"We accept the love we think we deserve"- Perks of being a wallflower
Name: Jayson Marie Goldsworthy
Age: 16
Gender: Female
Role: Delinquent, a runaway
Hair Color: Dark brown
Eye color: Brown
Appearance: She has Mezmerising dark brown eyes and long brown hair. Her skin is soft and fair like her mother's. Jayson is short for her age and petite. She has faint scars on parts of her abdomen and legs from her childhood. She resembles her mother's former appearance and this is shown by her naturally pink and full lips, long eyelashes, and long curly hair.
{dark, hurt easily, inable to trust, loves too easily, masochistic}
Jayson is loyal and caring to those she feels deserve it. She does not trust easily and will rarely speak of her past with someone she does not trust. She is kind and protective to those she cares for and will always look after them more than herself. To people she does not know she is known to be cold and distant unless she sees something in them that differs from the ordinary person. Jayson has never verbally said to anyone that she loves them not even to family. She has never found someone to call a boyfriend so she's inexperience when it comes to romance. Jayson also has a bit of a wild side that not many know her for. She likes to drink, party, and have a fun time if she gets the chance. Even so she can easily become sophisticated and elegant if she needs to be.
She loves too easily, secretive, angered easily, and hurt easily. Jayson is willing to go to dangerous lengths to get back at those who've double-crossed her or someone she cares for. Jayson can be known to engage in reckless behavior but doesn't much care about that. Jayson hates speaking of her family when she decides to bring her past up. She is the type of person to end up in jail trying to help her friends or for fighting someone. Jayson is also not afraid to talk about her criminal record but as far as speaking to an ordinary person thats as far she's willing to go into her past.
Secrets:
-She has been known to suicidal and has a history of suicide attempts.
-Her past
-Her homelife
Likes:
- Animals
- Singing
- Listening to music
- Creating music
- Dancing
- The color red
- Writing lyrics
- Playing Piano
- Playing acoustic guitar
- Horses
- Caring for animals
- Kids
Dislikes:
- Abuse of any kind
- Being upperclass
- Speaking of her past
- Talking about her mother
- Her father
- Gold-diggers
- Greed
- Those who wish for nothing more than money
- Liars
- Being lied to
- Womanizers
- People who are stuck-up
- Judgemental people
Weaknesses:
-Someone she cares for in danger
-Her emotions and views sometimes get in the way
-When something reminds her of a traumitizing time for her.
Fears:
- Losing her voice so she can no longer sing
- Reverting back to the girl she once was
- Ending up like her mother
Bio: Jayson wasn't born of any good circumstances and didn't live a childhood of anything good or innocent. She was a product of rape and was a constant reminder for her mother whom was a prostitue that liked to use Jayson as her ash tray. Her mother was afraid to report what happened due to her profession so she had Katherine. Jayson's mother hated her and would often say it to her while laughing and burning her with another cigarette. It wasn't until Jayson was twelve that who her father was had been discovered. Jayson found out due to a news report of his prison sentence and her mother had told her what happened. She met her father twice each time was of course in jail and each time she grew to hate him more.
It was a little bit after that her mother had gone so low as to marry her own pimp and let him beat the crap out of Jayson. Jayson was forced into gang activity and her mother's pimp even tried to make her into a prostitute. It almost worked until she had cut the man that tried to take that last bit of her innocence. Her mother never cared and would laugh at her while Jayson was forced to endure the beatings in silence. It was when she was thirteen that she had begun running away only to be forced to go back home to her mother. WHen she did run away Jayson surprisingly did well on her own. She was better than she ever was with others. Another surpise hit her when her father had left a hefty trust fund for her but because she hates living off the man that brought about her very exsistence she chose not to touch the money unless absolutely necessary and even then she'd think about it twice. Jayson was forced into the camp by her mother whom wanted a legal excuse to get rid of Jayson for a bit.
Other: She wants to be able to love for once and trust others.