Setting
Winter in Boston is a beautiful sight. Downtown the snow is fluffy, the streets are twinkling with lights, the stores are still proudly displaying Christmas decorations. Filling everyone with a sense of joy and magic even though itās almost February and those fuckers should really get their shit together.
On this side of town, things are a little different. The sky is gray and heavy with a threat, the bare trees are all twisted up like skeletal remains from a Tim Burton classic, and the thin sheet of ice covering the ground is seemingly innocent but Atlas is just w a i t i n g for some idiot to take a spill and crack their head open.
He hopes it happens in front of their house. For the aesthetic. Heās nothing if not stylishly inclined.
Heās sitting on the front steps, with a cigarette in one hand and an occult book in the other. Wrapped in a dark fur coat thats authenticity heās refused to comment on since the day he wore it home. Louis says it makes him look like a douche. Atlas doesnāt take fashion advice from someone who thinks bed head is acceptable in public. Even if it is cute on him.
Thereās something inherently wrong about the house on 1648 Tremont St. Something that causes mothers to stand between it and their children when they pass on the sidewalk. Something that causes the delivery people to leave packages at the start of the yard instead of the door. Something that causes the hair on the back of any normal personās neck to stand on end.
Atlas inhales smoke through his mouth and out through his nose and feels a smile tugging on his lips. He wonders if itās the old century architecture. If itās them. Or maybe, just maybe, if itās the way that at dusk one can almost see a noose hanging off of that old oak tree.
Blink and itās gone.
Atlas blinks and he can still see the rope pulled taut around Cassā neck.
Oh, thereās something wrong with him alright. To look at a place like this and see it as home. Supposes thereās something wrong with Ryder, too, who considered it better than a pure Southern upbringing. Or with Louis who had any other option right at his fingertips. Or with Cass, who had a protective older brother telling him no.
He feels the thrum of power in his veins and a shock of warmth thatās misplaced in this weather. Licks his lips and leans heavily on one of the white pillars framing the steps. The wood creaks dangerously but holds stable. He smirks, because he knows the house wonāt drop him. It loves him as much as he loves it.
His thumb slides over one of the frail pages of the book in his lap, tracing old latin words theyāve yet to fully translate. His body hums. Greed. Knowledge. The thrill of darkness. He could get off on it.
A ghost of a voice whispers by his ear, a forgotten memory of something he canāt quite understand, no matter how hard he tries to listen. Itās there and not there. Real and not real. The cigarette in his hand goes out and he abandons it in favor of tilting his head towards a sound that doesnāt want to be heard.
A shot cracks through the air and shakes the ground heās sitting on and Atlas jumps with the forceful shock of it. His fingers curl over the binding of the book, knuckles turning white. What was it Louis always told him when he got angry like this? Count to ten? One... two... thr-- āGoddamn it, Cassidy Aisling!ā
Heās on his feet in a second, journal pressed protectively to his chest, and the front door slams open even though he never touches it. He can already picture the blood soaking into his floors. On his walls. For Christ sake.
Louis and Ryder are in the living room when he storms through it and he shouts back in their direction. āI hope you two are good with digging a giant fucking hole tonight because Iām going to bury this little shit!ā
He goes up the stairs two at a time and shoves the door to Cassā room open with his shoulder. Thereās blood splattered across his fucking walls like he knew there would be, brain matter splashed on the wooden floor, a dark puddle starting up under brunette curls.
Itās the stuff of a nightmare. This boy, with his soft face and his skewed glasses and the gun resting limply in his hand. Crumpled against the floor like something sad and forgotten. Hole blasted through the side of his head. Thereās no serenity in a death like this.
A better man might have felt something. Atlas only feels annoyed. He points a finger at the body by his feet and snaps, āYou better take your sweet fucking time coming back because Iām going to kill you. Do you know how hard it is to get all of this blood out you selfish little prick.ā
As a thought occurs to him he spins back to the door and sticks his head out. āHey! Where did this fucker get a gun, anyway!?ā
Theyāre going to have words when he comes back. Which might take awhile, post monster phase and all, but heās sure he can stay angry long enough.
