Name: Posy Fae Llewellyn
Nickname: None that I'm aware of. Name is already pretty short. Po maybe?
Age: 17
Power: Fear Manipulation - I have the ability to see a person's' fears and amplify or change them to my liking. I compare gathering fears to fishing. Throwing out little lines here and there and picking up what people are sending out. It's really pretty easy and a lot of the time I see their fears without even trying. People are constantly projecting the things they fear onto other people and the world in general. Gotta say it was pretty scary growing up. All of a sudden being overwhelmed by someone elses' anxiety and fear. I mean I've seen it all. Dead grandmothers, zombies, a void of nothingness a few times. Nothing is taboo or too terrible apparently. All it takes is a little concentration and some imagination and I could make your life a waking nightmare. For now I'm only able to project images of your fear, slightly tweaking them here or there. I think with enough time I won't need to draw fear from other people I'll be able to generate these things on my own. God knows I've seen enough to replicate nearly anything.
I can only manipulate the fears of those in my direct vicinity. No more than 20 feet or so probably and I'm able, depending on how stressed or well rested I am, to keep the manipulations going anywhere from 5 minutes to 5 hours maximum. The more people I'm manipulating at a time the more likely the whole illusion will fall in on itself. Not to mention the more people there are the shorter the duration. So I keep it at a minimum usually. Not that I tend to go around freaking people out all the time. They might say i'm evil but I'm not a dick.
Sexuality: Straight
Which Side?: Evil. With a power like fear manipulation it wasn't too surprising. i don't think anyone was truly surprised when the lists came out, deny it as they might. it doesn't change who I am or how I live my life. I've always known who I am and a label is never going to change that.
Likes:
+ Pink
+ Paco the Cat
+ Thrift Stores
+ Writing music
+ Samurai movies
+ Dancing when no one is looking, stopping when someone turns around and waiting for them to look away to start dancing again.
+ The thrill of the chase if you catch my drift.
+ My drum kit
Dislikes:
+ Dying my roots
+ Romantic Comedies
+ Being Rejected
+ Pretentious Assholes
+ People who think too highly themselves
+ Waking up early
+ Counseling Sessions
Fears:
+ Waking up one day and being a normal person. I've gotten use to being different, can't go back now.
+ Being put on the spot. I'm a terrible liar so if you're trying to be covert you probably shouldn't tell me. I crumble under pressure.
+ Growing up and drifting around. Never settling or finding out what makes me a happy and fulfilled person.
+ That maybe once I graduate I won't have a home to go back to. Maybe my family is done with me for good...
Personality:
So most people would probably call me an outsider. I don't go out of my way to be sweet or charming. I call things as I see them which I suppose is probably a turn off for some people and honestly I really don't care. I'm not rude, just kind of stoney and oblivious and I've never seen anything wrong with saying what you mean. I like having a good time, I've got a few friends who get me and don't care that I might dress weird and I might be wearing week old makeup. Life is way too short man, and we only live once. My sense of humor is kinda strange and awkward. i often find myself to be the only one laughing at something...a lot. Yet like I've said before I could really give a fuck what anyone might think of me.
History:
So I grew up in a pretty average home. I have an older brother and my parents are reformed deadheads who went suburbanite. Don't get me wrong my mom still likes to wear hemp and my house smells like patchouli more often than not, but now we had insurance and my dad wore a tie. My parents pretty much let us run wild figuring what harm could come to us if we were together and stayed in the neighborhood. We were being parented by free spirits who didn't mind if we ran around barefoot or wanted to eat on the floor like dogs or cats. They're probably the reason I feel so free to express myself and to tell people what I think. Without any hesitation.
When I was around seven years old I started having night terrors, at least that's what my doctor called them. Even though they didn't happen at night and I wasn't asleep. Then they thought perhaps a form of epilepsy, a brain tumor, maybe some mental illness that was causing me to see the most graphic, heartbreaking, soul-crushing things. Ask me sometime and I'll share. This was a heavy trip for a kid, I had no idea what was happening or why. My whole life had turned into some neverending nightmare then there was the fact that apparently it was spreading.
When I would have an "episode" I was still awake and aware of what was going on, there was just something horrific on top of my reality. A layer of terror I suppose. I guess as I was getting older I was getting stronger, I didn't know it then but I was beginning to effect the people around me. Namely my family. I was subconsciously drawing out their fears and making all of us live through them.
They love me, they really do. I can't blame them for sending me here. I was making their lives a living hell. My parents knew I needed more help than they could give me and so they found this place and sent me here. I've gained pretty good control over my ability although I think there's a lot more potential in it than most people see.
Theme Song: http://youtu.be/w3fZP7QC4PE (The kills - U.R.A Fever)
Anything else: If you might wonder what Posy sounds like when she's singing reference the above link and if you want to see her in action http://youtu.be/2cGlUP8in6Q