[Crimson Shadowsâ Camp]
âAre you done with the groping already?â Sean muttered out in annoyance. âAny more and Iâll insist you buy my dinner.â
The two mercenaries that had spent quite a few minutes of their time finding and confiscating all of Seanâs weapons didnât seem any less annoyed than him, but their annoyance was mostly due to the fact they wanted him dead and were ordered not to harm him until further notice. Under Dastanâs watchful gaze they couldnât do any more than frown and follow orders.
âThatâll be enough.â Dastan stated, addressing his men. âYou can leave us alone now.â
Sean watched the two mercenaries leave with the corner of his eyes. âYou could have just asked me to surrender my weapons, Iâm an honorable man. In the very least you could have had some pretty ladies search me. That would have been less unpleasant.â
âYou are neither honorable nor a man, Alpha, and Iâm afraid I have way too much respect for the women of this clan to actually order any of them to touch you.â
âI know at least one of them wouldnât mind.â Sean replied with a little smirk. âHow is my dear friend, by the way?â
Dastan chuckled, even those it was very clear he was not amused. âYou donât want to test my patience, Sean... Because itâs been running out for weeks now.â
âYou talk too much for a man who needs to disarm a single assassin, while surrounded by allies, in order to feel safe.â Sean said, with a slight shrug. âBut fine... Iâm not here for a pissing contest, I hope, but you called me... So, what do you want from me Dastan?â
âHonestly, what I want is to kill your sorry ass, but that wouldnât be a smart thing to do as a leader. So... What does it take for you to get your puppies to leave my clan alone?â
âYou know what I want, Shaykh.â Sean stated.
âCrys already left Sean, and she wonât be coming back. So that is out of my hands.â
âHow convenient.â Sean chuckled. âNo matter, I have my own plans for Crystal... I never expected this to be easy. Well, there are other things concerning me, since Iâve heard from rather reliable sources that you have been keeping in touch with a Knight from Nehaven, that youâve been getting help from them... Now thatâs a problem for me. Because when the cities do favors they tend to collect.â
âAnd what do you fear theyâll ask of me?â Dastan asked, raising an eyebrow. âI am not the kind of man who lets himself be manipulated, by anyone... And Iâll make that as clear as day to Newhaven and anyone else necessary.â
Sean chuckled, pacing his way around the training area of the Crimsonâs camp. With corner of his eyes he could catch several of the mercenaries, especially the youngest amongst their ranks, struggling to catch a glimpse of their meeting, but always respectfully distant. âStrong proud warriors, the race of Effort... Isnât it so? Brilliant negotiators, the people of Brightvale... She told me some of your history, itâs quite interesting. I think the history of oneâs people tells a lot about the individual. It is my understanding that when you deal with another individual, friend or foe, itâs important to know their history. Because if you donât... Youâre at a loss.â He stated. âFor instance, if someone wanders into my encampment demanding to see the Alpha, thatâs very disrespectful, but you... You sent someone all the way to Newhaven to send me a proper message, and I appreciate that. See, you are a smart leader, Dastan, and what you want is to protect your people. Yes? So put your little infatuation, or whatever it is, for Crys and the fact that you always hated me aside just for the purpose of this and tell me: what do you need to end this?â He asked, beginning to pace around the arena.
âSome answers first of all.â Dastan stated simply, following Sean with his eyes.
âSuch as?â
âWhat else has Indrani told you about us, besides history?â
Sean laughed. âShe never passed me any information, if that is what youâre asking.â He replied. âI would love to tell you I completely stole her loyalties from you, but that wouldnât be true.â
âAnd how much did you tell her? About your plans?â
âYou mean... If she knew I was planning on stabbing my clan leaders in the back? I never got into any details about that, no. Did she know I wanted Crys dead? Absolutely. Did she ever help me? Not once, and I never asked.â
âI see...â
âDo you, now? The fact that you are asking me these questions tells me that either you didnât ask her, or you didnât trust her answers. Is your clanâs leadership structure not what it used to be, friend? What a shame!â
âThatâs funny considering the fact that this whole thing started because you left some random woman in command... For what I hear you canât even find her now, is that true? I mean certainly itâs not that hard for a man with a whole clan of highly trained assassins under his command to find one single woman in a land as small as Valcrest?â Dastan laughed, now starting to pace around as well, eyes still locked on Sean wherever he went within the circled area of the training field. âHow long have you planned to take the Alphaâs place, Sean? How pathetic is it that you never seemed to think of what to do once you got it? You have people moving without your orders, attacking innocent civilians; something the Wolfpack prouds itself in not doing for decades... â
âWe donât attack civilians.â Sean retorted.
