βExcuse me while I kiss the sky.β
β Jimi Hendrix
γMore Than Just A Pretty Face...γ
βEveryday I try to look my best, even though inside Iβm such a messβ¦β
β Skylar Grey
Her name, no joke is Rhapsody Scout Graham. The name was her mom's idea, a hippie from the city of San Francisco who's name just so happens to be Lyric Wren Jackson.
βNicknamesβ
With a name like Rhapsody, people mostly just call her by her name but her boyfriend has came up with the nickname Rap ever though she hates the genre. But, her cousins, aunts, uncles, etc. call her Scout because they hate her first name. Other than that people have come up with the name 'That One Indie Girl' seeing that she's not known by a lot a people as anything more.
βBirth Date β
"First day of coachella, bitches!"
April 11th
βNationalityβ
50% Irish, 25% Dutch, 20% English, and 5% Korean
"Don't ask."
βHeight and Weightβ
5'6 and 110 pounds
βAgeβ
Eighteen
βSexual Orientationβ
Heterosexual
γBehind The Mechanicsγ
βWhen you feel my heat, look into my eyes. Itβs where my demons hide. Itβs where my demons hide.β
β Imagine Dragons, Demons
βFears and Phobiasβ
| Alleyways | Never Starting A Family | Being Left Alone For Life | Fear of Puppets Please....don't ask | Abandonment | Being Bullied | Abuse | The Pitch Dark | Folklores: I believe in that shit! | Dying | The Afterlife | Darren Leaving Her For His Best Friend |
βAspirations/Dreamsβ
β― Go To Columbia University β― Become a famous musician and songwriter β― To Find Someone Who Won't Leave Her β― To Graduate β― To be cast in as Allison in a remake of The Breakfast Club β― To Finish Her Bucket List Before She Turns 25
βSecretsβ
β― She has three tattoos β― She's a foster kid but was adopted at a young age β― She has been diagnosed with bone cancer, she right now is in remission as of four years ago. β― She is deaf and is fluent in sign language because her parents made her learn β― She might still have feelings for Jessie. β― She really hates her boyfriend's best friend, Percy.
βHobbiesβ
β― Singing β― Playing Guitar β― Drawing β― Sculpting β― Being With Her Friends β― Painting β― Watching Old Movies; West Side Story, Grease, Etc. β― Irritating The Cheerleaders β― Kissing and Being With her Boyfriend color=#AD0076]β―[/color] Skateboarding and Longboarding
βPersonalityβ
{"Hippie", Idealist , Out There, A Dreamer, Stubborn}
The most obvious part of little Miss. Graham here is her love of the environment and the Earth itself! She loves everything on the Earth from the beautiful flowers to the gorgeous yet beastly animals that live on it. This is probably the one thing she would give her own life for. Everyone is passionate about something, her passion is about the mother Earth that gives her, her purpose in life; To protect the creatures that cannot protect themselves. Too bad she cannot be that way about most other human beings... You see, she acts like she doesn't care. Like she doesn't have a single speck of kindness in her little body, which is not true. she loves other people once she finds something good about them... Which may take time but what ever. If they really want to be friends, they'll put up with her "hippie" ways as people have put it.
On another note, this girl was never or could never be just one thing, she has many different parts of her personality that make her who she is. To some, she comes off as adventurous and naive girl, like a girl who knows basically nothing and is too trusting in these times. And doesn't really know what she wants in life other then to protect animals. To others, she's the calculating, sarcastic, and overall cold-heated vegan who judges people souly on their beliefs being different from her own, unable feel an empathy for others. Willing to do close to anything to save animals. However, the "tree hugging-lettuce eating-animal saver freak" isn't one or the other. She's both. Mars is true to her heritage and the way she was raised even if she isn't loyal completely to her "parent" and family. She is as passionate, caring, and strong as her mother, Evangeline. She's a dreamer just like her mother was and in some cases, she's far more curious than she should be. She is open and adventurous. And she is not afraid of the unknown like a lot of other people are which may make her sound like crazy person. But, she welcomes it, she think without it, even now, than we would still be living in caves. So yea, She could be called a dreamer.
