Dawn grinned along with Sylvia's rant all through the drive -- of the people in the car, Dawn was possibly the only one not intimidated by the girl. Perhaps that was something to do with a shared state of 'alpha-female'; clearly the two girls were the bosses in this car. Jordan might be deciding where they drove, but that wasn't much compared to what an idle -- perhaps slightly grating word -- from Sylvia or Dawn could provoke. Sylvia and Dawn could take out wizards, they could certainly take inconvenient complaining or resisting male friends down a peg.
In time, however, Sylvia's ranting faded into the background, and the redheads thoughts returned to her father. He'd be alright, of course. He and Annabel. He'd probably have a nice pile of wizards waiting for them when they got there, and he'd meet them on the drive with that wild smile of his, that made it oh-so-obvious that he'd been up to no good. The smile that made his beard curl just like that, and always made Dawn laugh, no matter the situation.
"Hey. You're not a Wizard too, are you?"
Dawn looked up with a blink at Jordan's touch, glancing over at her friend with a slightly distant expression for a few moments before registering what he'd said. The girl chuckled quietly, a single 'heh' and a smile. Hit and miss indeed. But that was alright, because Jordan kept going, and (probably without knowing it, entirely) said just what Dawn needed to hear. At the bagpipes comment Dawn laughed -- a proper laugh, this time, and punched the grinning idiot on the arm.
"I know, don't worry. I'm fine. He'll be fine. I mean, you're alive, and you're a wuss, right?" she teased, returning the grin.
Dawn settled back into listening to Sylvia's little rant, occasionally snickering - none the more so than at her comments regarding Logan.
"Are you telling me you had no idea she's been stalking you since middle school, just like every other female specimen in the tri-county area?"
"Wow, really?"
"Yes, really." Dawn interjected with a smirk, glancing over her shoulder at the boy. "This morning, at the smoothie shack?" This morning? It felt like last month... "Didn't you notice that crowd of gawking nitwits gathered around you, with Nikki Charmeena-balls-of-fire-whatever at their head?" The redhead turned back around, chuckling. "You really are just a pretty face, aren't you? Nothing beneath those curls but bone and air..."
Thinking back on the happenings at the mall, Dawn didn't notice the smoke that Jordan spotted until they topped the rise.
At first, she didn't quite believe it. Maybe she wouldn't let herself believe it -- but for the first few seconds, as they approached the burning ruin that was her home, it didn't register in Dawn's mind that this was her home at all. She stared all the same; a burning building drew the eye after all, and it was only as the truck pulled up outside the gate that she realised just what she was seeing meant.
Flashbacks went through the girl's head of days spent running through the house's gardens, and hallways, playing games of hide-and-seek with her father. Her mother sitting by the fireplace at christmas, one of the rare occasions when the woman came to visit. Dawn sat under the tree opening presents as a little girl, giggling madly as toys and clothes came out of their wrapping. She remembered sitting on the front porch - the one she now saw splintered, charred, with remnants of the door frame scattered over it - on warm summers days with Jordan and her other friends, exchanging stories and licking ice creams, the warmth of the sun on their faces.
The only warmth on Dawn's face now was from the fire, as it vaguely dawned on her that she was running. Moving up the driveway, vague whispers of "No" and incoherent prayers passing her lips without thought. She remembered when she'd first come outside on her seventeenth birthday to find her bike waiting on the drive, her father standing beside it proudly, that smile of proud mischief on his face.
That smile, the one that made his beard curl just like that.
"Oh God no..." Her own voice, again, cutting through the crackling of the fire and bouncing around her head a dozen times over. Where was he? He'd have escaped the fire, of course -- he probably dodged a fireball, and it hit the house, and he had to get out. But what if he was in there? Dawn didn't even feel the heat any more, not consciously anyway. She had to get inside, to get inside and find him, and save the memories -- the box of memories.
Another flashback, her mother smiling down at a still young Dawn as she slid a shoebox into a cabinet. "There! Now it's all safe, for when you miss something in it, or when we want to remember all the best times..."
A time capsule for themselves, not for the future, with photos and keepsakes stowed away within. They'd been put away to keep them safe. But now what? They were probably ashes...
"No!"
Jordan's cry was distant, another world. She wasn't stopping now. Every semblance of the hardened and fiery Dawn was gone now, tears running freely. Her home was burning. Her father nowhere to be seen -- nowhere with that knowing smile, that mischievous grin. The one that made his beard curl just like that...
Then his arm was around her middle, and she was being pulled back. No! "Let go of me!" she screamed, her voice broken through sobs and coughing from the smoke, her face blackened by smoke and wet with tears "No... I've got to find him!" she cried, punching her hands into her friend, over and over, pounding at his arms and chest even as his arms wrapped fully around her and pulled her back, away from the heat and the smoke. Dawn's protests, kicks and punches became steadily weaker as she was pulled away from the house front, until they stopped entirely, and the redhead collapsed into wracking sobs, leaning into Jordan and burying her face in his shoulder.
It was all gone. Everything -- all the memories, the little corners and nooks that nobody but she knew about, the hidey holes where she stowed herself away as a child during hide and seek. The knowing smile when her father found her, that made his beard curl up just like that...
"Oh God Jordan.. it's... it's gone, he's gone, where is he? He should be here, they can't have..." Dawn's voice was cracked and stammering. It just went to show that no matter how hard your outer shell, no matter the prowling, vengeful person you were when you were in your element, some things were beyond shells. This was a world where confidence and strength of will meant very little to the people about to burn your face off, and all the shouting in the world couldn't save a life.