âOne of your men attacked our temple, where the civilians were being guarded, he aimed his arrows at them.â Dastan stated, his eyes narrowing as he stared into Seanâs trying to catch his reaction. âThe arrows exploded upon contact.â
âExploding arrows?â Sean asked, honestly intrigued. âWe donât have any enlightened with that kind of ability.â
âAli seemed to know who he was...â
âThen ask her who he was. He was certainly not one of my people though. And we do not attack civilians. Thatâs all I can say about this.â
âYou donât know what your people do, Sean. You donât know who they are... I donât think you even know who you are anymore Alpha...â Dastanâs voice was only slightly above a low growl, the rage and contempt clear in his voice. âYou think you are a man, but you are nothing more than a scared little boy with way too much power in his hands.â
âThink what you will... I may be a boy, but right now... Iâm a boy with enough power in his hands to end your life. You know it, I know it, letâs not pretend the situation is any different.â
Dastan looked up at the sky for a moment, squinting at the sunlight. It was just a little past noon, and the sun was high and bright in the sky. âYouâre in my territory, Alpha.â He stated simply, smiling at the daylight. His dark eyes seemed to shine, almost in delight, at whatever thoughts were running through his mind right then. âAre you sure you want to be so arrogant?â He chuckled. âAre you even aware of how unwise that is? Didnât your men tell you what they saw the night they attacked us? Maybe it was useless to let them leave with their lives after all...â
Seanâs body tensed at the manâs words, he clenched his fists for a brief moment as he felt the air between him and the mercenary leader growing thicker... This encounter was taking a slow turn towards hostile, and that was the opposite of what Sean intended. He wasnât afraid of Dastan, not in one bit, but he didnât want whatever happened between the two of them to make things worse between their clans. Finally he sighed. âDo you want to hurt me? Will that do it for you? Because, really, Iâve spent the past three years exchanging threats and insults with the world, and after a while it gets tiring. So, really... Give it you best shot.â
Dastan chuckled, shaking his head as his laughter grew into a tiny fit. âOh, please... I donât beat up children.â He mocked. âI see that we should get this over with, however, so Iâll make this simple: Youâll stay out of my territory and away from my people, I will stay out of your territory and away from your people. Thatâs the deal. As long those boundaries are kept, what you do and who you do it to is none of my concern, and my business is my business.â
Sean sighed, tilting his head back to watch the blue sky above as he thought about the terms of their âdealâ. He had little to gain from attacking the Crimson any further, actually he had much to lose, but he also didnât want to just bend to Dastanâs will that way.
âWell...?â The man insisted.
Sean took a deep breath, and made a huge effort to swallow his pride. âSounds reasonable enough for me.â He stated finally. âAre we through?â
âI certainly am.â Dastan stated. âYou may take your weapons and leave, Alpha.â
Sean occupied himself with picking up his daggers from the small pile the mercenaries had made in the sand, as he heard Dastan begin to leave. He snickered softly under his breath.âOne more thing...â
Dastan halted as he walked away from Sean, without a word, to simply let him say what he needed and end this meeting. Get it over with.
âMake sure to communicate this agreement to you commander... She did swear to kill me after all.â
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[White Shadows Camp]
âYou are an idiot, boy.â Lena stated with amusement in her tone. âYou should have just told Dani what Sean did.â
âI didnât stop him and I could have... That makes me just as guilty and pointing a finger at him wouldnât make anything better.â Jake replied. âCan we please not discuss this anymore?â
âDo you see how hypocritical that is though? You want the people who murdered your sister to be punished, Sean wants the man who killed his mother punished, but neither of you are willing to allow the person who disfigured that woman to be punished. Sean wonât take responsibility for what he did, and you wonât cast blame on him either. Thatâs fine, but that womanâs face was scarred for life and her children will surely be scarred as well; for life. No one should know this better than you.â
âIt was my fault... I shouldnât have taken Sean with me, and I should have turned back when I noticed his behavior was... Growing angrier, more erratic, I should have known he would snap like that. It was my fault, and thatâs why I didnât want to cast any blame on him.â Jake muttered. âI noticed Sean was losing it, but I didnât want to stop. Now, can we please drop this subject already?â
Lena heaved a sigh, followed by a soft chuckle. âFine. Youâre stubborn like your father, you know? Itâs your ego talking, when you assume you alone are responsible for all the bad things that happen around you. His was rather loud in its claims as well.â
âIâm not my father.â
âYou are your father, Jacob. You are your father, your mother, your sister, your friends... You are everyone who ever mattered in your life. Whether you like it or not, whether you see it or not, they all make you who you are.â She stated. âYour father was a good man, and you shouldnât try so hard set yourself apart from him.â
âHe hated you though, didnât he?â
âI judge people based on my opinion of them, and not their opinion of me, Jacob.â She stated simply. âHe hated me, for his own reasons, but he was a good man. His worse flaw was that he tried to do too much. Be responsible for everything at once. He meant well, like you, but in the end how was he remembered?â
âAs a hero.â Jake stated. âMy father was a hero.â
âYour father died a hero when he could have lived as a simple man; that was a choice he made. Itâs a choice you might have to make one day too: Do you want to be a hero, or do you want to make a difference?â
âHeroes make a difference, donât they?â
âNo. They donât. Have you ever met a living hero, Jake? Men fight battles, and if they fight them well enough to be remembered, they die and become heroes. They donât win the battles, they just die a heroic death. They die for what they believe in, for what they think is right, to save lives... It doesnât really make a difference though. In the end, dead heroes wonât save this land.â
âAnd who do you suppose will?â Jake asked, slightly skeptical in his questioning.
