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filertextARE YOU INSANE,LIKE ME;
BEEN IN PAIN LIKE ME
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- ♒ NAME⋮ XX LORELAI SMITH
♒ NICKNAME⋮ XX LORI, NEBULA (stage name)
♒ AGE⋮ XX NINETEEN
♒ ODDITY⋮ XX GILLS
♒ ROLE⋮ XX ACROBAT
♒ GENDER⋮ XX FEMALE
♒ SEXUALITY⋮ XX BISEXUAL
♒ EYE COLOR⋮ XX DARK BROWN
♒ HAIR COLOR⋮ XX DARK BROWN
♒ HEIGHT⋮ XX 5'2"
♒ WEIGHT⋮ XX 117 LBS
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WORDSWORDSWORDS♔ 。ARE YOU HIGH ENOUGH WITHOUT THE MARY JANE LIKE ME
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WORDSWORDS DO YOU TEAR YOURSELF APART TO ENTERTAIN LIKE ME ♚
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WORDWORS❀ DO THE PEOPLE WHISPER BOUT YOU ON THE TRAIN LIKE ME
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☆ Checks herself for any pain every morning.
☆ Whatever pain relief she can get her hands on she'll do (I guess it's a habit?)
☆ Chews on her lips
♒ SINGING ; She's no Beyonce but she's an incredible singer none the less.
♒ SWIMMING ; In high school, she was the fastest swimmer on her team and has excellent maneuverability.
♒ RUNNING ; She was also the fastest runner in her school although if you asked she'd pick water over land anyday.
♒ ACROBATICS ; Being in the water is a big help when it comes to teaching herself how to move through the air. It's not the same, but it helps. She's very good at what she does.
♒ BREATHING UNDER WATER ; Due to her oddity of her gills, she's able to breathe in water. [/font]
♒ CHRONIC PAIN ; Ever since she was a child, she's experienced random, chronic pain that varies from mild to excruciating.
♒ SELF-ESTEEM ; She's very self critical and so has self esteem issues. She feels that no matter what she's not good enough.
♒ CLUMSINESS ; She's not as graceful on land as she is in the water and often trips over her own two feet.
♒ THE RINGMASTER ; Although she is grateful, she's very wary of them. She's not too sure how she feels about someone collecting people.
♒ HEIGHTS ; Ironic isn't it?
♒ HER PAST ; Her last year at home wasn't great and she worries about it catching up with her.
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WORDWORS SAYING THAT YOU SHOULDN'T WASTE YOUR PRETTY FACE LIKE ME. ✿
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xxxHISTORY✗
Lorelai has had her gift and her curse since she was born. The only people who knew about it were her parents and the doctor that was there when she was born. Her parents worried that the doctor would try to take their child for science and checked themselves out before the ink on the birth certificate was even dry. Over time, skin grew to cover her gills, but her chronic pain continued and could be very noticeable. Her parents home schooled her for a long time and refused to have any tests done on their child for fear that they would be studied like a lab rat. The only doctor they trusted was a family friend who had her own family practice which is where Lorelai would go for her check-ups and shots and any pain medication she was able to take for her pain when it was really bad.
Once she was old enough to go to high school, she talked her parents into allowing her to go to public school. She had begun to hide her pain so they were convinced she was doing better. She even said that she could join their swim and track teams as extracurriculars and she so wanted friends. She did well in school grade wise and sports wise and had quite a few close friends. None knew of her gift, but some knew of her curse. By junior year, her pain was worsening and she decided to take alternate routes at relief. She made friends with the wrong people, but they felt right to her. They stayed out all night drinking and getting high. For a while she was able to balance her new life with her old, but by senior year things became too much to juggle and she collapsed.
Her old friends wouldn't talk to her anymore, her grades were slipping, her times were worsening in track and swim, she was almost attacked by a boy who tried to drug her drink, she was becoming addicted to the drugs she was taking, and she was arrested for drug possession. She found herself spiraling down and one day, it was too much. She overdosed. She hadn't intended it to be fatal, she was just hurting so much she wanted to make sure she wouldn't feel anything. She was rushed to the hospital where they found her gift: her gills. When she woke up, she was a newspaper article and she had been expelled from school for questionable behavior both on and off campus and her parents found out about her drug habit.
The day she was released, instead of returning home, she ran. Her name is Lorelai, but her last name isn't Smith.
Somehow, The Ringmaster found her and asked her to join their circus. She gratefully accepted and found herself surrounded by others who had problems and gifts like hers and for the first time in her life, she feels like it's somewhere she belongs. Her past often comes back to haunt her and if she's not careful, she'll spiral down again.
As for her stage name, she chose Nebula as her stage name because nebulas are bursts of colors in the dark of space. She wants to be a burst of color in someone's life and she tries her best to be good and bright in the darkness of her life.
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WORDWORS& THESE VOICES WON'T LEAVE ME ALONE
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FACE CLAIM ; JHENE AIKO
HEX CODE ; #3366cc
PLAYED BY ; xXxCryptic-AngelxXx
CREATED BY ; VERIX