"I'm young & I'm hopeless, I'm lost & I know this, I'm going nowhere fast that's what they say, I'm troublesome, I've fallen, I'm angry any way, it's me against this world and I'll fight until my very last breath escapes these pail lips."
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Basic Information;
Full Name:
Nova Sky Devereaux (Dever-Oh)
Nicknames:
Vea (Vee-Uh) Or Litty (Close friends and family)
Age:
16
Role:
Girl 3
Theme Song
God is a DJ, You Learn
(Her general out look on life.)
Shelter[/url]
(What she feels about herself.)
Hands Clean,Stupid
(Directed Towards Boy 3.)
Relationship Status:
For all intense and purposes at the very moment she is taken, by a wonderful, yet older guy. But, his best friends seems to be more her type. She couldn't possible break her boyfriends heart could she? They've been dating for a year and she loves him...at least she thought she did.
Matched with:
Chad Prescott
Likes
^Skittles (Not the candy.)
^Soup
^Romance Novels
^Long walks, alone
^Smoking
^Drinking
^Playing Pool
^Sleeping
^Support Group
^Cuddling
^Water
^Big Dogs
^Night Time
^Her Boyfriend
^Her Family (What's left of it anyways.)
Dislikes
*Parties
*Eating
*Feeling Helpless
*Her self
*Seeing others hurt
*Thinking about him
*School
*Homework
*Soda
*Summer
*Small Dogs
*Rap Music
*Being Tired
*Being Alone
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A Little More Personal;
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How they found support group/why they attend
While she was alone during one of her long walks, she happen to pass by the community center and read the sign that said Tuesday, Thursday support group. At first she didn't go in but after passing it later that week she decided to go in. She was weary at first but after the second meeting she was completely hooked. She attends mostly because at support group she doesn't feel as alone in her suffering, although she isn't completely comfortable to share the fact that she burns or that she is addicted to skittles, but she'll get their or at least she likes to think she will.
Secrets
She was raped:
When she was fourteen she attend a college party with a few friends. After a few drinks and a hand full of mixed prescription drugs she was taken to a private room, three college frat boys had their way with her and no matter how hard she fought back they were able to over power her.
Low Self-Esteem:
On the outside she may appear confident, but underneath her fake smile, she is contently fighting an inner battle every time she looks in the mirror she sees ugly, worthless, used, and disgusting. This is a repercussion from her having been raped.
Cancer:
At eight years old Nova was diagnosed with cancer and told she would only have a year to live. This destroyed her family, they did everything they could to make her comfortable. But when she went in for one of her check-ups as if by some miracle it had just disappeared, but she was told it could come a back at anytime. She get check ups regularly.
Addictions
Cigarettes-She became addicted to cigarettes after her mother passed away, both her and her brother took up the bad habit.
skittles-Not that candy, she only wishes it was the candy. Skittles is the street term for mixing prescription medication and taking a handful of them all at once.
Problems
Sheâs been professionally diagnosed with anorexia. She harms herself , but not in the normal cutting way instead she burns herself. Sometimes with lighter or matches other times she may use erasers or rug/carpet burns.
Quirks/Habits
-She smokes
-She throws out the brown M&Ms
-She bites her nails
-Smiles at strangers often
Tattoos/Scars/Piercings
Tattoos: She's not old enough but she wants a few.
Piercings: Her ears and the right side of her nose.
Scars: She has countless from burning herself.
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Every Good Story Has A Beginning, Middle, and End...
Appearance
Nova is pail in complexion, much like a vampire or ghost, due to this she canât be in the sun without burning quickly. She stands at about 5â4 and due to her anorexia she weighs a dangerous 100 pounds. Despite her lack of weight her body isnât bone just yet. She is fit and toned and though she does lack a bit of curves. She has naturally light brown wavy hair that reaches to the middle of her back. The one thing that stand out the most is her piecing emerald eyes. She doesnât wear much make up, she doesnât really need it, most of the time she wears mascara, eyeliner and pail pink lip gloss. Her since of fashion is very old fashion and vintage.
Personality
Nova is an intelligent outgoing high school student with a lot of potential only problem is she doesnât exactly put the effort she should into homework or anything involving school. She can make friends pretty fast, people seem to just find themselves drawn to the young girl. Most will joke and say itâs her very unique and pricing, while other will say itâs her cute innocent looks and her contagious smile. Whatever it is that draws people in, it tend to make them stick around. Nova has quite a fun and spunky personality, sheâs not afraid to say how she feels and she prides herself on tell the truth (most the time.). She doesnât judge anyone by the way they look or act or who they are. She gives everyone a fair chance. She is very sweet and tries her hardest to be nice to everyone, she knows sheâs not the only one with problems. Most the time she is very confident(or at least she acts that way.)
Deep below the surface and under all her sweet and confident smile she fights a battle every day. When she looks in the mirror she sees and ugly girl with no worth in this world. This causes her to be depressed and sad most of the time, even though no one would ever know. She hides her pain very well. She in a thinker and can often be found alone on long walks, which probably isnât the best for her, because she is constantly beating herself up. She has a hard time trusting men due to her past experience with them. Though she does force herself into relationships, for example the one she has been in for a year with her much to old boyfriend.
Vea is normally a very loyal and trust worthy person when it comes to her friends and family. She will never make a promise she canât keep. Her friends mean everything to her, they helped her through some tough times. Though above all is her family who she canât live without especially her older brother Max.
History
Nova Sky Devereaux was the second child born to her parents, her father Jonathan a successful Lawyer and her mother Jullian a pastry chief. Nova and her brother Max were always very close being only two years apart, from a young age Max always felt he had protect Nova. At eight Nova was diagnosed with cancer and given a year to live, she didnât quite understand what was wrong. She knew what death was, but she wasnât scared. Surprisingly though after a few months the cancer seemed to vanish, but her family was told it could come back at any point. From that point on Max vowed to take care of her and her did, he practically did everything for her, he barley let he get a glass of water for herself. Her father treated her the same way as if she was a fragile porcelain doll. Her mother though didnât seem to care much.
When Nova was twelve, she woke up at 4 am to sirens and police officers in her home. Her mother was gone nowhere to be found, her fatherâs bank accounts were cleaned out and her father was covered in another manâs blood. Her mother had taken everything her father had ever worked for and repaid him by sending someone to kill him, but with failed success thankfully. Nova was confused and couldnât understand how her mother could be so evil. As the years passed Nova had started to go downhill, at thirteen she had started to cut but found no satisfaction. At fourteen she started to hang out with a new group of friends.
She snuck out to a college party, her brother was at a friendâs house that night. After a few drinks and a handful of mixed prescription drugs, she was lured into a room and raped by three different guys, thus started her downfall. She had went home that night and attempted to commit suicide, her father found her half alive, he contacted her friends and they told him what had happened. It had taken six cops, a pair of handcuffs, and a tazer to control Max and her father when they had found out. Max even blamed himself for a long time. After that night Nova was never the same. She found a way to numb herself mixing prescription drugs and taking them by the handful, than there was the move that introduced her to the concept of burning.
Now sixteen Novaâs habits and addictions have only gotten worse. Of course Max and her father donât know about the Skittles or the burning, or her dangerous romances with older gang members. All she has now is the support group and sheâs not even sure if thatâs enough anymore.
Other
Her Father, Johnathan Devereaux, Age 44
Her Mother, Jillian Devereaux , Age 42
Her older brother, Max Devereaux, Age 18
Her Dalmatian, Austin