âJust... People who are stubborn enough to actually make a change, and not simply die trying.â
Jake had stood beside Annie the whole time while the White Shadows paid their respects to their former leader. Some of them spoke a few kind words that he really didnât pay attention to. He hated funerals and burials and the only reason he was still there was that Annie just seemed unable to let go of his arm. The girl was standing firmly, however, her eyes were sad, but no hint of tears was seen within; people seemed wary of this, as if expecting her to suddenly crack, but Jake knew that Annie wasnât the type to act proud or hide her feelings. Of course that didnât mean he wasnât worried about her all the same.
People said their words, shed their tears, and the body was laid to rest, a white stone marking its resting place. The name âHelena Turnerâ skilfully carved into the smooth surface of the gravestone; only the name and nothing more.
Slowly the healers all returned to their duties, one by one, until no one was left standing before the grave except Jake, Annie, and Alistair. After minutes of silence, Annie released Jakeâs arm and whispered. âGive me a moment, please. Alone.â
âSure.â He replied, grasping the girlâs shoulder and giving it a gentle squeeze before walking away, giving Alistair a nod to follow him and leave her alone in the burial grounds.
The man walked their way out of the encampment and through the village ruins for a good period of time before the first word was spoken between them. âShe was born here.â Alistair stated. âI remember when it burned. Ten years ago it was. The last remaining village... Rosefeld.â
âTen years ago? Thatâs... Aliâs village?â Jake asked, stopping in his tracks and turning to face Alistair with an intrigued look in his eyes.
âThatâs the one.â The man confirmed. âLena was born here, her mother was found and killed by the Wolfpack three years later, thatâs how she ended up there. The Alpha adopted her after killing her real mother...â He tilted his head to the side. âShe never told you?â
âI never asked.â Jake stated, running a hand over his eyes.
âHow long has it been since you last slept? And I mean a full night sleep, without the aid of any medicine?â
âTwo years or so... I think.â Jake answered with a small shrug. âDoes it show?â He chuckled.
âThatâs very dangerous, Jake. You need to sleep.â
âI know, Al... Thanks.â Jake muttered. âItâs not like itâs my choice to have insomnia.â
âDo you know why you have insomnia?â Alistair asked, walking a bit further into the wrecked village. âStress does awful things to the mind, friend.
Jake snorted a laugh. âI know that.â He ran his hand over his eyes one more time and then through his hair. âBut thanks anyway, for the concern.â
Alistair shook his head, an amused look in his eyes. âKnowing it doesnât seem to make a difference, now does it? Are you going to do something about it?â
âIâm doing something about it.â Jake stated with a half smile. âSay, Al... Youâve been with the Shadows for, what, fifteen years?â
âFourteen. Why?â Alistair replied, sitting on a stone that seemed to once be part of a wall.
âWhat do you believe Peace truly is? And do you believe weâll ever see it?â
âNo. You canât see Peace. You can feel it.â
âHave you?â
âNo... When I was boy, I thought I had, but that wasnât peace... That was... Apathy...â He sighed softly. âOne day, maybe... Lena said she felt it once in her lifetime. Only once and that was rare, because peace never lasts too long.â
âDid she say when?â Jake asked, moving to sit next to the former healer, his eyes scanning the bare earth beneath his feet with interest.
âNo. I didnât ask.â Alistair replied. âI asked if she could describe it, but she couldnât... Why are you asking this?â
âSome people just donât believe in Peace anymore... The White Shadows seem to preach it, but not one of them seem to be able to define it. So what exactly do they believe in?â
âYou sound confused, Jacob.â Alistair stated simply.
