" Because he died, because of me I didn't pick up the blade and stabbed him I didn't disconnect the game I didn't do anything I stayed there and cried !! " He said as he turn to the girl his hand on her shoulders " I was weak that time and he pay for it not me him, I wasn't able to save no one, but no anymore I'm not going to be useless anymore " He looked at the girl and smile " you remind me of myself everything I hate about me and everything that made me human, that's why im disappointed at you, you have potential do be great yet you let your tears hold you back " He said with a sad tone " you are small and fragile and I want to protect you but to lay my life down for you will make me completely obscure to my mission. " He said as he patted her head " Life is an ugly place, you had to fight but you are going to die and I don't want to carry another burden again I don't think I could handle it" He said as he kneeled down " that would be too much no strength could help me."

She frowned at him. "Is that how you view others? How you view me? A burden? Not even a person? You don't think about how that person feels? Just yourself?! You told me I was weak because of your own feelings?" She brought her fist hard to his face in an attempt to slug the shit out of him. "I'm weak because I never had the chance to lean on anyone. I've always been alone, Always! Yet I try to make a friend and close one at that and just like the last they turn me away because I get in the way!" She shook her head. "I'm so angry right now, I think..." She let out a bunch of grumbled nonsense and then started to stomp off ahead on the trail.