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"Listen to my melody and you might actually understand how I feel."
FC: Kiana LedΓ© || Hexcode:#880505
Amber Dawn Carrolton
Nickname/Alias
Ambrosia; her celebrity alias
Age
November 12th; 21
Gender
Female
Race/Ethnicity
50% African-American & 50% Mexican-American
Sexuality
Pansexual
Occupation
Singer
Amber stands at 5'4", but can get as tall as 5'9" when she is wearing a pair of heels. She has a short torso that is complimented by long slender legs. There isn't much muscle on her, but she does have some tone of her arms, legs, and stomach. She keeps in shape in order to look good for her fans and feel good during lengthy performances. Her eyes shift from green to hazel. The shift depends on the lighting and time of day. Amber has black hair that she usually keeps in a protective twist style, but every so often she does enjoy letting her hair out. When her hair is in twists, they fall just above her butt. When her hair is out naturally, it fall past her shoulders. She does her own hair, not trusting many other people to know what to do with it. Her usual style of dress is casual. She enjoys wearing jeans and different fashion tops with plain shoes. If she has an event to go to, she brings out her nicest dresses and her highest heels. Amber doesn't do much with makeup, even when she has somewhere important to go. She prefers to be natural so that people can see the freckles across her nose and cheeks. Underneath the clothes, Amber has different marks all over her body. She has scars on her thighs from cutting herself when she was younger. Some have faded away, but there is a prominent one that has yet to disappear. She has a scorpio zodiac tattoo on her left hip, lashes on the inside of her forearm, and musical notes on her right wrist. She does plan on getting more tattoos. Amber also has her both of her earlobes pierced along with an industrial piercing on her left ear. She also has her nose pierced.
βSingingβFeeling in controlβListening to musicβDancingβChocolateβTeaβLong walksβDoing her own hairβGetting TattoosβKittensβBinge watching NetflixβMeeting FansβUsing her Social Media AccountsβHer freckles
Dislikes
βBeing used by others to get famousβBeing told what kind of music to makeβCovering up her freckles with makeupβPartiesβDramaβBeing left alone to her thoughtsβThunder and LighteningβPeople canceling on her
Personality
Amber is a quiet one, but she was far from shy. When in large crowds, she always felt like she had a hard time speaking up. She felt as though what she had to say wasn't important enough to try and speak up above someone else. When given the opportunity to speak up, she does have a decent amount of things to say. Amber isn't that great with strangers. She is awful at small talk. Beyond 'hello' it is hard for Amber to come up with decent conversation, not to say that she doesn't try. Many people find her awkward for this reason and don't really try to get to know her. Around her friends, she has a much easier time talking and feels much more comfortable. In the presence of just one friend, she can be a chatterbox. It's almost as if she just learned to speak and wants to get out as many thoughts as she possibly can.
In her old friend group, she was the day dreamer. Amber always dreamed big and had plans to be better than she was. She could always be found writing her dreams within her notebooks or scribbling song lyrics on her desk. There wasn't anything that could come between Amber and her dream to be the best singer in the nation. Amber was often distracted by her own thoughts of being on the center stage. Teachers have actively called her out in class to grab her attention. Amber wasn't the brightest student and struggled with getting good grades. She went through most of her school year just trying to pass. What she lacked in book smarts, she made up for in wit and sarcasm. Amber considers sarcasm her third language, her second being Spanish. She used her wit and sarcasm to curb any comments regarding her inner emotions and emotional well-being. Her jokes and humor were sometimes rather dark, but it was her defense mechanism.
Amber has her own demons that she battles on a daily basis. When she wins the battle, she can find a reason to get out of bed and go about her day. She can hang out with her friends and smile. It isn't true happiness, but she knows that she is close. But when she loses the battle, she becomes an emotional wreck. The idea of getting up in the morning becomes the hardest things she has ever had to do. On days like these, she stays home and often doesn't leave the bed. Amber always feels awful when she is like this and that only makes it worse. The feeling of letting everyone down, the weight crushes her. More often than not, Amber can handle herself. She can fight her battles and do what she loves. She knows how to fake her way through her pain and it is quite believable. Most people don't know what's going on underneath and she would like to keep it that way. Her status as Ambrosia is very important to her and she worked her to get it to where it is.
Amber was born on a cool Autumn day. Her parents kept their babe wrapped up in warm blankets and held them close to their heart. She wasn't their first born, but at the moment it felt like it was. Amber has two older brothers, Adam and Anthony. Amber loved her brothers dearly and they loved her. She was close with both of them, following them everyone as a child. Her parents used to refer to her as their shadow since she didn't want to leave their side. For a long time, they were a normal family. They would get argue just as much as they would show affection for each other. When she was ten her parents died in a tragic a car accident. Anthony was 20 at the time and legally to custody of both Adam and Amber. She doesn't remember the details of the accident. All she remembers is Anthony trying to explain what happened to their parents. Adam lashed out to explain his emotions. Amber kept mostly to herself. She had always had a passion for writing songs and singing, so she use that to get her feelings across. She felt that was easier than trying to talk. And it was. It helped her a lot.
During this time, she had met a good group of friends. They had welcomed the quiet girl with open arms. They didn't judge her or try to change her in anyway. It was nice to have a second family. Amber stuck to them like glue. She became more outgoing with them and even sang for them on occasion. She thought they would all be together forever. But that fight changed everything. It broke them up sophomore year and it changed everything. Amber went more into herself with her emotions, becoming more damaged than she already was. When she couldn't take the internal pain any longer, she resorted to cutting as a form of release. Anthony caught her and took her to a doctor. A physical and a psychiatric evaluation later, Amber was being told to take two antidepressants a day and to meet with a therapist once a month. For the first few weeks, she refused the medications. Adam found Amber with more cuts on her body saying that she just wanted to 'lay here and die'. They increased her therapist visits to once every two weeks and got Amber to start taking her medications.
By the end of senior year, Amber managed to stabilize her mental health. She took the medications like she was supposed to and she did her best to talk to the therapist about what she was feeling, but it was easier to just sing about her pain. Anthony wanted Amber to attend college and get a 'real job', but she wanted to sing for the world. They had their first and only fight. Amber packed up everything and left the house. She took the first bus to California with determination to become a famous singer. Adam knew where she was, but he kept that information a secret from Anthony. After a few years, Amber is actually starting to make a name for herself. She performs as local venues all over California and she releases new songs on a regular basis. As she becomes more popular, the demand is starting to increase. It is starting to take a toll on Amber, but she is trying to put on a brave face for the sake of her fans.
Created By: Simple_Imperfections
Used By: Simple_Imperfections
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