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age: 19.
sexuality: homosexual.
birthday: March 18.
occupation: bass player, college student, weed dealer
hexcode: #ae5c5cxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxFake Happyxx||xx Back Against The Wallxx ||xxAre You Gonna Be My Girl
secrets:
Karin was only 16 when the car accident happened. Young, rebellious and constantly getting into arguments with her parents, Karin knew she should have just shut her mouth when he started on about her dark lipstick. Over something that seems so stupid to her now. She never forgave herself and thought it should have been her instead of her dad. After her father's death, her mother stopped functioning and always blamed her even if she didn't say it in front of Derrick. Karin was left to continue raising her little brother while her mother drank her life away until she finally up and left two years ago leaving them with an almost paid house. Because of this Karin resorted to selling weed for income.
All different kinds of tea.
Playing her bass.
Having at least 3 spliffs a day.
Physical contact.
Listening to music (especially her vinyls).
Meditating.
Sushi.
Horror/Marvel movies.
Cooking.
Dark lipstick.
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Animal cruelty.
Biggots.
Being pressured or cornered.
Flavored water, with a passion.
Burning herself.
Milk/White chocolate.
Touching anything slimy.
Being bored.
When Ricky works late.
Thinking about the accident.
Classic signing in the shower.
Sleeps hugging up on a pillow.
Early riser.
Doesn't wear shoes indoors.
Becoming bitter like her mother.
Something happening to Derrick.
Insects crawling on her.
Never getting out of this town.
There are many things that I would like to say to you but I don't know how.
With porcelain colored skin and brown almond shaped eyes, standing in at 5'4" and needing a chair to reach on top of the fridge, Karin is attractive even though the way she dresses may keep some away. Among her features are her high cheekbones, rosy lips that are usually stuck in a natural pout and her bright smile that isn't usually seen. She's very much feminine with her subtle curves that stick out when she wears a dress or clothes that are a bit restricted on her.
Karin has two tattoo's on her body. One on her thigh that covers up the scar from the accident and another on her left forearm which is the most recent. She doesn't have any piercings other than the two black studs she keeps on both lobes and the small hoop on her cartilage piercing which is on the right ear.
personality:
The four main traits that makeup Karin is loyalty, affection, sarcasm, and risk-taking. She's loyal and protective to friends and family that have proven to have her back and will go out of her way for them. She also happens to be the most affectionate around them, exposing her tender side with very few. Unlike her brother, Karin is bolder. She's more daunting, spontaneous even, and still a bit of a rebel but a rebel with a brain. She doesn't just get into things without knowing somewhat what she's getting into.
Karin matured faster than most and grew a thick skin early on, despite being an emotional person. She barely lets petty insults and attitudes bother her but there are certain things that may strike true with her. In a heated situation, she plays diplomat, always having at least a little fate in talking some things through rather than resulting in unnecessary violence. That, and she doesn't like seeing others get hurt.
Anyone who has been around Karin for a bit knows that her choice of humor is sarcasm and silliness. She likes bantering back and forth and giving little smart-ass remarks here and there but they're all in good fun. Now when she gets upset or annoyed, her sarcasm can be used as an arsenal though she will apologize later on if she felt as if she was in the wrong or being a moody A-hole. There is a part of her that blames herself for what a happened to her father which results in moments of depression.
Working in order to support his child now, her father had to hire a nanny. A German woman named Natalia. Months went by and one thing lead to another. After that Natalia realized she made a mistake. She didn't intend to lead him on so she quit and left. Nine months later, Karin's father had another child, Derrick who was dropped off at his door with a note from Natalia. He began writing letters to Karin's mother and told her everything that had happened, after two years they fell back in love with each other and she finally came back to the states. Never treating Derrick as if he wasn't one of her own.
Karin's life after that was carefree for a while. She was rambunctious and would get into trouble with Derrick right on her tail. They were always together, attached at the hip. When the older boys would pick on him in school Karin was there to defend him. When Karin was feeling down Derrick always knew how to make her feel better. Middle school came and Karin's mindset was maturing a little faster than those around her and she was beginning to hit her rebellious teenage years.
One rainy night, after her father picked her up from the movies, they got into an argument about her wearing all that makeup. Karin, being who she was at that age didn't waste time answering back and it only took one glance her way for her father to lose control and hydroplane off the road into a huge tree. Karin made it out with some broken bones and a nasty gash on her thigh but her father didn't.
Derrick was always at the hospital with her. Her mother, on the other hand, would only stay for a little then leave and only return to pick Derrick up, when he didn't stay the night. When Karin first came home from the hospital she couldn't sleep much and would cry herself into exhaustion at night. She missed her father. Karin began noticing her mother act cold towards her three weeks after coming home. She would barely speak to her, and couldn't hold eye contact for more than five minutes without getting angry or tearing up. Then one night while she was drinking and Karin came home from eating out with Derrick, she tore into her own daughter, telling her that she was the reason her father died. Karin stayed out of her way after that.
She loved her mother and it hurt to be pushed away by her but Karin blamed herself too and took it as a punishment. Even when her mother would drunkenly spit angry words at her face when helping her to bed at 3 in the morning, Karin still did it with no complaint. She kept going to school every day with Derrick, cooked dinner every night, wrote music before bed and sure her grades weren't the best but she never failed a class or got under a C.
By her 17th birthday, her mother had turned into a full-fledged alcoholic with an ignorant and bitter streak. Karin was already in the weed business so when her mother up and left, Karin already had some way to take care of her brother and herself. Through the years the siblings always looked out for each other and then Derrick got a landscaping job at 17. He wanted to help his sister and Karin began to feel the stress a parent would when their kid stayed out late without calling. He encouraged her to pursue her music and get into college so she did. She joined a new underground band not too soon after as a bass player and the rest has been history.
