âI may be small, but I'll hurt you if I have to.â
"Please pronounce it right." Alana Nicole Cain [ A - lah - nah ]
| Nickname |
"I'll be honest with you, I kind of like when people make up nicknames for me. It seems... Special." Alana likes nicknames quite a bit. One of the quickest ways to get her to smile is a clever nickname. Often people call her Lana or Lannie, but others call her Allie. Some still, just call her by her last name, Cain. However, she loves to hear a clever nickname every now and then. Something that's unique. She'll never turn one down, because they're kind of special to her. Despite the fact that she hates for others to undermine her based on her age, she quite likes names like "sweetie" or "cutie". Despite how much she denys it, she is still just a kid, and the names remind her of better days. Make her think of a simpler life. However, should you be using them in a demeaning way, rather than just an affectionate way well... you deserve what's coming to you.
| Gender |
"Well I'm definitely not a boy." Female, clearly
| Age |
"Seriously. Tell me I'm too young one more time and I'll introduce my knife to your gut." Just turned twelve years-old, though she has one of those ageless faces that can appear anywhere from 12 to 18 depending on how her hair and makeup are done.
| Sexuality |
"Ew. I'm twelve dude." Straight
| Role |
"Unfortunately, I have to stay on high-alert. I'm not one of those lucky ones who can't be infected." Non-Immune
"A lot of people say my eyes are amazing." Alana's eyes are shocking. They're are a soft, pale blue-green color. A lot of people say they're breathtaking to say the least. They're quite large on her face, making her appear young, innocent, and in need of protecting. They also seem to have a deep wisdom about them. A wisdom that goes far beyond her twelve years, making you suspect that she's seen much more than a girl her age ever should. They captivate you, and it is here, in her gaze, that you can always find her emotions. No matter how hard she tries to hide them, tries to keep her face a clean slate, or even lie and show you a different emotion, her true feelings are always reflected in her eyes. This is her biggest reason for always wearing sunglasses. She doesn't want people to see her doe-eyed gaze, and, not only think she's innocent, but see right through her. Right to her heart.
| Hair Color |
"I look like a snow queen." Lana's hair is extremely blonde, almost white. People say she needs to lay off the bleach, but this is actually her natural hair. It's soft, and extremely long. When she had the luxury of doing her hair, she used to straighten it a lot, but now that she's on the run constantly, she either leaves it natural or wears it up in either a braid or a ponytail. Having long hair can be dangerous, should an infected grab hold of it, however, she's very fond of the length of her hair and would never cut it. Naturally, it's just past her hips. Her bangs sweep gently across her forehead to the right, framing her face. It's so pale, it makes it nearly impossible for her to blend with shadows, and light glares off it, so sometimes she'll wear a hat. She refuses to dye it, but if she loses her hat, the fact that it makes her stand out sharply, may leave her with no other choice.
| Height |
"My one advantage." She's rather tall for her age, standing at a height of 5'7"
| Weight |
"I may be small, but I'm quick as a jungle cat." Alana, unfortunately, is slightly underweight due to rationing her food. She weighs a mere 95 pounds, making her extremely small and lightweight. Though she may be underfed, she has yet to get to the point where it makes her look sickly. She just looks like a skinny kid, not yet emaciated or skin-and-bones.
| Skin Tone |
"I look like I've never seen the sun before in my life." Her hair and skin are nearly the same color, that is how pale Alana is. Not sickly or grossly pale though. Just icy smooth. She hates how pale she is, and how her skin refuses to get any color, even after sitting out, with no sunblock on, for hours, but it's better than being easily burnt.
| Distinct Markings |
"I'm twelve. I can't legally have tattoos." When it comes to markings Alana has very few. She's far too young to have a tattoo, and her skin is mostly flawless, with very few scars, though she does have two. One, lives under her bangs, just above her right eyebrow, and is rather deep, though not very large. This she got the day of the outbreak, and nearly killed her. The second, is on her upper left arm, and cuts almost all the way to her elbow. This one isn't quite a scar yet, as it's still healing and causes her a lot of pain, but it's very deep and will definitely become a scar once it's healed. Other than that, she has both ears pierced once, but that's it for markings.
| Physical Description |
"Careful now, looks can be deceiving." Alana is quite small and fragile looking. Though this is quite deceiving, seeing as she's very capable, for being so young, and has a tough mental strength, despite her fragility and sweetness. Upon first seeing Lana, one would feel an aura of strangeness, solitude, mystery, a little darkness, but above all, harmlessness. She may have a little bit of mystery about her, but no one looks at her as a threat, not only because she doesn't look like one, but because she doesn't act like one either. She simply does her own thing, in her own little world, despite this though, don't feed into it too much. She may not like hurting people, but will if she has to.
