Vanilla: "Why Coco...."
Coco: "Vanilla...I'm sorry...."
Coco knew she was busted when Bishie gave her the knowing look. Coco dropped her head to the floor and tried her best not to tear up, "Liar. You don't have to hide anything from me you know...", he told her gently, walking to her side. Coco felt torn inside knowing her sister was going to see her in a different, negative, light and that she didn't know how to go on with her life knowing that she had "twisted" feelings. Why did she had to go through with this; bringing everybody down with her in her misery.
"Do you mind...? I'd like to talk to your sister alone a bit... If it's too much to ask, I can ask another time, but it would much easier to talk now", Bishie told Vanilla, sitting in between the girls. Vanilla didn't care anymore....She felt like her life was torn apart when Coco told her the "bad" news. Vanilla got up and quietly just walked away, not wanting to look back at her sister, who she was very infuriated with.
How would their parents feel when Coco finally broke the news to them? Their mother, probably, would have passed out and their father....well, he wouldn't even speak to Coco anymore, banishing Coco from his life and the family. A lot of negative things that could happen that would hurt and cut Coco so deeply she wouldn't be the same.
"Their favorite daughter, a freak of nature....", this thought haunting Coco's mind like a nightmare. She couldn't help that she had those types of feelings, making her battle with them since she was a little girl. If only she knew how to fight it or at least except it...Coco really didn't know.... Vanilla turned down a lifeless hall, pressing her back against the wall, "D-a-m-n it....Why Coco!", she shouted thoughtfully, tears welling up in her violet eyes. She slid down the wall until her bottom touched the floor. She face palmed herself and began to excessively cry.
"I'll tell you my secret if you'll tell me your's", Bishie whispered cheerfully to Coco, which made Coco slightly smile even though a tear drop fell from her face. She admired Bishie's full-of-life attitude and gave him a light pat on the back, "Bishie....you're too kind....", she whispered, her voice raspy and monotoned. Coco stared into space, "Vanilla....I'm sorry....", she thought, apologizing to her sister who probably now didn't want to be bothered with her.
"I....have liked....the same....sex...for a...long time...now", she confessed to Bishie, her eyes now hazed and puffed from much pain. Oh the pain....so much pain...., "I'm a closet bisexual, Bishie....There I said it...", she trailed off with her words, curling herself into a upright fetal position. "What's...your secret?", she asked him nervously.