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This book reeks of Goodwill - because that is where he bought it. Perusing the aisles in a bid to find creepy old shit. A common enough pastime to stave off the looming boredom when the others are busy or he's looking to avoid them altogether. It had somehow led him to this awfully pretentious written rendition of every hallmark murder mystery there ever was. All because the cover exhibited the blood-stained visage of a distressed young woman.
He aggressively dog-ears one corner, knowing fully well he will never return to it. Sets it aside with a weary sigh, and sinks deeper into the chair. The quiet of the room stuttering with each breath from him, and from Ryder. The two of them in their own little worlds....
There is a spider inching its way from wall to ceiling. Spindly legs scrambling for purchase on the glossy surface, its fat body too much to hold up against the gravity that constantly brings it back down. Each inch gained is another two lost. Louis reaches forward to it, lets it slide from the wall into his hand. Where it is restrained, patiently awaiting death or salvation. Louis does not have time to play judge, jury, and executioner. In the next second the sound of gunfire cracks through the air.
āI hope you two are good with digging a giant fucking hole tonight because Iām going to bury this little shit!ā Atlas is there and gone in such a short few seconds that Louis almost thinks he must have imagined him. Were that the case he could have simply returned to the pleasures of torturing the arachnid in hand. But he knows that Atlas would never stay his hand knowing his precious walls have been splattered with brain matter.
The itch to stand and follow is too much, he drops the spider with graceless mercy to the floor, where it will no doubt scurry beneath the furniture never to be seen again. Follows Atlas at a slower pace, casual as can be. Slow enough that Atlas has time to process and peer back out, screams again like he's got authority over them anyways. Maybe he does. Louis doesn't really care either way.
āHey! Where did this fucker get a gun, anyway!?ā
He pauses, not from nerves - he knows fully well wait he'll see - but rather for the purpose of savoring the moment because he knew that there had been a gun involved but the confirmation alone sends a thrill up his spine. Of all the messy (fantastically horrible) ways to go. Willing himself to calm, under the incredible fever of excitement swelling beneath his bones. He lets out a breath, moves forward, and see's Atlas, and his insurmountable anger.
"Probably somewhere shady," Louis answers and then peers past him. Just barely, only enough to be sure.
Something could be said of his morality when his first thought upon seeing the bloody corpse of a friend is -
Even more so, when his second is 'Where the hell did I put my camera.'
Or thirdly, 'Atlas is going to have a coronary'
All factual thoughts right from the brain of Louis Price. Who greedily drinks in the sight of blood as it slowly seeps across the floor, long lines of it dripping like paint from where the spatter has fallen prey to gravity on the walls, much alike the spider from earlier. He looks at Atlas, grins at him, but it's wrong - too many teeth. More like the start of a snarl without sound. If the other were a cartoon there would be steam rising from ears. Backs out of the room, doesn't care that much, he tells himself but he does, he really, really does.
This is a prime opportunity, of course, he isn't sure how long he has but he knows it isn't very. He backtracks down the steps, feet plodding along the floor without a care as to how much noise he's making. There's nobody here who cares to quiet him, one of the many good things about living with the only people who matter in his life, the only ones he cares enough to semi-listen to. Oh sure, for the first few years of his life his parents may have dictated his being out of sheer infantile dependence. However, his tolerance for their ways had waned eventually, and College had taken him far from their pleading grip.
Power.
It felt good, even as he slowly moves, he is aware of its fluctuations beneath his skin.
His room is one of many in the house on Tremont St. But uniquely Louis in a way that is saturated with something like death but not quite there yet. A morbid curiosity here and there, strewn haphazardly but sterile in a way that feels oddly natural given the setting. A circus sideshow packed tightly into a square bedroom. The soft reds of random stained clothing, and the blacks of shadows where the sunlight does not quite meet the browns of the floorboards or the off-white that is the walls. It feels like home, more so than the one he grew up in ever did.
Huffing at the mess, he sidesteps over cracked jewel cases of CD's that have no name and rumpled clothes that should be in the hamper - if Atlas came in here he'd probably die of pure shock - there will be time to clean later if he decides to bother with it at all. Searching for his camera amidst the mess, hurried, but careless. Either he'll have the time or he won't. The world does not turn for him - yet. And still, his thoughts just barely scratch the surface of where they need to be. He is a fractured mess, here and there, and everywhere because things will go back to boring soon. soon. soon. And he will go back to wasting away while he dreams up the next few photo shoots he wants to do.
