āNever say goodbye because goodbye means going away and going away means forgetting.ā
General Knowledge
Full Name:
Peter James Pan
Nickname:
"Just Peter is fine."
|| He is known mostly by his first name
He hates being referred to as 'Pete'
He tolerates 'PJ' ||
Gender:
Male
Age:
Twenty-Two
Role:
Peter Pan
Movie:
Peter Pan
Height:
5'9
Weight:
142 lbs
Build:
His childhood of physical toils and everlasting adventure paved the way for a lean build, his lithe frame shaped with refining muscle definition. Nowadays he's beginning to look more and more malnourished as the drugs start taking a toll on his body.
"Dreams do come true, if only we wish hard enough."
Hair Color:
Born with dirty blonde hair, Peter's time spent in the sunlight has brightened the shade to a decadent gilded shade.
Eye Color:
His eyes appear to be the color of murky aquamarine gems in artificial light, in the sunlight the emerald speckles are resurfaced and his eyes take on a ethereal, turquoise glow.
Scars:
Peter has many scars from his sword fights with the notorious Captain Hook. Lately he's been sporting a whole new set of scars, self inflicted all down his arms. There's also a small bruise-like dot on the inside of his elbow where he repeatedly injects himself with heroin.
Character Color:
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Description: Peter, with his alabaster skin and aquamarine eyes, has that vaguely romantic beauty rarely found amongst men addicted to narcotics. He has a lean, muscular build from his years in Neverland and well defined muscle definition. His dusty blonde colored hair is haphazardly styled, cut tapered in the back and longer at the top. His most distinguishable features are his eyes that resemble gems and his cupid's bow mouthāfeatures that are known to make even the most sexually disciplined woman swoon. He also harbors a deep, sultry baritone voice that oozes sex appealāa nice change from the voice he possessed in his many years being a child.
"You can have anything in life if you will sacrifice everything else for it.ā
Personality:
{Whimsical, Audacious, Extroverted, Chivalrous}
Peter was mainly an exaggerated stereotype of a boastful and careless boy when he was a child. He was quick to point out how great he was, even when such claims are questionable. Peter has a nonchalant, devil-may-care attitude, and is fearlessly cocky when it comes to putting himself in danger. Peter appears very judgemental and pompous, heedless to the dangers of the world. Nonetheless, he has a strong sense of justice and is always quick to assist those in danger. He was spontaneous and loud, with a band of kindred spirits looking up to him like a leader. That all changed when he met Wendy. He was smitten with childish adoration, following her anywhere and often flaunting himself in front of her. When she left he was heartbroken, but he held strong. He was prideful and stubbornātraits that remained with him into adulthood. Nowadays he's lost his childish wonder and has matured exponentially. He begun to sink into a dark depression, his heedless behavior leading him into self-harm. Peter lost some of his optimistic whimsy because of the drug abuse, but there are still traces of his former self still in there. It's just buried deep under all that self-loathing.
Dreams:
He dreams of Neverland more than anything else. He'll lie awake at night thinking back to when he could soar amongst the clouds with Tink at his side and his heart will ache knowing he cannot have that anymore. He desires the carefree lifestyle of his childhood, holding fast to his disdain for responsibility. He often wishes he could go back...if only he knew how.
Fears:
He's afraid that he'll never be able to return to Neverland, that he'll never be a kid again. He isn't afraid of growing up anymore because it's already too late. He isn't afraid that he'll never get Wendy back because he gave up on her a long time ago. He isn't even afraid of dying because if he can't return to Neverland, he doesn't want to live.
Quirks:
First and foremost, he's left-handed, which he discovered from a childhood of sword fighting. He readily puts himself in the way of danger without careful consideration. Lastly, he's an overly honest person, always telling the truth even to his own detriment.
Faults:
Peter is his own worst enemy. He tortures himself back by holding onto the memories of his childhood, longing to return to his Neverland, spiralling uncontrollably into self-destruction.
Likes || Dislikes
He enjoys the feeling of flying, though he can only experience it through reminiscing. He hates walking, driving, and being so oppressed by gravity. He loves being near the ocean, the way the wind smells as it rolls off each wave, and the sound of them beating against the shore.
Remembering The Past
Biography
Place Of Origin:
|| Epsom, Surrey, England, UK ||
Birth Date:
|| September 22, 1989 ||
History:
All children grow up...except one. Peter was never meant to become an adult. When Wendy left, he was going to let her goāhowever heartbroken he may have been. But he couldn't just let her go. The night she returned home, he followed her. It was a vain attempt to reassure himself that she was going to be okay, that she was meant to grow up. For her happiness he was willing to let her go, even if he had to watch her move on. That's when Hook got into his head. Peter is sensitive about the subject of "growing up". When confronted by Hook about Wendy's growing up, marrying, and eventually "shutting the window" on Peter that night, he became very depressed. The more he tried to deny it, the more he began to realize that his arch-enemy was right. Wendy's window wouldn't be open for ever. She needed someone who could take care of her. She needed a man, not a boy. As he watched her unseen from her bedroom window, he finally convinced himself to let her go. That night was going to be the last time he'd ever see her. But Wendy wasn't the only thing he'd lost that night. Peter couldn't return to Neverland. He's lost his ability to fly because his childlike exuberance was gone, replaced by an agonizing depression brought on by unrequited love. He realizes that he cannot have everything he wants and in doing so is denied the only thing he's ever needed: Neverland. He begins to age after that, living on the streets as a wayward orphan, fueling a resentment towards Wendy knowing that the older he gets, the less able he is to return. Now that he's an adult, he can't return at all. This realization sent him into a spiralling vortex of self-destruction. He gets high just to experience the feeling of flight again. He considers suicide but he's too prideful to go out that way so he constantly putting himself into danger. Peter lost his whole world; but he never lost his best friend. Tink was always there. If only he wasn't too preoccupied drowning in his own self pity to realize it.
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