"its was so nice to see you again Christian, we will have to catch up again but right now i'm going to go check on Gray, he hasnt come out of the kitchen in a while" I sighed. What is he going in there?
"I was awesome to see you to and we will have another BBF day and ya i agree go check on him cause he looked like he wanted to rip my throat out before" Christian joked but he was serious about the last part.
"Ya sorry about that he's the jealous type" I giggled and hugged my best friend good bye. Christian left with a big smile on his face.
Sighing i went to the kitchen to see Gray sitting on a bar stool........DRINKING!

"Grayson......." i whimpered. I glanced at the table where he sat to see 2 cases of beer gone...empty.
'shit i know it takes alot to make a werewolf drunk but that looks like ALOT!' i thought to myself. Totally forgeting about being mad at him i slowly walked up to him and softly touched his shoulder. I grabbed his chin and made him face me, his eye's were red and he looked drunk. In those eyes were emotion's of rage, jealousy, guilt, sadness and it all tugged on my heart strings.

"Come one Gray lets get you to bed, hows that sound?" i asked gently and he shook his head no. I pouted slightly and before i could think of anything else i pressed my lip's softly against his. Gray tasted like mint, beer and something sweet. I put my fingers in his thick hair, raking them through it and down his side burns then i pulled away and gave him my best puppy dog look.

"Please Gray" i whimpered

"Come on Gray let's get you to bed, how's that sound?" It didn't convince me and after a while this stuff tasted alright, Charlie's lips on mine got me exited, I longed for this moment every since I saw her. She pulled away no I longed for more.
"Please Gray" I couldn't stop myself "Ok" I bounced up, rembering I was drunk I probably want remember the kiss.... Dam it!! I followed Charlie up the stairs.
I couldn't help but see if Christian had gone and I couldn't help but feel better when I saw an empty room, "What you and your BFF get up to?" I smiled but didn't try to hide the tease in my voice.
I threw my top off and flopped on the bed, I would have to apologise for that when I wasn't drunk.

I wasn't tired, I just couldn't stand the face Charlie gave me, I sat up and tried to read her, what was she thinking? but Charlie knows how to hide her emotions. "Charlie... I love you" I rolled over unconsious, I would also have to apolagise for that... I now know why people stay away from booze, but I had a sudden desire to see Charlie drunk... god help me.

Bell screamed out in pain, I couldn't bare to see her like this, I was already in my wolf form killing at least twenty other we're wolves at the time, They weren't my pack though... A chain rapped around my ankle causing me to turn into my human, I heard of these chains before, they stopped who ever from changing. Someone from behind grabbed me hair pulling my face up, Bell screamed again followed by a few sobs "Bell!" My Father raised his knife to her neck "Grayson!" Bell screamed at me.

I threw myself out of my bed, I looked around to see my room, no cell and no Bell, Just Charlie and me. I wipe some sweat from my fore head and whisper to myself "It was just a dream... Just a dream"

I blushed as Grayson went unconscious his words echoed in my head.
'i love you, i love you.....' they repeated and a small smile came to my lips, I took over my t-shirt and jeans then put one of Grayson's big t-shirts on. It went down to mid thigh then i curl up in bed with Grayson. His warmth surround me as i curled under the blankets and nuzzled his side. He smells good like the forest and cinnamon. Sleep soon took me away and i was plunged into darkness.

My eyes flew open as Grayson jerked out of bed and i quickly sat up to see him sit on the ledge of the bed, head in hands leaning over. His hair looked damp of sweat and he kept telling himself it was just a dream.

What was just a dream? or should i say nightmare.

"Grayson?" i asked softly and he seemed to stiffen. I got up out of the bed and walked over to the other side so i was standing in front of him. His hands covered his face and i grabbed onto them pulling them away to see his scared expression.