She loves to dream! The eighteen year old loves to believe that if she wants to do something then maybe, just maybe.... she can actually do it. Some people believe that she is a little.... Out There and maybe she is but, hey that's her. Along with this, She's an Idealist who loves and always pursue high hopes, and dreams, and goals. Never shooting down another person's dreams no matter what they are. Again like her mother, she is optimistic, sue her; But the way she sees it it's better to feel everything and think everything is possible than to feel nothing at all and think nothing can be better. It makes her believe that, there's a light at the end of the tunnel. This fact leads her to sometimes thinks too much, a habit she's been trying to break. But, for the last nineteen years it has not been able to be broken. But like her father was she is determined, protective, and a leader. She is not one to take pity from anyone about anything and isn't above snapping on someone who sees her as inferior to them. And, she lives to prove those types of people wrong. Which has made her foster father very proud. Something that she has always wanted to place from him; pride and acceptance.
The city girl is, in two words, cynical and sarcastic. She's got a sharp tongue, and is always ready with a quick comment or a sarcastic quip, though she never means to cause real harm to anyone even if they hurt her first. The girl is also one to always throw herself into everything she does even if that means having to keep at it for hours on end. Like her protest she has done ever since she was able to think for herself. And with those years, she has always hated to lose or being shut down, just thinking about losing makes her pissed off no matter what it is. But, with having good quality she does have a few bad ones just like every other human being who has ever walked the Earth. She is a very cynical person. Never believing that someone is a true and honest as they tell her. She believes that everyone is always out to hurt her or find out/expose the secret that she's been trying to hide from everyone. She thinks that people only want something from her and then are going to leave her high and dry which is something she is not okay with. So, she tries to push them away. Most of the time it works to an expense but other just stick to her because they prove themselves. Another rather unlovely quality of hers is that she has a strict schedule for herself. Which has made her stricter on herself than how her parents were which is hard to believe but it is true. She has much control over herself and her decisions, always being the one to think of the outcomes. This is the part of Arch that she needs to feel as if she has done something with her life and that everything that happened to her in her life means something.
γA Glimpse Into The Past...γ
βI can't drown my demons they know how to swim.β
β Bring Me The Horizon
She has moved around a lot because of her father being in the Army but, she was born in San Francisco, California. The 'Hipster' capital of the U.S. But she has lived in New Orleans, Portland, Providence, Rhode Island, New York City Denver, Nashville, Kansas City, Seattle, Chicago, Savanna, Boston, Los Angeles, Honolulu, San Juan, Santa Fe, and a little unknown town in South Dakota for a couple of months.
βFamily Membersβ
Sergeant Major Peter Graham | Father | Sergeant Major of the Marine Corps |
Lyric Wren Graham (nee Jackson) | Mother | Homemaker |
Franklin Jackson Graham | Brother/Age 23 | College Student |
Lieutenant Xavier Graham | Brother/Age 25 | Lieutenant in Navy|
Nikolai Alexander Graham | Brother/Age 19 | High School Student |
Bleu Alena Graham | Sister/Age 16 | In Hospital For Breast Cancer |
Sunny Melody Graham | Adopted Sister/Age 5 |
βHistoryβ
Editing
βOthers/Anything Else?β
She is fluent in American Sign Language and Spanish.
She has a few tattoos on my body; One on her upper back of a cross one on her right shoulder blade of the quote "Never look back.", and the last one is on her left side of a Dia De Los Muertos girl.
She has one scar behind her ear from when she got her C.I.
