Full Name: Azrael Joss Helbark, goes by Joss as Azrael isn't very popular amongst normal folk.
Age: 20
Appearance: Sloppy, and uncaring, Joss looks kinda like a tailored mess. He stands about 6'3'', and weighs about 190 lbs. His wavy, uncontrolled hair is already tinged grey with blue tips (which he dyes himself) and never seems to sit right on his head. His eyes are a dull blue, bordering on the same grey as his hair. His teeth are white and straight, nothing really special there. A soul patch is right under his lip, and he usually is fairly scruffy as he sometimes forgets to shave. Many people would mistaken him for a bum if he wasn't so damn tailored. He has a fairly standard frame for an adolescent, with broad shoulders and toned body from his constant work out sessions, which occur 2 to 3 times a day. To say he is pale would be a slight overstatement, as he rarely can ever tan, which slightly pisses him off, so he prefers to be called 'fair skinned' Other than that, he has multiple scars along his wrists and legs, which will be explained later.
Preferred Clothing: Aside from his scruffy and slightly none caring look, this guy is always decked out. His entire wardrobe consists of basically the exact same thing: casual white dress shirts, a dark coloured tie and a vest to match. The white shirt is rolled up on the sleeves occasionally so he can maneuver a little better. To complete his outfit he is normally found in either black jeans or dress pants regardless of the weather, which rarely effects him whatsoever. Hot or cold, windy or dry, rain or snow, he wears the same thing. On his feet, however, is his greatest diversity. He will either be wearing black combat boots, blood red converse shoes or black dress shoes depending on his mood (which normally stays the same) or on the weather. Also, he is always wearing a thin pair of black gloves, sometimes without the fingers.
Role: Male dude.
Love Interest: Psh.
Skills: His ability to counter is probably his strongest suit, which is sometimes why he is called 'Anti'. He will take a situation, and instantly adapt to the person and fight them. He normally requires somebody else to tell him the situation however, as he doesn't always comprehend the obvious. He has a tremendous amount of strength - hence the working out part - and way too much combat experience even though it is subconscious. The man's a soldier, not a strategist. Scary enough is also his flexibility and reaction time, which is abnormally high for a 20 year old male, which allows him to dodge or block many attacks. On a lighter note, he is has a very high tolerance to pain and alcohol. The guy can drink anybody under a table. Again, subconscious experience. He is also very gifted for music, and can play the piano and any string instrument quite beautifully, though he doesn't much anymore.
Weapon: Weapon? Excuse me? Joss doesn't use a weapon. He uses his cursed hands, which create compressed explosions when he hits somebody without his gloves on. They are also harder than steel, which allows him to punch through many objects without his explosive ability. He can also create slight tremors in the ground using his slight affinity to the ground, and cause the ground to create sinkholes if his bare hands are touching the ground. His greatest asset, in his opinion, is his ability to reverse the explosion into a suction. This allows him to climb on mostly any surface, which gave him the nickname 'Spider' He does sometimes use his cigarettes as a weapon, as some of them can be spat out of his mouth at surprising speeds, but they are just good at distraction, irritation or lighting something on fire.
Fighting Style: Close combat is his specialty, but he likes to call it 'Anti-fighting.' Against close combat, he uses his prowess and experience to obliterate his foes. Best known for his ability to grab weapons out of mid swing. Against a mid ranged, he is the most weakest, as they have enough reach to piss him off, yet not enough that he can just easily dodge them out. Long range is his next best actually, using his fast reaction time and swiftness to easily close the gap between him and his opponent as long ranged fighters aren't that good up close.
Personality: Joss is completely indifferent, to sum up his personality. He is always melancholy, nonchalant, whatever word you may wish to use. Extremely lazy when it comes to any form of work, he usually lounges around and says absolutely nothing, deciding to stay silent instead of speaking his mind. He will grumble slightly when told to do something, but will do it all the same. If he is ever in a good mood, or has something go his way - FINALLY! - he becomes light hearted and cheerful, actually caring about what the people around him are saying and such. Catch him in a foul mood, talk about past losses or his family and he starts to cuss like a sailor, getting annoyed at anything. He won't change his stoic silence, but instead of saying lazy words he will swear at you, and will refuse any of your requests.
Many call him shallow for his indifference, but as the saying goes 'people deal with pain in different ways' He would rather forget everything that has happened to him, so he instead shuts everything out and acts like nothing matters to him. Besides his drinks and cigs. Instead of understanding people, he reacts more friendly with animals, not really caring if they are an adorable puppy or a blood thirsty grizzly bear. He likes to talk to them - is that considered crazy? - and actually reveals himself to be quite caring, understanding and an exceptional listener.
Before his training with Jack, Joss was emotionally unstable. He didn't understand ethics or morals, cut himself to take away the pain, and shut everybody else out. He was lost for most of his emotions, couldn't think straight, couldn't comprehend love or affection. Even honesty was stripped from him. Jack did a lot for Joss, and he is the only person that Joss holds in high regard.
Distinguishing Features: His dull, yet very formal appearance in general really. He is normally dressed in shades, not colors, which really compliments his attitude. Other than that, the fact that a cigarette is always in his mouth, regardless if it lit or not, and that he always caries 2 packs somewhere on his person. If that counted.
Charm Point: His.. uh... well it might be... his clothing? Yeah, he really doesn't have much a charm point. You either like him as a whole or you don't care about him.
Likes:
`Drinks in general
`Cigarettes and Lighters (Slight Pyromania going on..)