But first.
He finds the Camera in the middle of his bed, he doesn't know why it was there or what his purpose was when bringing it to the bed in the first place. Memories fail him, but they are inconsequential. Much alike many things in life. He grabs it, turns, and heads with a newfound purpose back to the doorway to Cass's room. Back to viewing Atlas, who is still there fuming, and Cass, who is - well, still dead for now.
And like the huge asshole he is, and because he finds so few things in life amusing enough to catch his attention, Louis snaps a picture.
Weird to think that this place is his panacea now. His mother would choke, and Ryder canāt exactly blame anyone for speed walking past the place as if they could feel their childhood swirling down the drain. Probably something to do with the construction, with blood stains in odd places; something about old residencies having no souls even as one reaches around from somewhere behind you just to say your grave is being deforested as you speak.
Heās had a couple moments go without explanation (not one he could take back to the family, at least). Only knew that his skin was stretched spiderweb thin and that sometimes the images and voices reverberating like war bells werenāt exactly his own, but heād seen equally crazy things back home. Just a different kind of crazy. When the coffee finally finishes he letās out a noise of relief and searches through the cabinets for a mug, supposes itās no more suburban gothic than baking brownies and wiping smudges off the refrigerator door while the news drones on about that one homicide and the two missing bodies just a few miles shy of your house.
Only crazy people pretend their life is anything but, and he kinda likes the fact that no one really pays any attention to the things that fall apart - just that uneasy feeling it gives them, an excuse to turn and pretend they hadnāt seen it.
Itās nice up here, though. Once heās done pretending like thereās an actual choice to be made between the several mugs, each an equally melancholic shade of (you guessed it) black, he pours himself a cup and waits for the caffeine to hit and turn him into less of a monster. Itās a new addiction. Like needing a hoodie indoors. Never really needed it back home, what with the unpredictable - but usually hellfire reminiscent - weather he had to put up with. In all honesty, the only real downside to being up north was just how much it reminded him of being down south. Takes him back to bone-dry Texas heat, back to summer gnawing away at the ends of his t shirt and pulling the handle up and back on a sleek Remington bolt action; the click as a bullet got stripped from the magazine; the feeling of oxhide hands on his collar when he takes yet another shot and still canāt get it right.
Hm. He detests the word damaged. Heās just not a fan of sunburn, is all.
Nope, cats are more his thing. Doesnāt bother to feel embarrassed about how many octaves his voice jumps when his favorite pet strolls in, unperturbed and uninterested in Ryderās greeting but thatās never stopped him from doting on the apathetic thing like it was the only thing heād ever know in this world.
Ryderās got Morty the cat in one arm and his mug in the other when he walks into the living room, grins when he finally seeās louis. Itās gotta be a crime somewhere to have eyes like a marine trench yet hate cats, and some part of him gets off on seeing those blue maze irisā turn into somethinā stolen straight from a black and white movie (and heās startinā to like the way fear hums in his ear, the way frailty is coaxed out and massacred). Letās Morty go when he starts squirming and Ryder doesnāt pay any attention to where the animal skirts off to, just collapses onto the couch once he sets his coffee down on the table next to a pack of cigarettes someone left out. Probably belong to the kid next to him.
Lord knows him and Atlas could burn one or several.
āHey, kitten,ā he beams, sinks into the cushions like black water through pine roots, folds an arm behind his head while he inspects the nails of his free hand. Whatcha up to? on the tip of his tongue, almost drawls out like his interest doesnāt loom greater than the apathy he imposes, but one look at the book in Louis' hand and Ryder getās the gist. Thereās a stack of books in his own room he should be reading. The history of colonialism in the southwest. Unabridged. The thought almost brings a twitch to his eye, not necessarily because of the length or content but the fact that it shouldāve been done last semester...