When she moved to Arizona for her freshmen year, she was seen as that weird and strange girl with the long blonde hair. And she didn't have many friends but she had one friend that mattered to her and that was [Boy 5]. He was one of the few nice ones and before she knew it, she and he were close friend, best friends maybe. But, more than that she started falling for him. At first she tried to hide it, being afraid that he wouldn't feel the same way. That is until the summer before their junior year that she finally decided to tell him how she felt it was then that she found out that he was going away for the summer. And she promised that once he got back that she would be with him. But, life threw a curve ball at her, that was the summer where she went to a concert and went deaf. All she wanted was her best friend but he was never there which made her turn to Darren Ramirez for comfort. During their time, she sadly had forgotten about her and [Boy 5]. Not that she wanted to but, Darren was just there at the right time. Which made her fall hard and fast for him. It wasn't until [Boy 5] returned that her feelings began to return for him, not enough for her to break up with her boyfriend but enough for her to think about it. She told him that she was happy with her boyfriend but he still tried. It wasn't until she found out that he was with [Girl 2] that she lost all respect for him and told him that any chance of them being together was gone. Yet, even now after falling deeply in love with her boyfriend does she still go back and wonder what it would be like if [Boy 5] would have stayed that summer.
βRelationship Statusβ
In a Relationship with Darren Ramirez
βSample Postβ
From Coven, Cliques, and Hexes
She could see Atreyu's smile go down as he took his arm from over her shoulders and grabbed her hand pulling her through the crowd. What was he doing? She looked as people were looking towards the pair. Some with envy, while others had small smiles on their face. "Chev, what are you doing?" She asked him as he took her to the garden. She could feel the warm air go around her as the sun shined down on them. She looked up as the shade of the old oak came over them. She still remembered the day that changed her. The day that she found the one she wanted to spend her life with. He would talk to her whenever he saw her and sit next to her whenever he had the chance. At first she had no idea why he cared for her to talk to him so much. From the look of it, lots of people talked to him. Why did it matter if she did? Until one day, she finally thought that talking to him would make him go away.
It didn't. But, that day she found out that he wasn't the playboy she made him out to be. He was more. As he put his arms around her waist putting on the branch, she just thought how they didn't have time for this. She watched as he brought himself into the tree next to her. She rolled her eyes as she looked at him. "Atreyu, this isn't funny. We have to go back or we might get in trouble. And, I can't get in trouble about th--" She said before he interrupted her. βAngel...Don't ever feel sorry about that.β At that moment she lost her train of thought and just listened to what he had to say. "Angel?" She heard the birds fly out of the tree, probably felling the pair sitting right below them. When he looked her in the eyes, she saw something different about them. She couldn't put her finger on it. But, it was just different. βI would take a thousand years of beatings and pure torture from that insane bitch if it meant that you could be safe and happy." She smiled as she moved a piece of her hair out of her face.
What he said next.. made her think it was just a dream. βAmarina Yani King. You have absolutely no fucking idea how much I love and care for you. If I would have died that day protecting you, I would have died happy knowing that at least I tried. And my spirit would stay with you always. You're my heart and my world, Rina. I don't know what I'd do if I ever lost you. You mean more to me than anything and anyone else in this world. She just looked at him, seeing it he was trying to mess with her. To mess with her heart, but looking at him. He looked as if he was telling truth as he always did. Maybe with the exception of Heath, but that's a total given. She cracked a soft chuckle as he continued to pour his heart out to her. "And I know that I don't have exactly the cleanest slate when it comes to my reputation around here, but I want to change that. I want to settle down. This past entire year, I haven't even gone to a single party. I haven't kissed anyone. I haven't had sex. I barely do anything outside of studying, working out, practicing, and hanging out with you. I'm sure that you already know, but I'm the one that's been leaving you breakfast and a lily every morning.β She quickly looked him in the eyes. All along she had been wondering who was sending her breakfast every morning. At first she was thinking it was Jason and even went on and on about it for month. But, then she thought that wasn't something Jason would do.
So, she had to go back to space one to try and figure it. And, sadly, Cheveyo was the first one she marked out. Knowing, that he wouldn't feel that way for her. βA white lily means 'I am worthy of you'. Amarina β I hold you when you're hurt and brush your tears away. I'm always the one to nurse you back to health when you feel like shit. You know that I would literally do anything for you just to make you crack a smile. I...just. I don't know.β It was true. He was always the one there for her. The first one she called when she needed a shoulder to cry on or someone to taker care of her when Divinia would give her an illness.