âThatâs not the answer to my question Al.â
âThe White Shadows think of Peace as a feeling of acceptance of fate as well as the understanding that accepting fate does not mean taking no responsibility for choices. Itâs hard to explain, but mainly... The White Shadows have taught me to do what I can for others as well as myself and accept the fact that sometimes there is nothing to be done. Death is the where the road ends, our final destination, Life is a path, and you choose which path to take and which to turn away from, but you need to accept that you have no control of the obstacles in your way, or other travelers you may encounter... That is fate.â
âIt sounds like...â
âNonsense. It always sounds like nonsense. The truth is, Jake... You canât control how a story ends, but you can control your part in it. You canât control the full consequences of your actions, but you can control the intentions behind them, and not being able to see the subtle lines that separate what is and isnât in our control is what makes living so hard. So, in theory, peace is the feeling you get when you finally understand the difference. I say in theory because itâs debatable whether that is even possible. Some believe you can only experience it moments before Death takes you.â Alistair shook his head slowly before letting his eyes wander around the devastated village. âDid Ali ever tell you about this place?â
âNo... She didnât like to talk about it, and I respect that. I donât like thinking about the past either...â
âNeither do I, I understand...â Alistair mumbled. âI just... Think you should ask her now.â
âDo you know something, Al?â Jake asked, raising an eyebrow.
âI canât really say. Just... Ask her when you see her.â He smirked. âYou are going to go see them this time, right?â
âWhat do you mean with that, Al?â
âI mean... You have doubts about seeing them... Her... Again... Donât you? Fear. Itâs understandable that you feel this way.â
Jake grunted in annoyance. âI forget youâre one too.â
âOne what?â Alistair chuckled.
âNothing.â He muttered.
âOh, I see...â The man laughed. âI sse!â
âShut up.â Jake mumbled, pushing Alistair away and onto the floor.
âWhat? I didnât say anything!â He laughed out, getting on his feet, taking another look around the area and heaving a sigh. âI remember this place.â
âDid you see it burn?â
âNot really... Was in the middle of the night... When we got here, there wasnât much left. No survivors, or so we thought.... Just bodies everywhere... Wasnât pretty at all.â Alistair answered, a slight frown crossing his features. âI remember Allisonâs brother, we found him almost on the edge of the forest... Alone... Stabbed in the back.â He added, pointing towards the trees where the forest began. âWe buried him there, underneath a tree. Lena took Ali there in the time she stayed with us... And she marked the tree...â He chuckled, shaking his head and placing his foot on the piece of wall he had been seated on. âIf these rocks could talk, huh?â
âIf Valcrest had a voice, itâd be screaming I think.â Jake stated, standing up with a heavy sigh. âWe should go back, I think. I need t go rejoin the Blacks in the morning, unless Annie needs me to stay.â
âShe wonât ask you to stay, and thereâs no need for you to worry... Iâll take care of her.â Alistair stated turning and beginning to walk back in the direction of the camp.
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[White Shadows Camp]
Luckas entered the White Shadows encampment and immediately felt the burn of angry glares watching his every move. He ignored the healers the best he could, eyes scanning his surroundings for where their leader would be. His head was throbbing and he was sure he needed sleep soon, but for that he needed a safe place; and this was certainly not it. He was more and more tired by the second, to a point where his mind just started to drift off. It was in that stated a someone firmly, yet gently, gripped his shoulder. Luckas immediately turned his head as if heâd seen a ghost, only to find Annieâs dark brown eyes looking back at him.
âAlmost fooled me.â He mumbled. âFor a second.â
âSheâs really gone now, Luckas.â Annie replied simply. âWalk with me.â she stated, steering Luckas by the shoulder to a more secluded area, away from the glares of the angered healers and towards a small flower garden. âWhat happened to your arm?â She asked as they paced, the patches of frozen grass making a crackling sounds beneath their feet.
âCaptain⊠Didnât have time to be gentle with me⊠As Iâm sure you already guessed.â He replied.
âUh-huh.â Annie mumbled, turning to face him and placing both hands over the broken arm before he could protest and healing the fracture. âSo⊠Tell me what happened.â She asked, turning away to walk further away from the encampment.
Luckas stood with a confused expression on his face before following after Annie, removing the protection of his, now healed, arm. âYou⊠Youâre not tired.â He stated. âI mean⊠Something like this would have knocked you out a couple of years ago.â
âI have been working on developing my gift, Luckas⊠It takes more to knock me down nowadays, but thatâs not something I like to brag about.â She shrugged. âGiven the chance, people will always take the easier way out. Instant cure is not all people believe it is and, even for me, itâs not very easy to make them understand that.â
âSo, you hide.â He nodded. âI seeâŠâ
âWe all hide things, one way or another⊠Donât we?â She retorted, crouching down to stare at some of the flowers. âAnswer my question, Luke.â
âI donât know if I have an answer to give⊠Iâm not so sure what happened exactly.â He stated crouching down next to her. âWhat are we doing?â
âTell me what you do know then.â She stated calmly. âItâs alright Luckas. I know itâs not your fault. I just want to know what you remember.â She insisted, reaching out and gently grazing the petals of one of the white flowers. âAnd⊠Iâm picking flowers.â She nudged him slightly. âWhat do you think sheâd like?â
âShe hated white, but I think theseâŠâ He said pointing at some light blue flowers that resembled roses in shape, letting himself drop onto a sitting position on the frozen grass.