The shot catches his attention, but itās the crack of the front door and Atlasā signature rage that makes him turn his head, pierces through the nanosecond of stillness like sirens before you step off the edge. Heās yelling something about burying their resident monster in a human mask, but Ryderās long since sworn off both dirt and digging, almost resides to let this one go. Of course he won't. Not when Atlas is about to give him a free show. Follows Louis up the stairs once he drops his arachnid captive, chews on a thumbnail while he imagines what itāll be this time.
Itās okay to kill something that wants to die (right?), but that doesnāt keep him from taking a step back when he finally makes it to the doorway. Catches a glimpse of Cassidy oozing like a red sludge fountain when he finally leans around Louis. Remnants of release wrapped between those golden tendrils of curly hair while tragedy hangs in the air like perfume. It getās considerably easier the more times you see it, thatās for sure. And as much as the image would make for a sick tattoo idea the blood in his body still freezes without his consent, lungs constrict like heās been tossed outside without a jacket.
It really shouldnāt give him room for pause. Cassidy kind of reminds him of a child, and heād rather be in the back of a trunk with his fingerprints burned off on his way to hannibal lecterās basement than deal with one of those (even if Cassidy isnāt much younger than himself). Itās not like he hasnāt seen every Saw movie, or lived in a house with these guys. But everytime he seeās the kid splattered and splayed and hung itās like watching a puppy run out into traffic and get steam rolled, you know? He feels bad even if Cassidy runs into the street of his own volition just to hear his neck snap.
āHey! Where did this fucker get a gun, anyway!?ā
"Probably somewhere shady,"
The moment passes soon enough and heās able to offer an, āyou should really toss drowning his way. I hear itās a lot cleaner.ā
Ryder makes way for Louis to slip out like the fiend he is as Atlas continues to fume. Looks at the gun in Cassā hand as his own find a place in the pocket of his hoodie. Heās a spiteful shit before heās a compassionate one, feels old trauma bubbling up to find a seat next to Cassā. Canāt be that hard to pull a trigger when the target is your own face.
He almost makes a move to go get the bleach for when the kid comes back, but you know what that shit does to dark clothing.
āIāve found three other houses that are willing to take you, seriously man just let me come help you pack upā.
If Cass had known his brothers spontaneous offer to buy him lunch was going to be another drawn out attempt to get him to move, heād have said he was busy. Graham had this ability to sound completely sincere and relaxed at the same time, but Cass could practically smell the worry oozing off him. Every attempt to get him to move was entirely within Cassās best interest and it pained him that Grahamās attempts would never work. After every fucked up thing heād done at 1648, Cass was forever bound to that house and his room mates, no matter how much it killed his brother to watch. He hated that he couldnāt explain what they had done that night, hated that he couldnāt explain what he had done a week later. Tying that noose, throwing it up over the old tree and testing whether it would hold his weightā¦
Cass took another bite of the teriyaki soaked chicken and chose to thoroughly chew the food rather then answer. Cooked meat made his throat close up and stomach churn, but he forced it down under the watchful stare of his older brother.
āAnswers still the same, I canāt moveā, He pointed his fork across the table, āAnyway, youāll be graduated in a year and I donāt want to get stuck with your friends without you here. And I know they are weird, trust me I know. But itās a good kind of weirdā, He paused when Graham continued to look unimpressed, āLook, theyād never do anything to hurt me, alright?ā
Flashes of Atās worried face hovering above him, tear stained and red eyed but still one of the prettiest things heād ever seen. That tree branch above them, empty ended rope still swinging from the weight of his body. Louis and Ryder further away with terror etched across their faces, breathing like theyād just run a marathon. He rememberd wondering what was wrong with everyone till his gums suddenly itched and he was overwhelmed with the captivating tang of copper.
āIt freaks me out more that you have to convince me of that. You shouldnāt have to tell people that your room mates would never hurt you, thatās just a givenā Cass rolled his eyes and took another too-big bite of the overcooked meat, letting Grahamās very valid response go unanswered. His brother hefted out a very exaggerated sigh and leaned back in his chair, folded arms keeping him from strangling the younger Aisling, āYou realize I could just tell mom and dad?ā
Heād used this threat before and had never followed through with it. Cass was sure Graham had a vague understanding that something was Different- his terminally ill brother suddenly never coughed anymore, never called for emergency doctor visits, and no longer carried around an oxygen tank. The explanations had varied between; āIām just feeling so much better!ā and āI started a new treatmentā, but Cass knew it was inevitable that he would need to explain. And right now, the thought of explaining something to Graham terrified him. The thought of explaining to his parents seemed near impossible.
