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I barley paid any attention to Charlie.
My nightmare ran through my head like a tape, Bell. Dead. You. You. Charlie Pushed me down and started kissing me, I looked at her and saw Bells face. I had to be honest, I enjoyed it "Grayson please come back to me, i dont care if your mad at me, take your rage and sadness and just......take it out on me in bed cause i cant stand to see you look so sad and scared i want my cocky, possessive Alpha Gray back please you can even have some of my soul i'll ever run out just please."

I snapped out of it, Bell was dead and Charlie was alive, I couldn't help myself any longer. I smiled at Charlie showing her I was back to the old me, I wasn't as drunk as I was a few hours ago, but still, I just prayed that I would remember it tomorrow.

Get ready Charlie Jackson.

I kiss Charlie sweetly, this was her first time and I didn't want to be like Fin, Somehow this meant a lot to girls but not so much to men, But I loved Charlie and this felt right.

I rolled Charlie over and kissed her again, This cheered me up, Hopefully Christian would smell my scent on her and back off, But that wasn't the only reason I was doing this. I slowly took Charlie's off, I couldn't stop myself starring, I worshipped her, She looked like an angel.
I kissed Charlie's neck again and slowly went up, I wished I could pause this moment, everything was falling into place. I didn't know how slow I got keep going, My body yearned for me to go faster, but. Wanted to as our this moment. Charlie was even better than I imaged her, Her skin was hot, I wondered if she was nervous, I tried to hide it but I think I was too. I felt different, like the world was mine, I didn't care if it was, I only wanted Charlie. I pressed her letting my body melt into hers, I smiled and kissed her again.
"I could never hurt you" I couldn't imagine me taking Charlie's soul, I felt Charlie's body, I was excited what the night would bring, I love you, I managed to keep it to myself this time, I kissed Charlie again and pushed her against me. I was excited and wanted more.