" You said that this world is full of colors, but for me, all that I could see is nothing more than a shade of gray. "
【 Next To You : Ken Arai 】
【 Dialogue : #bd203f : Thought : #b2b2d4 】
【 Face Claim : Akise Aru | Mirai Nikki 】
" Say no words, because your thoughts are crystal clear to me. "
Satoru Toshiaki
Meaning : Awakened Radiance
NICKNAMES
None, he hates nicknaming.
AGE
16
GENDER
Male
ORIENTATION
Homosexual
BIRTHDAY
April 7th, 2000
SPECIES
Human
" It's not like that I'm asking for any of this. "
Gray / Crimson Red
HEIGHT / WEIGHT
5'7'' / 125 Ibs
COMPLEXION
Pale
GENERAL APPEARANCE
Satoru's gray hair made him rather stood out whenever he stands in a crowd, but that's not his most striking feature. Some people said that when they looked into his crimson red eyes, they felt as if they are looking deep into theirs, digging up the hidden parts of their souls. Satoru also had quite a collection of scars scattering throughout his body, a reminder of the past life that he'd just barely managed to escape not so long ago.
There's not much to describe about his choices of attire, as Satoru is usually seen with the same patterns of clothes over again. He just didn't have a thing for fashion, really.
" Being able to see the deepest of thoughts. How very torturous and... enlightening. "
◇ Polite ◇ Quiet ◇ Passive ◇ Distant ◇ Faithful ◇
A boy with a polite demeanor, who is always seen with a gentle, yet sad smile. It's probably what most people would describe Satoru in the whole. But true enough, he's exactly what he shows to the others. He probably might be the most polite of people you've ever met, as Satoru has never seen raising his voice with anyone, nor has he ever lost his temper. Though with that said, for most of the time he could be rather quiet and prefers to just keep to himself, as if avoiding to let other knows of his presence.
Satoru is painfully a passive boy, who doesn't seem to show much interest in anything. He's surprisingly mature for someone of his age, and in fact can be quite a brother figure if he isn't so timid. He always exuded a distant aura which would instantly drives people away if they aren't patience enough. Satoru is secretly saddened because of this, but he's used to it.
However, if people were actually tried to understand him, they will see that he's in fact a faithful and loyal kid, who desired nothing more than to be adorned and loved by someone who truly cares about him. It's his simple wish, but he doesn't think it'll happen anytime soon.
" Come, just lean on me and have a nice rest. "
◇ Piano : If there's a place where Satoru is often being found, it's probably at the piano. Quietly enjoying its' melody is the only way he knows to forget about his pain.
◇ Reading : Satoru is a studious boy and of course, he enjoys immersing himself in the knowledge of the books.
◇ Cooking : Despite not looking like it, Satoru actually had a thing for cooking and is actually good at it.
◇ Boys : He would never admit it, but there's something... intoxicating that Satoru found when being around other members of his gender.
◇ Disturbance : Satoru had always respected others with their businesses, and will not be happy with them if they didn't do the same.
◇ Lies : If there's something they wanted to tell him, just speak the truth. Nothing good will come of being a liar.
◇ Violence : It's just the worst of things people could possibly do to each other, so why do they keep doing it?
◇ Cucumber : Satoru didn't know since when, but he definitely had developed an "intense" hate for it.
◇ Giving Advice : Satoru is always willing to lend an ear for anyone who are in need, and will give often them good advice, if there's someone bother to find him in the first place.
◇ Intelligence : Aside from being mature, Satoru is quite a smart kid who can solve mysteries and puzzles rather easy.
◇ Strength Lacking : Just looking at his outlooks is enough to tell, but his flexibility and endurance are what made up for it.
◇ Self Loathing : He believes that his power is the reason why people don't want to hang out with him, and still painfully believes so even now.
" I'm nothing special in particular, please just look at me like any human out there. "
Satoru is a human boy, born with the Wayward Ability of telepathy - the ability to sense another person's thoughts, communicate with them mentally and affect their minds. However, he isn't confident that he had reached the ultimate level of his power, yet. It can be broken down into three skills.
