[Desert â Sundown]
Crys reached the desert ruins as the chill of night air began to fill the air. A split second before her arrival, she was surrounded by her people and bombarded with unintelligible questions and explanations, only a piece of sentence making through the mix of voices as all fell silent. â⊠And Ali burned her bow.â
âShe did what?â Crys asked raising an eyebrow. âWhere is she?â
âSheâs in the training field; been there all afternoon.â Trevor informed. âI donât know. Sheâs been acting strange since the attack.â
âWho attacked?â
âDid you not hear a word we just said?â The man scolded.
After getting the whole story from Trevor about the attack from the Wolves and how Dastan had sent them running in the end, Crys went to the training field to find Ali and ask her what was happening. She found her friend mercilessly beating a training dummy with a wooden sword (by the sound of it). Crys stopped a few steps away and stood until Ali noticed her and stopped.
âHey, our fearless leader is finally hoâŠme⊠What did you do to yourself?â Ali asked seeming intrigued. She was silent for a while before she burst into laughter. âIs that⊠Is that an eye patch!? Why are you wearing an eye patch!?â
Crys chuckled. âYes, yes⊠I get it, itâs funny.â She mumbled. âI had a little accident, is all. A glass shard flew into my eye, and I need to leave this on for a couple of days.â
âSee, thatâs what happens when you pay Black Knights a visit.â Ali joked. âNice horse, by the way. Indrani will be happy.â Ali stated, indicating the animal whose reins were helf firmly in Crys hand.
Crys nodded slightly. âWhere is Indrani, by the way? Sheâs not in camp.â
âSheâs not? Last I heard she was in her tent. Iâm not sure, but⊠I get the feeling she and Dastan had a bit of a falling out. Heâs been a little⊠Well⊠Depressed. I tried to talk to him, but he doesnât want to see anyone. Said he needed to think.â
âHum⊠I seeâŠâ Crys mumbled. âAnd what is this I hear about your bow?â She asked.
âIt⊠It broke.â Ali mumbled. âIt was old anyway⊠Doesnât matterâŠâ
âAre you going to finally craft one for yourself then?â Crys asked.
âI suppose Iâll have to.â She stated. âIâm not going to rely on swords to survive, I wouldnât make it.â She chuckled.
Crys nodded, pulling the empty casing of her flute from her belt. âLost it during my accident.â She informed.
âHuhâŠâ Ali mumbled, taking the casing from her. âThat sounds like one hell of an âaccidentâ.â She smirked. âAre you going to tell me all about it?â
âEventually.â Crys replied, shaking her head. âItâs a long story.â
âThatâs two stories you owe me now.â Ali told her. âDonât think Iâll forget.â
Crys chuckled. âAlright, alright.â She agreed. âWeâll have a talk later.â
âLater, alright. I also have a lot to tell you, starting with Lena showing up here⊠And moving on to other subjectsâŠ. Will be a long story too.â
Crys took a long deep breath, the cold night air now filling her lungs. âWill you take the horse to where the others are kept? I will see if Dastan will speak to me, and then weâll talk. There are things we need to discuss, and decide. Whereâs Evin, by the way?â
âI donât know. I think you were the last to speak with him before he left, remember? I came back from the plains looking for him. He hasnât been back since.â
âOh⊠RightâŠâ Crys mumbled, remembering that Evin had gone off after Theron. âI forgot about all that.â
âAll what?â Ali asked.
Crys chuckled. âWeâll add that to my list of stories, alright. Right now, I still need to speak with Dastan.â
[Forest â Early evening]
Sean arrived in camp and was met with confusion from actives and recruits as they gathered around him to actually convince themselves their leader was alive and standing. It wasnât until something small collided with him that he actually realized he was home.
âHow did you manage to get yourself stabbed? Idiot!â Katie scolded, holding a tight grip around his waist that was almost unbearably painful.
Still Sean managed to let out a rather shaky laugh, wrapping his arms around her in a comforting gesture. âIâm fine, Katie⊠You canât believe everything you hear, was just a scratch.â
âDonât lie to me, you jerk!â She exclaimed, pushing him away, obviously upset with his behavior. âYou canât scare me like that! I thoughtâŠâ She simply shook her head, unable to finish the sentence and simply walking away stomping her feet in anger.
