âOh yes, the past can hurt. But from the way I see it, you can either run from it, or⊠learn from it.â
â Rafiki, Lion King
ăMore Than Just A Pretty Face...ă
âYou know that place between sleep and awake? That place where you still remember dreaming? Thatâs where Iâll always love you⊠Thatâs where Iâll be waiting.â
â Tinkerbell, Peter Pan
I have changed it a of couple times, of course. Like most others. But I started as a very innocent Fiona Elenor Wentworth. But, since when have you heard that last name lately? Exactly you haven't so, about hundred years back I decided to change it to what it is now. Genevieve E. Sinclair... I always did love the name Genevieve.
âNicknamesâ
When I was human, I loved nicknames but once I was changed... Against my will if I may add. I started to really despise being given nicknames, I chose this name for people to say it. Not to make it shorter than it already is, but sadly people have given me the nickname Ginny and Eva before. But, do not call me by them... I will end up harming you.
âRaceâ
What do you think? I'm pale with blue eyes, I am chiller than most human beings and I physically am perfect, no bumps, and nothing out of place. Of course, I'm one of those dogs. No, I'm a vampire you idiot.
âPowersâ
Trust me, I am far from the most powerful. If anything, I a what you would call the runt of the litter. But, I'm not completely useless! I am very... manipulating when I want to be, guess it comes with the change. I never have really used it though... I never needed to. I am decently strong... Ok I'm really strong. I have strength I doubt you have ever seen in your normal, mortal little life.
âAgeâ
I was frozen at the age of Twenty but, now I am 120 years old... Yet, I look amazing for me age right?
âBirthdayâ
I can't remember exactly, but I chose to celebrate it on December 12th. I've always loved the winter time, so why not have my birthday in the winter as well?
âSexual Orientationâ
Sapiosexual
ăBehind The Mechanicsă
âThe waterâs always changing, always flowing But people, I guess, canât live like that.â
â Pocahontas, Pocahontas
Her Sister | Quoting Disney Movies | Romantic Gestures | Red Roses W/o Thorns | The 1920's | Playing Piano | Most of My Coven | Ballroom Dancing | Masquerades Parties |Humming | Sarcasm | Being In Charge | Poetry | The Show Masterchef | Indie, Folk, and International Music | Caribou Coffee | Exotic Cats | The Unknown | Adventure | Pleasing People | Falling in Love | Red Wine | Dresses | Jewelry | Smiling | Children | Romantic Movies | Gentlemen | Keeping People Safe | Asking Questions | Being Human; I miss it terribly | Being Alone In My Room | Driving: No matter what the others say, I'm amazing at it. | Dancing in General | The Humans | Jogging | Passionate Sex:... Hey, I'm sweet. That doesn't mean completely innocent... | Traveling The World | The Dr. Phil Show | Moonlight Walks | The Winter |
âDislikesâ
Fast Food | Over Weight People | Being A Vampire | Unhealthy Foods | Bonfires | Uptight People | Complainers | Unromantic People | Tearjerkers | Dogs | Directions| Being A Follower | Attitude from Others | Being In Large Groups | The Wolves | Distractions | Being In Love: Love hate relationship... | Bitter Foods| Over Emotional People | Arguing With People I Care For | Jealousy | Reality Television | Bad Drivers | People Who Try To Anger Me | Having To Kill People For Food | The Cacciatori |
âFears and Phobiasâ
Fire | Storms | Drowning | Sexual Intimacy | Dying | The Unknown: I love it yet, I fear it at the same time. | Her Sister Whenever She Gets Angry | Accidentally Killing Someone |
âAspirations/Dreamsâ
Like most girls, I do want to find love. I want to find that man or woman who will hold me and to tell I'm beautiful and everything in between. It's just hard to find someone when you have to live forever.
To become the leader of her own coven one day. She hasn't told her sister about her thinking of leaving, knowing that it may cause some problems in their relationship but, she truly thinks that she has what it takes to take charge for once.
âSecretsâ
I am not a prude because of this... Ok? But, I can name all the men I have slept with on three, if not four hands. Which may seem like a lot to you but keep in mind that I am one thousand and one years old. So, that's not a lot compare to other vampires, some can't even remember how many they have had sex with. My coven knows this and they like making fun of me because of it but, I can't help that I don't like having sex as much as they do.
When I was human I was madly in love with a man of the Cacciatori, he was very... tough to say the least but we were in love. That is until I was changed into one of these beast. When I told him, or more like he found out he tried to kill me. So... I did what I had to do.
I have a journal all the way back from when I was human that i would document every day I was around him. It has drawings, poems, stories of us, everything... And in these 634 years of my being a vampire. He has never even seen what was inside. Of course, my sister knows this and sometimes she thinks it's silly but... I like it and that's what matters to me.
I have been thinking of leaving my coven and leaving the city in order to start my own coven far, far away from here. Only my best friend knows this, I haven't even told my sister.