âThese are pretty.â Annie agreed, with a half smile, proceeding to pick the blue flowers amongst the other few that had managed to bloom even in the cold weather, holding them together in one hand. âI healed your arm.â
âYes.â Luckas answered. âSo?â
âSo now everything you tell me is confidential. I canât tell anyone anything, unless you give me permission.â She explained, staring deep into his black eyes with a gaze that was blood-chillingly similar to her motherâs. âTell me everything, Luckas. What did mother ask of you and why did she have to die to get it?â
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It took Luckas a good while to tell Annie absolutely everything Lena had told him, and what she had asked him to do; he didnât want to tell anyone, but somehow he felt like he needed someone to know the reason behind everything in case it slipped his mind somehow. Once she had all the answers she needed, Annie pushed the flowers sheâd been holding onto his hands and told him to go pay his respects. So now there he was... Standing before a gravestone, with flowers awkwardly dropped at his feet, pretending the whole thing actually meant something. It didnât. It was a rock, what was he suppose to say to it? The flashes of memories never stopped spinning in the back of his head, but they were clearer now⊠It was manageable. He understood that Lena had planned for all of that to happen; that she knew that it was truly the only way she could ever keep her promise to him. What he still didnât understand was why that would matter so much to her anyway... Why now of all times? Heaving a sigh in his exhaustion the memory of the last time they spoke before she left came to his mind.
âWell, like I said⊠You wonât live forever.â
âDoes that thought frighten you?â She asked. âOne day I wonât be here to hold your leash, and when that day comes, you will be alone.â
âWe are always alone when it really matters.â Luckas said, absently. âIâm not frightened by that.â
âAre you sure?â Lena asked with a smile. âWhy are you here then?â
âHumph. I wanted to be alone, thatâs why. But you just canât stay away can you?â He asked.
âIâm heading for the desert, and I will be leaving within a year. I only came here to say that our arrangement doesnât change just because Iâm absent. I will know if you violate our terms.â She smiled. âAnd donât get too comfortable⊠I plan on coming back one day.â
âWait, what?â the boy turned towards the woman, unable to hide the shock in his eyes. âWhere are you going?â He asked.
âThat doesnât concern you.â She replied.
âI could find out.â He said.
âNo. You could try, but we both know how that would end.â She chuckled. âBesides, these are sentimental things you would have no interest in.â
He nodded, going silent for a long while. Then he cracked open a smile. âSentimental things are always interesting; they are weaknesses in more ways than one.â
Lena nodded, laughing lightly. âOnly if you allow them to be; if you fear your own feelings, they will make you weak. If you embrace them, they can give you strength when you need it.â
âDo you need it now?â He asked, raising an eyebrow.
âWeâll all need it soon enough.â
Lukeâs eyes narrowed at the stone for a moment before then widened and sparkled. âYou knew it... You knew all along!â He whispered... Letting the realization sink in before exploding in giggles. âYou lying, misleading, bitch!â He exclaimed, hysterical laughter echoing through the Shadowsâ burial grounds as Luckas fell to his knees unable to stop himself. âYou played me! You knew all along! You... Deceptive... Two-faced... Manipulative... Used me... You used me... Hahaha.â Luckas laughed himself to a point where he could barely breathe, even less form any more words to express himself. All he could bring himself to do was laugh louder and louder, clapping his hands in amusement as if congratulating Lenaâs ghost with a round of applause. It had just hit him how the woman knew all along this was the only way to make him remember, and every excuse she had ever given him as to why it couldnât be done just yet began to cross his mind. Luckas had to admit that Lena had been smarter than him all along. He couldnât deny he had been made a fool of. And the sheer hilarity of the whole situations was just overwhelming. How stupid was he if he didnât see it from the start? How can anyone be THAT stupid? It was just too ridiculous not to laugh.