Sean shook his head in amusement, but only for a moment. He would talk to Katie later, but right now he other things he needed to deal with; like finding out what the hell had happened while he was away. Franklin has told him of the attack on the Crimson, and that the accounts of the survivors were rather gruesome, he wanted to know what happened in that battle, but most importantly; he wanted to know who authorized it behind his back. All those thought, despite how concerning they were, did not compare to what Sean was trying not to think of; a promise heâd made, and had planned to keep, was now shattered to bits. Coincidently or not, it was to these thought that a voice sounded loud in the clearing, and the sound of it alone seemed froze Sean in place, slow down time itself, and pierce right through him more painfully than any sword could ever hope to do.
âYOU LYING, BACKSTABBING, MURDEROUS, PIECE OF HUMAN WASTE!!!â
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[Flashback â Forest, four years ago]
âI want to march into that camp and bury this axe so deep in that murdererâs skull theyâll have to bury him with it!â Sean shouted, swinging his weapon and opening a gash on the trunk of a nearby apple tree. âAnd Dani next!â
âYou will do no such thing, do you hear me?â Indrani protested, managing to stop Sean from getting past her and pushing him until his back hit the trunk of a tree.
âThat lying, murderous, b⊠Bitch!â He blurted out the last word as if it he feared ever addressing the woman in such a way. âI trusted her! She was never going to make him pay, she knew it all along! Liar!â
Indrani stood, pinning her friend to the tree and just letting him shout his curses and insults until he finally couldnât shout anymore. The rage and the pain in his eyes was something unlike anything she had ever seen before. She almost didnât believe she had managed to stand in his way. Sean had stopped shouting and cursing. Now he simply stood staring at her in silence and she wasnât sure of what to do, or if it was safe to let him go. She didnât; afraid that he would snap again and do something stupid. instead she put both arms around his neck and pulled him into a tight hug, surprised to feel his arms wrap around her waist and pull her closer, and twice as much surprised to realize Sean was crying. She had never seen, or heard, him cry before. Minutes went by, hours perhaps, she wasnât sure, before he finally spoke again⊠His tone was soft despite his anger, only slightly above a whisper. âI believed her, I believed there was justice, but there is no such thing as justice⊠Not for people like me. Thereâs nothing left for me now, the Wolfpack means nothing more than a bunch of lies. Iâm dead.â
âSean⊠Donât talk this way⊠PleaseâŠâ She pleaded. âWhat about your family?â
âMy father doesnât give a shit.â He muttered. âI donât give a shit about him anymore either, Lionel will just do whatever heâs told⊠Katie and Don are just kids, what do they know about Life? Give it time and theyâll forget I was even there⊠Seems to be easy for most people⊠Like with my mom⊠Theyâve already forgotten her.â
âI wouldnât forget you.â
âHow will I ever go back to that camp and breathe the same air as that monster? How can I ever look my leader in the eyes and pretend I still have any respect for her? What kind of a man will I be if I put myself through this?â He asked. âHow can I keep breathing?â
âItâll get easier in time.â She replied. âLike eating the same bad meal every day⊠The bitterness will fade, I promise. Just make an effort, and if you canât⊠Iâll just have to take you home with me. Just promise me you wonât get yourself killed. Please⊠Promise youâll breathe for me.â
âPrincessâŠâ Sean took a long breath that ended in a shaky sigh. âI donât know what Iâd do without you.â He whispered. âYou saved my life today.â
[Reality â Wolfpack Camp, present time]
Time stood still. Time stood still as if it had frozen the moment she yelled. The rage burning in her eyes as the memories of years of love and support filled her mind. Years of friendship that had been reduced to nothing in one single night. She still wanted to believe it wasnât true, she still wanted to believe this was just a bad dream, but in her heart she knew the truth, and it hurt. The Wolves immediately surrounded Sean to shield him from her, drawing their weapons, some of them seemed to be already be rushing towards her when Sean finally made himself heard in the chaos.
