" I'll never look back on what is now in the past. It is the present that I care about "
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" Happiness isn't something too far away "
Makoto Kazekiri
Meaning : Son of the Wind's Mist
NICKNAMES
Mako-chan (Chitose) | Makko (Hina)
AGE
18
GENDER
Male
ORIENTATION
Homoflexible
ETHNICITY
Japanese
" Whenever you need, just call me and I'll be there "
Blondish Brown | Brown
HEIGHT / WEIGHT
5'10'' | 135 Ibs
COMPLEXION
Fair
GENERAL APPEARANCE
Makoto is a young boy in his late teen, who has an appearance that is commented by most people around him to be cute and cuddly, something that he doesn't really take pride in though. He is fairly tall, though not the tallest one around. Makoto has a slender build and can come off as a little skinny, but he's in fact quite athletic. He always wanted to put on some muscles on his body, no matter how much others complaining that bara is not his style at all.
He has light brown, chin-length hair. One strand of hair hangs in the middle of his face, between his eyes. It has a rather messy style and, despite how much he denied, was quite fluffy - something that made others couldn't help but ruffling it. Although Makoto tries to act tough and all, the look in his brown eyes is always soothing and calm, with a hint of innocence. It is one of the features that complimented him. He has quite some scars scattered on his body, but most of which had faded. He also wears a stud on his right ear.
Asides from his school uniform, Makoto has a range of casual clothes that he wears when he's at home. He really has a thing for sweaters and is usually seen wearing one most of the time. He'll just wear things he feel comfortable in, really.
" My heart was shattered once, but I will get by, somehow. "
â Helpful â Sensitive â Faithful â Gentle â Compassionate â
In the eyes of many people around him, Makoto always comes off as a helpful and caring person, who could almost never says no whenever anyone needed his help. He helps people around him with complete genuity, without even needed to be repay. He's always concern of the welfare of people around him, especially his closed ones. Makoto is a reliable boy, who always tries his best no matter what others would think of him. And because of this, Makoto could earned the hearts of almost anyone.
However, at times, he shows himself to be a rather sensitive individual. No matter how much he tried to be tough and strong on the outside, deep down he is very fragile. Just a simple word of someone else about him could made him gotten all worked up. But Makoto doesn't wanted to show anyone his weak side, only to dig his face into a pillow and cry his heart out later. There are moments that he felt so lonely that he'd given anything just to have a shoulder to lean on.
But overall, Makoto is an adorable boy who just wanted to love and be loved. Even though it's an impractical dream, he always hoping that somewhere out there, a person who's truly meant for him is waiting.
" To love and to be loved. What more could I possibly asked? "
â Loving Words : It might sound really cheesy, but hearing loving words from his loved ones always made him felt as if he'd flown to the nine clouds.
â Manga : Makoto holds a big love for manga and he stores many from under his bed. But he's not as obsessive as an otaku.
â Piano : He has quite a musical ear so he likes to study about different kinds of instruments. But since Makito plays piano well so he takes a lot of interests in them.
â Helpfulness : His motto is 'It never hurts to help people' so it's something in his nature.
â Hot Weather : He hates sweating and hot weather is the perfect opportunity to get sweaty so he prefers to sit under the AC on hot days.
â Rejection : It never fails him to have others' attention when needed so he don't like it when people rejected him on purpose.
â Horror Movies : He doesn't want to get nightmares anymore so no thanks, Makoto is not going to ever watch them.
â Dairy Products : Somehow he felt that they were greasy as hell and there's nothing worse than having to swallow them.
â Volleyball : He's joined his school's volleyball team ever since he enrolled high school and it's still a passion to him.
â Pianist : Makoto can play it well and it helps him to relax after long days studying.
â Scaredy : Being a sensitive boy, Makoto scares of a lot of thing and he's not really happy of this fact.
â Too Honest : Makoto has never been able to lied to anyone without being so obvious about that fact that he's hiding something.
" I know that there's someone who is meant to me out there. "
If asked, Makoto will say that he doesn't really believe in what people would often called as 'past lives'. But if past lives really exist, then perhaps he might have had a better childhood. Completely unaware of the fact that he once was an angel who died valiantly during the great war millenniums ago, he was reincarnated into this world as a normal human - the child of a loving couple, who aren't rich but had enough to lead a normal and happy life.
But then, that happiness come to and end. One fateful day, they all get involved in a terrible car accident. For a 10-year-old kid like Makoto back then, it was a sheer miracle that he survived, although badly injured. But his parents weren't so lucky. They left this world, leaving their only son behind. It was a trauma that nobody could ever have the strength to endure. And for a easily-broken boy like Makoto, it was even worse. He has forgotten how long had it taken him to get over it. Months, or maybe years. He could never have comprehended.
Having no close relatives, Makoto was sent to an orphanage. Being a complete ordinary child with nothing exceptional or special, he has the tendency to corner himself, refusing to get close to anyone. He was constantly bullied, but he couldn't found it in his heart to fight back. Things went on like that for almost 2 years. It was then that a kind-hearted couple appeared in the orphanage. Once again, Makoto's life has begun anew as he finally be able to find lights in the life that once had sunken deep in darkness and misery.
It was hard to integrate with the society again, but thanks to the encouragement of those around him, Makoto eventually thrown away his mask and become the person whom he is today. Living under the Kazekiri's house was the best days of his life. He attended school, made friends and was able to do everything that a normal schoolboy could. What more could he possibly asked?
When he enrolled Senior High, he met a senpai who was pretty popular around school. Makoto has always admired him, but he was shy to approach that person. However, they kept coincidentally run into each other times to times. Eventually, they started to noticed each other more and more. After sometime hanging out and staying in touch, they became lovers and started to date. They held hands, they kissed, they hooked up. Just like that, Makoto's first love has been beautiful, to say at the least.
After a year and a half, for some unknown reasons, Makoto's lover walked up to him and coldly said that they're done. Surprised, he didn't even know how to react. For a moment, it feels as if the whole world just crumbled. But strange enough, he still managed to smile, saying that it was okay, and they both parted ways. He really did that, only to cried his heart out pathetically later.
It has been three months since Makoto broke up with his ex-lover. On the outside, it almost looked as if he's gotten over what has happened, but he still couldn't help to sob quietly every night. His heart was broken. But unbeknownst to him, his long-lost beloved one from his past life will soon appear to heal it.
â Maternal Father : Haruka Ichinose : 39 : Deceased
â Maternal Mother : Akari Ichinose : 33 : Deceased
â Adoptive Father : Emiya Kazekiri : 40 : Alive
â Adoptive Mother : Risa Kazekiri : 35 : Alive
â Best Friend : Chitose Kirishima : 18 : Alive
â Friend (?) : Hideki Hinata : 19 : Alive
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