At this point. Her heart was his. He was the one who held it. And, always would be. Until he said something that let her know she was the holder of his. βI love you, Angel.β She looked frantically at him as he moved one of his hands to her waist so he could be closer to her. Before she knew it, he had kissed her with his baby soft lips. She was surprised as he kissed her with more passion than she ever thought he held for her or for anyone. As if he wanted to eat the vanilla lip gloss off of her lips. She at first fluttered her eyes, having to realize just what was happening. After a second, she allowed her eyes to close and let her hands go along his jaw and one on his chest, She didn't want to let go of him. Ever. She wanted to stay there with him, with her feet lightly brushing his... forever. The reason why she didn't want to leave now was because that was her first kiss. The first time in her life that she felt like someone actually loved her. Someone who wasn't going to leave her side. When she ran out of air she pulled back and bit on the bottom of her lip before letting a smile go across her face. She looked at him. "I love you too, Cheveyo." She said softly before moving as close as she could to him and took her hands away from his hair and returned them to her sides. She looked him in the eyes before taking one of her hands and intertwining her fingers with the hand he had softly placed on her cheek. She took his hand off of her face and put it to their side, with her fingers tightly holding on to his. "You are my guardian angel. And, that is never going to change. I-- I want to be with you... You do want to be with me.. Right?" She said as she pleaded him with her dark, almost black eyes. She prayed that the answer she had in her mind was the answer he was going to say. And, you would think after them admitting their love for one another that she was for sure. But, nothing was ever set in stone with Amarina not even Areyu.
γJust A Little Extra...γ
βIf you forget the way to go and lose where you came from. If no one is standing beside you, be still, and know, I am.β
β The Fray, Be Still
βSweater Weather β¦ The Neighbourhoodβ
All I am is a man
I want the world in my hands
I hate the beach
But I stand in California
With my toes in the sand
Use the sleeves of my sweater
Let's have an adventure
Head in the clouds but my gravity's centered
Touch my neck and I'll touch yours
You in those little high waisted shorts, oh
She knows what I think about
And what I think about
One love, two mouths
One love, one house
No shirt, no blouse
Just us, you find out
Nothing that we don't wanna tell you about, no
'Cause it's too cold
For you here right now
So let me hold
Both your hands in the holes of my sweater
And if I may just take your breath away
I don't mind if it's not much to say
Sometimes the silence guides our minds to
Move to a place so far away
The goose bumps start to raise
The minute that my left hand meets your waist
And then I watch your face
Put my finger on your tongue
'Cause you love the taste yeah
These hearts adore
Everyone the other beats hardest for
Inside this place is warm
Outside it starts to pour
Coming down
One love, two mouths
One love, one house
No shirt, no blouse
Just us, you find out
Nothing that I wouldn't wanna tell you about, no, no, no
'Cause it's too cold
For you here right now
So let me hold
Both your hands in the holes of my sweater
'Cause it's too cold
For you here and now
So let me hold
Both your hands in the holes of my sweater
Whoa, whoa...
Whoa, whoa, whoa...
Whoa, whoa, whoa...
Whoa, whoa, whoa...
Whoa, whoa, whoa...
Whoa, whoa...
'Cause it's too cold
For you here right now
So let me hold
Both your hands in the holes of my sweater
It's too cold
For you here right now
Let me hold
Both your hands in the holes of my sweater
And it's too cold,
It's too cold,
The holes of my sweater... βDon't You (Forget About Me) β¦ & Simple Mindsβ
Won't you come see about me?
I'll be alone, dancing you know it baby
Tell me your troubles and doubts
Giving me everything inside and out and
Love's strange so real in the dark
Think of the tender things that we were working on
Slow change may pull us apart
When the light gets into your heart, baby
Don't You Forget About Me
Don't Don't Don't Don't
Don't You Forget About Me
Will you stand above me?
