| Name |
"I shouldn't have to tell you who I am, because everyone knows me."
Barbara Gracie Lynn
| Nickname |
"I'm blonde, beautiful, and bold, of course Barbie is the only name suitable for me."
Ever since she was younger had this girl gone by the nickname Barbie. Being in pageants ever since she was little lead her to always be dressed up and buried in makeup, and don't forget her killer blonde hair. Besides that name she tends to be called Bitch and Princess a lot, even though she isn't that mean she knows she has her moments. She doesn't mean being called Princess, but Bitch kind if gets to her from time to tons.
| Age |
"A lady never reveals her true age."
Twenty-Two
| Major |
"I have both beauty and brains."
Psychological
Sexuality
"Women are sexy. Men are sexy. Everyone is sexy."
Bisexual
| House|
"My house has the most gorgeous girls on campus."
Alpha Theta Pi
| Thoughts on being an Alpha Theta Pi |
"What words could I use to describe my brilliant girls? I mean I love my sorority and I would t change it for the world. We're all mannered, smart, out going, and know how to get what we want in life, it's that simple. Only the best of the best make it into Alpha Theta Pi and everyone knows that, which makes us all pretty popular. I have been in the sorority ever since I entered college, so of course I feel like I deserve to be the president, which my quite good at. I'm firm but sweet, which is exactly how I expect my girls to act in public."
| Likes|
|| Coffee || Cookies || Getting Her Way || Animals || Being In Charge || When People Like Her || Acting/Looking Perfect || Dancing || Music ||
| Dislikes|
|| People To Find Out She's Lying || Opening Up || Love || Growing Attached To Someone ||When People Don't Listen ||
| Fears |
|| Growing To Attached To Someone Again || Falling In Love Again || Her Depression Getting To Bad ||
| Personality |
"Bitch.... me a bitch? No, I'm Barbie."
Walking around the schools with a smug smile it's obvious that she thinks she's better than anyone else, but she never just comes out and says it, that would be way to rude. Everything Barbie does has to have a sense of mystery, because she never really wants anyone to know the game she's playing. She likes to keep everyone on their toes at all times so they never know what to expect from her, regardless of what she's doing she always has a classy tone about her. Barbie doesn't cuss, does wear anything to revealing, drink, or even do drugs; doing inappropriate things just isn't her style. Her out appearance makes her seem like one of the nicest Alpha Theta Pi girls to ever exist, ever. Barbie seems to almost be polite to everyone, expect the people she absolutely hates, but yet she tries to be nice to them as well. This is not completely an act, some of it is though. She hates trying to be so sweet and smile, but yet she does it anyone; Barbie loves to be liked by all and will do anything to be liked. With her that she has nailed perfectly she makes sure to never ever let it slip, if she were to she knows she'd lose what she's been working to accomplish, her popularity. Appearing trustworthy, honest, humble, and everything else perfect has its difficulties. Barbie must pretend to be truthful with most people, in other words she lies about things that have happened to her in order to gain the trust of others. "The lying does weigh me down sometimes, it becomes way to complicated to remember the lies I've said... in order to keep up with them I write them down in a book so I won't forget, so I won't be caught." Doing that for a while has allowed her to remember most of her lies and even tell when others are doing it themselves.
Barbie is a liar, she has her deep truthful moments, but with very, very, very few people. She finds it hard to trust anyone anymore, maybe because she's lied so much or maybe even from the fact the person she trusted most in the world told her the biggest lie ever that ruined everything. In order for her to believe someone they must spend a lot of time with her, like to the point she's the only person they're around so it'd be almost impossible for them to say something that's not true. This is probably why she prefers being with her girls over anyone else even though they're all back stabbers. It's somewhat sad that she trusts them more than anyone else due to the fact they go around spreading her fact secrets, but she still has a soft spot for them all.... well most of them. With all her girls being so fake and her not trusting most people she does hide her true smile, so when she shows her kind smile it could make most melt, just showing how pure hearted she can be, but that side is usually concealed deep within her. Letting down her walls is something that she knows she needs to work on a lot more, but really doesn't try. She can never let herself be viewed as weak or soft. She's kind of the girl that cares way to much about what others have to say. When someone else doesn't like her she might act bitch to hide it, but when shes all alone she might cry, not being liked or loved is a big deal to her, but she hides it. Half the time Barbie doesn't know what her own feelings are and that's why she clings so close to no one and clinging is something she'd never do in fear of getting hurt again.
For Barbie is very, very, very dependent, dependent to the point that she doesn't really need anyone, but for some reason she feels like she couldn't live without the people around her. She knows she hates it and the need to have one some makes her sick, but she would never tell anyone that. With the way she feels rejected by most for her bitchy side she can't completely open up to anyone, but others understand why from her past.
