Ainsley Rose McKnight
Its just Ainsley
Age:
Old enough to get my drink on, young enough to still have my looks
21
Role:
Girl 4/Nikki Reed
Appearance:
If it wasnt for my looks I wouldn't be were I am now
height: 5'9"
weight: 115lbs
any body piercings: she has four piercings on each of her ears and has her nose pierced.
Tattoos: She has the word "Believe" tattooed on her right wrist
body shape: athelitc/toned
Personality:
Im not that special...
Ainsley is what some would say an actress with her emotions, whens shes around others she keeps up a fake happiness, not wanting to bring others down in her downward emotions. She likes to hideaway in her own little place and work on her art, it was gives her passion and actually makes her happy. She can be sarcastic at times and have snide jokes here and there but they have been more rare lately. She never feels she will live up to her parents expectations because her disability will always keep her from being smart, or at least thats what she thinks.
She hates her job as a stripper but she has come to terms with it, she really doesnt like when the guys touch her in ways only a lover should. She doesnt believe she will ever find love especially the wya her life is going now. When moving in with Cynthia she started having feelings towards her, more than the sisterly love and shes not exactly sure what to do with them, shes actually kind of afraid of her feelings because she hasnt actually felt this way about someone before.
Likes:
Music~Its my life, its the thing that keeps me from drowning in my thoughts
Her Siblings~Each one of them holds a special place my heart..even though I dont really show it that often.
Fruit~I love fruit, the taste of it makes me happy
Her Art~Being able to draw and paint is a big passion of mine
Hot chocolate~Its like having or..okay i am not going to finish that, its a very exquiset taste
Cuddling~Just something about being cuddled up with someone makes me very happy
Dislikes:
Her parents at times~They just dont understand me and I really wish they just get off their high horse and really see me for me
Her dislexia~It frustrates me so bad and part of the reason why im not my parents perfext daughter
Her Job~I really hate my job, being a stripper makes me feel like trash but its my only way into art school
Arrogant pricks~Enough said
Meat~Those poor animals
Being called a slut, whore, ho~Sometimes she does feel like one because of her job but she doesnt have a choice
The drugs~Yeah they do help me focus and work the late shifts but doesnt mean i really like them
Fears:
Her adoptive sister finding out how she truly feels~Im not sure what to do with these feelings...I mean I always was kinda attracted to her but these feelings are more than i expected...
Anything happening to her family~Even though she sometimes gets annoyed with her family she always is scared something is going to happen to them[/]
Her family finding about the drugs~[i]I have a bad feeling Id be farther down on my parents shit list if they found out
Forver being alone~I am really scared i am going to end up alone
History:
So you want to know about me?Well I may be a McKnight but my past isnt all flowers and sugarplumbs
Ainsley Rose McKnight was born to James and Roselyn McKnight, their second born but their firat daughter. Her middle name was named after her mother and she had an older brother that was four years older then her and aoon came her baby sister that was three years younger than her. Till she was six things where good for her, she was for the most part a good child except when she decided to pick on her older brother.
When school started for her she had a hard time, words were jumbled for her and she had a hard time paying attention. The teachers soon grew concerned and contacted her parents. There was different kinds of testing done and they soon find out Ainsley had dislexyia. She was soon going into special ed classes and getting extra help. She got picked on but she tried to ignore it for the most part and just tried to do her best.
As she got older she started getting into art, which was way easier for her and she had an amazong talent in it but her parents believed that it was a waste of time. Her parents always liked to comment "Why cant you be like your siblings Ainsley" which made her feel worse. WHen she became a teen she became rebellious, not listening to he parents really and hanging out with the crowd her parents disapproved of.
Then came Cynthia, and even though they where only a year apart Ainsley sort of looked up to Cynthia. She actually thought Cynthia was perfect but then they found out about Cynthias eati g disorder and during her senior year her parents paid attention to Cynthia, and when theyvtalked with Ainsley it mostly was arguing about college and how she should going into law or business school but Ainsley had her mind set on art school.
So when she turned eighteen she packed up and left, she got a job as a stripper and saved up money for college and for paying for her studio apartment. Things didnt actually get better for her, she struggled with her job and school and hardly slept. To stay awale she started using speed to help keep her going when she really just wanted to crash.
She kept in contact with her sisters and Cynthia knew she was tight on money so she was offered to come live with her adoptive sister. HEr siblings knew of her job, which she was ashamed of but kept doing it but she hasnt told them about the drugs, she doesntbplan to either. And to make things even complicated for her, she starts having feelings for Cynthia...she doesnt know what to do with them either, she doesnt feel she is good enough for Cynthia anyways.