Look my way, never love me
Rain keeps falling, rain keeps falling
Down, down, down
Will you recognise me?
Call my name or walk on by
Rain keeps falling, rain keeps falling
Down, down, down, down
Don't you try to pretend
It's my feeling we'll win in the end
I won't harm you or touch your defenses
Vanity and security
Don't you forget about me
I'll be alone, dancing you know it baby
Going to take you apart
I'll put us back together at heart, baby
Don't You Forget About Me
Don't Don't Don't Don't
Don't You Forget About Me
As you walk on by
Will you call my name?
As you walk on by
Will you call my name?
When you walk away
Or will you walk away?
Will you walk on by?
Come on - call my name
Will you all my name?
| Alleyways | Never Starting A Family | Being Left Alone For Life | Fear of Puppets Please....don't ask | Abandonment | Being Bullied | Abuse | The Pitch Dark | Folklores: I believe in that shit! | Dying | The Afterlife | Darren Leaving Her For His Best Friend |
βAspirations/Dreamsβ
β― Go To Columbia University β― Become a famous musician and songwriter β― To Find Someone Who Won't Leave Her β― To Graduate β― To be cast in as Allison in a remake of The Breakfast Club β― To Finish Her Bucket List Before She Turns 25
βSecretsβ
β― She has three tattoos β― She's a foster kid but was adopted at a young age β― She has been diagnosed with bone cancer, she right now is in remission as of four years ago. β― She is deaf and is fluent in sign language because her parents made her learn β― She might still have feelings for Jessie. β― She really hates her boyfriend's best friend, Percy.
βHobbiesβ
β― Singing β― Playing Guitar β― Drawing β― Sculpting β― Being With Her Friends β― Painting β― Watching Old Movies; West Side Story, Grease, Etc. β― Irritating The Cheerleaders β― Kissing and Being With her Boyfriend color=#AD0076]β―[/color] Skateboarding and Longboarding
βPersonalityβ
{"Hippie", Idealist , Out There, A Dreamer, Stubborn}
The most obvious part of little Miss. Graham here is her love of the environment and the Earth itself! She loves everything on the Earth from the beautiful flowers to the gorgeous yet beastly animals that live on it. This is probably the one thing she would give her own life for. Everyone is passionate about something, her passion is about the mother Earth that gives her, her purpose in life; To protect the creatures that cannot protect themselves. Too bad she cannot be that way about most other human beings... You see, she acts like she doesn't care. Like she doesn't have a single speck of kindness in her little body, which is not true. she loves other people once she finds something good about them... Which may take time but what ever. If they really want to be friends, they'll put up with her "hippie" ways as people have put it.
On another note, this girl was never or could never be just one thing, she has many different parts of her personality that make her who she is. To some, she comes off as adventurous and naive girl, like a girl who knows basically nothing and is too trusting in these times. And doesn't really know what she wants in life other then to protect animals. To others, she's the calculating, sarcastic, and overall cold-heated vegan who judges people souly on their beliefs being different from her own, unable feel an empathy for others. Willing to do close to anything to save animals. However, the "tree hugging-lettuce eating-animal saver freak" isn't one or the other. She's both. Mars is true to her heritage and the way she was raised even if she isn't loyal completely to her "parent" and family. She is as passionate, caring, and strong as her mother, Evangeline. She's a dreamer just like her mother was and in some cases, she's far more curious than she should be. She is open and adventurous. And she is not afraid of the unknown like a lot of other people are which may make her sound like crazy person. But, she welcomes it, she think without it, even now, than we would still be living in caves. So yea, She could be called a dreamer.
