- THE BASICS
Gender: Male
Age: Esmond was born in 1095 AD, in England, to a wandering mother and father who had been displaced by the wars of the Norman Conquest. His mother, Evelyn, was a lovely woman who always only wanted the best for her dear son, the only one who had survived childbirth up to that point, and the only one who survived ever after. The heartbreak of repeated stillbirths had weighed heavily on her, but Esmond's father, Esmond Linwood the First, had been insistent that they keep trying. Her son became her life, and though she tried to raise him up from poverty and conflict, his father had other plans. Surviving until he was twenty-two, he was turned into a Vampire, given the Gift of the Night, and has since lived his unlife in whatever ways struck his fancy. He is now 918 years old.
Appearance: His hair is a muddled dirty blonde, falling in wavy mid-length locks around his face, eyes a deep, all-encompassing blue, and his skin is pale and fair. His lips are full and teeth dazzling white, though his mouth is most often pursed in an unimpressed frown. Esmond's eyebrows are also commonly drawn downward to give his face a naturally aggressive appearance, but the years have granted him the ability to soften his expressions in order to mislead others. He is an expert of false facial expressions. He towers above most, a thin but deceptively muscular physique combined with the potential to appear innocent, or violent, or compassionate can make for a deadly surprise.
Height: 6'3"
Build: Lean and Muscular
A Distinguishing Attribute: Though he keeps it a secret from others, aside from a few old friends, Esmond frequently experiences a phenomena he calls 'The Night Journey' in his sleep or in deep, trance-like states, wherein his 'Soul'(He is a firm believer in the existence of souls, and also in some sort of afterlife) leaves his body and can travel through the mortal world, or even through alternate planes of existence. This has earned him the title of "The Seeker" among those few who know him personally.
Possessions: The only lasting item that Esmond carries with him is a Gnostic Ring cast of steel. The sigil upon it, he declares, is that of House Linwood, although it is actually an image of the embodied form of God, according to Gnostic Christians.
THE MIND
Likes: Midnight wanderings underneath the light of the moon, accompanied by light breezes, carrying the scent of all the places the winds have been before reaching him. All the years have taught him the value of moving in darkness, in silence. He does, however, enjoy many forms of music, from the classical works of Bach to even the more modern, progressive works of the newest generation. Although he does not carry any books with him, he is also an extremely literate man, having seriously taken up reading when he was about sixty. He once owned quite the lavish library on Malta, in a mansion he long since abandoned. Esmond also enjoys allowing himself to slip away into his 'Night Journey', and has sometimes gotten so lost in it that he's forgotten to feed, or nearly exposed himself to the oppressive rays of the sun.
Dislikes: Ignorance in others, abuse of the weak, and arrogance are all traits that he finds intolerable. It may be his own pride talking though, that makes him hate to see those that elevate themselves above everyone else.
Fears: Having lived as long as he has, Esmond finds it difficult to fear things the way others do. Death does not haunt him, as he is certain that there is some form of existence after the spirit has left the body, even for a Creature of the Night such as himself. Pain is a fleeting thing, and so holds no terror for him either. However, pain and loss inflicted on those he cares for(of whom there have been none for several hundred years) are the only things that could give him pause, and rage.
Personality: Despite his silent demeanor at first, he is possessed of a quick wit and a sharp tongue, but he doesn't often open up with anyone, especially with current events. He is a very prideful man, and opinionated as well, but prone to changing his mind frequently and drastically, sometimes leaving others in the dark, dazed and confused as to how he so suddenly switched positions. Esmond also tries to bring out the best in others, highlighting their finer attributes and overshadowing their faults and imperfections, helping to make others feel a sort of profound trust and faith in him. This once made him a distinguished leader of soldiers in times long since past. He examines his own flaws with a critical vehemence, but keeps them to himself, knowing full well that others often do not see things the way he does, idolizing him, placing him on a pedestal that he sometimes feels he does not deserve. Deeper down, he desires for someone to see him as less, to see him not as some creature of fantasy, but as an equal that can be approached without fear of rebuke. However, he does not see a human as being capable of such a feat, as their years are so severely limited, and, as the bottom line, they are food, not valued members of the upper caste as Esmond and the other elders of his race are.