âI said BACK OFF!â He shouted. âBack away, NOW!â
Even though they werenât all too eager to stop shielding their wounded leader from an angered mercenary wielding a weapon longer than she was tall, they complied, not put away their blade, nor stepping too much out of the way, only enough so that the two of them were seeing eye to eye. Silence lingered for quite a bit of time Sean didnât seem to know what to say, and Indrani didnât care to hear it either, all her energy was focused in not being more stupid than absolutely necessary. After a long while of silence, through which the Alpha and the Commander stood gazing into each otherâs eyes, Indrani rose her scythe from the ground holding horizontally at the height of her chest, the blades forming a barrier of sorts around her as she spun around. Again Sean ordered his people to stand back, even though it seemed pretty clear that he was going to get his head chopped off. However, instead of attacking the Alpha, Indrani tossed her scythe across the clearing, and it landed with one of it blades deeply buried in the door of the Leadersâ Cabin. Now unarmed, she walked a straight line to Sean, until she was standing right in front of him. âI came home to the sight of crumbled buildings, and burnt tents, and dead children⊠I came to help you, and when I returned home, I found very little of it left.â She stated, her voice soft, but nonetheless filled with rage and contempt. âI came home to find my very worst nightmare, and I woke up to see myself a traitor... And all because of you...â She shook her head, a bitter laugh escaping her lips. âI donât know why, I was never known for trusting people, but I did trust you and you took my life⊠My family⊠I loved you⊠I donât know why, out of all people⊠I guess that was my mistake.â She sighed. âI trusted you even after youâve done, after all I know you were capable of doing⊠I thought there was still enough humanity left in you to stay true to our promises⊠That was my mistake too. I should have seen what was happening to you, even if only to save myself before it came to this.â
âIndrani, IâŠâ Sean didnât know what to say. âI didnât know⊠I triedâŠâ
âI donât care for what you have to say, even if you manage to say it.â She cut him off. âThereâs nothing left to be said between the two of us. Iâll never believe a word from you again.â
Sean seemed to be in a shock as Indrani spoke, as if someone had torn out a piece of him. âIâm sorry.â He finally spoke. âI didnât mean for it to happen this way, but we both knew things werenât going to stay peaceful forever, if you could even say they had been.â
âYou promised me you wouldnât do this unless it was necessary. Remember? You swore on your life Sean, and thatâs a promise I will make sure you keep.â As she said that she punched him in the face.
Sean was way too busy ordering his people to stay put to properly defend himself, so he took the punch and the other two that followed, all the while still holding his clan back with one gesture of his hand. He was now dizzy and blood was dripping down his nose, but he didnât even seem to notice. âFine! Fine! You want to kill me, go right ahead! GO ON!â He shouted, spreading his arms. âDonât you dare touch her!â He shouted over his shoulder to one of the assassins who was clearly trying to get to Indrani unnoticed. âItâs only fair, right? I did give my word⊠Go ahead.â
Indrani seemed to flinch for a split second, but it was only for a split second; she advanced and kicked Sean right in the stab wound in his stomach, causing him to fall onto the floor, gasping for air. She simply marched towards the leaderâs cabin and retrieved her scythe, feeling the stares of the wolves on her, but not caring for them for a second. She walked back to Sean and kicked him onto to his back, placing her foot over his wound and the bottom blade of the scythe pressed against his neck. âIs this how you held her down?â She muttered. âHuh? I bet you had nightmares that were just like this⊠Her standing over you and taking everything back⊠Grasping for air⊠What goes around comes around, right? Everyone must pay, you taught me that.â She smiled, realizing that this was as far as she could go without getting the Wolves to react. âDonât worry kiddies⊠Iâm not killing the Alpha today. No, noâŠâ She stated, glaring at Sean. âSean, love⊠Iâm letting you live, rest, and heal up really nice⊠And when youâre all nice and fit⊠Weâre going to have our very last rematch. And donât you dare deny me, because you owe me.â She withdrew the blade and removed her foot. âUntil you are dead for real, my friend⊠Live with the fact that you are dead to me.â With those words, Indrani turned her back and left, leaving Sean lying in the dirt amongst the other assassins. He might have to explain this eventually, but he really didnât care. He didnât care that his nose was broken and his stitches had burst open⊠He couldnât bring himself to care about anything at all. Even so, he reacted when Franklin pulled him up and walked him to the leaderâs cabin. Sean was going to pass out and he knew it, but before he did he managed to give his second one last instruction. âFrank⊠Deal with AdriaâŠâ
Franklin knew what that meant⊠Moving their assassins without their leaderâs command was treason⊠Adria would have to pay.
