I know… not the best, but.. I've been practicing." She pulled out napkins, then looked at him. (I don't really have any authority to judge art, since I only draw sad things. But from what I see, you're a good artist. ) This wasn't simple flattery, instead it was what he thought and he knew that she could get better if she practiced more. He wondered why people always though that they weren't good at anything, yet they seemed to be advanced in doing things. His brother knew what he was good at and Alex's brother always tried to get better at things he was not so good at.
He took the pair handed to him and he removed the cover from the chopsticks, since it would be hard to use them with the cover on. He split them and held them with ease, since he was used to eating with chopstick. He stiffened his back and prepared to eat without being too formal, but he was too used to being forced to use etiquette in ever conceivable situation that would require it. He didn't really want to stand up, since his legs were hurting a bit from carrying the girl earlier.
[b"Huh..? Oh, you come from a rich family? I don't… I guess it doesn't cost an arm and a leg to get in, otherwise I'd be limbless."[/b] She was grinning a little, but Alex was a bit startled by the 'strange' joke. He wouldn't judge though, since he might have found the joke funny under other circumstances. (Being rich isn't as fun as people make it out to be. My parents only care about money and they didn't even care about the fact that my brother was murder, since not even one tear was shed by them. They didn't care that the girl who I loved was killed in front of me, yet they still pretended they did so they could get more money out of my intelligence.) A tear fell onto the paper that he was writing on, but he quickly stopped himself from crying and put on a fake smile. Being rich was not very pleasant for him, but for others it might have been more enjoyable.
I… don't mean to talk so much, I just talk whenever I, eh.. When I get a bit nerve." She slipped chopsticks into her portion of the food, putting some on a napkin for herself and sliding the box towards Alex. (I would do the same if I could talk, so I don't have any place to judge. Also, I don't know if I can eat very much.) He looked at the contents of the box with surprise, since it held quite a bit of food in it.
Regular or chocolate?" She asked while holding two boxes. (I don't really mind, so I'll just take the one you do not wish to drink.) Alex didn't really care about what he got, since it would be quite rude for him to eat like a pig and he wasn't a fast eater or a glutton. "And don't worry about feeling selfish. I was born with a small stomach and big lungs, so I breathe twice as much as I should eat." She was blushing, but he wouldn't point this out due to possibly furthering her embarrassment. (I have a weak body and I don't use very much energy, so I do not have to eat as much as other people have to.) He wished to forget about the tear he shed earlier, and he wished the girl didn't notice that it pained him to talk about his family. He also hoped the girl wouldn't ask anything about his brother or the person he loved, since his brother and the person he loved were killed on the day before his birthday.
"I'm… babbling again, aren't I..?" She asked this question softly, but Alex still heard it. (A bit, but I do not mind.) He was used to never being heard, since people usually came to him and told him their problems. They came to him and let their sadness fall onto Alex, since to them he seemed to only be good for listening and the people who poured out their emotions would never listen to him. He hoped this girl wouldn't be like that, since it was quite annoying to never be heard. He thought about how his life would be different if the thugs never went to his house and robbed him, perhaps he wouldn't be mute and he would probably be able to go to normal schools. But he wouldn't know that his parents never cared a bout him and he would be living a mediocre life, since his parents would only pretend to love him. He wondered if that life would be favorable, since he would not have to worry about anything and he would be unaware of the type of monsters people can be. He wondered if he would want to change anything, if he was given the chance to change anything in his past. He decided to stop thinking about depressing things and instead eat.