āJust trust me Graham, they really arenāt as bad as you make them out to be. And its me, seriously, you think Iād let them talk me into anything too crazy?ā His cheeks quivered cause if Graham iknew, he'd kill Cass for lying to him. At least he'd never stay dead.
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Atlas was on the porch when Graham dropped them off. Above all else, Graham seemed to despise Atlas the most, so of course the cheeky shit saluted his brother with a lecherous grin while they sat idle in the driveway. One of the reasons Cass never held Grahamās negativity towards his housemates against him was shit like this- Atlas could at least try to make his brother not think he was the devil. He got out quickly, eager to get Graham out of there, and headed up the stairs to the house.
āYou gotta do that?ā he asked as he reached the top step, avoiding eye contact by staring at the cigarette. Of course, Atlas chose that time to take a drag, so Cass ended up getting distracted by his lips instead.
Atlas released the cigarette and let loose a steady stream of smoke, the tendrils curling towards him just enough that he could smell the musty smell of tobacco. He hated that smell, but the image of that smoke coming out of Atlasās mouth made him think he was going to start liking it soon.
"He gotta look at me like I'm Rosemary's Baby every time he drops you off?" Atlasās blue eyes were dark in the dim lighting of the porch- with the smoke sliding out of his mouth and that smooth little smirk still in place, Cassidy understood entirely why Graham mistook this beautiful man for a demon.
āJ-just, just, I donāt know, behave when he comes aroundā Heād said that a million times before and he knew repeating it wouldnāt make Atlas act any different. Especially since Cass had lost any ability to look at him- the rough paneling on the side of the house suddenly far more interesting.
āSure loveā Cassās eyes widen slightly and he looks back at his housemate, his nerves rattling cause he enjoys that word a bit to much on Atlasās tongue, āI'll try my absolute hardest to be good next time." That cheery smile is turned demonic by the dripping sarcasm, and suddenly Cass is very Uninterested in being anywhere near Atlas Blake. He gives at very momentarily unimpressed glare before spinning on his heel and heading inside.
Ryder and Louis are in the living room, but Cass blows through for the kitchen. He sets a pot boiling as he pulls out a raw steak from the fridge tosses it in the microwave while he gets his tea ready. Thereās about one mug left in the cabinet- heās pretty sure the rest are stacked on his desk- and he briefly considers getting them in order to offer the rest of the house some tea as well. But the microwave dings and his briefly overtook with a bubbly need instead. Microwaved raw meat is never as good as it should be, but the smell itself makes his mouth water and gums itch. Of course, those sharp teeth will never slide through while heās still alive.
Cass shuts his bedroom door a little too loudly, his movements frantic while he sets down the steaming steak and tea on his floor. His body on auto pilot- cause if he ever stopped to think about this too long, hes sure heād go crazy. He reaches under his bed and pulls out a shoe box. Inside are a few packets of pills, white powder, and needles procured by Louis (he never asked how), and a gun. Heād been honestly bothered by how easy it had been to find- heād started off asking around in class, saying he was interested in learning to shoot, and people always seemed to want to help. Especially if he pulled out his old oxygen tank and nose tube. The handgunās a relatively small Springfield, purchased illegally from some shady dude Cass quickly tried to forget. Heād decided to buy the gun after overdosing on the drugs Louis had gotten himā¦ it had been uncomfortable to say the least and way to many different bodily fluids for him to deal with after. His only issue was the noise, but maybe it wouldnāt be loud enough to hear from his room?
Cass inhaled and once again the coppery warm smell of that steak made his stomach squeeze in on itself. Hungry eyes turned to the steak, then back to the gun, and he released his breath.
The black metal of the gun was jarringly cold against his temple. He tried to ignore the suddenly loud beating of his heart, favoring the smell of the steak instead. Breath in, breath out. People feared death because it was the end, a period on their entire life. But Cass could experience something no one else could; death without an end.