"Gray?" i said softly "It was just a dream baby nothing else" i tried to tell him, knock him out of this daze. I dont know what else to do so i decide to curl up in his lap and wrapped my arms around his neck pulled him down to my level. He still wasnt out of it.
An idea flashed through my mind and i gently pushed Grayson back until he was laying down on the bed. I straddled his hips and leaned over him so my face was over his.
"I love you too Grayson" i said softly, the truth of it even surprising me because somehow over such a little amount of time he had gotten me to love him. I know he was just drunk talking but somehow it was true for me and right now i would do anything to get him but even give up my virtue. With that thought i placed my lips on his and kissed him and this time i didnt pull away, i wouldnt, i couldnt. Ever so slowly i started rotating my hips, my clothes centered pushing down on his jean clad erection which was slowly growing. A wave of pleasure spiked through me as it pushed against me.
"Grayson please come back to me, i dont care if your mad at me, take your rage and sadness and just......take it out on me in bed cause i cant stand to see you look so sad and scared i want my cocky, possessive Alpha Gray back please you can even have some of my soul i'll ever run out just please" i whimpered and kissed him again.

I barley paid any attention to Charlie.
My nightmare ran through my head like a tape, Bell. Dead. You. You. Charlie Pushed me down and started kissing me, I looked at her and saw Bells face. I had to be honest, I enjoyed it "Grayson please come back to me, i dont care if your mad at me, take your rage and sadness and just......take it out on me in bed cause i cant stand to see you look so sad and scared i want my cocky, possessive Alpha Gray back please you can even have some of my soul i'll ever run out just please."

I snapped out of it, Bell was dead and Charlie was alive, I couldn't help myself any longer. I smiled at Charlie showing her I was back to the old me, I wasn't as drunk as I was a few hours ago, but still, I just prayed that I would remember it tomorrow.

Get ready Charlie Jackson.

I kiss Charlie sweetly, this was her first time and I didn't want to be like Fin, Somehow this meant a lot to girls but not so much to men, But I loved Charlie and this felt right.

I rolled Charlie over and kissed her again, This cheered me up, Hopefully Christian would smell my scent on her and back off, But that wasn't the only reason I was doing this. I slowly took Charlie's off, I couldn't stop myself starring, I worshipped her, She looked like an angel.
I kissed Charlie's neck again and slowly went up, I wished I could pause this moment, everything was falling into place. I didn't know how slow I got keep going, My body yearned for me to go faster, but. Wanted to as our this moment. Charlie was even better than I imaged her, Her skin was hot, I wondered if she was nervous, I tried to hide it but I think I was too. I felt different, like the world was mine, I didn't care if it was, I only wanted Charlie. I pressed her letting my body melt into hers, I smiled and kissed her again.
"I could never hurt you" I couldn't imagine me taking Charlie's soul, I felt Charlie's body, I was excited what the night would bring, I love you, I managed to keep it to myself this time, I kissed Charlie again and pushed her against me. I was excited and wanted more.

"Grayson" a moan escaped my lips as his kissed my neck. He had taken off my shirt so i was only clad in my white panties but he still had his clothes on, if i'm giving him my virginity he aint half assing it.
"Shirt and pants off now" i ordered him and he slowly did so. Once Gray had removed his shirt my hands shot to his muscular abdomen, tracing my fingers over his ads and up to his bare chest, then over his wide shoulder and down to his bicep's. I arched my back so my bare chest was touching his and wrapped my arms around his neck.
'i really hope this doesnt hurt to much' i thought to myself as i kissed the crook of his neck, trailing kisses down to his collar bone, then up again.
Grayson bite down lightly on my neck and i moaned in pleasure as it sent waves of heat to my core. I could feel his clothed erection pressing against my thigh and moaned again before kissing him on the lips.

"Shirts and pants off now"
I smiled at Charlie and took my top off, her hands exploring my upper half made me weak at the knees, I pulled Charlie on top of me and kissed her neck again. I smiled cheekily at Charlie between kisses, I took my pants off next, I threw them somewhere on the floor.
I kissed Charlie's arm and moved up, I smiled at her again, we both only had one piece of clothing on, I swallowed hard before removing my last piece of clad. I kissed Charlie again, I blushed a little, My erection was kinda big by now and I couldn't help but feel embarrassed.
I rolled Chalrie on to me forcing her against me, I kissed her leg going up, I couldn't hold back anymore. I heard the door Olsen a bit but it quickly shut before I could pay too much attention to it, I hoped it was Charlie so he knew Charlie was mine. I moaned a few times enjoying Charlie's skin being so close to mine. I turned Charlie I. Her back and kissed her shoulder to her neck than going back again but too her leg, I moaned loudly and kissed her passionately, I rubbed against her and kissed her again.

