Violet finds all quotes to be quiet cheesy and the only good ones she finds are from books and they need to have the past story along with them so no quote to say.
General Information
Name
Violette "Violet" Antoinette Williamson
Age
16
Gender
Male or female of course
Grade
Junior
Sexual Orientation
Sapiosexual but yes she does still think guys can be hot
Personality
Likes
- Coffee Shops even though she despises coffee
- History and English class
- Poems
- All the shades of green she had a fascination with them
- 80's and 90's music
- Cursive print
- Straw, sun, and floppy hats
- Really anything vintage, vintage clothes, vintage vehicles, vintage movies even Roman Holiday even though it is about the most girly ass, stupid plot ever she didn't mind it.
- Reading. She loves books that really change your perspective on life, which is kind of strange.
Dislikes
- Sad endings
- Coffee, even though she likes coffee shops
- Any physical activity
- Cheerleaders and Jocks even though she's never said to out loud
- Cancer, she missed her brother
- Rap music
Fears
Oblivion- She doesn't actually fear forgetting herself or others and she does not fear that people will forget her.She fears that we will in thousands of years people will forget what mattered now and that maybe our thoughts the things that make us happy (by us she means all human beings) will be forgotten. Even if she know that someday this fear will come true she still feels it.
She fears that when she dies part if other people will die too. That they will never be able to love again. Even though this fear could be mistaken as vain or conceited it's not. She has seen other people die with the loved one that has died. She's not saying that someone loves her that much she just fears it. Not that fear is kept a secret.
She always fears ending the book she is reading. After she finishes a really good book it changes her thinking which she enjoys but she hates the empty feeling she gets after finishing some books. It makes her want to cry she hates crying. Such a small fear.[/font]
Quirks
She likes to relate things in high school to historic events. Like her cliques relating to the Civil War theory located in the personality part.
Sometimes, actually more like all the time she starting thinking her her mind like a winter and will talk in third person in her mind about what she is doing and thinking. It's the only way she can think.
Personality
Most preps give off the impression that they disregard everyone that is not from an affluent family. Violet is incredibly different. She despises the fact the she originated from weather. She acknowledges the fact that it does not bring happiness which most preps have grown to believe that happiness can truly be bought. Violette may be the same if she had not witnessed firsthand that money cannot save a person or a family. Violette does still hang around with the preps. Where else is she to go? No free spirt or wallflower group would ever except her they would be prejudice against her just like the preps would be towards them. The ideals cliques made sense to Violet, she understood how they where like the North and the South in the midst of the civil war. Brother could be turning on brother during that war over the fight to free the African-Americans. It in smaller portion was like that in High school. One brother could be amongst the jocks while the other could be a wallflower. They would despise each other during the school day and go back to brothers after school while still having a flagrant, fervent, impassioned dislike for each other due to the cliques at school. They would fake peace with each other just to convince there parents that this dislike for each other was nonexistent. Preps where a tad bit different from every other clique. They of course where popular, only for there money of course. What set the preps apart is that they where all assorted people. Everyone divers in the preps, some could be intelligent, some could be athletic, some could be snotty, yet we all mutually got along due to one thing, money.
That was high school cliques through Violette's eyes.
But on to more inmortant things. She is kinda obsessed with metaphors. So obsessed in fact that when she dies she has no doubt that whomever is speaking at her funeral will say, "Damn that girl was so obsessed with metaphors." She hoped they would at least, it would have to become her dying wish. She already knew that after death wherever she goes, she would attend her funeral, she would sit in the back row listening to all the bullshit people pulled out of there ass for what they had to say about her. But that is if should could attend her funeral. After her brother died she thought a lot about death, where she would. At first he was so gone she truly believe him, his personality, his life was just rotting away in some goddamned hoe, in some god damned grave that he actual,y picked out for himself. She thought religion was just something made up to make you feel better about your loves ones passing and you dying. Then as his scent went away and as quit being able to picture him perfectly she realized she also wanted to know that somehow he was still alive, somewhere, maybe not even alive but she didn't want him rotting int the grave, but she didn't quiet know what to believe, that was fine at least she believe there is something.
She is also a thoughtful girl, very aloof. She has this little world in her mind that is her own and it just goes wild. She her mind is constantly moving thinking all theses theories on life death and everything inbetween. She does seem like she had a slightly mysteriousness about her, mostly because he mind is a mysterious place to most people. If you ask her what she's thinking she'll tell you but no one ever really bothers, so neither does she. Her latest thought is on the gait of people. People always, well at least people she know say that your posture when standing help determine who you are. Doesn't that go hand on hand with your way of walking? And if so, Violet sways her hips while walking. Des that in fact make her a bitch if you where to judge her bother cover which most, of not everyone does? Of is someone walks with a limp, does it mean that we feel bad for him or her because of the possibility that they lost it during the war to to an illness? So we give that person whom we do not know out sympathies because of our assumptions? That just confuses the hell put of her.
Though from what you have already read you would thinks eh sounds likes fairly good person, but also possibly easy to fight with. But truth is Violet has a very meager attention span unless it involves a book. She is constantly jumping g form one subject to another. She if you talk to he type can defiantly ensue having many different conversations. But if she wants to have a long and thoughtful conversation then god help you, you better shut up and listen. If you don't you will get a myriad of insults for not listening to her.
[font=Courier]My Life
Relationships
TBA.
Clique
Preps
TBA.
Clique
Preps
History
From a young age Violette had a vivid imagination. She had created this ethereal world in her mind. It was truly heavenly.