âWhat are you doing here?â
Luckas stood up straight, but didnât turn to the sound of Jakeâs voice, giggles still escaping him here and there as he tried to take deep breaths. âWhat does it look like, Jakey?â He asked, letting out a snicker as he calmed his voice the best he could. âIâm saying my goodbyes. Just like everyone else has.â
âDonât call me that, you piece of shit.â Jake muttered out, rage seeping through his every word. He couldnât bear the sight of Luckas laughing in front of Lenaâs grave; it made him sick in more ways than he could ever describe. âDidnât you have time to say your goodbyes when you killed her?â He asked, his voice rising. âI donât care what Annie says⊠I know what you did.â
Luckasâ whole body tensed and his fists clenched at the words, slowly he turned to face Jake, a red glow in his eyes as he muttered. âYou know nothing... Jakey... You never did.â
âI know what you are, Luckas. What your brother was...â He muttered out. âWas just a matter of time...â
Luckas raised an eyebrow at Jake for a few seconds before slipping back into uncontrollable laughter, clapping his hands again, but this time in pure mockery. âWell⊠Congratulations, Jakey! You discovered the whole truth! It surely doesnât go any further than that. It was all about me absently killing a healer. Well done!â Luckasâ expression suddenly turned more serious as he glared at Jake. The look in his eyes would have been enough to send anyone with the slightest bit of brains running away as fast as they could, but not Jake. âYou know nothing about me, you know nothing about my motives... And I hate breaking this to you, my dear friend, but you know so little about your aunt I actually pity you.â
Jake shook his head, a bitter laugh escaping him as he glared at Luckas."And you knew her so well... Right? Tell me then, did you even hesitate to kill the only person who ever believed in you? Despite everything youâve done, everything you are... She treated you like a son⊠Did you even hesitate?â
Luckas laughed again. âTreated me like a son? No⊠No, no, no, no⊠Jakey; she treated me like a student. She treated YOU like a son. And all you did was act like a spoiled little brat, blaming her for everything and accusing her of not being there for you.â Luckas smiled. âI saw her memories, Jakey, every single one. I know everything she knew; everything she kept from you." His smile turning into a grin as he added. "The only piece left of Lena... Is mine." He laughed rather evilly and whispered. "And I don't like to share."
Jake's face was red and he was shivering from head to toe, hands balled up into tightly clenched fists at his sides. The thought of Luckas knowing every intimate detail of Lena's life, her memories... That in itself nearly pushed him over the edge, but the way he spoke, as if he owned a piece of her soul... As if he'd stolen from her... That sick twisted laugh... It sent a wave of shock through his whole body, and without much thought into the matter, he pulled a throwing knife and sent it flying grazing Luke's face. It didn't hit, but it was only meant to distract Luckas from the fact that he'd gone invisible.
Luckas flinched as a knife passed his face, and when he stopped to look around, Jake had vanished. If he was smart enough he had probably covered his ears so Luke's enlightenment wouldnât affect him. Usually Luke would shrug and walk away, but this time he had more than enough of this crap. âJakey⊠Jakey, boy⊠Can you hear me? Read my lips, maybe? Iâll talk slow, because I have one little thing Iâd be willing to shareâŠConsider it proof of my undying affection for you...â He snickered, his eyes moving from side to side searching for some sign or movement that gave away Jakeâs whereabouts, but he knew that if he could anger him just enough heâd make a mistake. âI know how your mommy died⊠Lena didnât tell you about that, did she? Neither did your sister, right? No one ever mentioned it to you, and havenât you ever wondered why? Why no one talked about it?â He chuckled. âNow that I think of it... Jess looked a lot like her, didnât she? Do you think they screamed alike too?â Luckas giggled. âDo you think mommy begged for your life too, Jakey?â
That did it, and Luckas suddenly felt the painful result of all his provocation as Jake collided with him, knocking him down and holding a firm grip on his throat, making himself visible and staring right into his eyes as he pinned him to the ground, anger making him completely careless to the fact that Luckas could just destroy with a slight touch of hand. âWhat are you talking about, you piece of shit?â Jake muttered.
Luckas grinned. âDid I say something? I donât rememberâŠâ
Jake responded to that by tightening his hold on Lukeâs throat. âTalk.â
âCanâtâŠâ Luke replied, pretending to be out of breath. He then giggled. âCome on, kill me. I dare you. Do it! Whatâs holding you back, pretty boy? Iâm a monster, Iâm a killer, and youâd be doing the world a favor! DO IT! Come on, you pathetic little shit! Be a man for once! KILL ME! DO IT!â
Jake was shivering in his rage, and he tightened his hold on Lukeâs neck more and more, actually causing him to choke this time, staring into his black eyes, honestly eager to watch life slip away from them forever.
[Flashback â Healerâs Camp, approximately 4 years ago]
âWhat is the problem Jacob?â Lena asked, her tone half amused and half annoyed as she pulled him by the shoulder to walk with her.
âThe problem? That kid is a psycho, that is the problem! Do you honestly trust him running loose in this camp?â Jake asked looking at her with a severe frown as if she was the irresponsible teenager out of the two of them.