Alana is quite petite when it comes to body type. Because she's always on the run, she doesn't eat much and rations her food supply severely, so, on top of already being small for her age, she's even tinier due to her lack of growth. Some say, it's only her face and the deepness of her eyes that make her appear her age, for the rest of her body seems to have gotten left behind in the aging process. She's not remarkably curvy, but she's never really cared much about physical appearance so it doesn't matter to her. She's got a delicate build, yet not like she's underfed, or gangly. She's healthy, just small.
When it comes to facial features, Alana looks quite like a porcelain doll. She's got an icy pale complexion, not sickly, or sun-deprived, just smooth and flawlessly white. Her lips are small and rounded, her nose tiny and pointed, and her jaw delicate and thin. Her cheeks are round with a slight pink tint to them. Lana's eyes are the only large feature on her face. They take up the majority of her face, making her appear doe-eyed and in wonderment all the time. They're not creepily large, but, compared to the rest of her small features, they're quite astonishing, and it is evident. As for color, her eyes are a pale, icy blue-green. They seem to look right into you and pull out your very soul in quite an enchanting way. Her eyes are deep, and hold a lot of wisdom and experience, leading you to believe that she's seen a lot in her lifetime. They're really the most astonishing thing about her appearance. Apart from the brightness of her hair and her skin, for her hair is a bright, frosty blonde, and flows down to her hips in soft locks, as she's never cut it. While her skin is pale and creamy. Sometimes she likes to pick flowers from people's gardens and wear them in her hair. Sometimes, she forgets to take them out, so often, she can be seen with dead flowers in her hair.
As far as clothing goes, Lannie really has no right to be picky. Before the apocalypse, she was quite famous and her clothing was always picked for her, she always looked classy and cute. Now, she wears what she can get. She has a baseball cap that she uses to hide her hair when traveling, since it's so bright and stands out so sharply. She no longer cares if her clothes even match, or if they're meant for males or females. Warmth, comfort, and movement are all that matter now. Style does not.
â„ Daydreaming
â„ The stars
â„ Flowers
â„ Nature
â„ Dancing
â„ Warmth
â„ Safety
â„ Love
â„ Attention
â„ Beaches
â„ Sunlight
â„ Gentleness
â„ Having company
â„ Freedom
â„ Quiet
â„ Solitude
â„ Candy
| Dislikes |
â The doctor
â Bright lights
â Crowds
â Needles
â Pain
â Hurting people, though she will if she must
â Killing, though she has to
â Being in trouble
â Loud noises
â Loud people
â Zombies
â People asking too many questions
â Being looked down on because she's young
â Being ignored
â Annoying people
â Being pestered/nagged
â Memories
â Unkindness
â Loneliness
â Thunderstorms, her greatest fear
â The dark, another fear of hers
| Skills |
â Speed, balance, & grace, she's incredibly fast, being so small, with the agility and grace of a jungle cat
â Her intelligence. She's extremely clever
â Her empathy. She knows people, and can read them easily.
â Fighting with her knife
â Hiding. Though she's very fair and stands out in darkness, as well as light, she's actually surprisingly good at keeping hidden.
â Dancing. She's been dancing for years, and though it doesn't help her much, other than with balance and grace, she's a great dancer.
| Weaknesses |
â Her size is clearly one. Though she makes up for it in speed, she's quite small, and if directly cornered, or thrown up against someone with exceptional strength, she may have a problem on her hands.
â Her trust issues. While it allows her to keep the wrong people out, it can also keep her from allowing the right people in
â Her fears. Though she's great at hiding them, should someone know just how to get to her, they could easily undo her.