[Desert â In the Meantime]
Crys walked to the Fire Temple, carefully making her way through the first floor where an improvised infirmary was set up, not wanting to trip over anything that might be lying around, very much aware that nothing was where it used to be. She walked past the main hall and towards where the rope ladder would be hanging, not surprised at the fact that it was missing. She heaved a long sigh before finding the spot where she usually climbed up the wall to the second floor, doing so with a grimace as her body still ached considerably. She walked by her room quickly, leaving her bag and removing her boots and cloak, before walking to the opposite end of the hall in time to hear the sound of a shattering bottle. She stopped at the door and cleared her throat as to announce her presence. âHow goes it?â She greeted casually. âI was wondering if youâre up for a little spar.â She teased.
It took a moment, as if he was trying to fight against it, but Dastan chuckled. âYou look like youâve had enough fun without me.â
Crys tilted her head to one side at his tone. He was drunk as it was usual... But he was tone wasnât his usual friendly and silly tone; it was bitter and angry. She entered the room and immediately regretted not wearing shoes as she stepped over a piece of broken glass. She groaned as the shard entered the sole of her foot and lifted it so she wouldnât step on it and push it in further. âWhy always broken glass?â She muttered.
Dastan had stood from where he sat on his bed and rushed over to her, she could hear the crackling sound of his boots crushing more pieces of glass as he walked. Without any warning, the man simply put her arm around his neck and lifted her up in his arms.
âDonât⊠do thatâŠâ Crys protested, frowning at Dastan for just handling her without asking permission or giving a warning.
âThereâs shattered glass all over the floor.â He stated. âEven if you could see it you wouldnât be able to walk around in here with no shoes. Quit whining.â He chuckled, dropping her rather roughly on his bed. âThere, that didnât hurt too much, now, did it?â He teased.
âHmph.â Crys mumbled, reaching to pick the glass from the bottom of her bare foot, but being blocked by Dastanâs hand around her wrist.
âIâll handle that.â He told her. âWhere were you all this time?â He asked, carefully picking the glass from her foot, trying to work the best he could considering his sight was a bit blurry and she wouldnât hold still. You havenât been away this long since you people came here⊠Am I making you uncomfortable with this?â He added, releasing her foot.
âI was visiting a friend⊠And no, you donât make me uncomfortable⊠NoâŠâ She said, turning her face away from him discretely.
âIf you were visiting a friend, why do you look like youâve been beaten up? And⊠Whatâs wrong?â He asked, flinching slightly at her reaction to his question. Finally he realized the problem and laughed out. âOh, youâre ticklish!â
âShut up, Dastan!â She scolded. âItâs not funny.â
âIâm sorry, itâs just so surprisingâŠ. I mean⊠Itâs so girly and adorable!â He laughed out.
âFirst of all: I am a girl. Second of all: Are you saying men arenât ticklish, Shaykh?â She asked, grinning and poking him on his side.
Dastan chuckled, pushing her hand away. âKnock it off! And you know what I meant. Youâre always so⊠Composed.â
âHuhâŠâ She mumbled. âIf only you knewâŠâ She said, shaking her head. âIâm not nearly as composed as I make myself seem, believe me.â
âIs that so? Because to me it seems like youâre always so in control⊠Even after⊠Well⊠It must not have been easy leaving your home.â
âMy homeâŠâ She shook her head. âI only left an encampment; I brought my home with me.â
Dastan snorted softly. âI have no home.â He muttered.
âDonât be stupid.â Crys replied, a severe tone in her voice.
âYou wouldnât understand. You⊠Were raised to do this. I was always the irresponsible one, it was unthinkable that Iâd be responsible for another human life, even less hundreds. Our legacy⊠The last of Brightvale and Effortâs peopleâŠâ He shook his head and stood from where he had sat beside her one the bed. âI was never a leader⊠Iâm here because there was no one left.â
âIâm here because there was never another choice.â Crys stated. âDoes it really matter though? How we got here.â
Dastan paced slowly through the room, the crunching sound of glass being crushed under his boots marking his footsteps. After a few moments he sat back next to Crys and slipped a liquor bottle into her hand. âIf you want to keep me company, then keep me company.â He stated simply, before answering the question with another question. âYou donât think it matters?â
âI think that thinking about it doesnât change the past.â She said, taking a drink from the bottle. âDo you plan on running away from all responsibility on the grounds that you werenât meant to be here? If you do, then maybe it matters, otherwise⊠No.â
âIâm just so tired of this. The War, fighting for territory, fighting for food, fighting just to exist⊠Iâm sick of fighting⊠Iâm sick of Death. I just want⊠Not even Peace anymore, just some release: Just one moment when I donât have to fear the possibility of losing everything.â He took a long gulp from his own bottle. âHave you ever thought about it? Ever thought about walking away? People turn their backs, and people give up, every day. If they can do it, why canât we?â
Crys laughed out. âOh, I love my little assassin clan, and I still love the Wolfpack, despite everything that happened. That said⊠Of course I thought about it. I still do. Jake and IâŠâ She paused and took a long drink. âJake and I used to joke about it all the time. We even made plans about how we were going to run away together, leave Valcrest and buy a farm.â
Dastan choked on his drink when she said that. âYou and Jacob living on a farm? Twins have mercy.â He laughed.
