does he tends to get a little to attached to people. It's somewhat strange that he loves to always be busy, but hates to be away from the people he's close to. There's a clinginess about him that gets overlooked because he doesn't put it out there. When wanting to spend an unusually amount of time with a person he makes it not to obvious, like asking them to help him study or hanging with the person through another friend. Axel hates to just come out and say he needs someone from the fear of looking weak, something he defiantly isn't. He's not a guy that always has to prove how strong he is, he finds it so unattractive when other men do it, but if he has to prove his strength he would. Axel has been into a few fights to prove he wasn't a complete pushover, he can't stand to be bullied and taunted like other kids, being almost outcasted, perhaps that's way he clasps onto the people he's so fond of. He may be friendly, but not everyone he talks to he becomes attached to. Like when he does travel he's always with his family, and if possible he brings his best friend along with him, Boy 3. He's feelings for the boy are great and he rarely wishes to be away from him, maybe because they've been glued together since they were born, from the fact that their families have always been family friends. Boy 3 is the person Axel trust more than anyone, even though he may not tell him everything. He fears losing him more than anyone, that's way he would never tell him he is gay even though he really wants to.
Drinking is a bad habit of Axel's that he knows he should stop. Traveling a lot means that some places he's allowed to drink at the age of 18, and drunk he does get. When he's drunk it's so obvious, he stumbles, starts random fights, says things he shouldn't, in other words he's just a mess. Axel is never one to just randomly start a fight without a reason, but when drunk he does fight and for some reason he becomes even stronger, making him a little sort of unbeatable. Of course he's gotten his butt beat a few times, not that he'd ever go around admitting that, because that would just lead to people trying to fight him even more in school. That's the same reason he doesn't want people to know he's gay, he knows he'll probably get ganged up on by homophobic boys. He's only ever told his brother about him liking the same sex, but some way other people can tell as well, other homos, it's like they have better gay tracking skills than he does. He wishes he could tell if people were gay or not, if so he would probably already be in a relationship, perhaps.
Jealousy, another one of his many flaws, isn't an emotion he has every really experienced, so when it comes across him he isn't sure how exactly to handle himself. His jealousy usually forms around the people he takes interest in flirting or being flirted with by others, luckily he momentarily he is only fond of one person, but still the jealousy gets to him. (Girl 5), he hates her with almost every fiber of his being due to jealousy. When she's around Boy 3 he gets mad and even though he tries to hide it he knows it shows slightly. Because of this when she comes around he tends to leave the group. Anger has never been a good color on Axel, he finds it hard to control himself at times. If he becomes overly upset it's like he's not himself anymore. He becomes violent, unfriendly, and is barely stands me. He doesn't like violence, as mentioned before, but if to upset he could possible hurt the person his anger is towards.
Pain. With him being so protective of everyone else's feelings, he'd do anything to keep the people he loves happy, even though it hurts himself. For instants, he's in love with Boy 3, it's been that way for a long time for him, but he'd never want to ruin the friendship and bond he has with the boy. He would never tell him how he always thinks about him, how much he wants to be the person he kisses, he just wants to be completely honest about everything, but since he can't it hurts him. Boy 3 is the only person that Axel could cry in front of, the occasion is rare, but the main reason he cries is about the fact he loves someone that doesn't love him. He's usually one to open up and speak his mind, but when around Boy 3 he can't, which makes him depressed a little, but he doesn't let that affect his life. He may feel pain, jealousy, anger, and so many other mixed emotions from the fact that his bestfriend doesn't notice his love; he could never stay away from Boy 3 though, he'd rather be miserable, like he slightly is, then lose him. When it comes to Boy 3 he's so defenseless to him. Axel has always taken favor to guys that are taller, stronger, and more dominate, even though he doesn't really liked being pushed around, "I like to take care of the people I love, for once I want the person I love to take care of me."
*When he's unsure what to do he'll start to hum to fill in the silence*
*If Axel is around an attractive person he can't: A.) Stop staring them down, B.) Can't help wrapping his arm around their shoulders if he's having a conversation with them, and C.) Bit his bottom lip*
*"Oddly enough I love to be tickled... I just like being touched by others and tickling brings me joy."*
*"As weird as it may be, I collect glasses, so one day when I find someone to 'actually' date I can make them wear them.... I just love seeing hot men in glasses."*
|Hobbies|
Traveling
"My brother, my bestfriend, and I tend to travel a lot together, like on breaks and stuff. Going out with them is always an adventure waiting to happen!"
Swimming
"Swimming is always a good cool down for me, being submerged in water is so refreshing."
Basketball/Baseball/Exercise
"Basketball has to be my favorite sport, followed behind baseball of course. Being active is a good thing in everyone's life, in my opinion of course, so exercise is really for me as well, I mean I have to stay in good shape!"