âPersonalityâ
|Sweet, Naive, Simple, Trusting, Loving, A Dreamer, Innocent, Idealist, Out There
"People have said I can be best described by a few little, tiny words. One of them being Sweet. I am a girl who does want to care for other, to be friendly enough for people to trust her, which is something she quite good at it.. It's a mixture of me being able to act sweet to most people I meet and actually having a heart unlike a couple of people here, not that she's going to name any names.... Any who, I do consider myself as friendly enough for people to trust me to let me be their friend, whether it's a close friend or not and people know they can tell me anything about their personal, love, or career life, but on the other hand it takes people a long time and a lot of effort to find out about my very own life back home or things about my love and/or personal life. Kind of hypocritical? Yes, Absolutely but, that's just the way I am. I can't help it. And, in the words of the great Genevieve Le'Rouge "I'm a damsel. I'm in distress. I can handle it." People have told me that I just give off this Innocent Demeanor to people that just makes them feel welcome. Which makes me smile. Because, I love making people feel welcomed enough to trust me. *smiles* Which people say makes little naĂŻve or gullible. I don't see it that way. I see myself as... open and adventurous. I'm not afraid of the unknown like a lot of other people. I welcome it, I think without it then we would still be living in caves. So yea, I guess I am a dreamer. I love to dream! I love to believe that if I wants to do something then maybe, just maybe.... I can actually do it. Some people believe that I am a little.... Out There and maybe he is but, hey that's me for you. Along with this, I am an Idealist who loves and always pursue high hopes, and dreams, and goals. Never shooting down another person's dreams no matter what they are. It's just never been in my blood.
I am optimistic, sue me; I think it's better to feel everything and think everything is possible than to feel nothing at all and think nothing can be better. I am not ignorant, Do not be mistaken! Ok? Another piece to my personality, I got from my mother, Margret, sadly. Which is the part that cannot stand to see someone hurt, and I swear it will be the death of me if I don't at least try and help. Even if I'm not moved easily. I also don't cry often, but I do feel things. Which is what people forget sometimes about me and my poker face. I guess that makes me a fool, or a sucker, but I really don't care what others think of me; not anymore. Another word that describes me and isn't as nice is.... well, Simple-Minded. Which is a trait I got from my very own mother yet again. Meaning that I am not as.... sophisticated as other people around me or other people in general. I mean yes, I am very proper and I should be more sophisticated. But, who was around to show me how I should be acting? I learned everything on my own and from my father. But, I'm a very Simple type of girl, not needing all the things that most people couldn't live without, do I still have them? Yes, I do but, I'm very modest of myself. Not seeing myself as a overly gorgeous girl who could get any guy I wanted with nothing than my 5'3 body and the 'charming' smile of mine. That's not how I see myself and I'm sorry if you don't like it. No matter how many guys or girls tell me differently. That is just the way I am."
ăA Glimpse Into The Past...ă
âThe flower that blooms in adversity is the rarest and most beautiful of all.â
â The Emperor of China, Mulan
I was born in the city of Lyon, France but my father moved my siblings and I to the city of Paris when I was sixteen.
âHistoryâ
Editing
ăJust A Little Extra...ă
âYouâre mad, bonkers, off your head! But Iâll tell you a secret: all the best people are.â
â Alice Kingsley, Alice in Wonder Land
Aren't you somethin' to admire?
'Cause your shine is somethin' like a mirror
And I can't help but notice
You reflect in this heart of mine
If you ever feel alone and
The glare makes me hard to find
Just know that I'm always
Parallel on the other side
'Cause with your hand in my hand and a pocket full of soul
I can tell you there's no place we couldn't go
Just put your hand on the glass
I'll be tryin' to pull you through
You just gotta be strong
'Cause I don't wanna lose you now
I'm lookin' right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart
Is a space and now you're home
Show me how to fight for now
And I'll tell you, baby, it was easy
Comin' back here to you once I figured it out
You were right here all along
It's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me
I couldn't get any bigger
With anyone else beside of me
And now it's clear as this promise
That we're making two reflections into one
'Cause it's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me
Aren't you somethin', an original
'Cause it doesn't seem merely a sample
And I can't help but stare, 'cause
I see truth somewhere in your eyes
I can't ever change without you
You reflect me, I love that about you
And if I could, I would look at us all the time
'Cause with your hand in my hand and a pocket full of soul
I can tell you there's no place we couldn't go
Just put your hand on the glass
I'll be tryin' to pull you through
You just gotta be strong
'Cause I don't wanna lose you now
I'm lookin' right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart
Is a space and now you're home
Show me how to fight for now
And I'll tell you, baby, it was easy
Comin' back here to you once I figured it out
You were right here all along
It's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me
I couldn't get any bigger
With anyone else beside of me
And now it's clear as this promise
That we're making two reflections into one
'Cause it's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me
Yesterday is history
Tomorrow's a mystery
I can see you lookin' back at me
Keep your eyes on me
Baby, keep your eyes on me
'Cause I don't wanna lose you now
I'm lookin' right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart
Is a space and now you're home
Show me how to fight for now (please show me, baby)
I'll tell you, baby, it was easy
Comin' back here to you once I figured it out
You were right here all along
It's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me
I couldn't get any bigger
With anyone else beside of me
And now it's clear as this promise
That we're making two reflections into one
'Cause it's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me
You are, you are the love of my life [x10]
Now you're the inspiration for this precious song
And I just wanna see your face light up since you put me on
So now I say goodbye to the old me, it's already gone
And I can't wait wait wait wait wait to get you home
Just to let you know, you are
You are, you are the love of my life [x8]
Girl you're my reflection, all I see is you
My reflection, in everything I do
You're my reflection and all I see is you
My reflection, in everything I do
Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need you
Tell you I'll set you apart
Tell me your secrets and ask me your questions
Oh let's go back to the start
Running in circles, coming in tails
Heads on a science apart
Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh, take me back to the start.
I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling your puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
Tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing our tails
Coming back as we are
Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start
Ooooohhhhhhh [4x]