`His Clothing
`His Shoes
`Animals in general
`Working out
`Training
`Not attracting attention
`String Instruments including the Piano
Dislikes:
`His Hands
`Tea (yuck)
`Hoodies or any other form of teen clothing
`Rips in his clothing
`Having to Care
`Being Forced into Something
`Theatre and Movies
Fears:
`His family
`Open water
History:
Gather round children, this is the story of Joss the human Sacrifice.
Many people don't realize how many cults actually exist in today's society, nor how truly scary they really are. Joss was conceived during a ritual between the leader of one of these Cults who called themselves the Conduit of Darkness, or something spooky like that. His mother was an unsuspecting 'offering' and the Leader kinda effed that up by making her pregnant. Spur of lust, he said (LAAME). Any who, the cult believed this to be a sign from Satan, or whatever you wanna call him, and they believed he was supposed to serve as some link between the two evil entities. When he was born, he was instantly thought of to be their leader by his dull blue eyes and completely grey hair. So how do they get this young baby ready to lead a malicious cult? Why, make him bleed onto a pentagram! Yep, the first thing Joss ever felt in this world was pain. They nearly killed him too, but they stopped before they could.
Joss was raised on their religion of snakes, witches, hating humanity, all the lovely things that a young boy needs. However, his mother - thank god for her - insisted that he go to school. His father initially refused, but came around after supposedly receiving a vision or something. There, Joss was morally confused as school tried to teach him that 'hurting people was bad' and yet he went home to his father cutting himself in a ritual, or that 'you are beautiful the way you are' and he would be beaten or cut every night as preparation for being the vessel of Darkness. Crazy shit, I tell you. He couldn't rap his head around both worlds, so he came off as very quiet, confused and slightly disturbing towards most students. Continuing on with his life, he got onto cigarettes at the age of 12, a way of releasing the tension in his body from every night. He also wore very dark clothing, which revealed nothing of his cuts that covered his arms and legs. Some of them were self inflicted, so he was instantly thought of as an 'EMO' growing up. He couldn't help it though, his emotions were too out of wack.
To cope with his problems at home, he took up music at around the age of 8. It started with piano, and he would sit in there for hours, skipping classes, and play. After 3 years, he became quite masterful, since by then he didn't even attend classes most of the time, with the music teacher's permission since he noticed how good he had gotten. At 11, his music teacher introduced the harp, and from then he played one stringed instrument every year, every day from morning til home time. First the harp, then violin, and finally the cello/bass until he graduated from high school with the best mark in music. In high school, he picked up the guitar for the remaining time of grade 9 and 10, but loved the piano and harp more. Because of this, he was also allowed to go into competitions, where his mother bought him dress clothes. He loved them so much that that was all he would wear whenever he could, which wasn't very often since his father didn't like the idea of dressing up fancy for no reason.
This continued well into high school, where he tried running away from home many times until he was 16. By then, his father pulled him out of school and locked him up in the cellar, which was a massive, dimly lit room where all the ceremonies took place. For the next 4 years of his life, he was neglected and forced to commit quite heinous deeds for the cult to prepare him for the Darkness. It came to a point where Joss couldn't even remember his own age, or where he was on most days. Finally, he couldn't take it anymore. He broke out during the middle of the night and contacted the police and told them to come to his house the next night, when the cult would be meeting so they could be arrested. He hoped they could be executed, he hated everyone that much.
The next day, the cult was performing another ritual on him, where he would cut his own arms and lay down on the pentagram with both knives. The police busted at that moment, and the next moments were such a blur that Joss can barely remember. What happened was that the police set off a flash bang, and then everything went to hell (metaphorically, of course) The cult was shrieking in anger, some of them throwing knives or shooting their guns at the cops, who had to gun some of them down. Joss got up with the bloodied knives still in his hands and waved them around, hoping that the cops would realize that he was their friend. Of course, he had no idea that what he was doing was incredibly stupid to a cop. He couldn't hear a thing, but the cops were yelling at him to put the knives down. When he didn't comply, they shot him. A look of shock was on his face as he fell to the floor, his last mortal thought being 'But I need saving..."
Jack ended up saving him, and he watched as he wasn't even given a funeral, just a memorial at his school for the 3 people that actually seemed to know him. He then entered a state of nonchalant, where nothing affected him as he trained. He trained harder than Jack thought he could, and wouldn't rest. There wasn't anything else for him to do. Now you know his story. Sounds far fetched and cliched, no? Well, the best stories always are.
Issues by Escape the Fate
This is the death of me
I feel it constantly
Just like an enemy
That wants to see me bleed
So I try to be silent, but my words, they explode like hand grenades
I just gotta stay calm, before I let this time bomb blow up in my face
These issues pin me to the floor
These issues are my overlord
I feel so dominated
These issues, they choke my like a noose
Issues, they choke me like a noose
Issues, they choke me like a noose
The hounds of Hell, they cry
That's how they get to me.
Inject my head with lies
The pain's astonishing
Like a brick or a stone
Slowly crushing my bones,
Sendin' me to my grave
And it's just a fake
This life that I made,
I'm goin' insane
These issues pin me to the floor
These issues are my overlord
I feel so dominated
These issues, they choke my like a noose
Issues, they choke me like a noose
Issues, they choke me like a noose
Issues
Issues, they choke me like a noose
These issues, pin me to the floor
These issues, are my overlord
I feel so dominated
These issues, they choke me like a noose
Issues, they choke me like a noose
Issues, they choke me like a noose
Issues, they choke me like a noose
Issues, they choke me like a noose
Other:He... uh... likes lighters! Yeah I got nothing.