She loves to dream! The eighteen year old loves to believe that if she wants to do something then maybe, just maybe.... she can actually do it. Some people believe that she is a little.... Out There and maybe she is but, hey that's her. Along with this, She's an Idealist who loves and always pursue high hopes, and dreams, and goals. Never shooting down another person's dreams no matter what they are. Again like her mother, she is optimistic, sue her; But the way she sees it it's better to feel everything and think everything is possible than to feel nothing at all and think nothing can be better. It makes her believe that, there's a light at the end of the tunnel. This fact leads her to sometimes thinks too much, a habit she's been trying to break. But, for the last nineteen years it has not been able to be broken. But like her father was she is determined, protective, and a leader. She is not one to take pity from anyone about anything and isn't above snapping on someone who sees her as inferior to them. And, she lives to prove those types of people wrong. Which has made her foster father very proud. Something that she has always wanted to place from him; pride and acceptance.
The city girl is, in two words, cynical and sarcastic. She's got a sharp tongue, and is always ready with a quick comment or a sarcastic quip, though she never means to cause real harm to anyone even if they hurt her first. The girl is also one to always throw herself into everything she does even if that means having to keep at it for hours on end. Like her protest she has done ever since she was able to think for herself. And with those years, she has always hated to lose or being shut down, just thinking about losing makes her pissed off no matter what it is. But, with having good quality she does have a few bad ones just like every other human being who has ever walked the Earth. She is a very cynical person. Never believing that someone is a true and honest as they tell her. She believes that everyone is always out to hurt her or find out/expose the secret that she's been trying to hide from everyone. She thinks that people only want something from her and then are going to leave her high and dry which is something she is not okay with. So, she tries to push them away. Most of the time it works to an expense but other just stick to her because they prove themselves. Another rather unlovely quality of hers is that she has a strict schedule for herself. Which has made her stricter on herself than how her parents were which is hard to believe but it is true. She has much control over herself and her decisions, always being the one to think of the outcomes. This is the part of Arch that she needs to feel as if she has done something with her life and that everything that happened to her in her life means something.
γA Glimpse Into The Past...γ
βI can't drown my demons they know how to swim.β
β Bring Me The Horizon
She has moved around a lot because of her father being in the Army but, she was born in San Francisco, California. The 'Hipster' capital of the U.S. But she has lived in New Orleans, Portland, Providence, Rhode Island, New York City Denver, Nashville, Kansas City, Seattle, Chicago, Savanna, Boston, Los Angeles, Honolulu, San Juan, Santa Fe, and a little unknown town in South Dakota for a couple of months.
βFamily Membersβ
Sergeant Major Peter Graham | Father | Sergeant Major of the Marine Corps |
Lyric Wren Graham (nee Jackson) | Mother | Homemaker |
Franklin Jackson Graham | Brother/Age 23 | College Student |
Lieutenant Xavier Graham | Brother/Age 25 | Lieutenant in Navy|
Nikolai Alexander Graham | Brother/Age 19 | High School Student |
Bleu Alena Graham | Sister/Age 16 | In Hospital For Breast Cancer |
Sunny Melody Graham | Adopted Sister/Age 5 |
βHistoryβ
Editing
βOthers/Anything Else?β
She is fluent in American Sign Language and Spanish.
She has a few tattoos on my body; One on her upper back of a cross one on her right shoulder blade of the quote "Never look back.", and the last one is on her left side of a Dia De Los Muertos girl.
She has one scar behind her ear from when she got her C.I.
When she moved to Arizona for her freshmen year, she was seen as that weird and strange girl with the long blonde hair. And she didn't have many friends but she had one friend that mattered to her and that was [Boy 5]. He was one of the few nice ones and before she knew it, she and he were close friend, best friends maybe. But, more than that she started falling for him. At first she tried to hide it, being afraid that he wouldn't feel the same way. That is until the summer before their junior year that she finally decided to tell him how she felt it was then that she found out that he was going away for the summer. And she promised that once he got back that she would be with him. But, life threw a curve ball at her, that was the summer where she went to a concert and went deaf. All she wanted was her best friend but he was never there which made her turn to Darren Ramirez for comfort. During their time, she sadly had forgotten about her and [Boy 5]. Not that she wanted to but, Darren was just there at the right time. Which made her fall hard and fast for him. It wasn't until [Boy 5] returned that her feelings began to return for him, not enough for her to break up with her boyfriend but enough for her to think about it. She told him that she was happy with her boyfriend but he still tried. It wasn't until she found out that he was with [Girl 2] that she lost all respect for him and told him that any chance of them being together was gone. Yet, even now after falling deeply in love with her boyfriend does she still go back and wonder what it would be like if [Boy 5] would have stayed that summer.