Dancing
"I think everyone should know how to dance, I've been taking lessons for a while now, and gosh, guys that can move their hips... man does that take my breath away."
Reading
"Knowledge is the key to everything, if I ever want to make anything of myself I better gain some knowledge, and I also just love to read!"
▲ A Little Cockiness
▲ Glasses
▲ Shirtless Men
▲ Men That Know How To Dance "I wouldn't mind if a guy wanted to grind on me."
▲ Muscles
▲ Blue/Green Eyes
▲ Dimples
▲ Smiles
▲ Laughter
▲ His Thighs Being Touched
▲ Being Tickled
▲ Hugs
▲ Being Touched In General
▲ Basketball
▲ Baseball
▲ Dancing
▲ Drinking
▲ Getting Flowers
▲ Being Able To Trust People
▲ Boy 3
▼ Overly Vain People
▼ People That Don't Know How To Dress
▼ Boys That Don't Know How To Move Their Hips
▼ Gages
▼ To Many Piercings
▼ Baggy Pants
▼ People That Smell Bad
▼ People Trying To Fight Him
▼ Being Bit By Bugs
▼ Rude People
▼ Not Getting His Way
▼ Liars
▼ Keeping His Sexuality A Secret
▼ Laziness
▼ Getting Drunk
▼ People That Break Promises
▼ Foxes
▼ Girl 5
{"Everyone deserves to have some personal things, but if you have a lover... they deserve to know everything."}
|Skills(S)/Talents(T)|
*Cooking(S)
*Photography(T)
*Speaks English, Spanish, French, and Italian(S/T)
*Dancing(T)
|Flaws(F)/Weaknesses(W)|
* Jealousy(F/W)
* Family/Friends(W)
* Drinking(F)
* Boy 3(W)
|Secrets|
As Straight As A Circle
"Sometimes I hate my town, for pretty much one reason: I can't be myself. I've lived here for eighteen years of my life and I can't even be like: 'Hey, I'm gay!', unless I want to be beat up by someone. So yes, I'm homosexual, no, I'm not the gay kid with the high pitched voice, that screams like a girl, that paints their nails, no, I'm the kind of gay that likes acting like a gentleman and wants a real man to call my own."
He Should Have Been Friendzoned
"Love... sometimes it feels like an extremely cruel word. I have been with this boy pretty much since birth and I've basically loved him ever since. I want to hold him in my arms and tell him I love him more than anyone else in the world, I want to look up at him with a smile and then him playfully mess up my hair, I just want him. Jace is just someone really important to me, to the point I want my whole life to be revolved around him."
Almost Secret Love
"My Junior year I started talking to a Senior a little more than I should have, he was my brother's friend so I was use to seeing him around and everything. At first I couldn't understand why my brother liked him as a friend, he was just so cold and always glared and was rough with people, but when my brother was no longer in school the two of use began to start hanging out with each other. I was use to it, he began opening up to me, just me, no one else but me and I really liked that.... it made me feel special. One day when we were alone he kissed my cheek and told me he really liked me, but he could tell how much I cared for [i]Boy 3 the way I looked at him and that he knew my brother would never forgive him if we were together.... nothing would have happened I don't think, I loved Boy 3 then and I still do now."[/i]
The Guy Worth Fighting For
"What kind of guy do I like? Well I'm sure everyone has their dream partner and for me there's no difference. For starters I like guys that are tall, tall is sexy, but not skinny tooth pick guys, muscular tall guys are sexy. Brown hair with a swoop for the bangs, it's too perfect. When boys have eyes that can turn from blue to green, a smirk that could melt snow, and dimples that I could sleep in... it makes me speechless. When it comes to personality it's not to complex, I like guys that are kind of hard to crack, that act all cold and only open up when they get really close to me, it's a turn on. Deep sexy voices... soft hands and thick lips... Manly, don't forget manly! Girly guys simply just get on my nerves so much, I want a man that knows how to fix cars or something and doesn't mind getting down and dirty! I could go on for hours about the dream guy I want, not that anyone knows."
Don't Kiss And Don't Tell
"(Girl 3) and I have been dating for sometime now and we still haven't had our first kiss, maybe because our friendship is completely fake and we're both gay. I love the girl as a friend though, and we do tell people we 'kiss', but her and I both know the truth; I just couldn't waste my first kiss on a girl."