So he pulled back the safety, urged his shaking hand to still, and fired.
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Its always a sliding motion, when he comes back. Like his soul was just momentarily misplaced and it took just a little jerk to realigned Him with his body. Except without his human soul, his body shifts to what it would be like if he never made it back. Fingers lengthened into black claws, the charred looking skin eating up to his forearms like he was dipped in black ink. A line of razor-sharp shark-like teeth replace his own, designed for biting and ripping into flesh.
Flesh.
Meat.
Blood.
Heās aware of four sources in the room, three of them fresh and pumping and singing to him. He inhales before he opens his eyes and his mind slips again- slides somewhere between his body and wherever else he goes. It moves on autopilot, black eyes opening, already focused on the doorway. Heās aware of those people, his friends, but right now his body sees them as something else.
Flesh.
Meat.
Blood.
His claws grow for ripping into that flesh, his teeth exist for dipping into that meat. And above all else his body wants blood, human blood, their blood. He moves blearily fast, the chunks of brain matter sticking to the side of his face and sliding down to his shoulder, and pivots in a crouch to face the three.
Of course, all three of them are entirely unimpressed. If they'd run in fear, he's sure he would have lost control completely and hunting them down. But, there is probably a mere three seconds of danger- this little Ghoul staring up at them with wide hunger filled black eyes, them staring back at him with varying expressions of bored, pissed, or inspired- before Cass grabs his body and yanks his mind back into place. His stance relaxes and he falls back of his haunches onto to the floor, right next to his still-warm steak.
"Ah, sorry guys" His voice is off, rough like is hasn't been used in days and his tongue too thick in his teeth lined mouth. He flashes them an apologetic 'Cassidy Aisling Grin', forgetting that his cheery sun-filled smile is a bit off with a mouth full of razors, "Was a bit hungry"
Then his hold on his body slips minutely, enough that his audience is of little interest to him and the smell of raw steak takes full hold of his attention.
"Probably somewhere shady.ā
At slides his gaze Louisā way and arches an eyebrow. āFrom you, then?ā Though, surprisingly, he doubts it. Louis Price is the first person Atlas would go to if he needed something off the beaten path and sold by the cost of innocence, but a gun doesnāt exactly taste like his friends particular brand of misfortune. Oh, Louis can admire the carnage itās caused, certainly. But it doesnāt seem like heād provided it.
No, most likely Cass had batted his pretty eyes and used his sweet smile to his advantage. Manipulative move. Regardless of what Big Brother said, the youngest Aisling was like them deep, deep down. Just a little too selfish. Just a little twisted.
Louis isnāt paying him any mind anyway. His gaze is locked on the mess Cass has created, but heās seeing through lenses Atlas himself doesnāt have. Art. Heās locked in on the scene like an Italian Renaissance painter with a voluptuous woman. Entranced. Bewitched. Creepy fucker. Louis turns his bright blue gaze on him and his mouth splits into the kind of grin a horror movie director would jerk off to.
Atlas just shakes his head and watches Louis go when he twists away, knowing full well heāll come back with a camera. Whatever.
āyou should really toss drowning his way. I hear itās a lot cleaner.ā
Out of the three of them, Ryder looks the most bothered. Atlas wished it was because of the state of his floors but, unfortunately, no one else seems to share in his burden of having nice fucking things. He wasnāt sure just what about it scraped against Ryderās nerves. Not the gore. Maybe just the fact that it was Cass?
Honestly, Atlas was surprised heād gotten used to seeing their friend as a corpse himself. He still had nightmares about the way his body had hung from that goddamn tree; but never about blood spatter or brain matter. Perspective, he supposed. Real versusā¦.well, it was still real, it just wasnāt permanent. That seemed to make a difference.
āI think heās starting to go for quick over clean.ā Not that any of Cassā attempts so far had been clean per say, but this one is definitely the worst. For fucks sake, the walls were white. Atās probably going to have to repaint and he hates that. Itās a lot of goddamn work.
Louis slides his way back in, camera poised, but Atlas ignores him while he waits, arms folded and anger barely dissipated.
