BOULEVARD OF BROKEN DREAMS || NIGHTCORE
Full Name:
Cerin Mistral
Nickname:
Mist, Shade, Shadow
Age:
18
Gender:
Male
Brief Physical Description:
Cerin has been called handsome, and even though he'd never admit it, he's definitely not ugly. His silky dark hair often falls over his light sapphire eyes, which gives him an excuse to avoid eye contact. His skin is very light and looks like he's never seen the sun. He often has a contemplative or focused expression. His eyes are full of pain and sadness, which makes many people want to cuddle him, or maybe just help him.
A slender but well muscled build is usually covered by dark clothing. Cerin wears a lot of dark colors, again relating to his past. A white bandanna is usually found around his neck, a sentimental item he won't let go of.
Personality:
|| Uncomplaining || Loyal || Broken Hearted || Emotional || Unfriendly || Untrusting ||
He has experienced so much loss he tries to be untouchable. He won't allow anyone into his heart at all, afraid that he'll lose them. However, when he trusts someone, he's undyingly loyal and kind. In his current fragile state he's cold and unfriendly, and may come across as harsh, cruel, and hateful. He's just trying to understand himself and his new world.
Cerin hates to be touched in any way, and has incredible reflexes from avoiding all kinds of contact. He's awkward around all kinds of people, but is actually very eloquent and intelligent if he gets comfortable. He's a deep thinker and usually contemplates subjects more philosophical that whether the chicken or egg came first. Strategic when battle planning and a good leader, talents inherited from his time as royalty.
He is the kind of sad that makes everyone want to give him a hug. Hurt in ways he doesn't know how to cure and often hides away to break down. He hates for anyone to see him cry or seem weak in any way. Cerin sometimes offends people he doesn't mean to, and hates apologizing. Lots of people think he's creepy, and all of the factors lead up to him being pretty lonely.
However, he doesn't mind. Cerin is fiercely independent and a bit antisocial. He refuses to let others take his burdens because he can't trust them to hold a part of himself. He's an incredible fighter and has skill with his sword, one of the items he still has. When he is upset, he'll fight or hide- Fight or Flight is a big instinct of his. Cerin hates to be humiliated but knows when to back down.
"Have fun figuring me out..."
"Let's see, what do I remember? It's like a cloth with holes burned in it..."
Cerin had a perfect childhood as far as he can remember, being the child of the Ghost King. He possessed a rare gift called Shadow Walking, allowing him to travel to dimensions of the dead and other worlds. Supposedly that's how he got here...
When he was about fifteen he fell in love with a girl. "She's one of the few things I remember... She was beautiful, the best person in my life." They were very close and Cerin was completely happy.
Something happened and she died suddenly. He visited all of the shadow worlds and couldn't find her, and while he was journeying, his empire was destroyed and all of his family killed. The dimension collapsed and he was completely broken emotionally.
"It's... everything's so blurry..." Being all alone, he wandered worlds and encountered a portal he'd never seen before. He leapt through, hoping to find a better life or a quick death. He was ejected from the world and blacked out. Next thing he knew he was in this world, with nothing but his bandanna and sword. He's lost and confused, and is unable to allow himself to become close to anyone.
Loss is loss, and nothing is gained by calling it a nicer name.