My eyes flicked open as i heard the door open and close. Shit!
"Gray i......" i shut up as he took off his boxer's and my face went beet red. We're really going to do this......how the hell is it going to fit???? I didnt have much time to think about it as Grayson kissed me again and removed my panties.
In a split second he was inside me and i cried out as pain raked my body and i tightened my grip on Grayson's neck, whimpering.

"Please go slower" i whimpered. The pain was fading slowly but i didnt want to over do it this being my first time.

I whimper left Charlie's mouth, Did I hurt her?
"Please go slower" I rememberd that this was Charlie's first time... Shit, I felt guilty and blushed but obayed her wish, I kissed her neck getting back to the passionate side of things. I couldn't help but help think that Charlie didnt enjoy this... Well she was the one that suggested it... I guess it hurts the first time. I kissed Charlie again, going slower as she wished, I gently pushed Charlie against me kissing her arm.

I kissed Charlie's neck, I couldn't believe that a few hours ago she called me a bastard and now we where making out? I will never get chicks.

------------------------------------------Time Skip---------------------------------------------------

My eye lids felt heavy and i came to, the morning sun shone through the curtain's and seemed to direct itself right into my eye. Groaning i moved but stopped as an achy sore feeling came from between my legs.

Thats right me and Gray had.....last night.....oh my......a deep blush made it to my face as the thought crossed my mind. Lifting up the covers slightly, yep i'm naked.....great. Damn it and it hurts kinda down there, but i guess thats what happen's.

I turned slightly to see a sleeping Grayson. he looks so cute when he sleeps! My stomach growled and i groaned. Food time.....swiftly, so not to wake Grayson, i slipped out of bed and grabbed his discarded t-shirt on the ground and my panties slipping them on then went down stairs to fix breakfast. Once i got downstairs i decided on pancakes, sausage and eggs and started fishing through the fridge and cupboards. Once i found everything i go to work quickly, scrambling the eggs, mixing to the pancakes and frying up the sausgae. After everything was done i loaded up 2 plates of food and made my way carefully back to the bedroom.

"Grayson, waky waky i have food" i said softly putting his plate on his bedside table. I grabbed the remote and snuggled back into bed, my plate resting on my knee's and turned on the tv.

It was morning and the sun reflected on my face, I moaned and rolled over seeing Charlie was gone, I panicked for a while but smelled pancakes, sausages and eggs. I released I was naked and got out of bed putting on some pants.

"Grayson, waky waky I have food" I smiled at Charlie, I still found myself breathless from what happened, "You cook and are sexy, defiantly a keeper" I teased Charlie playfully and dug into my breakfast watch tv with Charlie.

I finished my breakfast rather fast, I saw Charlie had finished so I got up and took her plate walking downstairs, I put the dishes away and walked back to up my shower. I smiled at Charlie and left the door unlocked inviting her for a cuddle... I walked into the steamy water and stood their for a while enjoying hot ware running over me. I realized I better get out and start my day, I slipped on jeans and a gray top, I walked out to Charlie and cuddled up next to her. I could smell something different about her, my pack would too, I secretly enjoyed having Charlie's scent on mine, it made me smirk with pleasure knowing the Charlie's little 'friend' would know she was mine.

I was happily cuddled up with Charlie when I heard a sharp bang followed by another, in fact it quite hurt my ears. I heard a rough knock at the door and I pulled away from Charlie and ran down stairs, "Whoose thier?"