Lena laughed at Jakeâs tone. âDo I trust him? Of course I donât.â She replied. âTrust is something that must be earned, and Luckas is yet to earn mine, but his presence here doesnât disturb me in the slightest if thatâs what you mean.â She sighed softly. âJacob, you are yet to understand certain subtleties of Life; you and most people, to be honest. Luckas is not a hopeless case, and until he becomes one I wonât see him as such. Youâve heard of his brother, yes?â
âYes.â Jake answered with a shrug.
âDark Mirror was a psychotic menace and my suggestion to Newhaven authorities when they asked us to try and find a solution for his victims was to put the kid to death before he managed to break loose again.â She told him. âI saw the kid with my own eyes and I can say for a fact that there was not a single shred of humanity left in him. That is not the case with Luckas. Heâs a bright kid actually.â
âYes, doesnât that make him all the more dangerous? Heâs smart enough to plan, clean up after himself and he is a freaking sadist! He was never caught, Lena, no one knew he even existed, how much do you suppose he got away with so far?â
âHe killed considerably little when compared to his brother and, overall⊠Heâs killed less people than you.â Lena stated. âSo no, heâs not more dangerous than his brother. Yes, he can be, but he isnât. So youâre saying I should have this kid locked up in a cell for the rest of his life because he can, maybe, be that dangerous one day?â She chuckled. âJacob, thatâs just not how it works. If thereâs something there to work with still, I plan to work with it.â Jake opened his mouth to argue, but Lena stopped him with a gesture. âIf it ever comes a day when he becomes a menace, then I will personally take care of it. Until then, donât question me anymore on this. I understand your concern, but if you trust my judgment so little as to believe I would deliberately endanger my clan, and my daughter, simply because I took pity on a kid⊠Then we have nothing else to discuss. Understand?â
Jake flinched. Luckas still choking under his grasp and showing signs of losing consciousness, finally he snapped out of it and released him. Standing up straight and looking down at Luckas as he rolled over to his hands and knees, coughing and trying desperately to catch a breath. Jake would have let it end there, wasnât for the fact that Luckas used the breath he caught to piss him off further.
âYou⊠CowardâŠâ He laughed. âWeak... Thatâs what you are...â
Jake felt the rage burn in his veins again, and he kicked Luckas on his chest, knocking him over to his side âDonât you ever know when to shut up?â He muttered, kicking him a couple of more times before finally turning to walk away.
Big mistake.
âHey, Jakey, boy⊠Stop.â Luckas called as he lay on his back on the floor. The sky was clear in an astonishing blue color and still, it was nice and cool. Luke was dizzy, and his body ached, but he smiled up at the sky as if it was the greatest day of his life. Slowly, he began to stand up. A slight groan escaping him as he stood upright⊠Walking over to a paralyzed Jake with a delighted grin plastered on his face. âYou stupid bastardâŠâ He laughed. âI gave you a chance to end it and you didnât take it. Did you honestly think I was going to take all that quietly, now?â He shook his head, absently searching Jakeâs pockets and ridding him of his needles and blades. The last one he took was a small golden dagger that was sheathed at his ankle, hidden underneath his boot. âHuh⊠This is an interesting one. Kinda small though for a big man like you, isnât it?â Luke said, unsheathing the dagger and waving it in front of Jakeâs eyes with a snicker. âYou always said everything you wanted about me, Jakey... Calling me a freak, a maggot, saying that Iâm a monster, an animal, and that I donât deserve to live⊠It was cute at first, but now your hypocrisy is really starting to get annoying. So, you know what? Iâm going to tell you what I think you are and why you donât deserve to live.â Luke said, pressing the tip of the blade between Jakeâs eyes and tracing a line with it playfully down the bridge of his nose. âYou donât deserve to live, because you are the worst type of coward there is. You like to play the hero but youâre nothing but a selfish prick that walks out on anyone who happens to give a shit about your sorry ass! Some big freaking hero! Huh? If only daddy could see you now!â
Luckas looked into Jakeâs eyes absolutely delighted with how enraged he was. If he wasnât paralyzed Luckas would be dead for sure. âLike I said, Jakey; weâre not so far apart, but the difference is that I donât pretend Iâm some kind of hero, I donât make people think I give a shit and then walk out on them when things are just too stressful and I know what my role is.â Luke growled. âAnd yours... Iâm the monster, and youâre the knight in shiny armor⊠Thatâs how the world will always see us, but we know better, donât we? Youâre nothing better than me.â Luke dragged the knife to Jakeâs throat pressing the blade harder against his skin, his eyes glowing red as he stared into Jakeâs. âDo you think theyâll bury you like a hero, pretty boy? Do you think theyâll cry for you even though you donât deserve a single tear out of them? I bet you wish you could beg forgiveness now, huh? Wish you could go back in time and say all those things you were too much of a selfish bitch to actually admit to?â Luke pressed the blade harder against Jakeâs throat, drawing a little bit of blood in the process. âYouâre no hero. Youâre a pathetic excuse of a man.