Shame. It hung heavy on Fae's shoulders every day when she was growing up. A half breed, she was horrifying to the family of her human mother, and a disgrace to the clan she was born into by her father's blood. Amidst all the rejection, she found reason to still believe in herself. She didn't ask to be born as she was, and she couldn't change her genes. Still, it was difficult living on Avalon while looking the way she did. She seems normal enough and human on her top half, save for a skin tone that's slightly more orange than it should be. Even her bright red hair could pass off as being dyed blonde hair, with eyebrows to match, but that wasn't enough to distract from her monstrous gargoyle legs and tail that she now hides under her white gown.
Fae is sweet enough but she regularly feels the need to hide not just her physical abnormalities, but also her past and who she is now because of it. Longing for what we all long for, she looks for her place and a little acceptance.