I watched as Grayson walked around the room and i instantly hopped out of bed as he went downstairs and followed him. I heard someone at the door but didnt pay any attention to it until Grayson opened the door and there stood.......FINN!
"FINN!" i shouted out in shock.
"How did you......" i was about to ask when he cut me off and pushed his way past Grayson and took hold of my wrist roughly.
"I tracked your cellphone you bitch! how dare you not answer my calls and not forgive me! i said i was sorry!" he growled angrily an started pulling me towards him.
"LET GO!" i demanded but he didnt listen as he jerked me forward until i fell into him. Roughly he grasped my chin and pushed his lips onto mine. I bite into his lip hard making him shout in pain and let go me.
"You BITCH!" he growled

I realized this was Charlie's ex, I watched him kiss Charlie "you BITCH!" I didn't need any more reading to kick this guys ass, I punched him hard in the face he fell. I heard a few bones crack but I wasn't sorry, Finn screamed out in pain before he got up and attempted to punch me back.
I blocked and grabbed hold of his wrist squeezing it hard, Fin yelled out in pain again and I let him drop to the floor, I walked over to Charlie ignoring Finns body on the floor and stood next to her "You ok?" I looked at Finn and smirked "You call yourself a fighter?" I made my way over to Finn and whispered in his ear "You touch Charlie again, or you try and get her... I kill you"

I watched Finn in disgust, If he really wanted Charlie he should do more than this, I would do anything even dying on the way. Finn got up and attempted to punch me again.
"Do you ever learn?" I kicked Finn in the stomach and he limped over to the door,
"I'll be back" I rolled my eyes and walked over to Charlie

"Are you ok? he didnt hit you right?" I asked concerned as i inspected Grayson's body. I smiled when i didnt see anything then got on my tippy toes, grabbed him by the neck and brought him down, my lips finding his. It was a short chaste kiss but thats cause i pulled back.

"Could we maybe just have a lazy movie day? i'm kinda sore and dont feel like doing anything......beside's its raining" i pouted as i pointed to the window. Outside looked stormy and miserable, the faint rumble of thunder approaching fast and small flashes of lighting accompanying it. Harsh rain hit the window and it just looked horrible.

"Please?" i slightly pleaded. I still had him pulled down to my level so i kissed him again lightly on the lips and gave him my best puppy pout.

(ooc: hey i'm not going to be able to post all weekend i have a wedding to go to and i'm a bridesmaid yay [note sarcasm lol] but i will post sunday or monday)

I agreed with Charie, today was miserable and I felt like snuggling up to her and watching movies all day, I only hesitated so I would get another kiss from Charlie to be honest "Sure" I lead Charlie down to the living room, I put Charlie on the couch and made my way down to my stack of movies.

"What movies you wanna watch?" I rememberd that Transformers was Charlie's favorite movie, I grabbed the whole movie series and started playing the first one, I walked out of the room and returned with Gummi bears and sour worms, I winked t Charlie and but them down, I snuggled up to Charlie and wrapped my arms around her bring her close.

It was only a few minutes into the movie and I already enjoyed it, I popped a few sour worms into my mouth and smiled again. I listend to the thunder for a while, and the rain slapping on the window, I kissed Charlie's forehead and continued to watch the movie.

OOC: that's fine, try to enjoy lol :P

I snuggled deeper into Gray's warm body, pulling the blankets higher. Tearing open the bag i shove a hand full of gummy bears into my mouth and enjoy the sweet treat. I smile as Gray kisses my forehead and glance over to see him eating sour worm's.
'never had those.....' i thought and smiled evilly and i snatched the bag playfully from Grayson's and hid under the blanket.
Taking some i eat them. The sour, sweet mixture tingled on my tongue. Yum.
Shit now i'm missing the movie.

I giggle as i pop out from beneath the blanket's and handed him my gummy bears.
"Switch" i giggled and popped another sour worm into my mouth

I was quietly enjoying the movie when Charlie stole my sour worms "Hey!" I teased and watched her duck under the covers, "switch" I smiled and grabbed a handful of gummi bears and shoved them in my mouth. I put my arm around Charlie and sneakily grabbed a few sour word and popes them in my mouth before she could take them back, I laughed at little than returned to the movie.

I put my arm around Charlie again but I didn't plan on stealing any sours worms this time.
I couldn't help but smile "switch" and I stole my sour worms back


OCC: How was the wedding? :) Hope you had fun!