â With that said he pulled the dagger away and began walking around Jake, stopping behind him and kicking him hard in the back of the knees forcing them to bend. Jake fell to his knees and then onto the floor, since he couldnât move a finger to help regain his balance. Luckas crouched, placing one knee on Jakeâs back and pressing the tip of the dagger on the back of Jakeâs neck, leaning forward until he was whispering right in his ear. âHow does it feel, huh? I want you to cherish this moment now, Mr. Hero, and remember it every time you decide to voice your pitiful and near-sighted opinions to me, because in this moment I own your life and I can own it again at any moment in the future if I want to. To be honest, Iâd love nothing more than to rid the world of your sad pathetic excuse for a life right now.â He said, in a low growl. âIâm just afraid if I did she might not forgive me.â He added, whispering the last sentence as if he was speaking to himself, and not Jake. He then sunk the dagger into the soft dirt, near Jakeâs face. âNow you probably know what youâd like to say and do before you die, but the most pathetic part is that you wonât do anything about it, because youâll never be more than what you are: A selfish and coward little prick.â
Jake remained on the floor, feeling Lukeâs hold on him fade as he walked away. Once able to move Jake lifted his head to the sight of the little golden dagger, his blue eyes sparkling slightly as he stared at it, Luckasâ words still ringing in his ears. He reached for the weapon as he sat up. âCoward little prickâŠâ He muttered to himself, angrily.
Slowly Jake pushed himself off the ground and began picking his weapon Luckas had scattered around him; his hands shivering in anger still as he shook the words out of his mind and began to walk back into the healersâ camp, not giving another glance to Lenaâs grave as he passed. Maybe it was all true, and maybe Jake needed to admit to some things, but he sure as hell wasnât going take it from Luckas.
âWhat did I ask of you, Jake?â Annieâs voice sounded in his ears. It was clear to him that she was upset with him.
âI said I would try.â Jake retorted, not looking at her. âLittle bastardâs lucky I let him live.â]
Annie heaved a sigh, walking after Jake until they were in the middle of the camp. âThatâs not what it looked like from where I was standing Jake. Not that it matters anyway...â She grabbed him by the shoulder, to make him stop walking. âHey... Youâre angry, I understand, but isnât the right way to handle it.â
Jake stopped walking and heaved a very long sigh before turning to face his cousin and unsheathing his sword, holding it out as if offering it to her. âDo you know where this comes from?â He asked, indicating the blade in his hands. âThis sword belonged to Bastianâs brother, Kyle. There are only two swords in Valcrest quite like this one. There are better blades, maybe, but not one of them is quite like this. Bastian told me that his father really, desperately, wanted a son and after his wife had a girl and miscarried twice the man decided to pray and ask the Twins to give them a boy. He promised the Gods that if they gave him a son he would be the most honorable and just warrior in the land. When his wife got pregnant again he traveled out of the land to have the two swords made, and after she gave birth to twins he assigned a sword to each of the boys . See the symbol?â He pointed to a visibly foreign symbol engraved on the blade near the handle. âIt means âjusticeâ. The sword Crys now has, Bastianâs sword, holds the symbol for âhonorâ. When I graduated from training and decided to go after the men who killed my sister, Bastian gave me this sword and told me that after he betrayed the Wolf Hunters his brother gave him the sword back as a reminder of what heâd turned his back to.â
âJustice? So he was encouraging you to kill those men?â Annie asked, tracing her fingers along the marking on the blade.
âNot exactly.â Jake said, a little hint of a smile breaking through his expression. âRather he was just reminding me that sometimes itâs best to walk away.â He sheathed his blade and looked Annie in the eyes. âI walked away... This time... Out of respect for Lena... For you. The next moment he gives me a reason though, and he will give me a reason, I wonât hesitate.â
[The Manor]
Amberâs blue eyes narrowed slightly in confusion at this strange womanâs words. âFor you?â She asked, letting out a giggle, her form slowly shifting to imitate that of Lamya, every trace of her, with exception of the eyes, when she spoke next it was in the other womanâs exact voice. âIt may appear so, but then... appearances can surely be deceiving... This house already has a Master, youâre certainly not it, in fact... The cats are smart to know youâre certainly not one of us... One of âthemâ, for sure... They feel the stench a mile away. Buuuut... Youâre funny... So why the hell not let you see? Can always just kill you later...â She stated, giving a shrug of shoulders and beginning to walk her way back towards the main entrance of the house. âSeth, Pandora!â She called out over her shoulder. The white cat, gave one last hiss in Lamyaâs direction, looking up at her with mismatched eyes, one green and one blue; his right, blue eye, glowing in red before he finally turned away to follow after Amber, the female cat following him without giving the visitor any attention.