Furious Green
"Why does green always represent envy? Well, maybe because every time you're around the thing you envy you want to throw up the color green. Whenever I'm near (Girl 5) that's what I feel like doing. I don't like saying bad things about people, but I know she's a whore, the way Boy 3 talks about her I know it; I just want to get rid of her so bad. She cheats on him and then thinks she deserves him, but she doesn't! He deserves a girl that could treat him right, with nothing but love, but no, she just toys with him for whatever reason! No reason could be good enough to cheat on the best guy in the whole world, there will never be a good enough reason to do anything bad to him!"
|Fears/Phobias|
Breaking The Closet Door
"Fairies and faggots are just two things I would be called if anyone found out I liked men. It's sad to think I'd be called names and beat up for just being with someone I truly cared about... the thing is I already know I'm going to come out which is my biggest fear. Rumors are rumors, and I don't think everyone would just believe I was gay, mainly because I don't fit any of the stereotypes, but when I meet that special person and I happen to still being going to school at the moment... I will let it be known. If I'm ever in a true relationship I don't want to keep them a secret, the same way I don't want them to keep me. So, I'm not afraid of being caught, I'm afraid of coming out."
It's Like Losing My Heart
"Boy 3, if I lost him in any form possible I think I could possibly kill myself. We rarely fight and the times we have it leaves me depressed, when we fight I always have this falling sensation that I'm never going to get him back. The main reason we ever argue is over the people we're dating, and it's crazy how jealous I get and sometimes it's like he is too, but I know better. We've been friends since birth, but one day he'll get married and probably move away with his kids or move away for college. When this day comes I'm of course going to want to go with him, but that can't happen."
What Does The Fox Say
"Ok, Ok, when I was younger I kind of had a bad experience with a fox... as in I went into the woods with my dog and then it was devoured by one of the evil creatures! For some reason people find the little orange things so cute, but nope, I don't live that life style, I hate those things.... it ate my dog! I feel like they're blood lusting things that could eat a human if they really want to."
{"Would you like to go on a journey with me?"}
|History|
|Place Of Origin|
Focal Point Island
|Birth Date|
February 14th
|History|
Sitting on the edge of the bed, he watched the movie with one of his closer friends. "You don't have to sit down there all by yourself, you can come up here with me." Looking back at his friend, he gave a smile before scooting up to his friends side. "Is this better for you, Marcus?" Asking the question they both exchanged small laughter. Marcus reached rested his right arm on the shoulders of Axel, "You could always lay back." Giving a smile in responses, Axel took the gesture as a friendly thing and just laid against Marcus' chest without a second thought. "So, how's school been, kid-o?" Sighing, Axel positioned his head so he could see Marcus, but still remain comfortable. "Well, my grades are good, I've been in about two fights in the past semester, I'm making all A's, and [i]Boy 3's been devoting most of his time to (Girl 5)."[/i] Marcus just seemed to grin about what had just left Axel's mouth, which left him a little confused. "What is it?" "You're just really cute is all." Axel's face grew bright red at the compliment and he immediately popped up from his resting place. "What's that suppose to me?" "Isn't it kind of clear? I think you're cute." "Cute? Like a three year old?" Marcus laughed, adding on to the confusion already forming to Axel. He wasn't sure what he meant, he was pretty sure he didn't mean it in that way, because no males in town were as special as him to his knowledge. "It means I find you attractive, stupid. Now don't go ruining the moment." At that his face became even more heated, he wasn't prepared for this. He was kind of use to girls coming on to him, but was this man, Marcus, coming on to him too? Axel then tried to speak, but he couldn't get any words out, not that he had any words in mind to say, so he stared humming. A few seconds passed where he stared at the wall and could sense Marcus's eyes on him, until finally Marcus broke the silence, by gently taking hold of Axel's chin and holding the gaze face to face. "I know you're gay, other people my see through you're act, but I know better. I see how pissed off you get when (Boy 3) doesn't notice you, but now you know how I feel to your oblivion about me." He smirked while Axel tried to process it all before saying, "You're gay?" "I'm bisexual I guess, I've taken interest in you, but soon I'll be going off to college and you're in love with (Boy 3), so I'm not even going to waste my time trying to make you mine." His voice had started of full of happiness and slowly faded to the monotone sound that his expressed to most people. He had been right though, Axel was in love and had no interest in anyone else, and that was probably why he hadn't seen this coming this past year. "Let's keep this our little secret, ok?" He had no time to say anything before Marcus softly kissed his cheek and left Axel's room.