"Don't look so surprised. Even the youngest have to carry a weapon these days." Allie carries on her four weapons at all times. One, is a large kitchen knife, almost longer than her forearm. Two, are smaller pocket knives, that she keeps in her boots, and the last one is a hand gun she stole out of a police car. She has very little ammo for the gun though, so she uses it only in extreme cases. Her most commonly used weapon is her kitchen knife. She nearly never sets it down. It's almost a natural extension of her arm at this point.
| Inventory |
"My father was a medical scientist, We lived next to a hospital. I'm stocked up on medical supplies at least." On her back, Alana carries a large black camping backpack stocked with the following:
A blanket, Her gun and ammo, various medical supplies, including multiple forms of pain relievers varying in strength from headache meds to morphine shots. Several canned and boxed food items, a picture of her family, her dance shoes, despite the fact that she may never need them again, water bottles, cat food, a cat toy, an ipod and charger, soap, and three changes of clothes.
Her clothes include:
A green, hunters baseball cap, too-big sunglasses, an over-sized white t-shirt of her fathers. A plain white tank top of her own, a gray tank top, a pink dance camp sweatshirt, two pairs of skinny jeans, one pair of black, skinny jeans, pink converse tennis shoes, black combat boots, and a leather jacket.
| Personality |
Obscure [uhâb-skyooâr]
Adjective
1. Not clear or plain; ambiguous, vague, or uncertain
2. Hard to explain or define; Mysterious, elusive
3. Not expressing the meaning clearly or plainly.
4. Indistinct to the sight or any other sense; not readily seen, heard, etc.
5. Inconspicuous or unnoticeable
"I prefer solitude. It's easier that way." Alana Cain is kind of a strange girl. She prefers to be alone, in her little world, silently observing the lives of others, than to be involved with people. She's been through a lot of strain in her life, and it's taken a toll on her. She's very strong mentally, able to take a lot of fear, pain, and stress with nothing more than a blink. She is almost impossible to break, despite her quietness, and dependence on others. She may break down and cry openly every once in a while, as she is just a kid afterall, but don't let that fool you into thinking she's weak. She's the kind of girl who can bare anything in silence. Physical pain, and even minor mental pain such as name calling and slander, don't phase her. It's emotional pain that can break her. Memories, seeing someone else hurt, losing someone she loves.
Allie is the type of girl you either love having around, or you hate. Either you love her sweetness, her kindness, and her dependency, or you hate her quietness, mysteriousness, and elusiveness. You either think of her as weird, and kind of creepy, or sweet, and gentle.
She's a very tough girl to figure out. She likes to observe from the sidelines, watch you live your life. She's a "people watcher". She could sit for hours in the city just watching people be, not even making a noise. In fact, she talks so little, many think she doesn't even have a voice. That she's mute, or deaf, or both. Allie is very dependent on others. Though she may seem distant, and unconnected, she needs to have people around her or she falls into a hole of memories and madness, and becomes a shell, lost and frightened, and quite insane. She is quite troubled, and often, can slip into insanity when memories are brought up. Her mind becomes very strained when she tries to recall on the past, and, she'll often slip into a slump of depression for days, from just a single thought of her family.
Despite this, Alana only rely's so deeply on those she trusts and cares about, and to be emitted into this circle really isn't all that hard, it just takes a while. She has to believe you are a good person first. She's the kind of person who doesn't care what you've done in your life, past events, or who you were, all she cares about is who you are. Nothing is unforgivable to Lana. You may not even know you're in this circle of trust though, due to how little she talks. She prefers to get to know the person first, before interacting, which seems kind of impossible, but not with her incredible empathy, and uncanny ability to read people, and see into their hearts. Once you're in her circle, she'll do more to branch out to you.
Once you get under her quietness, to the girl underneath, you'll find that she's a wonderful person. She's sweet, and kind. She's a dreamer and a believer, and she becomes quite open with you once she knows she can trust you. She'll do anything to protect you, and she'll accept you no matter what. Despite how much she tries to act grown up, she's rather child-like, in the kindness she shows people, and is extremely gentle.
Despite all this though, do not underestimate her. As stated, she's very kind and gentle, but only to those she loves and cares about. Everyone else is treated coldly. She tries hard to keep people out, not wanting to grow too attached. She's always trying to act grown up. Independent. She hates when people treat her like a child. She may like to be comforted and cared for sometimes, because she is only twelve, but she doesn't want you to think she's completely incapable. There's a reason she's survived this long when all the odds are against her. She's tough as nails, and not afraid to hurt you if she has to. Weather you're infected or not.