Her life was truly ethereal, oh wait that is a different girl. Violet did not have the perfect upbringing. She did originate from an affluent family. They came from old wealth, from past politicians on her mothers side, and successful businessmen on her fathers side. She grew up in the high society. Living in upper east New York, Manhattan. She was obliged to have proper etiquette. Manners where expected to come from her mouth. She was always told to dress in classy and fancy attire.
Pressure was put in her to be perfect. More pressure was put on her brother, he was the eldest of Violet and him and was expected to be a role model to Violet and put on a show when guest where in there presence of a perfect child.
No there is no breaking point for her brother in Violets story. Well no suicide breaking point. They just continued there life with the monotonic behavior of being perfect in front of there parents.
With not in the sight of there parents Violet and her brother Jonathan whom also went by John but Violet preferred Jonathan just as he preferred Violette, they would hang out and laugh till they cried. John was Violets best just as she was to him. When going to a school John was two years older, but always ate lunch with Violet and Skylar whom was Violets best friend and seemed to have a thing with John, though it was never revealed.
They lived in there two faces, happy, sad life making it though just fine.
Then tragedy struck like a lighting bolt. Sticking the perfect t faced life of Violet.
She does not remember exactly how they found it, she just remember the treatments.
When Violet was 13 which made her brother 15, cancer was found in Jonathan's lungs. Violet felt and still fells like the doctors could have done more, should have done more. She feels like they just gave up, she remembered vividly the conversation she was aloud to sit in on for some odd reason where the doctors told John that they really couldn't do more. John argued that they could try something new and the doctors said it could be risky, John wanted to anyways. Then there dad stepped in saying enough pain has been cause Jonathan will live out his last days in the serenity of his own home. Violet felt like everyone had give up on him, the doctors, her parents, even Skylar quit visiting him very much.
Then one morning in August, she remembered it was humid, it was so goddamned humid. She remembered John falling unconscious. She remember no ambulance was called, he just died, just like that, the greatest most thoughtful, funniest person she had ever met just died.
At first it felt like some sort of daze, like soon she was snap back into reality and John would be there breathing. She felt like that for a while. She never even saw John dead, at his funeral it was a closed casket. Somehow she felt like they all did to trick her. Then after a month she stepped out of the daze into the real world. She finally realized that John wasn't coming home he was dead. After that she tried to be normal again, she tried to go back to school eat lunch with now depressed Skylar. Nothing ever felt right like something big was missing. Jonathan. So Violet locked herself in her room, started online schooling and lost 20 from her already petite figure.
Her mother saw Violet's problem, but when she tried to bring it up to her father he shrugged it off. Since Johns death he had an alcohol problem. Her mother lightly dissuade him to stop but didn't really try that hard. Well until now. I guess something clicks din Lily whom is Violets mothers mothers head that said, "Hey this guy is a complete utter dick and I really should just leave him," so she did, just like that. She packed up all of hers and Violet's things and they just left. With a note taped to the refrigerated saying, 'Sober up then find us.'
They left for California. They of course didn't leave broke,they had money lots of it, Lily came from riches since birth. So Violet and Lily started a first class perfect life.
Of course it wasn't for Violet. John was in New York. His boxy buries 6 feet deep just rotting there. His spirt was there too. His scent was there,his room was there he was there. Once they got there he started to slip from Violets mind. She still remembered that he always smelt like freshly mowed grass but in a different way which she forgot how it smelt. Then she couldn't picture bs hand anymore, or hear his laugh, and she had no clue what he would say in certain citations. It was like he was ceasing to ever exist. Which made Violet feel like her world was ceases to exist. Even if he tired so hard to keep in alive he just wasn't. He needed him back.
After awhile she took up the habit of smoking. A very bad habit, but somehow it made everything okay. She still to this day she still smokes.
So when Violet started her new school she seemed to kind of rule it. She was popular. The Violet that sat in the corner of the lunch room with her brother and Skylar ceased to exist with John. She had turned into vapid bitch, who had this monotone rude yet boring personality.
One day something happened, and no not some bullshit ghost thing where John reappeared. She just had this feeling of warmth, and just thought of him. She still had no clue what he would say about her or if he had nice fingernails or not, she just remembered him as whole. She remembered that he hated people like she had become, though he never said anything or really ever actually hated them because he was too busy being him.
I guess Violet changed then, not dramatically but slowly, little bay steps at time.
Now she is still popular, no one would even doubt that, but she is thoughtful and caringish. Well she's working on it.
It turned out the lung cancer disease that her brother had was a trait. It ran in the family. Both of Violette great grandpa and grandma on her mothers side died of it and her grandmother on her mothers side died of it. The trait just seemed to skip over her mother. It just happened to fall on her brother. The trait could also be located in Violet, but amidst her stubbornness she refuse to get tested. I think her exactly words where, "If I do happen to have. Lung cancer trait I really don't want to do anything about it right now, if I'm going to due from launcher cancer I will die. God will me when he believes Im ready." Those are just Violets angsty teenage thoughts speaking. She is intent on not getting checked for the trait.
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Other
Theme Song
Iris- Goo Goo Dolls
"All I can taste is this moment."
"Sooner or later it's over I just don't want to miss you tonight."
"And I don't want the world to see me cause I don't they that they'd understand, when everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am."
"When everything feels like the movies yea you bleed just to know your alive."
Superman (It's not easy)- Five for Fighting
"I'm not that naive. I'm just out to find the better part of me."
"It may sound absurd but don't be naive even heroes have the right to bleed."
"I wish that I could cry fall upon my knees."
(Mainly its just her favorite song)
Other
Anything I missed?
Password
Wallflowers Shall Unite