THE PAST
In 1095, shortly after the conquering of England by the Normans, Esmond was born to Evelyn and Esmond Linwood. He was their first, and only child. Several others before and after him were stillborn, which made his mother treasure him all the more. Her high hopes for him would have had him living a peaceful life, in some town which they had not yet found, a safe haven, where he could receive some form of education, a wife, and eventually have children. But his father would have no such thing. Esmond Linwood Senior fancied himself a knight, but in reality he was a beaten man-at-arms, with no lord to serve. The truth could not find him though, so he pushed his only son to become a soldier. He trained him personally as soon as he was able to hold a sword. Although the father was a decent swordsman, he didn't have half of what it took to be a knight, and his son did. At twelve, the younger Esmond could beat his father one-handed, much to the elder's shame. Evelyn, Esmond's beautiful, kind, and loving mother died in that year. A sudden illness that took her in the width of three days. It was hard on both father and son, but they expressed it in very different ways. The father by teaching the son that life was cruel and hard, and no matter what he did, he would always be nothing to the upper class that ruled over their war torn lands. He told his son that it was his fate to be a nameless soldier, to fight and very possibly die for a man that would never see, nor honor him. Esmond grieved for his mother, but he was not so lost to lunacy as his father. He watched the elder lose every shred of honor he had, with every ale, and then eventually every prostitute, that he could get his hands on.
He was disgusted. His mother had always held them up to higher standards, despite that they always had nothing. No home, no lands, no work. But there was always hope, and the fact that they were together. Now the Linwood's were fallen from what grace they had been granted by the God that had been Evelyn's cornerstone. His father began to work as a sellsword, but a half-rated one at best. He was dead, or missing, by the time Esmond was fifteen. He couldn't really make himself care. He left the shack that they'd been calling home, and found his way to the nearest keep. His appearance, minus the ragged trousers that were his only clothing, could have passed for that of a high-born child. And after dropping one of the Baron's soldier's to the ground with nothing but a stolen training sword, Esmond was made a somewhat noteworthy soldier. His hope however, was to become a knight, which he was told was impossible for a low born boy.
By the time he was seventeen, he was an imposing swordsman, and a closet scholar. He'd used some of his natural charms to get one of the Baron's daughters to teach him to read, in exchange for some small flirtation and courting. Unfortunately, he was found out, and it was unacceptable for someone like him to fraternize with a girl of her status. Even though he had no real feelings for the girl, it still enraged him that his father was right. He would always be nothing to these people. He had to fight to escape, and killed a knight in service to the baron. It was treason, but it never caught up to him. He fled to Rome, where he lived a life of petty crime intermingled with regular church-going. The crime was a necessary evil, in order to survive he had to steal what he could, and the church was to try and find answers, which made themselves obscure at best. In 1120, Pope Calixtus II preached of another Crusade. The words fell on Esmond's ears like they were from God himself.
He was twenty-five by then. His sword arm had only gotten stronger, his reflexes quicker, he knew he had what was needed to be a soldier. And if he distinguished himself in a Holy War, how could he not be knighted? Or even made a Lord? He left Rome with a detachment of Italian soldiers and a stolen shirt of chainmail and light plate armour, quickly making friends in the group of would-be Crusaders. His Italian wasn't the best, but it was good enough to exchange discourteous jests and the like. Despite arriving in Venice well ahead of time, the bulk of the army, composed of Venetian knights and men-at-arms, wasn't prepared to sail until August of 1122. Idle hands are the Devil's playthings, never was there a truer saying. Boredom, at this time of his life, was Esmond's greatest foe. And he slayed it. Drinking, whoring, and otherwise acting the fool became pastimes for him and many of his Roman cohorts. For Esmond, it didn't last long.
Despite wanting to 'find the answers' to questions he didn't really even know, and trying to find his way into the kingdom of Heaven, what else could he do? If he'd known they would very well be the last days of his life, he probably would have spent them in exactly the same way. It was in some debauched inn that he met the man that would end his life. André de Montbard, a French knight of some renown, was there to try and dissuade the Venetians from leaving to war so soon, claiming that a larger, united force, to leave at a later date, would be far more effective at reclaiming the Holy Land for Christendom. Esmond and the Italians would have none of it. Their date to depart was set, and they would go to find God, gold and glory then, not later. André was displeased, but he still bought a round of drinks, and held Esmond back from leaving with the rest of them when it came time.
From behind the drunken deluge, he wasn't quite sure about what the Frenchman meant about the smell of his blood, or the deprivation of nutrition he'd had to go through since arriving in Venice. It all clicked in Esmond's head too late. In a side alley adjacent to the inn, André clutched the young Englishman in a cold, steely embrace, and sunk his teeth deep into the nape of his neck. How his shoulder had even become bare, Esmond didn't know, or how he'd come to be outside, in the rain, alone with this man. For a millisecond these insignificant thoughts went through his head, but then there was the pain and the terror. He struggled against his captor, but got nothing for it. He found his dagger at his waist, but the knight's icy hand found his wrist in a flash and pinned it safely away from both of them, all the while caressing the wound at Esmond's neck with his tongue and lips, holding him in horrifying stasis, drinking. Drinking! When Esmond realized what André was, his eyes fluttered shut, and his mind fell down into darkness.
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