Mind Reading: As straightforward as it sounds, Satoru can sense the thoughts of other people, usually hearing them like ordinary speech. For this ability to work, he simply needed to gaze at his target for at least 10 seconds. The range of his ability is about 10 meter square and he's only capable of reading the thoughts of one people at a time. At a range, Satoru can only read the surface thoughts of a person, as the more hidden ones will become more blurred. That's not to say he can't dig deeper into them, however, but it will require physical contacts instead.
Telepathic Communication: Satoru is able to form a psionic communication line with another being, essentially rendering him capable of having comprehensible conversations with others using their minds. For this ability to work , he had to lock his gaze directly with those he wishes to converse telepathically with and is capable of enable the link with 5 people at most.
Illusion Inducement: The ability to manipulate what others perceive, such as making them see things that aren't actually present, or not see things that are. Though only limited to the senses of sight and sound, he's capable of inducing illusionary projects as how he imagines them to be. However, the more people he had to induce the illusions, the more strenuous his mind will be. Which is why he most uses this as a mean of self-defense.
" Even so, I just wanted to be loved. "
A peaceful and happy childhood. It has always the thing that he craves for the most, but knew that it'd never come true. All he ever desired is someone who could understand him, treasure him and love him. Someone he can be faithful to and showed the affection from the bottom of his heart. True enough, he once had a family, with the people that he adorned dearly. But he had never knew that it could be so short-lived. Up til now, Satoru has never been able to make his own choice and decide his life, and it had shaped him into the boy he is today.
Born under the wings of an average couple, Satoru grew up rather peaceful, indeed. For a while, he grew up, showered in their care and benevolence. And of course, he had always been a nice, gentle boy. But little did he know of a tragedy struck over his family when he was only 5 years old. It was the most terrible accident in his life, as it took away the lives of his mother and older brother. But the incident seemed to hit his father even more. From a hard-working and loving man, he slowly turned to alcohol and become ever more abusive and violence. Whether it was purposefully or not, Satoru had unfortunately become the sand bag for the man to pour his hatred on.
For many years later, he couldn't remember a single day when he wasn't being hit or being verbally abused. Satoru wanted to cry, he wanted to stand up, but after all, the man was still his father, and he still loves him. But that's not just the worst of things he had to gone through. At school, he was also the target of bullying. He doesn't have anyone whom he can called as friend, and it wouldn't be an exaggeration to say that Satoru was the most isolated of people ever. Yet, how could he raise his head? Where could he found the strength to fight back? What else could he possibly do, rather than endure, wishing that he would be alive to see another day.
And so, it has been that way until half a year ago
Satoru's ability has awakened. He was scared at first, as all the thoughts of those around him suddenly become clear to him. They echoed in his mind, they were overwhelming. But as it grows stronger, so is his curiosity. And he hoped that day by day he would be able to learn more about it. Soon, it become the only reason for him to truly feel that he's alive.
Then one day, when he was being hit and yelled at as usual by his father, Satoru finally realized that the man no longer considered him to be his flesh and blood when he touched him. It was here that Satoru finally reached his limit. He knocked his father unconscious with haunting and intense projects of illusions. And Satoru finally decided to run away.
He run and run aimlessly, until he felt an invisible force compelling him towards it. It led him for the Whimsical Residence, where its' inhabitants welcomed him with open arms. Another chapter of his life had begun since then, surrounded with those who are special like him. Now, it had been a month since Satoru come to the Residence. Everything has been comfortable for him so much that he wondered if this is all a dream sometimes, but relieved that it was reality. Even though he still remained polite and distant towards others, he still secretly wishes that here, he will be able to find someone who is meant for him. Someone who will love him despite of his differences.
◇ Father : Akira Toshiaki : 42 : Alive
◇ Mother : Himeko Toshiaki : 30 : Deceased
◇ Brother : Tadashi Toshiaki : 10 : Deceased
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