He can always feel it. The moment that Cassā soul realigns with his body. Itās not exactly something he can put into words, and itās not exactly comfortable. It makes his fingers tingle with pinprinks, and his ears buzz a little. Heās not sure if power or just. Something dead.
The shift is always fascinating to watch because itās fluid. Easy to miss, almost, if he wasnāt paying attention. Nails make claws, Cassā jaw ripples with the addition of new teeth, black slowly takes over the color of his hands, up his arms, seeping into his veins. Heās something more other than them. Something more wrong in the natural state of things.
Atlas thinks itās kind of amazing.
Thinks Cass is kind of amazing.
He almost forgets for a moment that heās so goddamn pissed.
Cassā black eyes open slowly and Atlas feels his back go tense. He never knows how Cass is coming back. In control or not, or something halfway in between. Itās trial and error and they havenāt been doing this that long. Regardless, heās learned to be prepared in case Cass flies at him. Those teeth are no fucking joke.
Cass is up too fast to be human, dipped in a crouch that reminds Atlas of things he used to see lurking in the shadows as a kid, or smiling at him from under his bed. The curls are still Cass, the nerdy fucking glasses are still him, but thereās Ghoul too. Dark and scary and hungry.
Atlas is aware Cass is deadly like this, but thereās very little Self Preservation warnings going off in his head. Heās not sure why. Rather itās because heās an idiot, or because he trusts Cass, or because he trusts himself enough to handle it if it gets out of hand. Either way, between one cold heartbeat and the next, he knows Cass could rip his throat out if he wanted to.
But thereās a shift, a relaxation of his stance into something just a little more human. He flashes them a smile thatās all Cassidy and even though itās filled with razor sharp teeth itās still not as dangerous as Louisā somehow. "Ah, sorry guys.ā
āYou should be fucking sorry,ā Atlas seethes as he drops into a graceful squat in front of the suicidal little brat. āDo you have any idea how long this is going to clean up? Youāre kidding yourself if you donāt think Iām going to make you help. Go on, eat Cassidy, because youāre fucking mine when youāre done.ā
Cassā control is slipping, much more interested in the raw bloody steak next to him. Atās not sure he heard one goddamn word. Atlas watches his greedy little fingers dig into that meat and sighs as he pushes himself back up. He throws an arm around Ryder and Louisā shoulders, dragging them from the room. āCāmon, letās let the kid enjoy his meal and make an even bigger mess.
āDo you have any idea how long this is going to clean up? Youāre kidding yourself if you donāt think Iām going to make you help. Go on, eat Cassidy, because youāre fucking mine when youāre done.ā
Louis laughs under his breath, a mirthless thing though it is. A posturing Atlas is an amusing Atlas, and Louis could see the near physical manifestation of control passing over the room between each of them. Carefully placed marionettes tottering along on their strings. A most adequate comparison to the way they allowed Atlas - mostly - to place his expectations upon them; not that Louis cared, nor felt the urging to follow the leader. āCāmon, letās let the kid enjoy his meal and make an even bigger mess." Louis rolled his eyes, shrugging just as quickly from the arm and turning to cast one last look back at the apparition Cassidy had become. A ghastly sight that would have anyone else heaving, Louis found incredibly fascinating. However, he supposed he could leave Cassidy be for the time being.
"Next time we should get a before and after!" He calls out over his shoulder as they make their exit, leaving behind the blood and gore. He could only imagine the reactions he would get from that one. The looks of abject horror and disgust his classmates were oft to give him.
Louis flickered between thoughts of staying with Atlas and Ryder or returning to his room to get the pictures somewhere safe and sound. The house had a way of screwing with technology, and despite his recent return to the archaic ways of dark room development for his staged photos he found it faster and less of a hassle to capture Cassidy using digital cameras.
His stride back towards his room took him past his formerly forgotten book, where he can see the spider has re-emerged and begun tracking its weary way across the flooring. An inky black spot against the pristine ground. He imagines its panic in those final moments before his foot comes down over it, the shadow of death looming from above, breaking its form into fine smoke before it began to float away in a cloud of fine mist. Never to be seen again, if it ever existed to begin with.
