I was gifted the night.
âEverybody is acting like we can do anything and it don't matter what we do. Maybe we gotta' be extra careful because maybe it matters more than we even know.â Erikson-Casualties of war
|Role|
Normal Vampire
|Grade| Freshman; Normal student
|Gender|
Male
|Age|
18
|Physical Description|
Isao is fairly short and slender. He is fit, but not particularly muscular. He usually wears loose clothing, settling for either blue, white or black depending on his mood. He wears a golden earring in his right ear. His hair is black and he takes care every morning to give it a casual and rebellious look.
|I can...|
carefully make the right choice, manipulate fire on a small scale, play the violin and read people. Isao is an observer, preferring to analyse a situation before acting.
|But I can't...|
Act quickly or cope with lots of attention. Isao also leans toward complacency, often content with settling for average results rather than excellent ones.
|Personality|
Isao is a calm and reserved person. While he can be really sociable, he usually doesnât reach that stage with people. In the beginning he tends to wait and refuses to take the initiative. His fear to do something wrong often paralyzes him. This isnât merely a problem in social situations, but also a hamstring in most other situations. Isao simply canât act quickly and often flutters indecisively from one side to another.
If he can remain on the background Isao usually keeps his calm, doing his best to maintain a cold and controlled image. More than anything else he fears that people will find out just how uncertain and weak he can be. In order to maintain his image, he often makes cynical or detached comments, alienating him from many.
Nevertheless once he gets close with someone, he lowers his guard. Isao tries to help and protect his friends wherever possible. Isao thoroughly enjoys social contact when his fears do not restrain him too much.
Still, he is a solitary person and needs time alone from time to time. It is the only way for Isao to organize his mind and get his priorities straight once more. If he spends too much time with company he will get irritable and seek for an excuse to isolate himself.
Isao is obsessed with small fires, often using his powers to make the flames dance before him. To him, fire is the colour that dances with the night. However, he fears large fires, seeing them as chaotic. Great fires claim too much of the night.
Finally, he is often lazy and complacent. He realizes he could try reaching for the skies, but is more than happy for now to remain on the ground. After all, the tale of Icarus is double a warning for vampires. His lack of ambition often earns him scorn, but Isao does not mind. He knows he will reach high when one day the situation truly warrants it.
|I like...|
Dark chocolate, reading, going for a walk at night, playing the violin, fellow vampires, small fires and gloomy music.
|But I don't like...|
Peas, big crowds, loud noises, pigeons, self-pitying vampires and most humans.
|Crush|
None as of now
|History|
Isao was glad to leave his past behind and go to the college about two years ago. He is proud of his vampire heritage, believing to be a gift. In the past few shared his views, therefore the past is no longer worth a second glance. His parents meekly accepted his second rank citizenship as a vampire. Isao never did. His parents treated him much like a disabled kid, someone who was going to need help to get anything done .As he grew up, he found his parent's attitude wasn't even the worst. He was met with fear and hate, he grew colder, less naive, more distrustful of 'normal' people. Being unable to defend himself due to some silly rules often brought him great pain. He knew he was losing grip on the situation and decided to leave his old life and defeatist parents behind. He had hoped the college to be a new start, but once more stumbled across prejudices and bigotry, making him doubt whether humans and vampires can cooperate.
At the college Isao mostly kept his distance, only approaching fellow vampires. At first he got excellent grades, but often found it hard to motivate himself. Humans had so many advantages while he had to fight for everything. After a while he just gave up on competing with them, for he knew no matter how hard he tried, he still would be less. Now he just aims for decent grades.
Isap rarely shares this. Whenever someone asks after his past, he merely answers: "It is over and for that I am grateful. This college is my life and it is all that matters from now on. He fears disclosing too much of his past will weaken his position even more.
|Opinions|
Nothing for now.
|Other|
|Theme Song| Iced Earth- A question of heaven
The time is close now, the end is near
My walk through the valley, trails of fear
I feel empty, my penance overdue,
I guess it's too late now to be with you
I'm extremely frightened of what will surely be
I sold myself, the death of me
I know you can't forgive me I know I'm on my own,
I've betrayed you I walk alone
What exactly is the meaning of this
Just pawns in your twisted game
Severe pain for the lie I'm livin'
For a love I never could betray
Question me not say the lord unto thee
You have chosen your own fate and your own destiny
Denied of this life is what you are to be
You have chosen your own fate and your own destiny
Lord I pound my fists at you
Won't you just let me die
Would I not suffer enough
No inner peace no after life
I did what I thought was right
All for the love of my life
I know it's sad but true
Something is very wrong
Condemned to suffer so long
For a love so true
The question that lies within
Is so hard to understand
It still tears at me
And in my dying breath
My heart holds no regrets
I wouldn't change a thing
My spirit begins to rise into the heavenly skies
Just to be shunned away by you
Now all I want is to die, no streets of gold in the sky
And I wash my hands of you
Rising to the heavens light
Just to plea for death
Just to be denied-