βRelationship Statusβ
In a Relationship with Darren Ramirez
βSample Postβ
From Coven, Cliques, and Hexes
She could see Atreyu's smile go down as he took his arm from over her shoulders and grabbed her hand pulling her through the crowd. What was he doing? She looked as people were looking towards the pair. Some with envy, while others had small smiles on their face. "Chev, what are you doing?" She asked him as he took her to the garden. She could feel the warm air go around her as the sun shined down on them. She looked up as the shade of the old oak came over them. She still remembered the day that changed her. The day that she found the one she wanted to spend her life with. He would talk to her whenever he saw her and sit next to her whenever he had the chance. At first she had no idea why he cared for her to talk to him so much. From the look of it, lots of people talked to him. Why did it matter if she did? Until one day, she finally thought that talking to him would make him go away.
It didn't. But, that day she found out that he wasn't the playboy she made him out to be. He was more. As he put his arms around her waist putting on the branch, she just thought how they didn't have time for this. She watched as he brought himself into the tree next to her. She rolled her eyes as she looked at him. "Atreyu, this isn't funny. We have to go back or we might get in trouble. And, I can't get in trouble about th--" She said before he interrupted her. βAngel...Don't ever feel sorry about that.β At that moment she lost her train of thought and just listened to what he had to say. "Angel?" She heard the birds fly out of the tree, probably felling the pair sitting right below them. When he looked her in the eyes, she saw something different about them. She couldn't put her finger on it. But, it was just different. βI would take a thousand years of beatings and pure torture from that insane bitch if it meant that you could be safe and happy." She smiled as she moved a piece of her hair out of her face.
What he said next.. made her think it was just a dream. βAmarina Yani King. You have absolutely no fucking idea how much I love and care for you. If I would have died that day protecting you, I would have died happy knowing that at least I tried. And my spirit would stay with you always. You're my heart and my world, Rina. I don't know what I'd do if I ever lost you. You mean more to me than anything and anyone else in this world. She just looked at him, seeing it he was trying to mess with her. To mess with her heart, but looking at him. He looked as if he was telling truth as he always did. Maybe with the exception of Heath, but that's a total given. She cracked a soft chuckle as he continued to pour his heart out to her. "And I know that I don't have exactly the cleanest slate when it comes to my reputation around here, but I want to change that. I want to settle down. This past entire year, I haven't even gone to a single party. I haven't kissed anyone. I haven't had sex. I barely do anything outside of studying, working out, practicing, and hanging out with you. I'm sure that you already know, but I'm the one that's been leaving you breakfast and a lily every morning.β She quickly looked him in the eyes. All along she had been wondering who was sending her breakfast every morning. At first she was thinking it was Jason and even went on and on about it for month. But, then she thought that wasn't something Jason would do.
So, she had to go back to space one to try and figure it. And, sadly, Cheveyo was the first one she marked out. Knowing, that he wouldn't feel that way for her. βA white lily means 'I am worthy of you'. Amarina β I hold you when you're hurt and brush your tears away. I'm always the one to nurse you back to health when you feel like shit. You know that I would literally do anything for you just to make you crack a smile. I...just. I don't know.β It was true. He was always the one there for her. The first one she called when she needed a shoulder to cry on or someone to taker care of her when Divinia would give her an illness.
