"I'm not a singer who plays a bit of drums. I'm a drummer that sings a bit."
Fullname ~
Jordan Nicholas Paige
Nicknames ~
Shark - I don't know why, don't ask me.
Age ~
24
Sexuality ~
Bisexual - Come one, come all!
Band ~
The Dark Creatures
Band Role ~
Drummer - I have the shittiest job.
Weed - It's not an escape to me. I have no problems with life. It's just fun and the feeling of getting high is fucking amazing!
Cocaine - Sure sniffing things up your nose isn't the right thing to do. But, who gives a damn.
Partying - As long as they aren't boring, i'll go to all the parties.
Playing the drums - Yes, it is surprisingly fun. Not as fun as 'the other stuff' but, whatever.
Tattoos - I have a lot of them. Sure the process is painful, but it's all worth it.
Dislikes ~
Long-term Relationships - Trust me, I get bored of one person quickly. I don't want that mushy gushy type of shit in my life.
Boring People - Oh please don't do boring things around me. I will go to sleep on you
Fake People - Don't tell me you're superman and you can't even fly.
Dumb People - Don't act dumb. I hate people who act dumb.
Chocolate - It hurts my back teeth. I don't even want to call it a sweet tooth.
Secrets ~
Overdosed On Drugs - Shhh, it's a secret. Why did you think I disappeared?
Fears ~
Overdosing again - Crazy huh?
Addictions ~
Cocaine - The rush it gives you is extraordinary.
Weed - Like I said, it's fun.
Illnesses ~
Anxiety Disorder - This is my inner demon.
| Jackass - Easily Angered - Fearless - Sarcastic - Trusting |
Jordan will not give a damn about hurting someone's feelings. If they are hurt they will soon get over it. Jordan doesn't like it when people like to bring up the past just to win an argument. Hell, he'll let you win just to stay out of that one topic. When someone says they'e done something good, they will get the reaction they'd usually get from someone who doesn't give a damn. If you tell him you did something good, he'll discourage you without meaning to. It's just a natural reflex he has when good things happens to others and not him. Jordan is a jerk to himself, he will not acknowledge his accomplishments, instead he'll laugh at them and starts to tell himself they are just a bunch of bologna.
Sure he is the person to yell, curse, and throw random things but, he is also the type of person -when he is angry- to sulk, withdraw socially, and become physically ill. He's usually a passive-aggressive person, he'll act like he's fine around others he's not too familiar with but, when it's someone he knows he'll let all of his aggressiveness out. Jordan is so used to being angry that anger is apart of his life style now. So, there isn't a day he isn't angry at something or someone, unless he is too occupied to focus on any emotions at that time.
Jordan isn't afraid to try anything, he'll ride a motorcycle off a 8 story building if it looked cool and dangerous. Surprisingly he gets this adrenaline rush when he is about to experience any dangerous situation. He'll stand up for anything he believes in and he doesn't care what anyone says. When some says something out of anger he can't help but be sarcastic towards them, it's rather amusing and he could get a chuckle or two out of it.
Out of all the bad things about his personality, he is very good at keeping secrets and staying true to his word making a promise. As long as it isn't an impossible promise he will promise it. Secrets are always good with him, he'll even lie about not having a secret to keep it within his wraps. Even when he gets angry, he won't use the secret against you.
History ~
My Shitty Childhood ~
There wasn't a doubt that everything from the day he turned 11, he would be traumatized from the day his eldest brother went missing to the day his mother almost burned down the house. Well, let's start off with his deadbeat of a father. His father wasn't the best, he made mistakes -big ones- but, he was still there for the most part. Well, until he left him and the rest of the family to fend for themselves. Now, his mother. He completely hated his mother, all she did was discourage him, and pushed him around. She tried to get rid of him and his brother by burning down the house that connected him to this shitty childhood of his. His eldest brother. No one knows what happened to him, he was the eldest so, he was like a role model to him. Whatever he did Jordan would go right behind him and do it as well. His oldest brother. He was a bit on the jerk side, and maybe that's where he got his jackass personality trait from. His oldest brother was pretty cool to him but, he didn't set a good example for Jordan, not even after the Eldest went missing. He actually gotten worse.
His childhood house was a two-storied, with three bedrooms and 2.5 bathrooms. Sure, the house was top notch, but life inside of it was hell. Jordan and his two siblings had a hard time coping with the bad lifestyle their parents were surrounding them with. His elder brother went missing when he was 12 (his elder brother was 17, and his older brother was 15), it was as if he was missing a part of him. A part that would never be replaced. They never found his brother, and his parents were already screwed up from the beginning. They didn't really care about his brother going missing, and Jordan could see that in both of their eyes. Jordan then began to have anxiety attacks, thinking that his mother and father got rid of his elder brother because, they couldn't afford three children. Jordan thought he was next. He never told anyone about it, not even his parents. They wouldn't give a damn anyway.
When his father left, he wasn't too traumatized. Of course he was hurt but, he always knew that his father wasn't man enough to face the problems of being a parent, a good one at that. His mother probably knew his father was going to leave because, she never did cry, not even for him. On the day his mother burned down the house, was when Jordan was 17. Luckily his older brother kicked his door in and told him the news. If his brother wasn't there Jordan wouldn't be alive, he was glad for that. So his mother was sent to an asylum and since his brother was 20, he could fend for Jordan and himself. The only father figure in his life was his older brother and he was glad for it. His brother might not have been the best influence, but Jordan knew he actually cared.
Becoming The Dark Creatures Drummer ~
How they met was a little coincidence that all. Jordan was now a bit of a trouble maker at that time. He was always getting in trouble with everyone he came across. His brother told him to get out and find an inspiration and don't come back until he does. He was pissed but, later he will be thankful for it. The first pair of drums he saw, made an idea go across his head. He could be famous, he could be a drummer in a rock band or some type of band, he knew he could do this and not fail. So, it did take awhile to actually get his brother to buy him drums but, when he did Jordan was excited, he was just thrilled for the first time in his life. Though, he didn't know where to start, he didn't have to wait long to figure out that. Thee day he got into a band was the day he met Leo and Nate Black, he would never forget this memory, he didn't care if the world was ending, he was actually getting back on his feet in a good way. Well, that good way didn't last for long. After he had overdosed, he just got worse. Still not caring about his own health to stop abusing drugs.
"Come Out And Play" by OffSpring
Hey they don't pay no mind
If you're under 18 you won't be doing any time
Hey come out and play
By the time you hear the siren
It's already too late
One goes to the morgue and the other to jail
One guy's wasted and the other's a waste
"What Now" by Rihanna
There's no one to call cause I'm just playing games with them all
The more I swear I'm happy, the more that I'm feeling alone
Cause I spent every hour just going through the motions
I can't even get the emotions to come out
Dry as a bone, but I just wanna shout
"Knives And Pens" (Acoustic) by Black Veil Brides
Alone at last we can sin and fight.
And I've lost all faith in this blurring light,
(Stay right here we can change our plight.
Storming through this despite what's right.)
One final fight for this tonight.
Whoa-oh-oh
With knives and pens we made our plight.
Whoa-oh-oh
Lay your heart down, the end's in sight.
Conscience begs for you to do what's right.
(Everyday it's still the same dull knife,
Stab right through and justify your pride.)
