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bella.
Wednesday 2nd September - 7:27 AM – Booth Lane – Outfit

※ Mood: Bitter - Agitated - Saddened
※ Listening To: Holding On To You - Twenty Øne Piløts
※ With: Jamie
※ Dialogue Colour: #BD3C3C

[font=Garamond] Bella fell apart almost as quickly as Jamie did after that moment and she flocked to his side like she always had, the whole way through their lives no matter what happened- when something went wrong Bella was there in a hurry, if he dropped a glass, if he tripped, if he got in a fight, if he had an accident, if he got hut or worked up- she was always there. It was just her personality to do that for people and that's why she knelt down in front of him so quickly there was a smack that shot through the room which was the sound of bone against wood as she tried to get to Jamie and help.

"Oh shit Jamie I'm sorry. I'm here it's okay. It's okay. You don't have to tell me anything, I didn't mean to get worked up- you know me. I do that but it's okay, it's gonna be okay Jamie. Just breathe, please just take a deep breath- count them. Take a deep breath and count it, count every one you take for me," Bella was terrified but she tried to hide it behind her eyes as she knelt in front of her the most person who ultimately meant more to her than anybody else- absolutely anybody and wished she could make everything okay.

She didn't dare hug him or take his hand- she didn't want to make things worse for him but she didn't know how to make it better. It dawned on her this was her own fault and tears escaped her eyes as she looked at what she'd created- if she'd just been a bit more understanding, considerate and thoughtful- they might have made up by now instead of having to go through this.

"I'm sorry Jamie. I am but it's okay, we're going to be okay. I didn't mean it- all the angry words, you know I didn't. I didn't mean it, I'm sorry but that doesn't matter. Just, just find calamity," She looked at him and stared his fear straight in the eye with her own and it filled her with horror, dread and guilt to see how much emotion was behind his eyes.