At this point. Her heart was his. He was the one who held it. And, always would be. Until he said something that let her know she was the holder of his. βI love you, Angel.β She looked frantically at him as he moved one of his hands to her waist so he could be closer to her. Before she knew it, he had kissed her with his baby soft lips. She was surprised as he kissed her with more passion than she ever thought he held for her or for anyone. As if he wanted to eat the vanilla lip gloss off of her lips. She at first fluttered her eyes, having to realize just what was happening. After a second, she allowed her eyes to close and let her hands go along his jaw and one on his chest, She didn't want to let go of him. Ever. She wanted to stay there with him, with her feet lightly brushing his... forever. The reason why she didn't want to leave now was because that was her first kiss. The first time in her life that she felt like someone actually loved her. Someone who wasn't going to leave her side. When she ran out of air she pulled back and bit on the bottom of her lip before letting a smile go across her face. She looked at him. "I love you too, Cheveyo." She said softly before moving as close as she could to him and took her hands away from his hair and returned them to her sides. She looked him in the eyes before taking one of her hands and intertwining her fingers with the hand he had softly placed on her cheek. She took his hand off of her face and put it to their side, with her fingers tightly holding on to his. "You are my guardian angel. And, that is never going to change. I-- I want to be with you... You do want to be with me.. Right?" She said as she pleaded him with her dark, almost black eyes. She prayed that the answer she had in her mind was the answer he was going to say. And, you would think after them admitting their love for one another that she was for sure. But, nothing was ever set in stone with Amarina not even Areyu.
γJust A Little Extra...γ
βIf you forget the way to go and lose where you came from. If no one is standing beside you, be still, and know, I am.β
β The Fray, Be Still
All I am is a man
I want the world in my hands
I hate the beach
But I stand in California
With my toes in the sand
Use the sleeves of my sweater
Let's have an adventure
Head in the clouds but my gravity's centered
Touch my neck and I'll touch yours
You in those little high waisted shorts, oh
She knows what I think about
And what I think about
One love, two mouths
One love, one house
No shirt, no blouse
Just us, you find out
Nothing that we don't wanna tell you about, no
'Cause it's too cold
For you here right now
So let me hold
Both your hands in the holes of my sweater
And if I may just take your breath away
I don't mind if it's not much to say
Sometimes the silence guides our minds to
Move to a place so far away
The goose bumps start to raise
The minute that my left hand meets your waist
And then I watch your face
Put my finger on your tongue
'Cause you love the taste yeah
These hearts adore
Everyone the other beats hardest for
Inside this place is warm
Outside it starts to pour
Coming down
One love, two mouths
One love, one house
No shirt, no blouse
Just us, you find out
Nothing that I wouldn't wanna tell you about, no, no, no
'Cause it's too cold
For you here right now
So let me hold
Both your hands in the holes of my sweater
'Cause it's too cold
For you here and now
So let me hold
Both your hands in the holes of my sweater
Whoa, whoa...
Whoa, whoa, whoa...
Whoa, whoa, whoa...
Whoa, whoa, whoa...
Whoa, whoa, whoa...
Whoa, whoa...
'Cause it's too cold
For you here right now
So let me hold
Both your hands in the holes of my sweater
It's too cold
For you here right now
Let me hold
Both your hands in the holes of my sweater
And it's too cold,
It's too cold,
The holes of my sweater...
Won't you come see about me?
I'll be alone, dancing you know it baby
Tell me your troubles and doubts
Giving me everything inside and out and
Love's strange so real in the dark
Think of the tender things that we were working on
Slow change may pull us apart
When the light gets into your heart, baby
Don't You Forget About Me
Don't Don't Don't Don't
Don't You Forget About Me
Will you stand above me?
Look my way, never love me
Rain keeps falling, rain keeps falling
Down, down, down
Will you recognise me?
Call my name or walk on by
Rain keeps falling, rain keeps falling
Down, down, down, down
Don't you try to pretend
It's my feeling we'll win in the end
I won't harm you or touch your defenses
Vanity and security
Don't you forget about me
I'll be alone, dancing you know it baby
Going to take you apart
I'll put us back together at heart, baby
Don't You Forget About Me
Don't Don't Don't Don't
Don't You Forget About Me
As you walk on by
Will you call my name?
As you walk on by
Will you call my name?
When you walk away
Or will you walk away?
Will you walk on by?
Come on - call my name
Will you all my name?