"Really?" She's had a few crushes in the past, but it's unlikely that she'll be having one anytime soon.
| History |
"I've always kind of been a loner I guess." Ever since she was little, Lannie has been on her own. Secluded. She hasn't really had a whole lot of love in her life, except in small doses when her parents had time for her. She was born to a wealthy family. Her mother was a popular actress, and her father was a main medical scientist for the Neuronet Corporation. Her childhood was filled with material items. She got everything she wanted. Except attention. The housekeeper was more of a mother to her than her real mother was. She was a famous child. She did some acting, and some modeling, and was extremely popular with the public. Even young, she couldn't go anywhere without being noticed as the child of Adelia Cain.
However, despite her lack of attention and love, she wasn't unhappy. Merely forgotten. She learned to be independent. To care for herself and trust few. She matured fast, even before the apocalypse, there were things she'd seen done in showbiz that no little girl should ever see. She learned to appreciate the small bits of affection her parents were able to give her when they got the time, and cherish them. She felt no hatred towards her parents, merely accepted the fact that they loved her, just didn't have the time to show it.
She was ten when her father and his team, the leading medical researchers for Neuronet Corporation, discovered the 84K virus. He became worried. A workaholic. Stopped eating even. Alana saw him less and less, and when she did, he wasn't looking well. He was always mumbling about some antivirus, and finding it fast, but that was all he'd share with her or her mother.
When she was eleven, he was moved to the weapons department, and became increasingly paranoid.
Three months later, the outbreak started. The scientist that had dropped the vial of the infection had been one room away from her father, nothing but a wall separating them. He was supposed to be in that room, transferring the virus, but he'd taken an early lunch break and trusted his team to do it. If he hadn't taken that break, he would have become one of "them". Instead, he was smart. As soon as he realized it had started, he rushed home.
Within an hour, a government car came to pick up him and Alana's mother, to drive them to the safe, underground bunker. A second came for Alana, but there was an accident. On the highway, a semi hit them, and the driver died instantly. A piece of the windshield lodged in her skull, right above her right eyebrow and nearly killed her, knocking her out cold. The last thing she knew before passing out, was the feel of arms hauling her from the wreckage.
When she woke, a week later, she was in a little camp on the side of the highway with the trucker that had hit them. Her head was bandaged up, and she demanded to know why he didn't take her back into the city, but he just told her that the city was a mess. She fell back asleep, and woke to screaming. Something was killing the trucker. Without hesitating, she ran, until she came to the nearest home and banged frantically on the door. She could hear them behind her.
No one answered, so she forced her way in. The smell of death filled the air, and she managed to grab a kitchen knife and kill the creature that was chasing her. Not wanting to investigate, with a throbbing, and now bleeding head, she made her way down a highway filled with crashed cars, towards her house. Once there, she found that everything had been destroyed. Whatever she'd killed back in that house, was all over the city, and they'd been in her house. There were bodies everywhere. Maids, the cook, the butler, the housekeeper. Thinking fast, she gathered as many of her fathers medical supplies as she could, some cloths, food, ect. Then, she broke into the hospital next door, and ransacked the place for as many medical supplies as she could carry. Her old life of luxury was over. And a new one, filled with horror, had just begun.
| Other |
"I uhm.. have a pet." She has a kitten named Lulu, that she found stranded and is taking care of. She carries her in the side pocket of her backpack.
Let's say we're sorry 'fore it's too late
Give forgiveness a chance
Turn the anger into water
Let it slip through our hands
We all bleed red, we all taste rain
All fall down, lose our way
We all say words we regret
We all cry tears, we all bleed red
If we're fighting, we're both losing
We're just wasting our time
Because my scars, they are your scars
And your world is mine
You and I, we all bleed red, we all taste rain
All fall down, lose our way
We all say words we regret
We all cry tears, we all bleed red
Sometimes we're strong, sometimes we're weak
Sometimes we're hurt and it cuts deep
We live this life breath to breath
We're all the same, we all bleed red
Let's say we're sorry 'fore it's too late
We all bleed red, all taste rain
All fall down, lose our way
We all say words we regret
We all cry tears, all bleed red
Sometimes we're strong, sometimes we're weak
Sometimes we're hurt, it cuts deep
We live this life breath to breath
We're all the same, we all bleed red