Because drunk words are sober thoughts.”
We reload and restart
We're recallin' real love
Fate to fate as we touch,
We strike a light
We strike a light
We strike a light
Almost home
Is still hurts but it ain’t over
We re-collide and somehow I feel
We might be here to stay ey ey
In bed, stay in bed,
The feeling of your
Skin locked in my head
Smoke smoke me broke
I don't care, I'm down
For what you want
Day drunk into the night,
Wanna keep you here
'Cause you dry my tears
Yeah, summer loving and fights
The Basics
“Yes, like Buffy the fucking vampire slayer,
congratulations you’re not the first person to make that connection.”
Ellizebeth Rose Holloway
||Nicknames||
Ellizebeth has never gone by her full name in fact aside from her father, no one knows what her real names it. She’s gone by Buffy for as long as she can remember. Her father hated the name Ellizebeth, so he called her Buffy from the second she was born.
||Age||
Nineteen
||Gender||
Female
||Hometown||
Somewhere in the Mojave Desert, between California and Nevada.
||Occupation||
She doesn’t currently work.
||Sexuality||
Pansexual
||Relationship Status||
Single.
In The Mirror
"My dad says all I’ve got going for me is my looks.
Your dad ever recommend you become a stripper? Didn’t think so.”
||Face Claim||
Megan Fox
||Eye Color||
Deep, Sapphire Blue.
||Hair Color||
Naturally her hair is a dark brow, she rarely colors her hair. At the current moment though she is sporting a purple ombre with her brown hair. Her hair touches just short o her lower back.
||Body Type||
Because of the lifestyle she lives, the drugs keep her thin, sometimes a little too thin. At the current moment she only weighs about 116 pounds and stands at 5’4.
||Skin Tone||
Light Beige, she tans darker in the summer.
||Tattoos Or Piercing||
She has her tongue pierced, but surprisingly not her ears.
>>On her right forearm: Marilyn Monroe<<
>>On her lower stomach: Beautiful Disaster<<
>>On her right collarbone: Fate Fell Short<<
||Scars||
She has several, mostly from her father, who wasn’t exactly a trophy father growing up.
A Day In My Life
“A day in my life isn’t a walk in the park.
I’m lucky I’ve lived this long, my dad didn’t exactly want a kid, or three.”
♦Hard Liquor|♦Loud Music|♦Rough Sex|♦Her Friends|♦Drugs|♦Late Nights|♦Smoking|♦Feeling Important|♦Bad Boys|♦Causing Trouble|♦The word "Fuck"|♦Black nail polish|♦Kissing strangers|♦Guns/i]
||Dislikes||
[i]▼Her Father|▼Her Oldest Brother|▼Mornings|▼Being Sober|▼Listening to authority|▼Being told what to do|▼Showing her emotions|▼Watching TV|▼Bright Colors|▼Rick People|▼Kids|▼Cops
||Quirks||
*Blows smoke rings.
*Chews on her hair.
*Walks around in bar and underwear.
||Dreams||
⚜ See the world/Travel
⚜Make a name for herself to prove she’s more than just a pretty face.
||Fears||
⚔ Getting Pregnant.
⚔Her father, she’s terrified of him.
⚔Her oldest brother, because he acts just like her father.
Who I Am
“I was raised by an abusive dad and my criminal brothers.
Don’t expect a lady, because I’m far from prim and proper."
||Religious Background||
"An alcoholic, does that count?"
||Personality||
Buffy is unpredictably, reckless. You really can't count on her for much, mostly because she's always in some kind of intoxicated hazy, state of mind. She likes to party, dance like there is no tomorrow, an tease boys. She's a bit vein, but that's because everyone she's ever known has always told her how beautiful she was and so she learned to use her assets to get what she wants. She's incredibly charming and tends to draw people in.
She uses people, she thinks of everyone as a pawn in her game of chess. She's a talented liar, mostly because she's learned to lie flawlessly to keep people from seeing past her pretty face. She's a wild child, with a dangerous addiction to things she can't have. However, once she obtains the thing she can't have, she tends to get bored of it very easily.
Buffy may be only nineteen, but she's extremely mature for her age. She's extremely seasoned in sex and the game of seduction. It's rare for her to spend a night alone, without some guy and when she's black out wasted, the occasional girl in her bed. Despite how overly confident she appears to the world, she hates herself and can't stand looking in the mirror.
As much as her family has beaten her down, she's still a fighter, in fact dealing with her father has just made her insanely tough. Most of the time now, she gets in fits fights with her father and refuses to roll over and take his abuse. She's fearless and will fight anyone who messes with you, it doesn't matter if you’re a guy twice her size or the same size as her. She's incredibly stubborn to the point that people get frustrated with her and it's the entire reason she can't keep a boyfriend.
What I've Been Through
“I never had a mom.
As far as I’m concerned she can burn in hell.”
Now
||Family Tree||
Randy Holloway||Father||Age: 50||Alive
Katie Burnette||Mother||Age: 45||Unknown
Anthony “Tony” Holloway||Older Brother||Age: 26||Alive
Paul Holloway||Older Brother||Age: 24||Alive
||History||
Born Eillezbeth Rose, she was doomed from the start. Her parents were hopeless drug addicts, who had reluctantly stayed together long enough to have three kids together. Eillezbeth however was the last straw. When she was two years old, her mother just up and left one day while her father was at the bar, not bothering to take any of her kids. Just telling her nine and seven year old son to watch there little sister because she’d was going grocery shopping.
Her family had never been wealthy they lived in a barely functional, two bedroom,trailer, in a shitty trailer park in the Mojave desert, somewhere between California and Nevada. Her father was to much of a drunk to hold down a job, so instead they lived off her father's disability checks, which was just enough to pay for rent an buy a small amount of groceries. There were several times that Buffy and her brothers, went days without eating.
Her father was more then a little abusive and Buffy learned very early on how to use make-up to hide the bruises her father supplied her with. By thirteen she was experimenting with drugs, having sex with guys way to old for her, and partying with college students. She'd become wild and reckless and did whatever she could to stay away from home, that didn't help though, because on occasion her father would order her brothers to drag her home and her father would beat the shit out of her. The beats were so bad sometimes, she wound up in the hospital on occasion, not because he father or eldest brother took her, but because after they passed out Paul would drive her to the hospital.
Buffy never had many friends, mostly because she kept people at a distance. She didn't want anyone seeing how shitty her life was and it didn't help that guy only wanted to be near her because she was an easy hook up and she was beautiful. However, she wasn't the only one with a fucked up life and she started hanging out with other kids in the trailer park, who understood that luck was never going to be on their side.
By sixteen she was rarely sober, her father and older brother got off on controlling everything she did, emotionally and physically abusing her, while her other brother Paul, would try his bet to console her. Life was hell for her, yet she was still strong and refused to let what her brother and father told her be who she really was. To numb the pain she simply parties and stays liquored and drugged up to help her better deal with reality.