"Don't touch me, I'm tired of this crap!' When Boy 3 reached to grab him he quickly pulled away and continued walking. They both were pretty upset and the anger between them could probably be cut by a knife. "You are acting like a little kid, Axel!" Axel groaned at the situation, he just wanted to go home and relax in his nice bed, not be here arguing with his bestfriend. "I don't understand why you're mad at me-" "Um, it's kind of obvious." Scoffing at the reply made, Axel stopped his angry walking and just stared. "What, what am I suppose to know?" Jace took in a deep breath before speaking. "I mean ever since you started dating [i](Girl 3) we've stopped talking as much."[/i] They both held each others eye contact, as if they were having a secret conversation between themselves without even realizing it. "Well, you did the same thing when you got your girlfriend-" "That's different! When I started dating her I still answered your phone calls-" "Sometimes you did, like after the fifteenth time I call. You only ever call me once and never try again to get a hold of me, you don't even leave a message!" "Do I need to start calling more or texting you all the time just to let you know I want to come over for the night?" Axel's jaw slightly dropped at the sound, why was his friend acting like this? "I mean, you've almost ignored me for a week since this relationship started, are you acting this way since you and Marcus aren't friends anymore?" It was true that Axel was a little hurt that him and Marcus weren't friends anymore, after the kissing thing Marcus has just stopped talking to him and then Axel ended up dating (Girl 3). The way the relationship between the two of them started was strange, they were just taking about how weird it was being single pringles, some way she had figured out he was gay (he wouldn't admit to it though), so the two decided to just go around school saying they were dating and began holding hands. "I've just had a lot on my mind lately is all. [i]Boy 3, you're my bestfriend, and no girl or boy could ever break up our friendship."[/i] Boy 3 nodded his head in agreeing, causing Axel to smile. "Good, my cars out front." Pulling Boy 3 into a hug, he began to feel relieved that this had settled the way it did. "Now, let's go."
"Why the heck did you have me sit on the couch? Is this going to be some dramatic family meeting or something?" Axel growled at his brother's rudeness. "Just shut up!" Sitting down he began to hum. "Fuck, you're humming, what did you do?" Now he was to the point where he was about to punch him, but instead he forced out some words, "I'm in love..." Looking up he searched his older brother's eyes for answers and in response his brothers face lit up. "You're in love with your girl? I was so afraid you were going to die alone!" An awkward chuckle left from the younger one. "Not with her." His statement received a raised eyebrow. "Then who with?" Axel let his head fall down before building himself back and up looking at his brother. "I've been in love with [i]Boy 3-"[/i] "You're fucking with me right, you're just shitting me?" His brother had already jumped up off the couch. "You're not gay, I know you're not gay! You know how I feel about fag-" "I don't know what you have against homosexuals, but I don't want to hear it!" Axel stood up to try to calm his brother down, but instead his brother punched him across the face. "I guess I deserved that." He might have been mad about the punch, but he still joked about it. "I can't count how many times he's been over here, I beat you two have been sleeping around with each other this whole time." He began to pace in anger, while Axel just laughed. "I haven't told anyone but you, so please calm down. Besides, if [i]Boy 3 knew he'd probably stop being my friend."[/i] His statement just got a sharp glare in return. "I'm not sure what to do anymore, I don't think he should come over anymore or go on trips with us or anything. At that his anger to began to spike up, [i]"That's not fair and you know it! He's just as straight as you!" "I swear if you two do anything he's dead." "He could beat the crap out of you." "Ugh, just let me think about his in peace, please." Nodding his head Axel left the room, feeling better about himself for finally telling someone his secret.
|Relationship Status|
Taken(Publicly) || It's Complicated(Secretly)
|Family Tree|
Father || 50 || Owner of Fakas Coffee || George Clooney
Mother || Dasiy Fakas || 45 || Out Of Town Brain Surgeon || Halle Berry
Brother || Age: || Job: || James Franco
{"My favorite song explains how I feel about you."}
"Hold on, what's the rush, what's the rush we're not done are we
Cause I don't need to change this atmosphere we've made if
You can stay one more hour, can you stay one more hour
You know I'm gonna find a way to let you have your way with me
You know I'm gonna find a time to catch your hand and make you stay
Hold on, I'll be here when it's all done you know
Cause what's the point in chasing if I can't enjoy your face and
We can't be wrong tonight, can we be wrong tonight
You know I'm gonna find a way to let you have your way with me
You know I'm gonna find a time to catch your hand and make you stay
I don't care what clothes you wear, it's time to love and I don't care
You know I'm gonna find a way to let you have your way with me
And if I was running, you'd be the one who I would be running to
And if I was crying, you would be lining the cloud that would pull me through
And if I was scared, then I would be glad to tell you and walk away
But I am not lying, I am just trying to find my way in to you
You know I'm gonna find a way to let you have your way with me
You know I'm gonna find a time to catch your hand and make you stay
I don't care what clothes you wear, it's time to love and I don't care
You know I'm gonna find a way to let you have your way with me
If I was running
If I was crying
If I was scared
You know I'm gonna find a way to let you have your way with me"