As he reached his room once more a great many things came into sharp awareness.
Foremostly; there were dozens of things that Louis Price could call himself exceptionally talented at - telling time, and recalling when he needed to be somewhere were not in that repertoire. Given the sudden excitement it was understandable that once he spared a glance at his only functioning timepiece he came to suddenly remember the incredibly idiotically scheduled classes he had opted for that semester.
Being late came as easy to him as breathing oxygen so he took his time gathering various materials and stuffing them with no grace into the ratty overworn brown bag he had carried with him since he was a child. Atlas hates it (he hates most of the rags that Louis chose to adorn himself with,) and that's what made it so entertaining to continue using. It may have a hole the size of his fist where one strap used to be and a mysterious black stain that screamed serial killer, but he knew he wouldn't be throwing it away anytime soon.
He paused briefly, wondering if he should be responsible and remind the still human remainders of their quartet about the importance of a well maintained education - then promptly decided he didn't much care or know whether they had similar hours on their schedules. Finally, he turned away without another word and headed for the door. Leaving a quickly disappearing trail of bloody footprints as his only goodbye.
Itās a more recent feeling, wedged between all the good shit. Like he bet on a three of kings and lost to a straight flush.
And itās not so much the fact that he might lose his life to someone who literally looks like the human (human-ish?) embodiment of a pillow pet. All soft curls and warm eyes turned ghoul. Claws for nails. More teeth than a person should really have. Always kinda reminded him of the stories he heard as a kid; dont look outside the windows at night, if you think itās the neighborās kids callin your name itās not, and donāt leave your car seat empty ācause thatās an invitation to all things evil.
Something dangerous hangs in the air like ash when the kid gets going, but he canāt place too much weight on self-preservation, on whether or not his roommates will still be around if Cass decides to go postal. He just seeās those black tar eyes and thinks, im takin everyone to hell if he eats my cat.
His jaw sets. It hasnāt come to that. Doubts heād really be able to take everyone if it did, even if theyāre all kinda built like lithe spaghetti, physically.
Stillā¦
An apology creeks out between that razor wire grin, something distinctly human that signals an end to the spectacle. That is, until Atlas goes in. Supposes he canāt blame him, what with the once white walls looking like a makeshift slaughterhouse, prime cuts and spilled brains all inclusive.
"Next time we should get a before and after!" The comment elicits a snort as he watches the enigma that is Louis shrug out of Atlasā arm and slink away. Probably off to mess around with his photos. Ryderās briefly entertained by the idea even if it's a joke; they could stick āem on the refrigerator with some abc magnets and invite little Cassā family over, then sit back and wait.
Not really.
But maybe.
Ryder looks back at the ruined floor, gears turning in his head as the kid goes in on some raw meat, already under and over both his suicide and Atlasā berating. Eyes the remnants of his demise laying on the floor. He could easily see it inked on his skin; the hole in cassidyās skull, blood leaving trails down otherwise flawless skin like red omens.
Itās an image he doesnāt doubt heāll see again. Maybe a knife instead of a gun. A noose instead of a knife. The tide could turn a million ways and each one gets him a little excited; thereās just too much empty space to fill up where his skin was concerned.
The first thing Ryder notices once they make it back to the living room is the mug he left on the table. He flings himself back onto the couch before reaching for it, the makings of a scowl tugging at his lips. āCass, you fucker, if this coffee is cold,ā he calls, but a sip tells him itās tolerable and thereās no longer a reason to send some of Louisā photoās to Cassā family in an envelope. "Nevermind, buddy, nevermind."
Itās relatively quiet when guns arenāt going off. Maybe a by product of the company he keeps; readers, most of them. The remnants of a spider catch his eye while heās looking around and he feels a little bad for it. Little thing couldnāt help being a fuckin spider, but maybe thatās just the universe having a good laugh at the expense of someone else.
Either way, it reminds him that there are things he could be doing besides laying on the couch. Louis dipping out with his bag only adds emphasis to the point as Ryder watches him leave. āHave a good day, kitten,ā he calls after him, bending an arm behind his head and searching for cracks in the ceiling.
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