I pouted as Gray stole back his sour worm's and huffed. Whatever emotion i was feeling was quickly replaced when i glanced at the screen to see BumbleBee.
"YA KICK THAT ROBOTS ASS BEE!" i shouted excited as Bee and the cop car fought. I payed little attention to Sam and the tiny robot.
"WHOOP! GO BEE!" i exclaimed loudly and jumped onto Grayson's lap and hugged his neck as the scene ended.
"YA! BEE WINS!!" i whooped and rested my head on Grayon's shoulder.
"BumbleBee is my favorite who's yours? Optimus? Ratchet? or is it IronHide? he's pretty cool to" i asked Grayson as i stole another sour worm.
"I think these are my new favorite" i giggled and smiled up at Gray.

"YA KICK THAT ROBOTS ASS BEE!" I jumped a little, and smiled and welcomed Charlie into my lap and wrapped my arms around her, "IronHide, but BumbleBee is awesome too"
Charlie stole another sour worm "I think these are my new favourite" I laughed and smiled at Charlie, I gently kissed her forehead and turned back to the movie.
I was a little cold, I walked over to the heater and put it on and snuggled back into the couch and pulled the covers up.
I smiled at Charlie and put my arm around her neck.
I felt like something sour and I grabbed another sour worm, yummy, I looked at Charlie and wonder back to our first fight, Yah Grayson, you going have to work real hard, tame my heart.
Had I done that?

He had this look on his that really bugs me, its like he thought he won.
"Dont think for one minute you have tamed anything of me, its harder then that, just because i love you doesn't mean you tamed anything, espically my heart cause guess what mister, i may love you but i dont actually trust you let, not with my life" I snapped then turned back to the movie, popping in another sour worm.
Soon after a heard a rumbling from my stomach and i blushed. Damn it i just ate and i'm hungry again.....fuck
"I'm going to go make lunch what do you want? Burger's, Pizza or Taco's its your choice but that is the only three things i am making" I couldnt help but smile as i got up off the couch and stood in front of Gray, my hands on my hip's and i tilted my head slightly.

"Dont think for one minute you have tamed anything of me, its harder then that, just because i love you doesn't mean you tamed anything, espically my heart cause guess what mister, i may love you but i dont actually trust you let, not with my life"
I couldn't believe what Charlie was saying, The only good things was that Charlie said she loved me.
I was a little hungry and decided on Tacos, I felt a little bad not helping Charlie make our lunch.
"Tacos, I'll help" I got up from the couch and tried to settle the tension by kissing Charlie lightly in the head.
I made my way to the kitchen and started getting everything ready, "What do you want in you tacos?" I tried to make my voice pleasant, but what Charlie's said earlier, she didn't trust me... Why was she still here than? She trusted her 'BFF' enough, I thought bitterly, I decided to drop it after a while.

I saw the look on Gray's face as he started prepping the food and i sighed as i wrapped my arm's around his waist from behind.
"I'm sorry Gray i didnt mean to upset you its just i have only known you for what? a week? i dont know how i came to fall for you but thats my heart not my brain, my brain is about trust and it hasn't known you for long enough to trust you fully but....you promised no drama today, just peace and quiet lets keep that cause i'm enjoying it so far" I spoke softly nuzzling Grayson's muscular back.
"Cut up some lettuce and cheese, i'll cook the hamburger but could you make sure you dont get any tomato juice's on anything else? i hate tomato's......and mushroom's eww fungus" I giggled making a face as i let go of Gray and went to the fridge to get some hamburger.

I agreed to Charlie's words "No drama" I felt still a little jealous but I decided to let it go, I got some cheese and lettuce and cut it and sliced it up. I tried to show off my cutting skills to Charlie but I ended up with cutting myself, "Shit" I cursed and walked over to the sink and put the cold water over it, It felt better after a while, I out a band- aid on and was back in the kitchen. "Grayson standing by for orders chef" I teased and went back to chopping, I had no idea what I had to do next, I starred at the lettuce and cheese for a while before deciding to shake things up a bit.
I walked over to Charlie and picked her off the ground and spinning her around, I laughed and put her back to the ground and kissed her, I slid my hand up her back and up to her neck. I walked back to the lettuce and cheese and couldn't help but think, ever since I made love to Charlie, I had desires.