Snippet #1325244

Wake-
I felt trapped in this world. Alone. What was my next move? Where and what would I do? For now I suppose I will have to get over Scarlet's death, Alex's disappear, and FOCUS on protecting my family. I sat on my bed and looked around. I did not want to be alone right now. So I padded to Cassie's door and listened to her breathing. Daring not to enter I sat down, leaning against the white wood. Barely able to keep my eyes open I dozed off thinking about what would happen if she woke to find me here. Would she think me a lesbian? Perhaps she would ignore it and step over my body? Whatever she thought or did I would fall to pieces. I was fragile right now. Like an old chair that can only hold itself up. I was breaking and if I finally did break, I would rather not be alone. For too many years I have pushed people away. Now all I needed was someone to put me back together. Then, they would have my eternal trust and loyalty. I was really a wolf. I gave my loyalty away too easily. Now is the time to be strong, but I cannot be strong alone.