OOC Note: The following is merely the exchange between Zyren and Ravina when they separate from the group, for a little insight into their history together and slightly character development. No other characters can actually witness this or hear this conversation, obviously; it's merely for those who are nosy, wondering where they are disappearing to alone. This also offers an interesting bit of past insight about Zyren. After this, I really have to get going and won't be posting until I'm back.
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As Zyren led Ravina away from the group, their armored footsteps echoed more quietly until they disappeared down a wide corridor, leaving silence behind for the group. Around the pair, the metallic steps continued to echo. Ravina kept her hand in Zyren's, but walked with her head bowed. Between Zyren's expressionless face and Ravina's fearful posture, it looked as if the small queen was being led away to her execution.
Finally, Zyren stopped at a door, one all too familiar to Ravina. She watched him push open the door to her own room, stepping aside to let her in ahead of him before softly pulling the door shut behind him. Ravina turned to face him, standing only a short distance away. She watched as he remained silent, now slipping his armored gauntlets off his hands, setting them aside on a small shelf beside the door. Ravina herself tossed her heavy cloak aside, feeling no need for it now that she had been exposed; it seemed to not stop assassins from coming after her.
Without any warning, Zyren reached forward, pulling Ravina into his arms. She tensed slightly, alarmed by the sudden display, but she certainly was not opposed. Within moments, she relaxed, resting her head against the captain's chest, enjoying the safety and warmth, knowing in her heart that this was his way of saying goodbye without speaking the words. Captain Zyren was normally so up-front about his thoughts and feelings, never faltering, but when it came to Ravina, he seemed unable to ever find the right thing to say, could never be so direct with her.
"I could never imagine what this is like for you," he said gently, still holding her. He slowly reached a hand up to her head, gently running fingers through her hair as if to comfort her. "I know you did not ask for any of this. You deserve to have an easy life, one of happiness. You were never supposed to be a queen."
Ravina listened, but found no comfort in the words. She secretly wished he would merely say it outright, that he was leaving her, for however long. She slowly lifted her head, her gaze meeting his, tears were already streaming her face. "I'm never going to see you again, am I?" Her voice could barely be heard; she fought to force her tiny voice above the strain of tears holding it down, but to no avail. A small sob punctuated her words, and she buried her face against him once more.
Zyren sighed heavily, releasing the hug to take a knee before her, reaching up to hold her hands between his. "I know I can't lie to you... no, I will not be going with you. I have to be here, I have an army to prepare. These men need my guidance and this castle needs protection, too. It would draw too much suspicion for me to leave, too. I need to be here to reassure the kingdom that you are safely within the walls of your castle."
"You... you're all I have... " She said quietly, hanging her head and looking away.
The words, each one of them, hit like a barrage of tiny blades, straight into and through his heart. "Please, Ravina, understand me, believe me when I say this is what I feel is right, and best for you. You will die if you remain here, and," he paused, hanging his head slightly for a moment, his voice trailing off. There was sadness in his words, hesitation, fear that Ravina had never seen Zyren show before as he continued, "and I would not be able to bear that."
At his words, Ravina could not hold back tears; she all but lunged forward, throwing herself into Zyren's arms again. He lost his balance, naturally, falling back into a sitting position against the door with a slight thud, but did not question this. He let himself get as comfortable as he could, holding Ravina close against him as she now sobbed openly; Zyren wondered how he would ever even coax her to let him go.
Zyren recalled a day long ago, standing beside King Razhel in the courtyard behind the castle, his best friend in the world and in his eyes, the greatest king the Ivinians had ever known. The pair stood beneath a setting sun, having spent the evening dueling one another in friendly competition, so many years before the tragic end of the king's life. Inside, a much younger Ravina rested, free from any cares of the world.
King Razhel looked to Zyren, reaching a hand to pat the captain's armored shoulder warmly. Zyren recalled how kind the king's tone was, no matter to whom he spoke, he regarded everyone with such great equality.
"Captain, you've shown me nothing but the greatest loyalty, more than any man in my army," King Razhel began, drawing Zyren's gaze to him in curiosity. "You are worthy of royalty."
Zyren smiled slightly, genuinely humbled by the words of not merely his king, but his friend. "I am honored to hear that," he said simply.
"Today is as good a day as any for surprises, lest I am not here tomorrow to tell you." Strangely, the young king always spoke and based his choices as if he could die any day. It was ironic, but he always seemed to know that his life would be a short one. "I intend to make you a prince one day."
He now genuinely had Zyren's interest. The captain turned his attention fully to the king, who smiled brightly as he spoke, still watching the setting sun as it painted warm shades of orange across a clear blue canvas.
"Yes, my loyal captain. As a father, it is not easy for me to simply imagine just any man one day at my most beloved treasure's side. I want Ravina to find happiness only with one worthy of her, even as she grows ever closer to becoming a woman, she has the gentle mind of a child. Too many men in this world would destroy that so easily and carelessly, but not you."
When the king finished speaking and turned to look at Zyren, the captain was blushing slightly, eyes wide in shock at the open offer of the princess' hand. He stumbled slightly over words as he began to attempt a response; King Razhel laughed heartily.
"You needn't answer immediately, Zyren," the king said gently. "Ravina yet has several years until she is of age for marriage."
Zyren calmed and honestly began to think about the offer, the sheer seriousness of such words. He did not need to think long before shaking his head. "My King, I cannot imagine a more generous offer in this world, but I cannot accept. Any woman, even a princess, should choose on her own and be the one to offer herself. I would not feel right accepting and having Ravina bound to me."
The king had not been offended by the response; rather, his smile widened and he laughed again. "You never cease to impress me, Captain, and I don't think that will ever change. If that is the case, then I genuinely hope she chooses you of her own accord. I would never promise her to any other man, you would make an excellent king one day if you continue as you are."
As Zyren sat now, holding in his arms the woman he could have had now married to him, he wondered if King Razhel meant those words. No, he knew the king had meant them, but Zyren could not decide if he believed them himself. What if he had taken Ravina's hand in marriage and was now king? Would the kingdom be in a better situation? Better yet, would Zyren have found himself dead, too?
He gazed down at Ravina. Her tears had ceased and she lay against him, completely relaxed, seeming to take advantage of every last peaceful moment before she was left to her fate, fate at the hands of strangers; Zyren almost hated himself for such a choice, but still knew in his heart it was for the best. He tapped her, drawing her attention. When she lifted her head, sitting up slightly to look at him, he raised a hand to cup her face, offering her a warm gaze, letting her openly see, praying that she could see, how sorry and guilty he was for the way things were now.
He found himself dully aware of every possibility of that moment, how he could tell her so many things. He could say he loved her, he could kiss her without a word, and he did not think she would question or stop him. He recalled again the offer made to him by the now dead king and was sure of one thing. He did not regret his choice. Ravina's happiness had become his own, he had always cared for her, more so when she was left with nothing, with no one. She deserved to have some say in her future and happiness in some way. She could not change now being queen, but there was still hope for her life.
Zyren finally spoke, thinking over his words carefully. "You will see me again. I promise, Ravina. I cannot say when, but this is only temporary." Carefully, he leaned forward, daring to gently place a kiss on her lips. Ravina sat almost stunned, face flushing quickly, but she showed no opposition. "I mean those words. Please, we should get going. Gather all you may wish to bring or need, but pack light... You will be doing a bit of traveling. Take what time you need." As he shifted to stand, she moved off him, standing as well. He stood by the door, letting out a heavy sigh as his own thoughts and concerns began to consume him once more. Ravina said nothing, merely nodded before moving about her room, finding clothes and other things to pack.