Fear. Honestly this girl could laugh in fears face wholeheartedly with out any problem. Of course she fears things like everyone else in the world. She's afraid of paranormal things, failing in life, and losing her popularity, but she would never let anyone know her weaknesses. Fear is a dangerous thing, she knows and keeps it to herself. Finding fears a pointless thing she tries her best to ignore it and have as few as possible. For the most part she has control over every aspect of her life, and that's exactly the way she wants it. She likes knowing everything that's going on around her at all times. She likes keeping tabs and having everything planned out. Barbie has a small case of OCD, which might lead to her always wanting control, but she doesn't mind. "There's no point of fearing the things you can control... it's the things you can't control that should scare you."
| History |
"Come here and give me a hug, beautiful." Everyday was the same thing: pretending to love and care so much about everyone. With sweet smiles and fake laughs who wouldn't believe the lie? Pleasing people was something she had always been good at, every since she was younger she had done it, just always being pleasing. Everything her parents asked her to do she had done, any favor that was asked she just had to do, not from kindness, but because she wanted to be liked. "Do I look good in this suit?" Barbie could have laughed at her brother in the orange suit, they both knew very well that he looked a mess. "You look like a clown throw up on you, go change now, please." Her brother gave a head nodded along with a chuckle before walking back into the dressing room to change. "Barbie!" Turning around to the sound she soon had arms around her, hugging, tightly. "You smell so good!" "Thank you." The girl replied before kissing the cheek of Barbie. "So, who was that dreamy boy I just saw you with?" Giving a small smile Barbie flipped her bangs from her face before responding, "My boyfriend of course, he looks good enough to make any girl jealous." The lie had left her mouth before she could stop it, but it was already out of her mouth and she would just have to go with it, since it had already seemed so true that there was no reason to correct it. "Barbie, how does this one look?" Her brother again left the dressing room, this time in a nice, black, sharp cut suit. "That looks a lot better." Walking over to him she kissed his cheek, "Meet my lovely friend, 'babe'." Giving him a wink she hoped he'd catch onto the fact he was lying, which after a few seconds he finally did. Her brother was so use to her lies it was crazy, but at least he always went along with them. "You owe me," he whispered in her ear before returning to get his old clothes back on.
"You're really beautiful." The statement made her stop in her tracks. Looking over to the voice she managed to smile, "I'm Darrel." Making his way towards her he held out his hand, "I'm Barbie." Taking his hand they both shook on it. "I'm sorry for the random statement, but it was hard for me not to say anything." He slightly laughed from awkwardness, but Barbie found it unneeded. This man had managed to stop her from continuing her journey to the library, so she knew there had to be something special about him, she just wasn't sure what it could possible be quiet yet. "So, where are you heading?" She opened her mouth, but quickly shut it. Barbie's face immediately turned red, she was embarrassed for no reason. This feeling was something so very new to her that she loved it, but at the same time hated that she look like a cherry in front of this boy. "Are you ok?" Nodding her head she smiled, "Yeah, I'm just going to study for finals, you should come with me." The two continued chatting as they walked off to the library.
The two started dating, and he became Barbie's first serious relationship. Darrell came from a background of money, and for Barbie's birthday he had a great surprise for her. "I can't believe that 'Lone Coffee' is closing!" She was greatly pissed, Barbie loved coffee, it's what kept her energized through the day. She got up and began to pace around the room with anger. "We should build our own." Darrell had said that day to cheer up his girlfriend. "What?" Barbie questioned. "My Dearest Sweet, we should have our own coffee shop built!" "You're crazy!" She replied laughing at him as she had sat down after her fifth circle around the living room. "Fine, we won't have it built, we'll buy one." Barbie had rolled her eyes at his proposal, "With no money?" "I've been saving and my family could always lend me some." "Really now?" With them both sitting on the couch he pulled out slips of paper. "It's a lease for Lone Coffee! We own it!" He exclaimed. With them both jumping up they hugged each other excitedly.
At first everything went great, they were busy and the money was pouring in. They always payed their bills on time, life couldn't get better, but it did get worse. Across the street a bigger and better coffee shop had opened and money became tight. While Barbie was at school and working with her sorority, Darrell would work long hours to bring in as much money as he could. The two of them began to fight a lot and at first it was off, but soon became normal.
After a long day of school Barbie had dropped by Darrell's place to see him. ["Hello?" She had called with no reply. Checking room from room she checked for Darrell she could not find him, but when going down to the basement she did. He was hanging by a rope tied around a pipe. "Darrell!" She screamed as she rushed off to him. Unable to untie him she found a old baseball bat and hit the pipe with it until it broke. Holding him in her arms she wept and sticking out of his pocket was a piece of paper. Pulling out the paper she read:
'My Dearest Sweet, if you're reading this then it means I have passed and I'm sorry. I'm depressed and I don't know what to do anymore, Hun. We're swamped in debt and barely have time for each other; I feel useless to you anymore. With the passing I hope it helps you, I'm sorry.
Love, Darrell.'
From fear she soon called the police and told them what all she knew; from then on she was afraid to ever open up to anyone every again like she had tried to do with him.