âWe knew that we would never actually do that, but it was amusing to consider it nonetheless.â She said with a small shrug, a soft chuckle escaping her in response to his reaction as she took another sip from the bottle. âI miss Jake. I wish⊠I wish he hadnât left.â She admitted. âYouâll wish the same if you push Indrani out of your life.â
Dastan went silent as she said that, taking another drinking and swallowing hard as if he was pushing something down with the alcohol. Finally he whispered simply. âItâs not the same.â
âSure itâs not. Jake is an idiot and he left me because heâs scared. Indrani is an idiot who tried to do what was best for you, an idiot who trusted someone she thought she knew.â
âYouâre defending her.â He mumbled. âShe was trying to turn your people over to Sean.â
âShe was trying to protect her people Dastan. I donât agree with what she did, but I canât condemn her for it. You might not be able to forgive her, but youâll always love her.â
âIâll always love her, but can I trust her?â He asked; a bitter tone in his voice. âYes, Sean used her, but she didnât think of the clan first. She is supposed to protect them, they trust her with their lives⊠If they knew what she did⊠They would never recover.â He sighed heavily. âThere.â
Crys raised an eyebrow at the last statement before she realized that Dastan had picked the glass from her foot and bandaged it while he was talking. âThanks.â She stated, a little uncomfortable now at the fact both her legs were outstretched across his lap and he was casually resting his arms over her knees. He didnât even seem to notice. âLook, Iâm probably not the best person to give advice on what or not you should disclose to you clan, considering that hiding a secret was mostly what put me in this situation, but⊠I think you should give her a chance to regain your trust. I think⊠Sheâs not a bad person, she doesnât mean any harm, she was simply afraid. Fear can make people do the stupidest things.â
âShe didnât just betray the clan though, she betrayed me⊠That hurt me so deep⊠I just wanted to dieâŠâ He stopped himself, as if he didnât believe he was actually admitting to such feelings. âIndrani is the only family I have left, I have never cared as much for anyone or anything, I would do unthinkable, unspeakable, things for her⊠I would give up anything to make her happy, or keep her safe⊠I never thought she would do this to me.â He heaved a shaky breath, and emptied his bottle in one large gulp, throwing the bottle across the room where it smashed against the stone wall. Crys realized he had probably been walking around the room and drinking all day. She wondered how he even managed to stand, even less carry her, in that state.
âDastanâŠâ She called, when he stood from the bed and she heard him fiddle with glass bottles probably looking for one that was full. âDidnât you have a rule about not drinking upset?â She asked him.
âScrew it.â He muttered, almost under his breath, but still loud enough to hear.
Crys waited before he sat next to her again and snatched the bottle out of his hands, throwing it full against the wall. âYouâve had enough.â
âAre you nuts?â Dastan asked her.
âIf you want to take a swing at me for that, go ahead.â She stated calmly, crossing her arms over her chest. âOtherwise, Iâd say youâre done.â
Dastan flinched and, for a second or two, he actually considered it. Eventually though, he admitted defeat and sat down. âI donât want to die like my father.â He mumbled.
âWhat does that mean?â Crys asked.
Dastan didnât answer however. He yawned, and without the least bit of warning laid his head on Crysâ lap and fell asleep on her⊠Literally. Heaving a sigh, and not wanting to risk stepping down from the bed and into anymore glass, Crys simply leaned against the wall and pulled a blanket over the sleeping mercenary. He probably wouldnât wake up until late morning.